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D E V E R E A U X
☽ “There is a stubbornness about me that never can bear to be frightened at the will of others. My courage always rises at every attempt to intimidate me.” ☾
Fᴀᴄᴇ ᴄʟᴀɪᴍ ✦ syddpink
Dɪᴀʟᴏɢᴜᴇ Cᴏʟᴏʀ ✧ #8A4E62
Tʜᴏᴜɢʜᴛ Cᴏʟᴏʀ ✦ #3A0012
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✦Fᴜʟʟ Nᴀᴍᴇ✦
Heather Alaina Devereaux
✧Nɪᴄᴋɴᴀᴍᴇ✧
Dee or DJ {Likes; would prefer her own name, but these are acceptable} || Siren {Adored, even though she acts like it isn't; jokingly tacked on because of her singing and the fact that her Cali friends said her voice brought out all of the dudes}
✦Bɪʀᴛʜᴅᴀʏ & Zᴏᴅɪᴀᴄ✦
December 18 || Sagittarius
✧Aɢᴇ✧
20
✦Gᴇɴᴅᴇʀ✦
(Cis)Female
✧Home World✧
Earth
✦Eᴛʜɴɪᴄɪᴛʏ✦
Identifies as African-American, doesn't really know anything in further detail
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Despite her consistent use of protective hairstyles such as her signature faux locs or box braids, in its natural state, Heather's dark hair is curly with tight coils, and rather thick. There are times when she will wear it as such, straightened, or even underneath a scarf, but as of last month, she has returned to her faux locs.
✦Eʏᴇs✦
Honey brown
✧Sᴋɪɴ✧
An even and clear complexion that her mother consistently likened to peanut butter. Heather just considers it a dramatic way of saying she has light brown skin.
✦Hᴇɪɢʜᴛ & Wᴇɪɢʜᴛ✦
5'5 || 120 lbs
✧In Depth✧
Because Heather's life has consisted of natural skin and hair products, mostly because of how her family is, she's far more inclined to not be ashamed of her natural hair texture, trying protectuve styles befitting her culture and wearing cocoa butter on a regular basis. At this point, it's actually a part of her regular scent. She considers herself quite average in height and weight, but where she would be considered just slim, her hips flare out slightly wider than her bust and her bum - and thighs - are slightly larger than even she thought they would be. There's no denying that she's a pretty girl; Heather just wasn't prepared to actually have curves, which can be seen in the fact that she wears a lot of dashikis, not too tightly fitted jeans, and sweats. Though, as it is summer, she's not afraid to put on a few form fitting items, especially dresses and skirts. She favors bohemian prints from time to time, but it should be to no one's surprise that she has a few African prints in her closet.
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XXXFiery ✦ Dauntless ✧ Clever ✦ Compassionate ✧ Independent
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One of the first things spoken about Heather is that she's definitely got one hell of a fierce streak in her and at times, that's not always good. On one hand, it means that she has a lot of mouth that doesn't always need to make all of the remarks and quips that she does, she doesn't always listen to authority figures or the powers that may be, and she takes her bravery to another level in that she can be a touch reckless. Combine all of that with the fact that she was raised to know how to do for herself and want to do for herself, and you definitely have an indomitable girl who's not going to back down easily. Heather is known for taking risks, such as with having participated in various protests and marches despite the dangers she could be in. Or even the times that she's stood up to another being simply because of how they treated someone smaller than them, regardless of if they were bigger than Heather or not. She's quick to do what she feels is right as opposed to following the rules, particularly because certain rules war against her own ethics. And yes, she's the first to show that she's got a little bit of bite in that feisty spirit because, according to Heather, no one's going to talk to her any type of way that they want and she's the type to, as she says, tell it like it is, regardless of how sensitive you might be. On the other hand, all of that just goes to show that she has a big heart and one hell of a backbone. After all, Heather won't care if you like her, as long as you respect her.
Her mother had taught her to be fearless and bold at a young age, and that's exactly what Heather does. She does tend to be impulsive; no one can deny that. Her emotions can be easily read on her face and she loves deeply, so much so that one can call her possessive. But it all means that she has a very strong sense of self that isn't easily overwhelmed or dominated by outside forces. When someone wants her to feel a certain emotion, particularly fear, she won't be the first to cave. It also signals that she's still too ready to internalize, brush the emotion off until she can be alone and handle it that way because she's far too independent to lean on others - even when you see the hurt and fear in her eyes. But just because things have gotten tough, it doesn't mean that Heather backs down. That's just not in her code. Heather is fiercely compassionate and curious, a scholar at heart. She wants to learn - not just in terms of academics and books, but about people as well. Innately curious, she can be a touch too nosy, but she means well as all she wants to do is do better - be better - for every individual that she meets who happens to be different from herself. It speaks to the fact that she feels like she has a lot to prove, having come from a rather privileged and somewhat sheltered lifestyle, but it also means that she's simply a very passionate girl trying to make the world around her a better place...and trying to establish that she's not someone to mess with. She might not be the smallest or biggest, and she very well may look like she doesn't pack a punch - but Heather will be the first to tell you that she will be damned if anyone walks over her.
