Full Name: "And is that any of your business, there pal?" Cecilia Willow Ryan Echo, which she likes to complain about all the time. She absolutely hates her name. She thinks Cecilia is too girly, but Ryan is too boyish and Willow is a tree for pete's sake! "I was told me if someone knows your name they can control you..."
Nickname: "Most people call me Cee, Ryan, or Will..honestly, I don't care. Call me whatever the hell you feel like." Everyone usually calls Cecilia Cee which sounds exactly how it looks..C. Underneath it all, Cee absolutely loves nicknames..she loves giving them most of all. She'll give everyone a nickname..even people she doesn't even know.
Age: "Old enough to be illegal but it's legal for me to tell you to go screw yourself." Seventeen "Go. Screw. Yourself."
Gender: "I really should take offense to this question..." Female "Clearly, you stupid-"
Role: Sky Ferreira "The one and only."
Appearance:
As for tattoos, Cee has her share and each has it's own story, something that makes it fit into her life. She has five tattoos to be exact. Her favorite would be the one on her wrist, the one over some of her scars that says, "Destroy what destroys you." In honor of her middle name Willow, she has a willow treeon the lower part of her back. A sparrow flies on the back of her neck . Maybe I lied about her favorite...in Cee's life someone who has actually gotten close to her told her that life is a story and it made Cee think. So above the willow tree on her back she had, "I'm the hero of this story. I don't need to be saved.". Last but not least is her recent tattoo. The tattoo represents what the city is to her..and it seems to look like a wasteland.
Personality:
Naive: [nah-eev]
Adjective
1. Having or showing unaffected simplicity of nature or absence of artificiality; unsophisticated; ingenuous
2. Having or showing a lack of experience, judgment, or information; credulous
3. Natural and unaffected; innocent
"I'm the shoot first, ask questions later kind of person." At first glace, Cee's appearance shouts naive, but Cee is a hard one to decipher. Maybe it's because one moment she may appear to you as completely approachable and friendly and more than usual she radiates the need to be left alone. Itâs still questionable as to whether sheâs unsure of herself and where she in fact lies in all of this, if itâs her more definitive personality, or, what sheâd like herself to be. Cecilia doesnât keep to one standardized image and tends to vary..some call it being a hipster.
The girl is stubborn and biased. Cee doesnât like to surrender herself in an argument and wonât bend to anyoneâs will. She thinks that her opinions are always correct simply because sheâs had to rely on only herself for so long. It doesnât mean sheâll immediately cast aside an offering of ideas or leads but sheâs one to always want and have the final say in expressing and acting upon them. This mule headed tactic is often involved in her social connections and family relations as well. She likes to keep people an arm lengths away...she doesn't want people to get close.
The small girl has a knack for making a crude comment or sardonic joke in the midst of a tense or emotionally stressful situation. While some might contribute this to immaturity in many ways itâs a coping mechanism. Cee doesnât have time to take every heavy psychological blow thatâs thrown at her and instead of allowing it sheâll turn it into a joke to make it easier for herself to deal with.
Despite her thick skin and her ability to carry on through situations that would put most people in a straight jacket, somewhere inside of Cee lies self-doubt, a mass of insecurity, and resentment toward her own choices. Cee's very insecure, not just about physical appearance⊠but more so emotionally. Because sheâs always burying how sheâs feeling the emotional lapses are terrible. She found out she wasnât made of stone and that she could be broken, easily. The mistakes that followed were like below the belt hits and she has carried those feelings for a very long time, buried inside and not mentioned until the finality of everything finally started to make the walls that sheâd set up crumble. Time has showed that she could snap under pressure and shows a part of her happen in violent bursts. She covets and she scorns for her own needs. Inside of her thereâs an internal war, and there always had been, even as she was in the midst of a more tangible battle. She hardly lets this piece of her win him over and itâs often only when Cee is either way too tired or really trusts someone that people see this sensitivity and mournful acceptance of who she is and who sheâs become. Thereâs more layers to her than just the naive, innocent girl with a sense of humor that she wants everyone else to see. Sheâs multifaceted and capable of being just as insecure as she is flamboyantly confident.
Cee is genuine in what she does and says despite the fact that she tries to shroud this part of herself away. It's with cocky superiority and incandescent sarcasm that she keeps the real struggle with who she is, and her trials and tribulations well hidden. She's always been good about keeping herself calm in the face of danger or distress and is very used to facing impending doom and severe situations. Sheâs calm, smooth talking, deliberate in everything that she does in these circumstances and in many ways it helps to carry on through them. She's head strong, strong willed, and determined. Regardless of how she feels about herself, or about something that sheâs involved in, Cee can be and is heroic and altruistic. Sheâll put his life on the line to ensure the safety of her family. You could say the naive girl is more cunning than she lets on, that she plays her stupid and arrogant routine to divert people away from the fact, but the things supporting this lack of intellect are usually replaced by the excess of street smarts and survival skills that she has in.
Cee isn't fond of peer pressure or others swaying her into doing what they think is more preferable and has even gone so far as to do the exact opposite of their wishes if she doesnât agree with it. But, sadly she has been swayed by peer pressure and a lot of things have went wrong with her life. She's addicted to the Rose drug, she addicted to cutting, and she's addicted to drinking.
Beyond this, Cecilia has a very visible crutch-type attachment to alcohol and food. She's indulgent and gluttonous with both of them. Obviously, for different reasons. Using liquor as a coping mechanism and food of any kind as an emotional pick-me-up.
