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Theme Song 1|| Dirty Paws - Of monsters and men||
Theme Song 2|| Cheshire cat | SJ Tucker ||
Theme Song 3|| What the water gave me - Florance and the Machine ||
Love Theme || Angels - The XX ||
Emotional theme|| in the woods somewhere - Hozier ||
'I am so done with your crap' Theme|| Seven devils - Florance and the Machine ||
Rare Moments of badass|| The Phoenix - Fall out boy ||
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✖ Nicknames ✖: Asta, Dryad, Maened
"I often don't get nicknames vrom anyone aside from mein bruder. He calls me Dryad so I guess zat is vine. Or Ashta I suppose."
✖ Age ✖: 17
"I've only seen 17 vinters. I can still drink in my country though."
✖ Gender ✖: Genderfluid. Physically male, but changes from day to day.
"I do say I am vemale more times than not. I don't like being called male when I don't feel like one, but I don't try to hide it...much"
✖ Sign ✖: Aquarius
"I'm a vinter child. Born on Valentines day."
✖ Role ✖: High Preistess
"I am a conduit for the gods, or so the card says"
✖ Romantic Interest ✖: TBA
"I don't hafe an interest in anyone right now. Though frankly I doubt I'd find anyone who vill put up vith me."
✖ Sexuality ✖: Demisexual
"I've nefer velt any sexual attraction to anyone really. It's nefer been a real issue at all, I may never find one or I may. Who knows."
✖ Nationality ✖: 1/2 Norwegian 1/2 German
"My father was from Oslo I think, my mother from Berlin."
✖ Alignment ✖: Chaotic Good
"I detest rules that get in the way of getting things that need to be done. If it takes all this talk to do something, I'd rather just burn down the building in an instant to get it finished and over with."
✖ Face Claim ✖: Enkudu|fate Strange Fake
Body type|| Hakon is often questioned and the subject of concern when it comes to his body type. He is thin, built more like a dancer with no visible muscle. However, he is rather lanky and often times thought to not be eating enough because he is so thin. Otherwise he stands at an average five foot nine inches and weighs about 121 lbs.
Skin Tone|| Hakon is rather even toned in skin color, leaning on to the pale side during the beginning of the year due to it being cold and him refusing to go outside.
Hair|| Unlike most guys his age, he actually keeps his hair quite long. Normally reaching below the waistline, naturally his hair color is a platinum blond color, but often dyes it a leaf green or a lighter shade of green.
Eye Color|| His eyes are a very vibrant shade of green, he says that sometimes he catches them glowing. Wither this is real or not isn't known, but more than likely not.
Clothing Attire|| Hakon is a very odd individual when it comes to clothing. Ranging from clothing that look more at home on a dancer to clothing that actually looks normal from time to time, his style often stays somewhere between feminine to being acceptable for both genders. leading to more confusion to his actual, physical gender. Fur is also common within his clothing, ranging from a small fur band on his arm or fur scarf to a full on pelt skirt that looks like it is made of the various animals. Usually this is wore more for comfort rather than a styistic choice as he will often run his hands through it to calm himself. Also, he has a preference for wearing collars and cuffs of various styles and colors. All of them very expensive upon closer inspection as any with gem studs are actual real gemstones and high quality leather.
✖ Birthmark/Piercing/Tattoo/Scar/Noticeable Features ✖:
Most of his skin is relatively unmarred except for an odd bite mark on his arm that seems to have been a dog bite and under the his cuffs two scars from a suicide attempt long ago. These wrist scars are almost never seen unless he truly trusts the person he's showing them too. Aside from that, Hakon tends to keep his nails long and filed to tips, looking more like claws. His teeth are also a source of surprise as his normal canines look more like that of an animal. Much longer than they have any business being. This is not natural, these are actually dental implants that are replacements from an accident that involved him getting blindsided by a soccer ball and loosing all four of his canine teeth.
✖ Gift ✖: Herbalism. Hakon is very well versed in the use of plants, herbs and other natural items for mostly medicinal use. Mostly for he does other things with said natural items. He knows how to treat many aliments with the plant life around him, often using what he can find. On the opposite side of this, he also knows how to poison those around him with the same plants and animal parts without leaving a trace. Due to this occupation, he often smells like either the outdoors or incense. In addition to healing, he is also able to make incense to induce a certain feel, or even match a memory of someone to calm them or to terrify them.