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starbucks' vanilla sweet cream cold brew | sza, janelle monae, daya, jojo, & sevyn streeter | infused water | learning | art, particularly painting | snowy weather | spending time with friends and family | cocoa butter | traveling | reading a good book with a glass of red wine | cinnamon rolls | having lots of pillows | yoga | children | activism | being able to do her own hair | museums
✦Dislikes✦
being underestimated | straightening her hair | feeling helpless | kale | orange juice with pulp | most sodas except for vanilla coke | being dismissed | rodents | being looked down on | needing someone to take care of her | not being in the know | being lied to
✧Fears✧
not being able to make a difference | always being seen as the little rich "light-bright" girl | disappointing someone she cares for | being too dependent on someone else | rodents
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Though she's pretty straight-forward about most things - at times, even too blunt - the one thing Heather does seem to hesitate when sharing is her background. There was no lasting trauma that she can think of. In fact, she had a pretty average upbringing - if you called living with two surgeons; one an orthopedic surgeon with a subspecialty in spinal injuries, and the other, an anesthesiologist average - with only one other sibling. She grew up in Wilmington, Delaware and she had a rather comfortable life. Far more comfortable than the average Joe, that was for sure. For the most part, because both of her parents were still getting their residency, adjusting to being married, and trying to get far into their respective careers, she and her older sister, Ronnie, were raised by their maternal grandmother and Heather had been happy. She never could say that she wanted for anything because her parents and grandmother provided the things that she needed, and happened to splurge on the things that she wanted. She was able to go into the arts without much protest or anyone demanding that she take on the maths and sciences since those were where the top-paying careers were. She was supported financially, emotionally, and mentally, and was taught to love herself. But that didn't mean that all of that learning wasn't tested. At school, Heather dealt with years of critique from white peers and she doesn't like saying that it was her first time experiencing racism because she doesn't like playing the victim card, but it was. It was always something about her complexion that they had to talk about or the fact that, for a long period of time, Heather's grandmother wouldn't let a straightener even glance her hair's way so she couldn't assimilate in the way that would've benefited her in that environment. She developed a bit faster than some of the girls she grew up with, which was another thing to talk about because it meant that she was curvier than others - even when she knew that she was slim and there were much thicker girls who existed. There was always just something wrong and when she got to her junior year of high school, Heather forced herself to learn to ignore and endure, even bite back if she had to. She developed a stronger and more secure sense of self, but to this day, she still feels the slightest twinge of shame for her privileged lifestyle, something that didn't occur until she began attending Spelman College.
Upon moving to Atlanta and starting her academic career there, Heather was actually confronted with the differing socioeconomic statuses of herself and other people, particularly those who were involved with activism just like herself. It wasn't that she was ignorant of that fact or that she exacted a level of privilege over them, but the obvious fact that Heather herself was able to major in anything that she wanted with the knowledge that her parents would help her out if she needed while others were on their own and had to go into career fields that paid better. She was able to truly express herself in a carefree manner without fear of how a capitalist society would hinder her; they didn't have that luxury. And while Heather won't say that she feels guilt for it since her parents worked exceptionally hard to provide her that life, it was enlightening and caused introspection. It enabled her to want to become more independent, to want to work for things instead of letting her parents send her chunks of money when they thought she needed it. She took on doing classmates' hair, including guys, to earn money while also taking on working with homeless children in an after-school program. And she would've continued her studies into her junior year when her mother revealed, at the end of her sophomore year, that she had been diagnosed with breast cancer. It didn't take long for Heather to decide what to do: she asked for a year off from Spelman, moved back home, and cared for her mom. She still did hair for people in her neighborhood, particularly people of color, and took on a part-time job in the nearby shopping center just so that more resources could be allocated towards her mother's recovery, and she did miss school. It was an integral part of her being. Which is why she plans on returning at the end of the summer. She came to New York because it's the first trip her family was able to take out of the state since her mother's diagnosis, and so they're staring with her father's side of the family for a few weeks before returning home so that Heather can prepare for college. Plus, it's giving her a chance to look at NYU for graduate studies in The Conservation Center of the Institute of Fine Arts.
✧Misc.✧
As a gift for having taken a year out of a college to care for her mom when the older woman was diagnosed with breast cancer and had to start chemotherapy and radiation, Heather's mom gave her a Caviar Icon Turquoise Bracelet with 18K Gold Caviar Station from LAGOS. She normally wears it as a part of a set.
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