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Angel Kalovar

"Death isn't my concern anymore." ~WIP~

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a character in “Beating Heart Cafe”, as played by xLevesquex

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Angel Kalovar
|| 18 years old || Female || Asexual (Originally panseuxual) || The Failed Lover ||



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Personality:
Appearance:
Measurements, Body Type, Expression
Angel's facial appearance is simple, but odd. Angel takes very good care of her hair and hygiene, although she doesn't feel the need to impress anyone. Her hair is quite long, smooth and it is a light brown color. She always has her hair shampooed and conditioned and is cut very cleanly by her own hands. Hygiene is very important to Angel, so she'll never be dirty or smelly. Her pale skin may make it seem like she's frail or ill, but it's just that sickly look she developed from being so depressed. However, her face is always very clear and smooth, it is always kept clean. And oddly enough, she has dark red eyes. Well, that's not all that weird, but it's just the way they sometimes change color. When Angel cries, her eyes get a very light shade of red and stays that color for quite a while after. It slowly fades away after a period of time, but it becomes quite obvious to those that know her well that she's been crying. Angel hates this about her appearance, so she always tries keeping her tears to herself, even when she's alone.
History:
Angel was just your typical cheery, outgoing, popular young girl for almost her whole life. However, she was quite lonely for the first 10 years of her life. She lived with her grandparents because her parents were both killed in a robbery, while she was at school. She came home, but thankfully wasn't the one to find her parents bodies. She simply came home and there were police and an ambulance. The situation was explained to young 5 year old Angel, and she was very upset. She was quite depressed and traumatized for a few months, but she slowly recovered through therapy and support. After at least a year, Angel finally came to forgive the burglars that were arrested and she moved on with her life, but something still bothered her. Angel may have been surrounded by kids who loved her at school, but none of them really got the time to understand her. She'd walk through the hallways and notice that everyone had their own little group of best friends that they'd constantly be around, but Angel only had "friends". As soon as she realized this, she also came to realize just how lonely she was.

Angel was loved because of her looks and her smarts, but there were also the occasional jealousies. Angel was of course oblivious to this, and she just continued being nice to everyone who was around her. When Angel was 10, a new girl came to her school. Angel noticed how shy and innocent she was, so she decided that this girl needed a friend and so did she! The girl, Jasmine, was picked on because of her timidness as soon as she got to the school, but Angel stood up for her. They became close friends and when they were both 12, Angel came to realize that she had fallen in love with Jasmine. When they were 13, Angel kissed Jasmine for the first time. Jasmine didn't seem to mind and they began kissing and holding hands quite often. They didn't ask one another out and Angel didn't even tell Jasmine that she loved her, she simply assumed that Jasmine would know. And after another few months, they began "experimenting". Angel thought that this was love, but Jasmine didn't feel the same way.

When they were 15, Angel was confessed to by a boy that Jasmine liked. Jasmine was so upset and jealous, that she came up with a plan of her own. She told Angel that she should get a boyfriend. Angel was upset and confused, because she believed that they shared something special, while Jasmine seen it purely as an experiment. Being around Angel for many years made Jasmine a stronger person. She wasn't so shy and innocent anymore, she just wanted things to go her way. Angel sadly accepted Jasmine's forced demand and went out with the boy. However, when she was with him, she'd always wish she was with Jasmine. After a few months of growing closer to him, she realized that she was actually a really nice person and they were very compatible. Angel and him became very close and everyone knew about their relationship. They seemed like the perfect couple. That was all apart of Jasmine's twisted plan.

Jasmine started acting lovey-dovey towards Angel, and Angel became confused. Just as she was getting over Jasmine and getting used to being around this new boy, Jasmine started acting as though she had feelings for Angel and she would act that way particularly in front of her boyfriend. Angel's boyfriend did notice this and started getting jealous himself. He confronted Angel about it, and she was oblivious about the whole thing pretty much so the confrontation confused her. Angel and her boyfriend started fighting more and more and people around them noticed this as well. One day, Angel realized again that her feelings for Jasmine were strong and that her love and loyalty towards Jasmine couldn't be broken. Angel confessed to Jasmine, and Jasmine actually seemed shocked. Sure, her plan was to make them fight and break up, but she never realized that Angel actually loved her. Jasmine acted as if she returned her feelings, and told Angel that the only was they could be together was if Angel broke up with her boyfriend, cold and hard. As much as Angel didn't want to hurt him, she knew that this was the only way. So that's what she did. She broke up with him, but not so peacefully.

After Angel left him, standing out in the cold sidewalk, Jasmine just happened to be around the corner to "comfort" him. Jasmine put ideas in his head that they should get revenge on her for being so cold and heartless. Jasmine seduced him in under 10 minutes and had already brought him to her place. Meanwhile, Angel ran home, cried for about an hour and decided that it was about time to pay Jasmine a visit and tell her that it had been done. However, when she walked into Jasmine's house, she didn't like what she saw. Jasmine looked at Angel with a look of pure evil in her and insulted her for breaking up with him, though it was Jasmine's own disgusting idea. Angel was crying and she asked Jasmine is her feelings meant anything to her. Jasmine got a disgusted look on her face and rejected her right there in front of her ex-boyfriend. She laughed right in Angel's face and told her how gross she was for thinking that they'd ever be together happily. The boy began feelings regret and he tried comforting Angel, but she just slapped him away. At that exact moment, she swore out loud that she'd never trust anyone ever again and that she'd disappear for good. Jasmine somehow just then realized that she went too far. She tried going after Angel, but Angel outran her. Angel ended up leaving and going to a new town, where she met Akito, the leader of The Dark Lovers.



