Name: Rin Sohma
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Age: 19
Gender: Female
Zodiac Animal: The God; The Head
Deeper Description:
Rin is a beautiful short statured young lady with a noticeably calm air and demeanor. With long dark hair and dark purple eyes, she is considered unique.
She also sports fair skin, and along with that, a petite body which seems to address her youthly self. -Only she is a bit too small, as some keen eyes notice as she walks past. This is a result from the stress she received in the past and present, along with the health issues she holds now, unfortunately enough for her. With the miserable fate, Rin's expressions are calm and actually stoic. A smile is like rain in the desert, so rare and when it happens, good news is sure to follow for the sohma. Or better news then they were having. However cruel smiles, haughty ones as well, are most commonly seen, and is a sign of misfortune for those who see it...

Now for clothing, She wears many different type of clothes, but is mostly seen wearing her kimono that is loose and silky to the touch, making it as light as a feather. This is for her comfort, as she hates the feeling of weight, both mentally and physically, on her shoulders. However if she was ever to go out for a formal dressing, she always has a sparr of common clothing to wear in the closet.

Personality:
Rin is known to be cold, unfeeling and, in a sense, evil. And she is, or rather most of the time.
So Basically, she is two faced, and her most common mask is the godly one of evil, the one most hated and feared, while her other self is just a girl who seeks attention and love.. But this is unknown to even her, and she buries her rare kindness with frustration and anger, for burdens weigh her down like balls of iron of imprisonment. To make it worse, her weak body falls to pain frequently, causing both her mental and physical to frustrate her. But it also scares her senseless.
Everything scares her,from the spasm attacks, to the curse of the family, which is rather odd to hear. But its true, Rin is secretly scared of fate of them, Sohmas. She cant comprehend this feeling of fear though, and has a difficult time, solving problems because of that. She misunderstands this fear to be anger. So She doesnt know what to do, and lashes out on others for relief, and will turn to violence/power to help, for its the easy way out. Though this doesnt change the fact that she vents out on others when she too is in pain. This can be planned on a horriable memory and line she heard at the wrong time, and the wrong place. "Family are always together. Even through pain. They will share the PAIN" Quoted by her leaders.
Anywho, what she feels about the zodiac is a mix of feelings. But basically she envies them, and wants them to love her. though as you can see, she has a hard time figuring out her wants and needs, confusing them with the past happenings. For example, she was hurt by her parents, and she learned parents love their children no matter what. So hurt = Love.
Its strange, but she isnt as mental as she is told here. Usually a calm expression, shown as the one below is often seen instead of anger surprisingly.



Special Skills:
- Music in general, all the way from instruments, to her voice which now weakens with every high note.
- Art like traditional dancing and painting.
- Intelligence - She is quick at understanding anything that doesnt have to do with human emotions, and things of non-logic.
'She attempts to succeed and perfect anything in her ability since she hates being useless, and weak. However not everything is possible for her.. For example physical talents are out of her bounds.'

Likes:

• Peace
• Attention 'She doesn't admit it, nor does she know about it herself.'
• Loyalty
• Calm weather.
• Being Successful

"Who is that."

Dislikes:

• Intruders.
• Pain/Death
• Being abandon.
• Her past.
• Sickness.
• Burden, Weight.

History:
Rin was born under- well she doesn't remember who exactly.. Odd.
However she holds "fond" yet haunting memories of the two she supposedly loved the most, and those who loved her the most. Her parents. Though it was strange, for these memories were actually nightmares. It was filled with, Abuse, tears, and pain. Specifically, A women beating her with a pleasant smile on her face and the words "I love you." was frequently shown, and was engraved in her mind, messing up her definitions of love. Really, why would anyone think of that nightmare as a loving memory. Though this was rin, and she had nothing as a child. Not a friend, a doll, or the sky. She also knew nothing, other then her fate. For she was cursed with the role of death, other words, the head of the zodiacs. Being imprisoned in the walls for most of her life, with her parents who supposedly were the past heads who were "expired" or "defected". A new offspring was needed aka her. What a lovely bunch they were. Her mother was mental while her father- well, he wasent anything. She herself was a girl who knew nothing other then beatings, which were defined as "love." A sad existence, but she didnt know. She didnt know anything, other then-
She was a sacrifice.
So at the age of 11, she was finally free from her parents. But then was stuck in a whole new situation. And for her parents. Well- all she remembers is this memory. Continuing onto her "new" chapter, Rin lived in the same ways of 4 closed in walls, but this time, the biggest thing, was a window was granted. Small but large enough to see the garden and the sky. Oh and children. Yes, what she learned of, the zodiac children. The ones whom she was living for, and thus they were living for her. 'Family' Or so she perceived them to be. Funny though, she never met them, only.. watched from that window as they played and fought. But how she enjoyed it. She was happy or so she thinks, and she promised to love them like her mother did. Yes, they would love her too. So pleased with the thought, she attended her closed in lessons, and grew, only to be knowledgeable of more things. Of the dirty world. Humans. The joy of meeting one at first, her first "crush" however her curse turned upon them, and their secret was out. Her family's secret was out. That human rejected her family, so in return she rejected him with cruelty. And she finally recognized what pain was. Her hatred grew, and thus negative emotions replaced those of a positive ones.

"I'll protect them."

Anything Else:
- Like the previous heads, she was cursed with horrible health, and a weak body. Lung disease is her worst.