Age: 18
Gender: Female
Cause of Death: Bullet through her brain when she was in a church, praying.
Appearance [anime please]:
Additional Appearance: Nevaeh stands at 5’4”, and weighs around 96 lbs or so. She always wears a little silver cross around her neck, and clutches it when she’s upset, frightened, nervous, or praying.
Personality: Gentle and mothering, Nevaeh tries to take care of everyone around her she can. Even on the job, she makes absolutely sure her “charge” gets to where they need to be safely, and tries to ease their fears as best she can. Nevaeh is also an extreme doormat, finding a huge amount of difficulty in not obeying orders, or saying no when asked. She’s very frightened of the idea of losing her own identity, her sense of self, to anything, after putting so much work into finding it. She gets nervous easily, but rarely shows people when she objects to something. Once she’s convinced of something, it is very difficult to actually convince her it’s incorrect, especially if it’s something that she doesn’t like, because she then thinks you’re lying to make her feel better. She has an extreme aversion to disappointing anyone, especially people whose opinions she feels matter, like authority figures and people directly involved with her life. Nevaeh tends to measure herself by the people around her, which sometimes can give her small self esteem issues.
Bio [when you were alive]: Her parents weren’t aware of how much they had made their daughter fear heaven. They had drilled it into Nevaeh that when she died, if she was good, she would go to heaven and she would be part of the LORD and would lose all the flaws she had on Earth, as if going from a naturally occurring stone to an expertly cut and polished diamond. That prospect frightened Nevaeh more than she cared to admit to her parents, because she didn’t want to lose her identity in heaven, and she liked some of her flaws, in a sentimental way. Catholic school didn’t help matters much, because now she had it in her head that you lost your identity in heaven. She had been having an extra hard time of late, along with some mad murderer wandering around, so she decided to go to church and pray for guidance…
Likes:
+ Praying
+ Baking
+ Mothering
+ Her friends
Dislikes:
- Loss of identity
- Lying
- Saying no
- Guns
- Disappointing people
Other: She chose to be a shinigami, not because she wanted to live out some murdering fantasy, but because she was far more frightened of the alternatives. Also, she carries a rapier, just in case.