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Lucy Walton

"I believe them when they tell me that i'm insane..."

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a character in “Demented Insanity”, originally authored by Mockingjaay, as played by RolePlayGateway

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"I don't even know anymore. I used to. I had grand plans. Now, I can't even get past the swirling darkness in my brain long enough to land on anything."



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|Name|
Lucy Isabelle Walton

|Nickname(s)|
Lucy despises nicknames, however she often becomes victim to the annoying habit of shortening an already small name. People have been known to call her 'Luce' or 'Lu'.

|Age|
Twenty six and one quarter

|Birth Date|
Twenty Seventh of July

|Gender|
Female

|Sexual Orientation|
Bisexual

|Role|
Female Patient



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|Reason for being in the Asylum|
Lucy suffers from some debilitating conditions. The most damaging illness is Bi Polar disorder. As you may or may not know, Bi polar disorders has various forms. Some have 'stages' that last a few days, however Lucy has the lesser known but more severe 'Rapid Cycling Bi Polar'. With this disorder, Lucy alternates from 'manic' and 'depressive' episodes. Manic episodes are those of extreme emotion, be it happiness, rage or excitability. During these episodes, Lucy often has no cares or inhibitions, and feels as though rules don't apply and there are no consequences. She prefers these episodes to the 'depressive' or low ones. During a 'depressive' state, Lucy struggles with the simplest of daily tasks. Emotions are either very negative or non existent. Lucy also struggles with two addictions - self harm, and sexual activity. Both have become a way for Lucy to cope with her BP disorder.

|Personality|
Lucy is...quirky. While she suffers from her personality affecting disorder, her usual self is fairly happy go lucky with a fun attitude. She doesn't have many limitations as she lets her disorder run her life and simply waits for the next episode. Lucy has accepted her disorder, and more often than not welcomes the mood swings that comes with it. This is one of the reasons her parents admitted her to the asylum - Lucy likes this way of life. She likes the addictions. She doesn't want to get better...most of the time. Sometimes during her depressive state she will wish for death or health. It changes. Lucy is hard to keep up with and not someone who is easy to get a long with. Her mood changes often come out of nowhere, and so she is highly unpredictable.

|History|
Lucy and her parents first noticed something was different during her first relationship at age seventeen. Lucy and her partner Abbie would often fight and argue over mood swings or Lucy lashing out, but initially the family just thought it was traditional teenage behaviour. However, when the mood swings mean that Lucy became violent towards other people or herself, her family sought out help. With the help of medical professionals, Lucy was diagnosed with Bi Polar disorder. The medication commenced and Lucy began to get better, or so it would seem. Lucy and Abbie's relationship broke down as Lucy reached twenty years old. A long lasting but juvenile partnership. Lucy took the break up incredibly tough and refused to take her medication. She would disappear for nights on end, returning either high or drunk with fresh bruises and cuts. After several months of highly sexually active behaviour, it was discovered that Lucy was carrying a baby. With no idea who the father was, Lucy was forced into terminating the pregnancy. This event caused Lucy's destructive behaviour to spiral out of control. Regularly sleeping with strange men and women, showing new cuts and bruises on her arms and legs, Lucy's family became more and more worried.

At the age of twenty three, Lucy disappeared for some time. She had left home, taking few belongings with her. Again, Lucy became pregnant except this time she would keep the baby, offering it up for adoption before it was even born. She doesn't even know the gender. Lucy became more and more traumatised and broken, her habits worsening over the years. While AWOL, Lucy was rumoured to have attempted suicide by trying to cut into the veins on her wrists, drowning, overdosing and jumping off of a bridge. She refuses to comment on this, but some alarming scars on her wrists answer the questions. Lucy returned at the age of twenty five to her parents. They immediately applied for a referral to Hellingly Asylum, as they could no longer cope with their daughter's antics. Lucy has very, very low self esteem and truly believes she deserves nothing but pain and suffering. She no longer even allows herself the comfort of death.



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|Face Claim|
Laura Prepon

|Dialogue Color Code|
#77aaff

|Writer|
Mockingjaay

So begins...

