Role
The Horse
Gender
Female
Age
21
Zodiac Animal
Horse
Personality
The first thing most know about Sayaka is her confidence and optimism. She tries her hardest at everything and easily forgives, but never forgets. Being bored is something she can never stand, so if you ask for help at the right time she will swing by and do it without hesitation. So in the end Sayaka cares for all, even the god...well when he isn't angry as can be. She doesn't like to act childish and tries to act some what mature, but she can't help fonding over something she likes. Very free spirited and always loves a good breathe of fresh air, but sadly even she pains inside. Being caged like a animal within the household, it only hurts her more. It's worse when the god has one of his moods and harms on of the members of the Zodiac. Oh yes, she is the horse of the Zodiac. She doesn't hate the curse, but she does indeed wish it wasn't so...restricting? Either way, if she did hate it...she would never admit it. Sayaka is stubborn when it comes to accepting the horrible, she believe in giving second chances and will extend a hand to those who need it most. Those to her who she believes need her most are those who need guidance, those who can't make it on their own and those who just need to find peace in their hearts.
" I can't give up and I won't." Sayaka will continue to stand even if you beat her down, if she believes you are doing something wrong she will stand by that.
Deepest Desires
-Not to be caged.
-Be rid of her pain.
-Continue on strong.
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Hobbies
-Running
-Making tea
-Cloud watching
-Playing Games.
-Helping around.
Greatest Fear
-Her Tears
-Never breaking from the bonds that hold her down.
Parents
After discovering the lovely curse, they didn't even acknowledge her as their own child. They simply saw her as a guest, but at the age of 8 the left her at the Sohma house hold. Their ware abouts are unknown at the time.
History
Sayaka was born and from the moment her parents discovered the curse and she was the horse, they no longer acknowledged her as their child...just a guest in the house. They never beat her, never really talk, simply fed her like a pet. As you can imagine, all Sayaka wanted was the acknowledgment of her parents. Thus she began doing kind deeds and tried her best in school, so that they would praise her and notice her for once. It did nothing, they simply dropped her off at the Sohma household and left her there. She went under a small depression and avoided the others, but enough was enough and she decided to move on. It still pains her, but she began keeping confidence and no longer avoided the others. Growing up they were the closest family she had, it was great and from appearance the god seemed just as wonderful. She learned quickly it wasn't all rainbows and happiness, it was cage where everyone felt pained. It made her curious to why the god was like this, everyone had a reason to why they acted so cruel or so happy.
Hence she still lived with a smile, but deep inside she is crying out...for some one to some how break the chains that are binding her. ( More to be revealed in the rp.)
Crush/Lover
"Well if I told you, that would spoil the surprise now wouldn't it?
I'm Alive
Nothing I say comes out right
I can't love without a fight
No one ever knows my name
When I pray for sun, it rains
I'm so sick of wasting time
But nothings moving in my mind
Inspiration can't be found
I get up and fall but...
[CHORUS]
I'm ALIVE!
I'm ALIVE! Oh, yeah
Between the good and bad's where you'll find me
Reaching for heaven
I will fight
And I'll sleep when I die
I live, My life, I'm ALIVE!
Every lover breaks my heart
And I know it from the start
Still I end up in a mess
Every time I second Guess
All my friend's just run away
When I'm having a bad day
I would rather stay in bed
But I know there's a reason...
I'm ALIVE!
I'm ALIVE! Oh, yeah
Between the good and bad's where you'll find me
Reaching for heaven
I will fight
And I'll sleep when I die
I live, My life, I'm ALIVE!
When I'm bored to death at home
When he won't pick up the phone
When I'm stuck in second place
Those regrets I can't erase
Only I can change the end
Of the movie in my head
There's no time for misery
I won't feel sorry for me
I'm ALIVE!
I'm ALIVE! Oh, yeah
Between the good and bad's where you'll find me
Reaching for heaven
I will fight
And I'll sleep when I die
I live, My life, ohh!
I'm ALIVE!
I'm ALIVE! Oh, yeah
Between the good and bad's where you'll find me
Reaching for heaven
I will fight
And I'll sleep when I die
I live, my hard life,
I live, my life
I'm ALIVE!