✖ Hobbies/Skills ✖:
- Baking- Although it is a rare occurrence to watch him eat, he does love the art of baked goods and is relatively alright in the craft. Cakes, breads, cookies, muffins, anything that requires an oven and bread like objects, he can possibly make it.
- Skull painting - This one is probably make many many people all kinds of uncomfortable. Although he is not very good at painting, he does have a love of making dead things beautiful. Normally he goes out into the local forest and finds the skulls of dead animals.
- Eating - Every once in a while, Hakon will eat in front of people. And when he does, he will eat like a demon starved of souls. For such a small thing, he will eat everything put in front of him most of the time. The reserved and nervous will give way to a kid who will fight to the teeth for a piece of sushi.
- Crafting teas and incense - As per his gift, he does enjoy the long hours in a room filled with natural scents of the various plants, herbs and items he's collected and ground into whatever he needs or wants. The joy in crafting a successful new tea calms him from the outside stresses that plague him.
- Belly dancing - although Hakon wouldn't call himself a dancer, he is very good at tribal style belly dancing and often does dance in this way to relive stress or just dance for no reason at all.
- Animal based mannerisms - This habit is possibly the strangest thing about him, that his mannerism can also be either seen in cats or lions. Ranging from purring and nuzzling up against someone he sees at as friend or loved on to hissing, clawing and even biting someone he doesn't enjoy being around. His walking all fours with no problem and even running on all fours with ease like he's been doing it all his life and even becoming territorial when it comes to the places he often resides in (his room).
- Ambidextrous - as a child, hakon had his dominant hand broken (right) and had to learn with his non-dominant hand. Has a result he knows how to write and handle most things with both hands with ease and often does to save time.
On first meeting, Hakon can range from being standoffish, to very friendly depending on the environment. Meeting a person, one on one, he often circles around a person and tests their boundaries on being touched and such. By default, Hakon can be rather distant, often times swimming in his own thoughts and ignoring the world around him until his attention is given or taken by something and rather shy. Mornings can leave a harsh impression for someone for he is rather crabby and blunt towards people because he would rather still be sleeping than dealing with people at the time.
A friendly Hakon is a rather lively one. Hospitable and very touchy; he often makes himself known through touch and small noises as his English is somewhat poor and his accent rather heavy. He likes to be close to the people he calls friends and loved ones, often leaning or 'perching' (resting his head on the 'perch's' head and hands on their shoulders) and making purring noises around them. He is there for them and will often defend them with the fierceness of a lioness and mauling wit...or just a straight up mauling.
An unfriendly Hakon is the near opposite. Cold, sarcastic, and as blunt as being beaten over the head with a sledge hammer. An unfriendly Hakon can and will ruin your day with a single burn. He makes it very clear that he doesn't like. A loud hiss, a lunge with his 'claws', straight up biting them and forcing them to the ground to be mauled; Anyone Hakon sees as someone unworthy of his time will know very quickly to either leave or be harmed in someway.
On his own, Hakon is very odd. Him singing to himself is also not unheard of as that is how he learned some of his English and will insert lyrics into a conversation as to get across what he is trying to say with mixed results. He also seems wise beyond his years at times, musing about various instances on life and other wonders; though he keeps this hidden from most others unless he happens to get himself high off his own work by accident. There are times however, that he does dive deep into a dark depression and self doubt. Often locking himself in his room and actually still has little self worth in himself but doesn't often show it outright. He also is worshiper of the god Dionysus, which often influences some of his behavior as well, but doesn't talk about it much....until a revel comes up and then all bets are off in terms of him being sane and/or sober.
- Wandering through forests by his lonesome
- Lions
- Watching people trip balls on his tea
- People who are willing to deal with him as a person
- The calming effect his incense has on him
- Good food <---- he will love you forever if you feed him something other than fast food.
- Puns
☢ Dislikes ☢:
- Foxglove plants
- Having to wear guy's clothes
- Passing out due to forgetting to eat something
- Accidentally poisoning himself
- Accidentally making himself trip balls
- Long drawn out arguments that can be solved with a simple solution.