Lucy Walton's Story

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Character Portrait: Stella Reynolds Character Portrait: Kristina Brooks Character Portrait: Cole Jefferson Character Portrait: Benjamin "Benji" Schmidt Character Portrait: Kira Jane Grey Character Portrait: Lucy Walton Character Portrait: Amelia Jones Character Portrait: Ezekiel Olliston
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Dialogue Color: Cyan || Location: Hellingly Asylum
ImageStella found herself being dragged into Hellingly Asylum by none only than her parents and one of the security guards. She wasn't insane, she knew she wasn't. Amber deserved it after everything that she had done to her. How could Amber even say she was Stella's friend when she did so many horrible things to her?

"That bitch deserved it! Let me go! I'm not insane!" she screamed at the top of her lungs as she was dragged into the doors. The woman began kicking her legs and trying her best to get out of the grip of the security guard but he was too strong for her to even budge.

Stella finally just chose to calm down a bit when she was shoved into her room and was tossed an outfit for her to put on while the security guard the the psychiatrist, Amelia stood outside the door. She relentlessly pulled on the ugly, tan outfit and opened the door, tossing her civilian clothing at the woman and the male standing outside her room.

"I don't even see the point for being in here. I didn't do anything wrong," Stella stated as she then crossed her arms over her chest and looked directly at the two of them.

Amelia walked off and went to her office, leaving Stella and the security guard alone. "Follow me into the lounge area. You will be with the rest of the patients," he stated to her and turned without another word, though he didn't move until he heard Stella beginning to follow behind him.

Upon arriving in the lounge, she spotted many of the other patients doing puzzles, sitting in corners, talking to themselves, some just staring off into space doing absolutely nothing. This place was nothing more than depressing, which didn't seem to help at all with her depression.

With a soft sigh Stella sat down on one of the three couches that were in the room and pulled her legs up onto the couch with her and just sat there staring out the window. There was nothing else to do. It's not like she wanted to converse with anyone. Though she knew that if someone were to approach her, she would have to say something to them. She may be a bitch at times but she wasn't the kind of person to straight up ignore someone without a reason for it.

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Character Portrait: Stella Reynolds Character Portrait: Kristina Brooks Character Portrait: Cole Jefferson Character Portrait: Benjamin "Benji" Schmidt Character Portrait: Kira Jane Grey Character Portrait: Lucy Walton Character Portrait: Amelia Jones Character Portrait: Ezekiel Olliston
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Cole was sitting at the lounge area, reading his fantasy book as usual. Luckily today he was himself and not one of his other selfs surfaced today. He finally was happy to read his book, well, trying to read his book as he was reading the same sentence four times already because that kid,Ezekiel, was again making noises like he was two people. Also, there was noise from the entrance, noise that is quite familiar to most patients here. It is the sound of someone new joining this facility. Still, Cole thought it was good he is himself, when another personality take over he doesn't remember anything what was happening. Cole only knows of his other selfs because of his therapy sessions.

Cole sigh and gave up reading when the new girl entered the lounge led by the guard. He was about to go over and introduce himself when suddenly Ezekiel had his moment and called himself a cheater and threw all the chess pieces on the floor. Cole sigh and shook his head, but he didn't say anything. He turned to the new girl to see she was not scared or fainted, he approached her silently and gently. "Don't mind them, you get used to them, my name is Cole Jefferson. Hope you will get better soon and get out of here" . Cole always said that to new comers because mostly it was their wish when they came here, to get out of this place, as they all do.

He than walked back a bit from her, giving her some space and sat back down. He grabbed his book and tried reading it again.

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Character Portrait: Stella Reynolds Character Portrait: Benjamin "Benji" Schmidt Character Portrait: Kira Jane Grey Character Portrait: Lucy Walton
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Image Benji was offered a reprieve from Stella's contempt by the entrance of a patient; tall and dark haired, she was someone that he would've remembered seeing around. Under any other circumstance, he would pry, but because she looked preoccupied with her mottled arms; for all he knew, it might border dangerous to approach this new arrival. Besides, it's not like he didn't already have company.

Only his eyes turned back to Stella, as he'd kept his actual head facing her the entire time.