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Love Interest:
None for the time being.
Likes:
  • Dark ~ Angel used to hate the dark, but she feels now that the whole world is covered in dark people anyways, so why not just embrace it?
  • Animals ~ She feels that humans are stupider than animals, and that she'd rather be around them then people.
  • Styling hair ~ Angel is very good at styling all kinds of hair and just adores doing so.
  • The Dark Lovers ~ She isn't too fond of being known as that and sometimes being looked down upon, but she loves being around everyone in her group and cherishes them all. After all, they're the only people who understand her and each other.
Dislikes:
  • Love ~ She despises everything about this wretched word. If she could, she'd go back in time and completely reject her so-called "friend" the instant they met.
  • Crying ~ Especially in front of people. She hates being seen as weak.
  • Being seen as cowardly or weak ~ Although Angel is both of those things, she tries really hard not to be. Especially in front of Akito.
  • Bad hygiene ~ It actually bothers Angel so badly when people smell or look dirty to the point where she'll avoid looking at them or being around them.
  • Her appearance ~ Angel looks very pale and sick and it really bothers her. She's come to believe that she's ugly, although she really isn't that bad looking.
Flaws:
  • Trust issues ~ Angel has some serious trust issues. Previous things that happened in her life triggered this and she finds it hard to believe anything.
Fears:
  • Philophobia ~ Falling in love and/or being in love.
  • Merinthophobia ~ Being bound or tied up.
  • Ecophobia ~ Being at home. (Angel is not scared of her own home, she's more scared of returning to her hometown.)
  • Eros C. Valentino ~ He simply scares her.



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So begins...

Angel Kalovar's Story

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Angel was standing across the street in a dark alley, nervously staring at the love cafe. What was that anyways? Why would anyone open a cafe specifically about love? Angel was always asking herself these questions and she would always be too nervous to even step foot near that cafe. But curiosity would always get the best of her and she'd just look inside the window. She didn't understand how Zeron could do it. He just casually walked in there almost everyday while Angel sat outside like a lost, stray puppy. Someone actually dared call her that as they passed once. Well, it's not like Angel could do anything about it but give them her scariest, saddest glare. As much as Angel tried being intimidating, it didn't always work out.

Angel felt even more cowardly when she noticed her nervous friend even going in that place himself. She collapsed to the ground in defeat and sighed.
I suppose I'm not making it in there today either...
Angel just wanted to cry. Why couldn't she just march in there with confidence? It was almost pathetic. She wanted to taste the cakes that was served, or the tea that was served, or even have some alcohol! Alcohol? Angel rolled her eyes at herself. She really didn't like the taste of alcohol, but at the same time, it could sometimes feels soothing to her. Still, she really hated the awful taste.


Still sitting on the ground, Angel finally realized that she wouldn't build up the courage to enter the cafe today. Angel sighed to herself again and looked at the dirty, broken window beside her. It was difficult to see her reflection because of how filthy the window was. It was gross to even look at it. Past all the grime, she could see her sickly looking face. Angel hated that about herself. She hated the way the color of her pale skin and the odd look on her face made her look sick and weak. Even when Angel smiled, she would still seem like she was just sitting on her death bed. Angel thought it made her look ugly, so she became convinced that she got really ugly ever since... that incident. However, Angel was happy that her face still looked so clean and smooth. At least she could pretend she was pretty by keeping up her obsession with cleanliness. Angel looked back at the cafe with envy and sighed.

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"Bloody hell!" Akito snarled as he was thrown back into reality. 'I gotta go there, right now.' he thought, bolting out his door in a heartbeat. He didn't care if the other Dark Lovers- if they hadn't went somewhere already- saw him, their "ever-serious" leader running out the door like a madman. People would have suspected that he went insane due to lack of love.

For some reason, his instinct told him to run to the cafe as soon as possible. He didn't know why, but, eh, who cared? Finally stopping, he saw the cafe. Something told him that he had to go in, confront the owner or something, but he somehow knew that he shouldn't. He just had a hunch.

Walking around while thinking if he should really enter or not, he spotted a dark alley. Squinting, he could see a figure.....that strangely reminded him of the person dubbed the "Failed Lover" in the Dark Lovers. He walked over to the alley as quietly as possible. His suspicions were confirmed. It was her.

"Oi. What are you doing here all alone?" the words almost automatically flew out of his mouth. He didn't mind though. The instinct of coming to the cafe was slowly fading.

