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Alessandra Nicolette Hayes

"You don't approve of me? Good? Do I give a fuck? Nope."

0 · 636 views · located in Copeland Institute, Copeland, South Carolina

a character in “Copeland Institute for the Sexually Confused”, as played by ClaudiiBear


Alessandra Nicolette Hayes


Age: Image

Eighteen years of age.




Alessandra always goes by Esme,[Pronounced Es-May], but, if she knows you, she’s really down for any nickname. She’s been called everything from Alessa to Andy.

Sexuality: Image

Esme is bisexual.


History: Esme was born into an extremely wealthy family, both her mother and father being doctors; her two brother’s both in medical school. Esme’s always been a little different from everyone else, even from a young age. Instead of playing with other kids, you would find Esme in the corner by herself, usually with a pen and pad in her hand. The tradition has continued to live on, and she can always be seen with a paintbrush, or pastels and paper.
At the age of sixteen, Esme came clean to her parents about her sexuality; rather, they caught her with a girl. They were infuriated, and felt that it would ruin their perfect family scene. They sent her to over five facilities over the next two years, each time, she was sent back ‘cured,’ and once more, she would end up doing something against their approval. In the present time, her parents are tired of dealing with her, and just want her to get the help she needs, which is why they are sending her away to the Copeland Institute for the Sexually Confused.

Personality: On the outside, Esme looks like an angel; an angel in disguise, that is. Diagnosed with Insomnia and Bi-Polar Syndrome at the age of fourteen, Esme’s always struggled with her emotions. She’s either extremely happy, or downright depressed. These emotions can change within the blink of an eye; which is something that honestly scares her.
In the beginning, Esme won’t say much, and unless you approach her at the beginning, you’ll be lucky to get a single word out of her. If she bonds with you, a whole new, outgoing side of her will come out, which usually includes her talking at least 99% of the time. Esme is not the kind of person to consider herself a ‘leader’; yet she also doesn’t consider herself a follower. In her eyes, she does what she wants when she wants too. If someone has a good idea, she’ll follow it. If not, fucks to them.

Esme is an extremely affectionate being. She shows her affections through touch rather than words, and even if she doesn’t necessarily state her feelings aloud, if she feels a connection, the other person will just know; she will make it clear.


+Having her own Style
+Piercings and Tattoos

-Cocky Guys
-The Colour Orange
-Coke, unless it’s Cherry Coke
-Judgemental People

-Being Rejected
-The Dark
-Her Piercings Getting Infected

+/-Scrunches up her nose when in concentration
+/-Bites the inside of her cheek often
+/-Tends to blush when nervous




So begins...

Alessandra Nicolette Hayes's Story


Kaleesi looked through her clothing as a couple of staff started to bring more furniture into the room, an annoyed sigh came out of her mouth as she turned around to face the two female staff members. "Oh joy! I hope my new roommate is hott" she said sarcasticly, though she didn't mean it she knew it would rile up the staff.

"Kaleesi you know your not to speak like that! Its the reason we had to move your last roommate" one of the staff members gave her a distateful look. "Then why am I getting a roommate, its not like I asked for one" she gave the women in front of her a questioning look, the women before her went back to setting things up but continued to speak "we have a shortage in rooms so now all of you that had single beds will be now having roommates, now get dressed someone will be coming to get you for breakfast".

As the women left Kaleesi raised her hand and gave the women the middle finger, it wouldn't be the first time she has done that or the last. If it wasn't for Gwen she would have gone crazy by now. Thinking of Gwen made her wonder how her girlfriend was doing, especially after last nights escapade.

Looking over at her wall she smiled, she was glad Gwen spoke to her that day five years ago. They were suppose to be roommates but instead she got a single room. Which she didn't mind, but it definately would have be great to have Gwen as a roomie, it would have made thing sooo much easier. Looking over to the furniture once more she wondered what her roommate was like and she hoped to god that she didn't believe in the bullshit that the fuckin' institue was trying to drill into her brain.