"Wouldn't you like to know," were the words she said, and she even paired them with a smirk across her face, as if she were playing Benji's game right alongside him. It was a daring move; the average girl trying to drop a hint would make herself smaller in Benji's presence: she would look down at her lap, fiddle with her hands, and speak in a barely audible tone. He couldn't help but grin back-- mostly because he was flirting with her, partially because of her audacity, but also partially because of the question itself; his shoulders lifted themselves into a lopsided shrug.

"Well, yeah," he replied simply, although the suave bravado in his tone never quite wavered, "I'm not all about asking questions I don't want the answers to, sweetie." Benji's fingers ran their way through his hair, adjusting it for the umpteenth time as his eyes looked at Stella's expression and gathered that she wasn't feeling very open to a genuine response.

He leaned back in a large sigh, exposing his abs; after settling down, he leaned forward like he was about to tell Stella the key to the universe: something that would make all worldly information click into a larger picture. "I only ask 'cause I've had some shitty experiences with girls who are all, like 'oh, yeah, Benji, toootally I will, you're sexy as hell, let's go back to mine', and then they hold it in their mouth for, like, two fuckin' seconds and decide to call it quits." He rolled his eyes and scoffed, crossing his arms over his chest.

"What a bunch of prudes."

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Character Portrait: Stella Reynolds Character Portrait: Kristina Brooks Character Portrait: Benjamin "Benji" Schmidt Character Portrait: Lucy Walton
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Kristina was sitting in the sitting area and was just blocking everything out as she was humming a song to herself and drawing on her skin with her fingers. She thought to herself, man I miss drawing. She saw Lucy walk over to the sitting area and she just looked at her as she sat down grabbing on her arm. She then thought to herself again, wow two newcomers in one day. She then looked down into her lap looking at Benji with an evil look. She walked up to Benji and tapped him on the back of his head. "Benji, why don't you just leave the poor girl alone she has gone through enough without you messing with her" she then walked back to her spot in the sitting area and goes back looking at Lucy she started to talk to her " hello my name is Kristina, I see that you are new here." she smiled at herself with a slight laugh then added on to what she was saying "I have been here for a few years now. It's not as bad as it looks once you push out where you are in your mind" she then put her focus back to her drawing on her skin with her finger and hummed the same song that she has always hummed to herself since she got trapped here.

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Character Portrait: Stella Reynolds Character Portrait: Kristina Brooks Character Portrait: Benjamin "Benji" Schmidt Character Portrait: Kira Jane Grey Character Portrait: Landon Walker Character Portrait: Lucy Walton Character Portrait: Ezekiel Olliston
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Landon stared blankly down at the open book that lay on the table in front of him, the words blurring together as his eyes lost focus and his mind wandered down another trail of thought. He had no plans on actually reading the novel, but instead used it as an excuse against having to fit himself into the conversations that took place around him. He longed for the quiet that had been in his possession just a few hours ago, when the morning sky was still dark and the majority of the others had still been tucked away inside their respective rooms. It was one of the gifts that came along with waking up as early as he did everyday, and he cherished it no matter how fleeting it usually was. He remained generally undisturbed by those around him playing chess and using the literature for its intended purpose for quite some time, as it was one of his better days and the occasional glance sent his way barely bothered him. His attention was caught, however, when a new face entered the room and took residence on a couch not too far from his table. She must have been the reason for the screams he had heard not too long ago, then. He shrugged to himself and sent a faint smile in the general direction of the girl, in case she noticed him among the sea of faces.

It wasn't until Benji (Landon often thought to himself that the nickname was somewhat ridiculous, but the man insisted, so he complied) showed up that things actually began to wind up for the day. The outgrown frat boy patronized Ezekiel on something related to picking up the chess pieces he had earlier thrown to the ground in relation to the safety of the new girl, which didn't surprise Landon at all. Although Landon had only been at Hellingly Asylum for less than a month, he was a rather observant person. Benji would probably only show interest in the girl for another day, if that, before he moved on to either someone new or an old fling he had briefly forgotten about. Landon might have even felt bad for the girl, but she seemed to be handling him quite well for being new. He briefly considered saying something to draw the attention towards him, -- the therapists are always on his back for being 'anti-social', so maybe this would briefly get them off his back, and he was feeling particularly adventurous today -- but before he could reach an internal decision, Kira was being escorted in by some employees. A grin threateningly pulled at the corners of his mouth, but he refused to indulge in it and instead turned slightly in his chair to face her. She wasn't half bad in his eyes. In fact, on days were conspiracies weren't constantly running through his head, he actually found her tellings of the world she was living in to be quite amusing to listen to. Today, it appeared that her high pitched exclamations were focused around TInkerbell and butterflies. Interesting.