☢ Flaws ☢:
- Very low self-worth
- Very little social skills
- Heavy accent
- Very odd habits
- Very easily misunderstood
- His English isn't very good, enough to get by though.
☢ Fears ☢:
- Reliving the deaths of his parents.
- Animatronics <--anyone would be afraid of these things.
- Being rejected by someone he calls a friend or loved one
- Dogs
- Although this isn't so much as a secret as it is just misdirection and omission of information, he is often seen as female and will often answer to both male and female pronouns.
- He poisoned his mother and father with foxglove to escape them, this was an accident at the time but he still has nightmares about this as he believes it is his fault.
- There are instances where he does snap and go emotionally cold, usually in very stressful times.
- His surname is actually supposed to be Falkenrath due to being recently officially adopted just half a year ago, although had been with the family since he was 13; he still has yet to change his surname. His adoptive family has been a source of headache due to the family name being well known in higher social circles and causing people to try and cling to him for his new found wealth. As such, he goes by his birth name more times than not and would rather not be called out on it.
☢Secrets ☢:
☢Bio ☢:
As happy and somewhat carefree as Hakon seems to be now, his childhood is something he would rather erase from his memory.
Hakon Astapora Sigrun was the result of an affair between his mother and a client of hers. The resulting pregnancy and birth caused his father to be rather distant and cold to the little one. Little Hakon was aware that he wasn't wanted as his mother never said a kind word about him and his father often putting him outside like an outdoor pet and leaving him out there for day at a time once he was around the age of 5. This started his path toward him turning to plant life for what ever medicine he needed and food. Also, he was so isolated from other children, he picked up many habits from the cats in his neighborhood learning more about family from them than in his own house.
Around the age of 9, he had already had a proficient knowledge of the local plant life from sneaking off to the local plant nursery and learned their uses to heal. But the wound in his heart had only started to fester. His mother had already mentally checked out and his father was starting to beat him. Everyday the abuse got worse and worse until he couldn't take it anymore. He had learned that the foxglove in his front yard was very sickening when eaten and in an attempt to get them to leave them along he tore pieces of the flower and stems in their coffee. That was the last time he saw them alive. They died from the poison of the flower. A memory still burned into his mind to this day
He was in the foster care system until he was 13, often being bullied for looked so much like and acting like a girl. This constant harassment and the guilt of his parent's deaths did result in one unsuccessful suicide attempt that he still has the scars he hides them due to the shame he feels from them. He was taken in at the age of 13 by the Falkenrath family; a very wealthy and well known family in the Germanic country and officially adopted only six months ago. During this time, he had started to worship the god Dionysus and gained more confidence in himself...while also becoming more and more unhinged at times and becoming more in touch with his more primal self. This did lead to some difficulty once he started to socialize in the town he started to live in, even earning the nickname of "The meaned", the adoption went through finally after 4 years and long arguments of wither Hakon was normal enough to be adopted. The paperwork was only just getting finished as the letter and card came in the mail during a stint of working on new healing ointments at the time. Having never been outside Europe, he flung himself at the chance at travel outside the continent and hopefully leave the reputation he had of being more beast that human...alt
☢Hospital Mental Evaluation ☢:
Hakon Astapora Sigrun is a rather odd case. While his (of the time of this test, he identified as male) animalistic mannerisms and seemingly scatterbrained train of thought define him as abnormal but harmless at the very least. There are some signs that are cause for concern. The first is his high aggression towards those he has a dislike for. In extreme cases he has mauled people causing serious injury to those he "mauls". Another is his seasonal bouts of insanity. Every season he seems to go into a sort of frenzy that he says only can be sated with strong drink and loud music. These nights are sources of headaches for those in rooms around him and often times results in a very crabby and aggressive Hakon. The third is is of major concern. He calls them emotional shutdowns, but these are times were he lock himself in his room and proceeds to rip apart anything in his room with a rage that seems to have long been suppressed since he was small. These are a rather rare occurrence and seem to have some sort of trigger. Other than these concerns and his strange way of being, he is able to be let out into general society as a part of acclimating to being around people.
☢ Other ☢: Most of the time, he can be seen with This little guy while wandering around during stressful times.