The girl finally picked out her outfit then proceeded to get dressed. After her clothes were on she worked on her makeup then straightened her hair. Last thing she did was add the jewlery and put on her shoes, once she was done she grabbed her music device, putting her headphones in her ears as she listened to Flyleaf. Sprawling out on her bed she sang along to the music blasting in her ears. She hoped Gwen had something planned for the night, she really wanted to go out and spend some real time with Gwen instead of having to be watched like a hawk by the staff and fein her relationship with Gwen. "verdammt Idioten sind alle einfach nur Ficken Idioten" she spoke in her native tongue as she waited for one of the staff members to come get her.


Leaving her parents for yet another institution was something that Esme was all too familar with; they no longer bothered with goodbyes, and instead decided that sending her off with the driver was a better way of letting go. Despite their usual pleadings with her to try and get better, this time, they didn't even bother. She was starting to think sending her away was a way for them to just get rid of her, rather than get her 'help' from something she could not control.

The drive to South Carolina from New York was quite a long one, and after arriving, Esme hopped out, sliding on her heels and adjusting the beanie on her head. She looked decent; for someone who'd been in a car for way to long blasting a variety of alternative rock music in the back. She was led away by a supervisor immediately after exiting the vehicle, and quickly found herself inside the building that reminded her more of a prison than anything. She was led down a series of hallways, and she could hear the woman in front of her speaking, only, she hardly heard a word. She couldn't help but wonder if this tall blonde had any idea how idiotic this institution was.

She was brought out of her inner babble by the woman leading her around. "---and this, my dear, is your room." She had stopped in front of a door, and Esme managed a half smile. "I'm not your dear, and thanks..I can take it from here," and without another word, she stepped inside the room, her eyes quickly falling on the girl layed out on her bed. Ahh, a roommate.. she thought to herself. The woman who had showed her to her room simply smiled. "Make yourself at home. The schedule is posted up around everywhere, but you can ask your roommate if you have any other questions." She left in quite a hurry, not that this bothered Esme at all. Looking back at her roommate, she leaned against the door, and smirked slightly. "You must be my roommate...I'm Esme," she said casually.


Another day. Another long, quiet day, Eli thought to himself as he sat up in his bed, pulling out his ear buds and sitting them aside. He watched as his roommate left, then stood up. It wasn't that he had a problem at all with Andrew; in fact, he thought he was cool, and attractive. If anything, he had a feeling that his roommate might have a problem with him. Or maybe I am too quiet.. he thought.

Walking into the bathroom, Eli readied himself for the day by wetting his face and hair, before changing into his outfit for the day. He walked to the mirror to look at himself. "Not to bad, Eli, not to bad.." he said with a slight smile, before adjusting his scarf, and making his way out of the room. He walked down the hall to the cafeteria. Walking in, he noticed that just about everyone was there. He knew them all by name by this point, but never made an attempt to get to know them. Surprising, though, he wanted too. He just didn't know how to approach people; it had always been a fear of his.

Eli made his way to the same table he had always sat at, taking his spot and grabbing some orange juice, which he sipped on gingerly before looking around at the surrounding people. His eyes fell on his roommate Andrew, then Alison, and finally, Hayden. He smiled slightly at the sight of him. Ever since seeing Hayden on the first day, Elias had found himself smitten over the boy, and, although they'd never spoken, he'd caught his eye a few times. Maybe he would make an attempt to talk to someone today.


Listening to her music she hummed along as she waited for one of the nurses to grab her, she used to be able to go alone but with all the trouble she caused they didn't trust her to be wandering the halls alone. Hearing a noise Kaleesi turned over on her stomach and looked towards the door, her eyes went a little wide as she saw not a nurse but another girl, a good looking girl that actually kind of looked like her in a way. Taking out her earphones she was able to catch the girl introduce herself as Esme.

Leaning her chin down on her hands she looked the girl over for a few minutes before she spoke "well its a pleasure to meet you sweets, names Kaleesi but can call me Kal because most people can't pronounce it correctly" she said with a small smirk. "Glad I got a good looking roommate" she laughed, even though she was with Gwen she was known to flirt.

Just then a knock was heard on the door, the door was then opened and in walked one of the nurses "Kaleesi..". Kaleesi rolled her eyes as the nurse mispronounced her name, looking over to Esme "See what I mean, she looked at the nurse "before you say someones name learn to say it right, well lets go shall we. Im hungry and I have a certain someone to see". The nurse shook her head looking to Esme "come on now, breakfast is being served".