Conversation continued between the patients in the lounge, particularly the newest girl and Benji, for a short while longer without any input from Landon. Maybe he wasn't feeling as brave to break his scheduled silence as he had originally thought himself to be. Once again, however, his internal debate was interrupted by the appearance of another new face coming through the door. He peaked up slightly in his chair, leaning forward as if to be certain she wasn't just a girl he had forgotten about. No, she was definitely new, and this worried him. There hadn't been a newcomer all week, but suddenly two within an hour of each other? His mind suddenly began to whirl with a flurry of new thoughts and precautions. What ifs and hows flooded his brain as fast as they could, but he could already feel the medicine he had taken with breakfast do its best to fight off his own mind. His muscles relaxed, and he sank into the back of the wooden chair. His eyes lazily followed her as she took a seat on nearly the opposite side of the room, then slid closed as the drugs did their job and he steadily lost interest in her. When he opened his eyes again, it was clear to him some time had passed. Benji was now harassing the girl with something about blowjobs, and Kristina had now entered the fray in an attempt to help New Girl. Landon rolled his eyes to himself, hoping she would learn someday that there was no use. Benji was insufferable, you just had to let him talk himself out.

There was a sudden lull in the conversation, and Landon's mouth opened before he really planned on it. "I would just save your breath if I were you, Kristina." He started, lips pulling upwards in just a trace of a smirk in the general direction of the talking group. "We all know he'll just keep going 'till he's done. He's, uh... Persistent. Ain't that right, Benji?" His tone was friendly and light hearted, as if he was joking with some old friends. In actuality he didn't really care much for any of them in particular, but was just fine with keeping things civil. Just because he was stuck in this hellhole didn't mean he had to make the experience unbearably horrible.

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Character Portrait: Stella Reynolds Character Portrait: Kristina Brooks Character Portrait: Cole Jefferson Character Portrait: Benjamin "Benji" Schmidt Character Portrait: Kira Jane Grey Character Portrait: Landon Walker Character Portrait: Lucy Walton Character Portrait: Amelia Jones Character Portrait: Ezekiel Olliston Character Portrait: Richard Kanes
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Cole was trying to read his book in the lounge area when suddenly it became very crowded, almost all the patients started to come in. It was not something to blame them for, finally a relaxing moment to sit is rare in here. So everyone coming to the lounge area for a break. Also, meeting new arrivals is always interesting. And they were lucky to get two of them as another girl arrived after her introduction session. Cole got frustrated of Benji's behavior, but he just could not say a word. He was not one of those guys who can help a lady that being picked on by another guy. Also, Stella seems she can quite capable of helping herself.

Cole was again went into his silent mode, not wanting to intervene and thought that it will go solve on his own. Just than Cole retreated and resurfaced on his face a very angry, blood-shot eyes look on his face. Cole, or better yet as those that knew Hank, got up and walked fast to Benji and tapped him on the shoulder, a bit hard but not too hard. "Ok, mister, you better stop this rude behavior or you will not be picking girls but picking your teeth from the floor?" . His manner looked threatening, he totally looking very different from the quiet person he was talking to Stella before.

"Hank" was looking straight into Benji's eyes and he so wanted to hit someone, just to make him feel good he protected someone. He did not hear Miss Jones calling for Cole for his appointment. "Cole Jefferson. It's time for your appointment," . He could not see or hear anything but his anger just telling him hit that insolent guy! . Which in that moment he will just make his fist fly to connect with Benji's face, missing or not missing, still will send him screaming.

