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Character Portrait: [NPC] Bartender Character Portrait: Ben Chapman Character Portrait: Jacob Song
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xxi feel so damn worthless
xxanother day is gone
xxand all my faces are alibis
xxand me, iā€™m half the man I wanted to be
He had to tell himself that it would be okay, that this was for the better. But the sadness in Jake's eyes, in his body language, in his voice, was enough to make Ben reconsider everything. Especially when Jake grabbed all of their stuff, saying that he wasn't coming back without actually saying it. Jake taking his hand made a lump form in Ben's throat, especially as Ben told him to look after himself. He turned to leave, and Ben suddenly felt more sober than he had in a long time. Jake turned to leave and before Ben knew what he was doing, he was kissing Jake again, careful to avoid Autumn.

"I'll come with you. If you want. Just... I'm not ready for you to go yet," he said, the words coming out before he had even time to really dwell on them. In the moment he didn't care about the hospital, he didn't care about being seen. All he knew was that the thought of being alone right now, the thought of Jake walking out and never coming back was bigger and more terrifying than being recognised. There was that one small part of him that asked if it was Jake or if Ben was just so goddamn lonely that he needed somebody, anybody. But right then he didn't care either.

"If you still want to go, I'll understand. I'm... not the easiest to deal with. I'm a bit of a mess, but... I'll come with you to the hospital. You can stay, just for tonight. If that's what you want," he said, for the first time realising that Jake might still say no and feeling completely unprepared for that.

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