Avery Campbell
Secrets:
X Her anorexia-(Both Kaleb and Brik have been told, but its obvious to the rest)
X Her lesbianism-(Kaleb and Brik)
X Her crush on Summer-(Kaleb and Brik)
X She'd been raped in the 10th grade by a guy she was crushing on-(No one)
X She fears men outside of her friends-(Kaleb)
X She's afraid of sex-(No one)
Nicknames:
Avy (A-vee), Av, Bones, Mouse
Age:
Sixteen
Sexuality:
In the closet Lesbian
Crush:
Kite
Height:
5 ft
Weight:
90 lbs
Hair Color:
Brown
Eye Color:
Brown
Likes:
Being Skinny
Drugs
Alcohol
Girls
Her friends
Loud Music
Dancing
Parties
The Lakeside
Water
Dislikes:
Food
People giving her hell for being anorexic
Hangovers
Men
Being "fat"
Personality:
Avery is quiet and rather timid when not around her friends, she's the kind to hide in the back of the classroom, its the only reason she gets good grades in school. Her friends are the only ones who know her, know what she was like before she became so quiet, and theres no one else that really needs to. Avery can be happy, and is when shes around the ones who understand her. With them shes not afraid to laugh at jokes or speak her mind, and they keep her connected, showing her love through her struggles that she tries to keep hidden, but some of them are obvious, while others are hidden so deep, not even the ones she is closest to knows them.
Avery has lived in the same neighborhood her whole life, going to the same school and living in the same house, her parents are well known business people, and this means they often leave their daughter alone, the trust her to keep the place in check and she does a wonderful job of it. She goes to school like a normal kid, meaning when she wants to, and keeps her grades up regardless. She dabbles around in drugs on occasion, but in this group who doesn't, though she is the lightweight out of them all with everything but weed, and even then she stops before everyone else does. Avery smokes cigarettes on occasion as well, but when she wants to let go she knows where to go. This girl has lead a normal life aside from her extreme closeness with the people she's known since the 8th grade, and the incident she tells no one, not even Kaleb or Brik, between the two they know almost everything about her. Being an only child she has made herself a little family out of her friends, but these two boys have become her older brothers.
Avery used to like both guys and girls, and when she was in the 10th grade, she was crushing on one guy hard, his name was Cole, and he was aware that Avery was chasing him, as well as everyone else in the group. Avery had invited him to one of their parties and sometime in the night Avery was blitzed out of her mind, she had taken some drug that had reacted badly with the alcohol. Cole had decided to take advantage of the moment and took Avery into a room, in that room he deflowered the girl in a harsh way. Although Avery was smashed at the time, it stuck with her. This incident has caused several things to change in Avery, her view on any man outside of the group, her views on relationships, her views on sex, and her views on herself. After the incident, she became quiet as she stumbled into anorexia.
Avery let go of her crushes, one of which was one of the guys she considered her brother, Kaleb, being unable to fathom being with a male again, and slowly but surely, her eyes were only for Kite, but she's to shy to admit she likes the girl, she's still too shy to tell the group she's a lesbian. Her friends accept her for who she is and have loved her through the times in her life where she has struggled the most, so she hates keeping things from them, but she couldn't tell them what had happened to her.......
Avery keeps herself alive by drinking natural juices and taking an assortment of vitamins. Her self image had been shattered so she is in the process of fixing it, making herself beautiful in her eyes, but it had become a disease. While Avery wants to be skinny, she doesn't want to kill herself, so she tries to take enough supplements to keep her body functioning while she looses the weight the only way she knows how. Avery is skinny in the eyes of everyone around her, but all that the girl can see is the errors in her body instead of the beauty. Bones isn't after the skeletal look, but she's called Bones for a reason...
If Avery could be honest with herself, she hates what shes become, and she's trapped by her disease, she cant ask for help because shes not perfect yet....
Picture Me Broken - Skin and Bones
Hey dear
I fear
I'll watch you disappear
I know
You'll go
Until you're Skin and Bones
Your reflection's all you're worth
This time it's almost over
I watch you turn to dust
I know it's not much longer
Until you faint
Cause you'll never love yourself at all
Cause everything you touch will fall to pieces
This time it's almost over now
Wake up Skin and Bones (wake up)
Wake up Skin and Bones (wake up)
You're so alone
Your sickness feels like home
Find some control
Starve 'till you're beautiful
Your reflection's all you're worth
This time it's almost over
I watch you turn to dust
I know it's not much longer
Until you faint
Cause you'll never love yourself at all
Cause everything you touch will fall to pieces
This time it's almost over now
Until you're skin and bones
Your sickness feels like home
(your sickness feels like)
Your sickness feels like
Home...
This time it's almost over
I watch you turn to dust
I know it's not much longer
Until you faint
Cause you'll never love yourself at all
Cause everything you touch will fall to pieces
This time it's almost over now
HOW SHE FEELS:
Evanescence - Everybody's Fool
Perfect by nature
Icons of self indulgence
Just what we all need
More lies about a world that
Never was and never will be
Have you no shame? Don't you see me?
You know you've got everybody fooled
Look here she comes now
Bow down and stare in wonder
Oh how we love you
No flaws when you're pretending
But now I know she
Never was and never will be
You don't know how you've betrayed me
And somehow you've got everybody fooled
Without the mask
Where will you hide?
I can't find yourself
Lost in your lie
I know the truth now
I know who you are
And I don't love you anymore
It never was and never will be
You don't know how you've betrayed me
And somehow you've got everybody fooled
It never was and never will be
You're not real and you can't save me
And somehow now you're everybody's fool