The nurse then led Kaleesi and Esme down the hall and to the dining hall. Once there she saw that everyone was already there, sitting and migling with each other. Without another thought Kaleesi took Esme's hand, of course with the nurse warning her against it. If Esme went along she would lead them to the table Gwen and herself always occupied. She saw that Gwen also was brought in by a nurse, seeming a little bit disoriented she frowned before waving her hand at Gwen.

Looking over at Esme she smiled "Welcome to hell, the place where they try to change who you are. They can all go fuck themselves" she then flipped off the camera that was in thhe corner watching all of them before looking back at Gwen, hoping her girlfriend was alright. [/size]


"Well its a pleasure to meet you sweets, names Kaleesi but can call me Kal because most people can't pronounce it correctly," Esme heard her new roommate, Kaleesi to be more specific, say. When she commented on her good looks, Esme's smirk only grew. "I have to say, I'm not dissapointed, either." Esme was a flirt, and wasn't one that was afraid to admit it. She had messed around, and, above all of her instincts, had made plenty of mistakes. Hadn't they all? What would a little fun hurt, honestly? Thinking on this, Esme brushed her thoughts away just in time for a nurse to impolitley let herself in, without warning, speaking to Kaleesi in a disrespectful tone. Sheesh. What did they expect from teenagers, receiving attitudes like that. Especially ones with 'issues'.

As the nurse led them out of their room, and down the hall to breakfast, Esme couldn't stop herself from leaning in to Kaleesi, whispering "Well, damn. Are they always this annoying?" She had known she wouldn't like this place to being with, but only hoped that the other people attending wouldn't fall for their mindless bullshit. Pulling her head out of her never ending thoughts once more, Esme came back down from Earth to see that they were now entering the dining hall. She noticed many people sitting around, a variety of guys and girls, all fairly attractive. This really was a bad place to take a child if you're trying to fix their sexuality. Right away, she noticed a guy walking up to another, saying "Haze," before planting a kiss right on his cheek. A smirk took over Esme's lips. The guy was obviously not afraid to break the rules, which was something she personally found to be a huge turn-on.

Kaleesi took her hand, obviously with the intent to lead her off. Esme took the offer generously, wanting to get away from the dissapointing look of the nurse. "Lead me off," she said with a slight smile. "Welcome to hell, the place where they try to change who you are. They can all go fuck themselves," Kal spoke the words with a slick of the camera in the corner. Esme let out a laugh. "They can all try and change me all they want. Fat chance of that happening," she spoke the words with a bit of an attitude, not towards Kal, but more towards the institution in general. They would never change her. She was who she was, and her sexuality was something they could never take away from her.


A small blush took over Eli's cheeks as Hayden smiled at him. His inner concious yelled at him for making his little crush so damn obvious. The lightness of his skin and comforting blue eyes didn't help but add more emphasis to his blush. He even noticed a few of the nurses look at him with suspicious expressions. Glancing around, he noticed Andrew totally breaking the rules by kissing Haze. What the hell was going on around here? As long as it wasn't him getting the black pill, Andrew could do whatever he felt like. He also noticed Kal and a new girl walking in, someone he figured had just gotten here today. Hmm..maybe she'll have more luck here than me.. he thought to himself. He was tired of sitting alone today, even if he did his best to hide it, he wanted to have people to talk to, and discuss things with. He almost felt as if people there were scared of him. It wasn't like back at home. Despite his slight accent, he was just like them. If anything, he had hoped coming here would help him to make friends, not scare people away..they were like him, right? Turning his attention back down to his juice, Eli thought of this for awhile.

Alison Paris

Alison nodded when Hayden answered. "That's good," she said with a smile. She slowly stretched her legs out as she glanced around. She quickly look back at Hayden when she heard him speak to her again. Alison gently tugged on her scarf. "I am fine, thanks for asking Hayden," she stated. She tilted her head to the side as she watched Hayden. "Yeah, Andrew is in quite the affectionate mood today. I wonder how much trouble he will get into," she said.

She watched as Kaleesi walked in with a new girl. Alison shifted her weight slightly. She looked down at her table, "We have a new girl," she commented; not really talking to anyone.