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Character Portrait: Stella Reynolds Character Portrait: Kristina Brooks Character Portrait: Cole Jefferson Character Portrait: Benjamin "Benji" Schmidt Character Portrait: Kira Jane Grey Character Portrait: Landon Walker Character Portrait: Lucy Walton Character Portrait: Amelia Jones Character Portrait: Ezekiel Olliston Character Portrait: Richard Kanes
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Richard was first time late to his job. He was never late. He loved his job and also he was quite friendly with the patients there, most of them called him 'The nicest guard' among the others. However, last night he was studying real hard for his exams for his second degree he just overslept. He really hoped this one mistake would not count for, he really needed this job not to just help him pay for his tuition, but also to keep him in line. He was scared if he will be back to being unemployed he will go back to his bad ways. Richard was already driving to the asylum from his apartment, but he did not much go over the speed limit. He still kept to the law. He was a change man and he won't be going back now.

Finally, Richard parked his car and get out of it as quickly as possible. Already wearing his guard's uniform he ran to the front gate and showed his ID to the other security guards, which he didn't have to show because they all know him. But it was force of habit. He quickly reached the patients' floor, just when Miss Jones came to call Cole Jefferson for his appointment. "Sorry, Miss Jones for being late, let me help you get Mr Jefferson ok?" . Just as he said that he turned his head when Cole faced Benji and screamed, "Ok, mister, you better stop this rude behavior or you will not be picking girls but picking your teeth from the floor?" . Richard sigh and shook his head and he walked towards Cole and Benji to let Mr.Jefferson know of his appointment, just when Cole's fist started to fly towards Benji. Richard's reflexes were quick and his hand grabbed Cole's arm before he made the final blow. "Ok, Cole, or is that you Hank? you better calm down...you know what happened last time" .

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Character Portrait: Stella Reynolds Character Portrait: Kristina Brooks Character Portrait: Cole Jefferson Character Portrait: Benjamin "Benji" Schmidt Character Portrait: Kira Jane Grey Character Portrait: Landon Walker Character Portrait: Lucy Walton Character Portrait: Amelia Jones Character Portrait: Ezekiel Olliston
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As Ezekiel swiped his arm across the chess board, a girl came over to her, it was Kira, a person who also had a small place in his heart, "Look, Sinbad! Look at all the beautiful butterflies!" Ezekiel or "Sinbad," according to her, smiled at her as she caught a knight piece and looked at it in wonder as if it were a beautiful small bird. "Ezzie, You better fuckin' clean these up if you're gonna do that, buddy. Cause I'm used to you doing this psycho shit enough to check the floors, but new girl might not be, and we don't want her to trip and bust her pretty face." Ezekiel burst out in laughter, "Hoohoohahahaha! That's funny, Benji... Don't call me Ezzie." He again put all his attention to Kira, "So pretty...so, so, so, so, pretty," She suddenly threw the piece across the floor and sulked, "Awh, it escaped. Sinbad, where did they go? I wanted to play." Ezekiel got up from his seat, "Come here, Princess." He smiled and walked in all different directions, picking up all his chess pieces as he went and she followed, once he was done he poured them all into Kira's hands, "There! Are you happy, Princess? Cause I am! Wuhahaha!" He pranced over to the strange conversation of Ben, Stella, Cole and a few others. "Benji, why don't you just leave the poor girl alone she has gone through enough without you messing with her." He had no idea what they were talking about, but, he didn't care too much. After a bit more "banter" the psychariatrist came out to the common room, "Oh, oh, pick me, miss psychariastrist! Pick me! Wuhahaha!" He bounced up and down and waved his hands frantically in the air, "Cole Jefferson. It's time for your appointment," He stopped jumping and waving, "Ooooh, you're lucky, old man. Wuhahaha! So, what were we talking about again? Hooohohahaha!"

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Character Portrait: Stella Reynolds Character Portrait: Kristina Brooks Character Portrait: Cole Jefferson Character Portrait: Benjamin "Benji" Schmidt Character Portrait: Kira Jane Grey Character Portrait: Landon Walker Character Portrait: Lucy Walton Character Portrait: Amelia Jones Character Portrait: Ezekiel Olliston
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ImageStella found herself once again being filled with nothing more than silence as she listened to everyone arguing about how Benji was treating her. She just sighed and rolled her eyes before returning her attention to the window. Though she was honestly getting sick and tired of everyone being on her case. Just because she was new it didn't mean she needed to be studied like something under a microscope.