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Character Portrait: Angel Kalovar Character Portrait: Blair Hallen Character Portrait: Kezia Darby Character Portrait: Kuran Akito
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Blair smiled back at Kezia's sincerity. He silently thanked Eros for the appointment of tending to her for a day. Although he felt a flush of embarrassment every time she rejected his offers. She was kind enough in her words and demeanor to help him relax and not push his failure. He perked up when she showed him the books, he was considering about asking what books they were. If there was one thing he loved, it was reading. Although there was certainly more than one thing he loved as he tried not let a massive break his composure. Now he wasn't as worried about his job he could actually allow the fluffy cuteness of the kittens to get to him. He made no motion to speak, even before Kezia indicated his silence with a finger. She had made her decision and he couldn't exactly argue with that, even if she wasn't a customer.

"Of course you may Miss Darby, Kezia. Four of them would probably be a handful for me."

He let it drop to first name terms. He had a feeling she would reject the formalities. Not to mention he wouldn't mind to get to know her better. Also, there was no rules about that in this cafe. As far as he heard. The formality and uptight, butler attitude was his own. So he could make the exceptions he chose. He let a small smile slip as she seemed a little flustered by the fact of forget the details.

"No problem. You were distracted." He nodded at the box of kittens as he began his retreat. He wanted to give a good impression the first day and promptness would probably help. Also he didn't want to keep the young lady waiting.

"Alright, I'll be back with your drink and hopefully your soup."

He moved through the cafe again. It wasn't difficult to avoid people, although the popularity of the cafe was already obvious. his attention was caught by a small commotion coming from Shima. He paused and watched with a frown, he was being notably rude to this new arrival. Although Blair knew nothing of the problem and couldn't form any opinion he also didn't see how Shoose could make one so vehemently. Although Blair did recall that Eros had mentioned having guards. Perhaps Shima was one, which would somewhat excuse his suspicion at the somewhat shady looking man. Although to Blair's relief Shima started to apologise profusely. Although by now his attention was drawn away.

He gaze had been drawn past the two, through the window and the other side of the street. A small figure slumped in the darkness of the opposite alleyway. It always shook him seeing that, just like with the kittens. No one should have to spend time on the dirty concrete of those places. It was unhealthy and horrid. He cursed his bleeding heart sometimes. The amount of times he had picked up and fed or paid some beggar or homeless was notable. He just couldn't stand seeing anyone in that condition. Glancing around he noted that everyone who was there seemed preoccupied. Kezia's attention seemed to be on the kittens. He hoped no one paid too much attention as he slipped out the door and crossed the street.

He was mildly surprised when someone else reached the figure first. Just as much as he was surprised when he saw the young woman. She seemed certainly far too clean to actually be the sort of person he found on the streets. Her long brown hair was smooth and straight. She didn't seem to a have speak of dirt on her pale skin, her clothing was only dirtied where she sat down. It was he face that caught him most. She wasn't ugly, quite the opposite. She had a quiet, delicate beauty that made Blair's breath catch. Yet. Yet her face almost seemed gaunt like drawn into a perpetual frown.

In a way it made it even worse, why was someone like her sitting in a dark, dirty alley? He felt a pang of sorrow, adding to the concern from earlier. There was something about her that reminded himself of himself, always keeping his appearance controlled. His worry was clear in his voice. He didn't ignore the other man, in fact he was relieved that the two knew each other. It didn't prevent him from speaking though.

"Excuse me miss. Are you okay?"

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Image Angel Kalovar Angel continued to gaze curiously at the cafe then sighed. Just as she was about to get up, she heard a familiar voice. Angel jumped slightly in her spot and her heart began beating quickly. It wasn't like she was going to tell Akito that she actually wanted to go inside. Angel smiled up at Akito.
I like being alone.
Was the excuse that her "genius" mind came up with. She did like being alone, but that's really no reason to sit on the dirty ground near some bags of trash, especially for someone so finicky about cleanliness. Angel realized, but she couldn't exactly lie again. She sometimes asked herself why she lied to people about such pointless things.


Angel certainly wasn't expecting to hear yet another voice, and it was not a familiar one. She looked up and seen a younger looking man with blonde hair and bright blue eyes. He was quite attractive, but Angel didn't really notice. She didn't pay much attention to those things anymore. What appealed to her most was that a random stranger came up to her and took a few seconds out of his life to help an ugly girl sitting in an alley. Angel slightly smiled at him and pushed herself off the ground. She dusted her clothes off and showed another small smile.
I'm fine, thank you for asking.


Previous and traumatizing events from Angel's past didn't cause her to become cold towards anyone, she just became depressed and blamed only herself. She would still smile at strangers if they made eye contact, help a stranger with a small issue or just act kindly towards others. Like said before, she doesn't blame anyone but herself, so why take it out on others? Angel remembered that the alley she found herself in was where "Leon's" cats usually were located. She looked beside herself and noticed that they weren't there anymore. Angel looked at Akito and sighed, forgetting about the other blonde for a few moments.
Leon went in there earlier, and I think I know why...
Angel pointed towards the empty spot.
There's usually a box of stray kittens there and I've noticed that Leon has been visiting them everyday. He probably when looking for them, but in the completely wrong spot. Also, Zeron is most likely in there looking for his own "kitten" to bring home.
Angel said in a delicate tone. She rolled her eyes at the last part of her sentence and sighed.