Power: Shadows. "I'm like a puppet master." Cee can control shadows, she just has to look at them and they do what she wants them to. She has to be careful though..it would be weird to look down and see your shadow moving when you aren't. She has well could have the ability to create them, but it takes a lot of work, she hasn't mastered it completely. "Her" shadows can be like ghosts..others can't really see them but they're there. Sometimes the shadows don't listen, depending on the shadow, one that's really hard is an elephant..she's been to the zoo a few times but it hasn't work for her yet. She thinks it's because the shadow it too big. Also she can't control shadows that aren't coming from something alive. She can control human and animal shadows but not buildings, trees, flowers, or cloud shadows. With her power comes downfalls too, she always looks like she hasn't got enough sleep and it seems her natural blonde hair is receiving brown roots...but they won't grow.
Role: Girl 6 "I'm the youngest..yay me, right?"
Likes:
"Sugar and spice; Everything nice. Yeah, I went there."
+ Candy "Lots and lots of candy.."
+ Her powers
+ Family
+ Rain, like heavy downpour rains
+ Music
+ The stars "I like to look a them at night, it's rather..calming."
+ Being warm
+ Laughing and joking around
+ The Rose Drug "My family doesn't know I use it, I'm suppose to be the innocent, good child."
+ Going unnoticed "I like fitting in and not being the center of attention."
+ Freedom
+ Cereal "Coco Pebbles are the shit."
+ Parties and having a good time.
+ Soccer
+ Guys that smell good..
+ Having the upper hand, winning, and putting people in their place. "Go big or go home."
+ Sodas
+ Etc, etc, etc..
Dislikes:
"You."
- Pushy people
- Storms
- Elephants, just because she can't control their shadows it pisses her off. "Lies. It's because they are all..big and shit. Step on you and squish ya like a bug."
- Someone being short with her and not telling her what she wants to know. "I absolutely hate when someone is acting all mopey and I ask whats wrong and they're like, 'Oh nothing, don't worry about it.' Well fine, I won't. Stop wining you idiot."
- Cold things and being cold.
- People who what to know everything about you.
- Ignorant people.
- Boring things.
- Herself. "I want to be myself, but I'm ashamed of it."
- Short comments.
- Angry people
- Rude people
- Fat-free shit xD
- Worms..just, ew.
- People who make her talk.
- Etc, etc, etc..
Weaknesses: "I don't even know what that word means."
x The sun, I know it sounds weird because without the sun there will be no shadows but it kinda drains her energy. That's why she wears sunglasses almost all the time, even when it's cloudy. x
x Being cold, when she's cold Cee usually looses focus. She has to be warm..it confuses her. She's weak when the sun is out..but she needs it. x
x Her own shadow, it has a mind of it's own really and likes to mess with her and the shadows she tries to manipulate. It's kinda like an invisible evil twin that only she can see. x
x Her sister, it's nothing against her but Rae needs energy and it only takes a simple touch so Cee is all for helping Rae..but it takes a lot of her own energy. Usually the days Rae takes her energy Cee uses the Rose drug to try and replace the energy that has been taken. x
Love interest:
"Ha, as if. When I love is when hell freezes over." It's Cee's nature to push people away, keep them away so they can't uncover the real her. The true Cecilia. She tries to avoid the male species, except for her father and brothers. She finds them irrelevant. Most girls want a guy for protection and just to not be alone. To Cee they make her feel weak, as if she needs a guy to be there for protection..no, she can protect herself just fine. Plus..being alone sounds nice. Doesn't it? So, this whole avoiding thing has been going well..that it is it was going pretty well. Cecilia somehow was drug into a conversation at a party and in the group was a boy who had a dog with him..how he did it, Cee has no clue. But he somehow made it through her barrier of keeping people away and she actually considers him to be a friend..but, she's beginning to feel weak..she feels she needs him. Too bad he has a girlfriend, not to mention he's the enemy. So why waste her breath?
Theme Song(s):
How can I exist in this sad old world
How can I exist here your love
You an I have fought outside the door where there's a light
That leaves me out in the cold all alone
Don't leave me out in the cold all alone
All we do is hide
Talk with stupid pride
When we should unite
In a world that makes demands
One of us should lend a hand
But we dare not change
How can I exist when I hear them cry
How can I give hope where there's none inside
I just walk away from all the pain, to keep me sane,
cos I can't face this world all alone
I just can't face this world all alone
You could stake the fire
Watch these flames get higher
Burn this funeral pyre
And release me from the dead
And relieve my aching head
You could save my soul
It's time we stopped the pretending
That we don't need love to get by
I know you're feeling the same way
cos you can't look me in the eye
It's time that we got together
And made it right
How can I exist in a world that's strange
How can I exist in a world of change
I just can't go on
Don't feel so strong
And don't belong
Cos without you nothing stays the same
And without you nothing will remain
Night and nine to five
Know you'll soon arrive
I still have the time
And I won't lose my desire
As the waves get higher and higher
You're my reason why
It's time we stopped the pretending
That we don't need love to get by
I know you're feeling the same way
'cos you can't look me in the eye
It's time that we got together
And made it right
It's time we stopped the pretending
That we don't need love to get by
I know you're feeling the same way
'cos you can't look me in the eye
It's time we stopped the pretending
That we don't need love to get by
I know you're feeling the same way
'cos you can't look me in the eye
Other: "I think you already know too much."