So finally, she just stood up on the couch and grabbed everyone's attention. "Okay, look! I know everyone here knows I'm new and you want to know me. So I'll just go ahead and tell you because I'm tired of being studied and treated like I can't handle myself. My name is Stella Reynolds, my favorite color is blue, I was placed in here because numerous times I decided it would be a great idea to kill myself, my depression has constantly taken me over, causing me to harm myself and others. And the best part about this story, I murdered my best friend. Though she honestly deserved it. There, is everyone happy now?!" she stated before stepping down off the couch and pushing past all of the other surrounding patients before making her way through the hall and into her room.

With a sigh Stella sat down on her bed, beginning to dig her nails into her skin. Once again she was beginning to go through another breakdown. Stella didn't deserve to be in here. There was absolutely nothing wrong with her. There were many other people out there who have done far worse than what she has and isn't locked up for insanity. Stella wasn't insane, she knew it.

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Character Portrait: Stella Reynolds Character Portrait: Kristina Brooks Character Portrait: Cole Jefferson Character Portrait: Benjamin "Benji" Schmidt Character Portrait: Landon Walker Character Portrait: Lucy Walton Character Portrait: Richard Kanes
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When Kristina was walking back to her seat she heard a male's voice talking to her, "I would just save your breath if I were you, Kristina." Then as she took her seat he added, "We all know he'll just keep going 'till he's done. He's, uh... Persistent. Ain't that right, Benji?" After introducing herself to Lucy, she looks over at the male seeing that it was Landon and she replies to him with a soft smile, "Yeah I know, but it gets pretty damn aggravating." She then looks out the window seeing a pretty bird and smiles then the bird flies away just as she looks up to see that Benji just about got punched in the face by "Hank". She lets out a smile where no one could see then went back to her frown when miss new girl (Stella) stands on the couch and tells her story of why she was here then storms off to her room. She rolls her eyes and starts to get pretty angry, she has been as nice as she could and she just couldn't handle it any more. She began to rock in her seat with her mind telling her to cut everyone's head off so they would shut up but she shakes her head and snaps back to reality.

She walked back to her room after seeing all this and it was still just the middle of the day she needed to get away from all the craziness especially with Benji and the new girl. She lays in her hard bed and takes a deep breath and whispers "Man what a day and we haven't even had lunch yet." Then she looked over to the door and kept her eyes over that way. She may have been at this crazy place for a few years but she still never felt comfortable here.

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Character Portrait: Stella Reynolds Character Portrait: Lucy Walton
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As Stella sat there in her room, sitting on her bed continuing to dig her nails into her skin blood slowly began to seep out of her arm. She sighed a bit as she glanced up, finding a girl standing there in her door way. She couldn't help but seem to notice the resemblance between her and Amber. The girl just looked so much like her, it was just uncanny.

"Hey...Stella?" she finally heard her state before she began making her way into her room, towards her. "That was...brave. Hi, i'm Lucy..."

As much as Stella wanted to say something, she just couldn't seem to make herself form the words. She was too distracted by how much she looked like her best friend, Amber, the first girl she ever found herself having a crush on and since then found herself completely confused about her sexuality. Though it was also the very first person she happened to kill.

Why was she feeling upset about it? There is no reason for Stella to feel remorse about the death of her best friend, especially since the girl deserved it. There was no other way to explain it. Stella wasn't just going to sit back and allow Amber to continue spreading rumors about her, ones that were clearly not true in the slightest. That just wasn't going to slide.

The very second Lucy placed her hand onto her shoulder, she immediately looked over towards her. Stella felt slightly uncomfortable with her touching her, but in a way it kind of felt nice. The last time anyone was ever slightly caring towards her was many years ago, back before she was diagnosed with depression. She noticed Lucy glance down at her arm, "You too, huh?" she heard her state before she pulled her bandage down, showing her own marks. "You're not alone there..."

