My name is Cambria. Cambria Alice Gates, if we're to get all technical here. I only just turned 18 about two weeks ago, so I'm still getting used to the whole idea that I'm now "officially" an adult. But if I can say so without sounding full of myself, I think I've been forced to be an adult for a couple years now.
Some may ask exactly what I'm talking about. And of course, I'll get around to talking about exactly what I mean... but we can save that part for last, right?
Anyway, something about ourselves... Oh! Well, I really, really like trees. Someone is going to laugh at that, but I'm being completely serious. Anything nature - anything at all - instantly becomes my favorite thing in the whole world. It probably has something to do with my powers, and it definitely has something to do with the way I was conceived. But I simply can't help it! ...Well, not that I'd want to anyway. Have you ever really looked at a Columbine? Or Alyssum? Do you even know what a Belladonna Lily is? Most people would answer no. But not me; I know almost every type of plant out there by name - and I'm talking classification name, here.
So how exactly does any of that have to do with my powers? Well, you see, I apparently have control over something science fiction writers like to call White Magic. From what I've experienced with my abilities, I can help to speed the growth of plants, as well as influence positive emotions in others. There are probably other aspects to my gifts, but I haven't really figured many of them out yet. That's why I'm here at school. I'm here to learn about my abilities, as well as to have a safe place to grow, away from the rest of the world. Everyone else isn't nearly as nice as I am, you know...
Speaking of nice... I really hate to keep talking so highly of myself, but I always try my hardest to be kind to everyone around me. Again, its probably got something to do with my powers, but I personally think if you can make one person smile, they in turn with make others smile. So, I guess I believe in karma. It wouldn't make sense not to. I can't promise that I'm always like this, though. That would be a lie, as I don't think anyone is always nice. I can promise, though, that I will never intentionally be mean to someone. I'll always try to separate myself from a situation when I'm angry or upset, and usually my plant-growing helps me to calm myself. Interestingly enough, people have told me they can always tell whenever I'm upset, because apparently I tend to like sprouting up new gardens all over the place when I'm not myself. I guess that sounds sort of like me, so I'll go with that.
...Hmmm. I don't really think theres much else to say, but... Oh wait! I completely forgot to tell you guys the last part of my story. I promised in the beginning that I would say all the best bits at the end. Well, how should I go about this? Ummm... I was born to Emily and Franklin Gates - my mom and my dad - on the 20th of March, 18 years ago. I had an older sister, Reinette, and I was the second born. My mother always told me that her and my father had tried so hard to get pregnant a second time, but no pregnancies would hold past a month or two. She was upset, so she contacted a Native American Medicine man from the area she had grown up in. He asked the Great Spirit for help with the pregnancy, and to promote unity with nature within the child - myself. Weeks later, mom found out she was pregnant. At the end of a long 9 months, she gave birth to a baby girl, and that's how I came to be. My mother and father quickly enrolled me in dance, and as I grew, I fell more in love with the sport. Mom and dad said that I always seemed a bit different - they were sure it was just my talent for dancing - but it wasn't until I was almost 10 years old that they discovered just how different I was. Once I hit puberty, my powers seemed to come alive, and though it frightened them at first, it didn't push them away. They had always been respecting of nature, and they told me that I was simply a vessel for which Mother Nature was to do good things through. I guess it sounds a little weird, but I think my parents might have been hippies at one time or another, so I tend not to judge. A couple years later was when I started to sprout my wings. And I don't mean that metaphorically. I mean that in the most literal way possible.
I didn't mention that I have wings? Well, now you know.
My sister got married soon after that. She didn't pick the best husband, though. Leon was a bit of a jerk. And when I say bit, I mean that he was one of the worst people on the planet. I think Reinette just wanted to fix him, and while my parents weren't too thrilled about her decision, she went along and got married to him anyway. Their marriage only lasted two years, and it ended in a messy divorce. Leon never really liked me much, either. He of course didn't know about my abilities. That would have probably caused him to hate me even more. But in one of his drunken stupors, he came by my family home when I was there with Reinette, and just let himself in. He came at Reinette, and I stepped in front to protect her; that decision almost cost me my life. Furious with him, she said she'd 'kill him if he ever laid a finger on her baby sister again'. And he told her that he'd just straight up kill her... And... well, that's what he did. He... He came back the next week, and he wasn't alone this time. Broke in, and just...
Well, you can probably understand the rest.
Leon figured out exactly what I was in the scuffle, and said he should have known. Should have done this sooner. And so I ran. I didn't know what else to do but run. My parents probably think I'm dead, but I'm terrified to even go back home. I don't know if Leon's even alive anymore. He's probably behind bars for what he did. But... Reinette's not there anymore. So I don't really have anything to go back for. Don't get me wrong; I love my parents. But, the memories of that place... I just...
I don't really want to talk about this anymore. I'm still not really 100 percent over it... I don't think I'll ever be.
But I'm still dancing, if that counts for anything. Its probably one of the only things that truly keeps me happy, besides my ability. But I'll get through. I know it. That's what I'm here for, anyway. I'm here because this is a place where people like me can feel at home, and safe. Where we can express who we are in a secure, structured environment. If it wasn't for this school, I don't know where I'd be.