xxxwho i used to be
xxxand who i'll be tomorrow
xxxwhen the champagne blows my mind
xxx
It didnāt take long for people to start arriving. At first, he was just aware of how tired he had to look, how peopleās eyes seemed to linger on him for a little longer than he was entirely comfortable with. But then having people around him, complimenting him on how good everything smelled, people telling him how much he loved the album, people smiling back at himā¦ it felt good. Erin clapped him on the shoulder and pressed a beer into his hand, told him she needed to talk to him later. He found himself wondering what it was about, but just drank the beer as he mingled, making his way back to the kitchen every so often to check on the food.
The alcohol seemed to be hitting him harder than usual. All heād had to drink was the drink Rebecca had made him and the beer that Erin had given him, and he feltā¦ odd. Like being drunk butā¦ not. His doctor had said something about avoiding alcohol while on these medications, butā¦ he hadnāt expected it to hit that hard and that quick. He just needed to sober up. No more drinks, he promised himself.
He spotted Nate as he came in and grinned, making his way over to him. āNate, you came! I feel like I havenāt seen you in ages!ā He gushed, wrapping the other man in a hug. āItās so good to see you!ā He said as he let go. He was sure there was something he meant to say, but it disappeared as soon as it came, and he frowned. What had he meant to say? Why were all his thoughts flying around like that?
But it didnāt last long, as his eyes landed on someone across the room. He seemed to be about Sorenās height, with short, neat dark hair, and a focused, intelligent expression. He looked strong- not like a bodybuilder, but lean and powerful. He looked vaguely familiar, but Soren couldnāt place it. āHoly shit. Nate, be my wingman,ā he said, grabbing Nateās arm and starting to pull him across the room. He stumbled a little over his own feet and had to clutch on to Nate as he regained his balance. āWoah, thatās not good,ā he mumbled, mostly to himself.