Honestly Stella was a bit shocked that she hadn't been the only one self inflicting pain upon herself and not even caring about it in the slightest. Though part of her felt good to know that she wasn't alone in the matter. Finally Stella gulped slightly and brought herself to speak, hoping that she wouldn't happen to say anything wrong. All Lucy was doing was being nice and if she were to flip out on her the way she did on everyone else back in the common room, she would feel real bad. Worse than she ever had before.

"Yeah, um, it's not something I'm necessarily proud of but it's the only thing I can seem to do to ease my stress so I don't get violent. Though, as you probably seemed to overhear, it didn't work very well a couple years back," she responded. Stella glanced down at Lucy's arm and slowly, yet cautiously placed her fingers upon her cuts and ran her fingers along them.

After a brief moment she pulled her hand back over to herself and slid her tan jacket sleeve up, showing her arm that was filled with scars. All the way up from her wrist to her shoulder. Stella sighed once more and glanced down at the floor as she spoke, "My other arm and both thighs look just like this," she added.

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Character Portrait: Stella Reynolds Character Portrait: Benjamin "Benji" Schmidt Character Portrait: Lucy Walton Character Portrait: Amelia Jones Character Portrait: Ezekiel Olliston
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"I believe there's insanity in everyone, some of us take it to the grave, others embrace it and let go and so far, letting go has worked for me,"

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Upon being issued with what to her felt like thousands of butterflies she gave an out cry of glee and excitement laughing out loud and clasping her hands together dramatically under her chin and staring at the little pieces with total adoration. She looked so happy and care free as she sang out her appreciation for 'Sinbad' capturing the butterflies until she heard Benji's words and the glazing of hurt that clouded over her eyes was practically instantaneous. All the happiness that had been in her expression completely faded as though it'd all been sucked out of her by a demon or something else creepy and dark.

"Why would he say that?" She whispered to herself, quivering and clutching her on elbows. The chess pieces slipped from her fingers and she curled in on herself. "What did I do wrong? I didn't do anything wrong. I just wanted to play with the butterflies? Why would he rather die than be like me? Am I that bad?" One tear drop and she whipped it off her cheek with one quick flick of her angry wrist and diving to her feet and storming off was the warning sign to the nurses she was likely to have an episode. She gave a short sob and tried to leave the room but the nurses caught her arm and encouraged her in another direction to top up the medications she'd taken when she first woke up. One of them was supposedly strong enough to decrease the intensity of her hallucinations but it didn't always work too well with her- it was very hit and miss.

She didn't argue about taking her pills unlike many patients and afterwards and with some coaxing from the Nurses she seemed a lot calmer than she had been and to popular relief, she didn't break down at all. After speaking to the Nurses, she returned and sat in isolation from the others in the corner of the room with no chair but just a cushion and she sat twiddling her thumbs, humming to herself softly but from time to time she'd cast a threatening glare Benji's way, maybe it was a joke but she'd taken it to heart and her vision of him had completely changed, she'd seen him as a Lord before- arrogant but of nobility though know he became something else, a henchman but as for his evil master, KJ couldn't decide who.

She frowned sadly at the ground and played with her thumbs- opposable limbs had never been so interesting before to anyone and she sat there practically having a thumb war with herself, occasionally letting out dramatic and loud sighs but more often than not, she wouldn't make a sound at all apart from the occasional whimper when she could see something stranger than what she liked.

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Character Portrait: Stella Reynolds Character Portrait: Kristina Brooks Character Portrait: Benjamin "Benji" Schmidt Character Portrait: Kira Jane Grey Character Portrait: Landon Walker Character Portrait: Lucy Walton Character Portrait: Ezekiel Olliston Character Portrait: Richard Kanes
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Benji couldn't help but find himself disturbed by the uncharacteristic silence coming from Ezekiel, who was still seated to his right and hadn't made a peep for a few minutes. After rolling his eyes at his narrow scrape with violence that had been Cole's fist almost hitting his face, Benji turned his head and looked scrutinizingly at his fellow patient, checking to make sure that the boy wasn't drinking a virgin's blood, or whatever it was that he did in his free time. Benji was pretty sure that the cannibalism seemed accurate.

