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located in Washington, D.C., a part of Don't Panic, one of the many universes on RPG.

Washington, D.C.



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Character Portrait: Ethan Alexander Character Portrait: Kairo Choi
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Be Gentle With Me
{ethan 'clark' alexander}

{dialogue : #FFAC33 | thoughts: grey }
Don't Break Me

Warmth. The feeling of Kairo's arms around Ehtan. A stark contrast to cold he feels when he is alone or about to go into a panic. Something he hasn't felt since he was kid. Before the anxiety. Safe. The sound of Kairo's heart beat. The sound of the slow and steady breaths the music teacher makes as he held him. Something he doesn't feel anymore. Ethan was looking for these things. He wanted keep hold of them, but they were in the body of someone that didn't belong to him. Someone that he couldn't have. But he wasn't thinking about that. Not at the moment. At the moment, he wasn't thinking. His mind clear for the first time in a long time. The hug ended, the cold returned, and the thoughts flooded. You can't have him. He doesn't want you. It's his job to make you feel safe.

”I promise nothing bad can happen to you here.” Empty promises Clark just nodded with a soft smile to show Kai that he heard what said. Only for the day, would this bring him comfort. Ethan didn't know what he was going to do when he got back home. The comfort of safety would vanish. His sense of control only being found in a stiff drink and the occasional blade. His wrapped his arms around himself. ...then I’ll find you some comfortable clothes to change into.” He was pulled from his thoughts. Ethan raised an eyebrow. "N-no..You have already don't so much for me..." Clark grabbed his plate off the counter so that he could eat. "I don't want to take up more of your time..." Ethan couldn't even bring himself to ask for a ride home after dinner. He could just Uber, but he kept that to himself for now.