Angel Kalovar
|| 18 years old || Female || Asexual (Originally panseuxual) || The Failed Lover ||
Personality:
Appearance:
Measurements, Body Type, Expression
Angel's facial appearance is simple, but odd. Angel takes very good care of her hair and hygiene, although she doesn't feel the need to impress anyone. Her hair is quite long, smooth and it is a light brown color. She always has her hair shampooed and conditioned and is cut very cleanly by her own hands. Hygiene is very important to Angel, so she'll never be dirty or smelly. Her pale skin may make it seem like she's frail or ill, but it's just that sickly look she developed from being so depressed. However, her face is always very clear and smooth, it is always kept clean. And oddly enough, she has dark red eyes. Well, that's not all that weird, but it's just the way they sometimes change color. When Angel cries, her eyes get a very light shade of red and stays that color for quite a while after. It slowly fades away after a period of time, but it becomes quite obvious to those that know her well that she's been crying. Angel hates this about her appearance, so she always tries keeping her tears to herself, even when she's alone.
History:
Angel was just your typical cheery, outgoing, popular young girl for almost her whole life. However, she was quite lonely for the first 10 years of her life. She lived with her grandparents because her parents were both killed in a robbery, while she was at school. She came home, but thankfully wasn't the one to find her parents bodies. She simply came home and there were police and an ambulance. The situation was explained to young 5 year old Angel, and she was very upset. She was quite depressed and traumatized for a few months, but she slowly recovered through therapy and support. After at least a year, Angel finally came to forgive the burglars that were arrested and she moved on with her life, but something still bothered her. Angel may have been surrounded by kids who loved her at school, but none of them really got the time to understand her. She'd walk through the hallways and notice that everyone had their own little group of best friends that they'd constantly be around, but Angel only had "friends". As soon as she realized this, she also came to realize just how lonely she was.
Angel was loved because of her looks and her smarts, but there were also the occasional jealousies. Angel was of course oblivious to this, and she just continued being nice to everyone who was around her. When Angel was 10, a new girl came to her school. Angel noticed how shy and innocent she was, so she decided that this girl needed a friend and so did she! The girl, Jasmine, was picked on because of her timidness as soon as she got to the school, but Angel stood up for her. They became close friends and when they were both 12, Angel came to realize that she had fallen in love with Jasmine. When they were 13, Angel kissed Jasmine for the first time. Jasmine didn't seem to mind and they began kissing and holding hands quite often. They didn't ask one another out and Angel didn't even tell Jasmine that she loved her, she simply assumed that Jasmine would know. And after another few months, they began "experimenting". Angel thought that this was love, but Jasmine didn't feel the same way.
When they were 15, Angel was confessed to by a boy that Jasmine liked. Jasmine was so upset and jealous, that she came up with a plan of her own. She told Angel that she should get a boyfriend. Angel was upset and confused, because she believed that they shared something special, while Jasmine seen it purely as an experiment. Being around Angel for many years made Jasmine a stronger person. She wasn't so shy and innocent anymore, she just wanted things to go her way. Angel sadly accepted Jasmine's forced demand and went out with the boy. However, when she was with him, she'd always wish she was with Jasmine. After a few months of growing closer to him, she realized that she was actually a really nice person and they were very compatible. Angel and him became very close and everyone knew about their relationship. They seemed like the perfect couple. That was all apart of Jasmine's twisted plan.
Jasmine started acting lovey-dovey towards Angel, and Angel became confused. Just as she was getting over Jasmine and getting used to being around this new boy, Jasmine started acting as though she had feelings for Angel and she would act that way particularly in front of her boyfriend. Angel's boyfriend did notice this and started getting jealous himself. He confronted Angel about it, and she was oblivious about the whole thing pretty much so the confrontation confused her. Angel and her boyfriend started fighting more and more and people around them noticed this as well. One day, Angel realized again that her feelings for Jasmine were strong and that her love and loyalty towards Jasmine couldn't be broken. Angel confessed to Jasmine, and Jasmine actually seemed shocked. Sure, her plan was to make them fight and break up, but she never realized that Angel actually loved her. Jasmine acted as if she returned her feelings, and told Angel that the only was they could be together was if Angel broke up with her boyfriend, cold and hard. As much as Angel didn't want to hurt him, she knew that this was the only way. So that's what she did. She broke up with him, but not so peacefully.
After Angel left him, standing out in the cold sidewalk, Jasmine just happened to be around the corner to "comfort" him. Jasmine put ideas in his head that they should get revenge on her for being so cold and heartless. Jasmine seduced him in under 10 minutes and had already brought him to her place. Meanwhile, Angel ran home, cried for about an hour and decided that it was about time to pay Jasmine a visit and tell her that it had been done. However, when she walked into Jasmine's house, she didn't like what she saw. Jasmine looked at Angel with a look of pure evil in her and insulted her for breaking up with him, though it was Jasmine's own disgusting idea. Angel was crying and she asked Jasmine is her feelings meant anything to her. Jasmine got a disgusted look on her face and rejected her right there in front of her ex-boyfriend. She laughed right in Angel's face and told her how gross she was for thinking that they'd ever be together happily. The boy began feelings regret and he tried comforting Angel, but she just slapped him away. At that exact moment, she swore out loud that she'd never trust anyone ever again and that she'd disappear for good. Jasmine somehow just then realized that she went too far. She tried going after Angel, but Angel outran her. Angel ended up leaving and going to a new town, where she met Akito, the leader of The Dark Lovers.
Love Interest:
None for the time being.
Likes:
- Dark ~ Angel used to hate the dark, but she feels now that the whole world is covered in dark people anyways, so why not just embrace it?
- Animals ~ She feels that humans are stupider than animals, and that she'd rather be around them then people.
- Styling hair ~ Angel is very good at styling all kinds of hair and just adores doing so.
- The Dark Lovers ~ She isn't too fond of being known as that and sometimes being looked down upon, but she loves being around everyone in her group and cherishes them all. After all, they're the only people who understand her and each other.
- Love ~ She despises everything about this wretched word. If she could, she'd go back in time and completely reject her so-called "friend" the instant they met.
- Crying ~ Especially in front of people. She hates being seen as weak.
- Being seen as cowardly or weak ~ Although Angel is both of those things, she tries really hard not to be. Especially in front of Akito.
- Bad hygiene ~ It actually bothers Angel so badly when people smell or look dirty to the point where she'll avoid looking at them or being around them.
- Her appearance ~ Angel looks very pale and sick and it really bothers her. She's come to believe that she's ugly, although she really isn't that bad looking.
- Trust issues ~ Angel has some serious trust issues. Previous things that happened in her life triggered this and she finds it hard to believe anything.
- Philophobia ~ Falling in love and/or being in love.
- Merinthophobia ~ Being bound or tied up.
- Ecophobia ~ Being at home. (Angel is not scared of her own home, she's more scared of returning to her hometown.)
- Eros C. Valentino ~ He simply scares her.