Instead of finding a pool of blood, he found something that was possibly even more ominous: Ezekiel opening his mouth to say something. Instead of the gibberish that Benji had expected, the reply was almost too ordinary to trust. "That's funny, Benji... Don't call me Ezzie," he said, accompanied with a typical cackle. Benji couldn't tell you with complete confidence that it was just his NPD which made him reply "Whatever you say, Ezzie," and shoulder-nudge his fellow patient in the condescending way that older brothers do after antagonizing and wrestling their younger sibling for relentless hours. Most of that was probably just Benji being the mocking douchebag that he is, something that not even medicating and hours of therapy could ever fix.

He didn't have much time to wait for a reaction, though, because New Girl took it upon herself to make the lounge at Hellingly her own dramatic stage, lamenting to the entire world that that "she murdered her best friend. Though she honestly deserved it." He'd expected this sort of verbal lash-out; he knew that he was in a mental asylum, for fuck's sake, not all the chicks are going to be exactly... stable, but he hadn't expected for her to up and leave. Not that it mattered much, anyway. After realizing that a simple proposition could make her have what seemed to be a full-brown breakdown (judging by the way that her room door slammed), Benji wasn't very interested in following through with that blowjob. He had enough self-preservation not to get caught up in that type of shit.

Rolling his eyes as so hard that only the whites of his eyes showed, Benji turned back to those who were still at his table and in his general answer, saying "Oooh, a psychotic episode. Cute." Every word, especially the last, dripped with sarcasm and condescension. He didn't show much of a change of attitude when Kristina and Lucy left, although the latter had made his eyebrows furrow just slightly; after she'd laughed at his advances, he thought that she was one of the good ones-- someone who could acknowledge the existence of sex without overreacting right along side people like Stella. These event made even Kira seem less insane, which might be why he inclined to reply to her "I didn't do anything wrong. I just wanted to play with the butterflies? Why would he rather die than be like me? Am I that bad?". Usually, he would ignore any words that came out of her mouth, something that he'd become an expert at after nearly a year in this asylum. Although he knew that his response would be anything but kind, Benji considered himself to be doing Kira a favor; his disorder gave him this warped perception of human interaction, the idea that everybody else's lives rotated around his, and that any interaction with him was godsent.

"Yeah, you kinda are that bad," Benji groaned, turning around to look at the pink-haired girl behind him. "You know why I care? Because. There. Aren't. Any. Butterflies. Not even a fuckin' moth. Shooting you wouldn't even be murder, really, it'd be a mercy killing." He rubbed his face, chuckling wryly. There really were too many fucking people to keep track of in this place. "Jesus Christ, why do you think that your family never visits you? Because you really are that bad."

Turning back to Landon, he offered the same sort of smile that people give when returning to a conversation after an inconvenient phone call, something that was entirely inappropriate for the face of someone who'd just attempted to crush a young girl's entire world. "Sorry about that, man. If you're not gonna storm outta here like the rest of these pussies, I'm still lookin' for a straight answer." After considering his words for a second as they hung in the air between the two boys, Benji smiled wide, showing his tongue where it was wedged between his two rows of teeth. "Or a gay answer, I guess."

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Character Portrait: Stella Reynolds Character Portrait: Kristina Brooks Character Portrait: Cole Jefferson Character Portrait: Benjamin "Benji" Schmidt Character Portrait: Kira Jane Grey Character Portrait: Landon Walker Character Portrait: Lucy Walton Character Portrait: Amelia Jones Character Portrait: Ezekiel Olliston Character Portrait: Richard Kanes
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Dialogue Color: Cyan || Location: Stella's Room

Stella sat there in silence once she noticed that Lucy seemed to be a bit well...unsettle. She had no idea what to do or say at this point and she definitely didn't want to do or say anything wrong. The last thing she wanted to do was get into a fight with her. Lucy seemed nice and she wanted to at least try to be friends with her.

Though the one thing she wasn't expecting at all was when she stormed out of the room, almost as if she were in panic over something. Stella immediately stood from her bed and ran after her, just to see if she was alright. When she noticed she was in the common room begging the nurses for help and that she needed to do it, Stella sighed.

The brunette calmly stepped into the common room and took a seat on the opposite side of the room she was originally on. Hoping that with her being there she wouldn't have so much attention drawn her way.