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❝You know you’re fucked up when you can’t even imagine being happy❞
【ɗιαƖσgυє cσƖσя:#MAIN ♙ тнσυgнт cσƖσя #SECOND】
|| Gasoline || Halsey ||
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{☛ ⒻⓊⓁⓁ ⓃⒶⓂⒺ ☚}
EXP#: O19824
Gaige (gay-ge) Aleksei (A-lek-sigh) Quentin (quen-tin)
{☛ ⓃⒾⒸⓀⓃⒶⓂⒺⓈ ☚}
Zaika (Z-ai-ka) - A fond Russian name that mothers usually give to their young boys, however this name is usually reserved for children who are very young around baby to toddler age. This name has stuck to Gaige as the last piece of his mother who can no longer remember the images of her memory but the rhythm of her singing.
{☛ ⒶⒼⒺ ☚}
15
{☛ ⒼⒺⓃⒹⒺⓇ ☚}
♂
{☛ ⓈⒺⓍⓊⒶⓁⒾⓉⓎ ☚}
Heterosexual
{☛ ⒻⒶⒸⒺ ⒸⓁⒶⒾⓂ ☚}
Killua Zoldyck || HunterxHunter
EXP#: O19824
Gaige (gay-ge) Aleksei (A-lek-sigh) Quentin (quen-tin)
{☛ ⓃⒾⒸⓀⓃⒶⓂⒺⓈ ☚}
Zaika (Z-ai-ka) - A fond Russian name that mothers usually give to their young boys, however this name is usually reserved for children who are very young around baby to toddler age. This name has stuck to Gaige as the last piece of his mother who can no longer remember the images of her memory but the rhythm of her singing.
{☛ ⒶⒼⒺ ☚}
15
{☛ ⒼⒺⓃⒹⒺⓇ ☚}
♂
{☛ ⓈⒺⓍⓊⒶⓁⒾⓉⓎ ☚}
Heterosexual
{☛ ⒻⒶⒸⒺ ⒸⓁⒶⒾⓂ ☚}
Killua Zoldyck || HunterxHunter
❝They cannot fire bullets into your words if you are silent. Silence is the strongest form of revenge. It drives people insane.❞
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{☛ ⒽⒺⒾⒼⒽⓉ ☚}
5 ft 5 inches
{☛ ⓌⒺⒾⒼⒽⓉ ☚}
130lbs
{☛ ⒽⒶⒾⓇ ⒸⓄⓁⓄⓇ ☚}
His hair is a messy array of ash white strands, all cut at different places some appear to of been ripped out. Different parts of his hair are whiter than others where they have maybe been given more attention to cleaning, whereas at the back of his hair the ash white colour almost turns to a murky grey.
{☛ ⒺⓎⒺ ⒸⓄⓁⓄⓇ ☚}
A glassy blue. His eyes are doll like emotionless, if eyes are the window to the soul it would appear Gaige doesn't possess one. As per his DNA altering his sight is altered and so in hunting frenzies his eyes may turn an almost glowing white.
{☛ ⒷⓄⒹⓎ ⓂⒶⓇⓀⒾⓃⒼⓈ ☚}
Around his wrists and ankles are restraint markings that have clearly indented into Gaiges skin, his fighting nature for a while kept him fierce under the holding of his captures however he has since become more subdued. Also on his fore arms are cuts that appear to be self inflicted the small cuts are written in words not readable in english words like "боль", "страдание" and "огорчать"
{☛ ⒼⒺⓃⒺⓇⒶⓁ ⒶⓅⓅⒺⒶⓇⒶⓃⒸⒺ☚ }
5 ft 5 inches
{☛ ⓌⒺⒾⒼⒽⓉ ☚}
130lbs
{☛ ⒽⒶⒾⓇ ⒸⓄⓁⓄⓇ ☚}
His hair is a messy array of ash white strands, all cut at different places some appear to of been ripped out. Different parts of his hair are whiter than others where they have maybe been given more attention to cleaning, whereas at the back of his hair the ash white colour almost turns to a murky grey.
{☛ ⒺⓎⒺ ⒸⓄⓁⓄⓇ ☚}
A glassy blue. His eyes are doll like emotionless, if eyes are the window to the soul it would appear Gaige doesn't possess one. As per his DNA altering his sight is altered and so in hunting frenzies his eyes may turn an almost glowing white.
{☛ ⒷⓄⒹⓎ ⓂⒶⓇⓀⒾⓃⒼⓈ ☚}
Around his wrists and ankles are restraint markings that have clearly indented into Gaiges skin, his fighting nature for a while kept him fierce under the holding of his captures however he has since become more subdued. Also on his fore arms are cuts that appear to be self inflicted the small cuts are written in words not readable in english words like "боль", "страдание" and "огорчать"
{☛ ⒼⒺⓃⒺⓇⒶⓁ ⒶⓅⓅⒺⒶⓇⒶⓃⒸⒺ☚ }
From a first glance Gaige would appear as a lost child, the evidence comes from his tattered hair strands to the cuts across his legs, the lack of shoes also cause concern. His hair shields his face at times but one push away and the hair forms to stay in its place. Gaiges face is cute as a button, a face that mothers would adore and her friends would coo over maybe even grabbing one of his chubby cheeks...although no one can forgive his eyes afar they would just look haunting glassy blue but upfront they are aggressive,large almost as if he could look right through you, sense you. If you ever managed to make Gaige smile you would notice the large teeth sharp at the sides and blunt in the middle, almost like a wolves? Impossible you would think. His form is small and slender not strong and building like a little boy should be, was he malnourished? No. Gaige takes his bodily form from a Hare a fast footed little rabbit like creature, running fast distances his endurance stopping at nothing. A funny combination a wolf at heart but a rabbit in form. His small hands are home to vicious claws that can extend or recall back. A hunter is what is his known for, when people come to view the experiments he is a hunter, a dangerous cub that needs to be shielded from society, a primitive child who is not right for this world.
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♙I’ve always said that the best wolf habitat resides in the human heart. You have to leave a little space for them to live♙
☛ ⓁⒾⓀⒺⓈ☚
❥ Lullabies - Just like his mothers voice use to send him to sleep, Gaige adores the soft singing of a kind heart.
❥ Pain - Every cut, every mark, every needle reminds him he is alive a hunter his blood still pulses through his small veins.
❥ Animals - Just like the DNA he is infused with he feels connected to the different creatures that run through him.
❥ People - Although Gaige has been raised to be a solitary hunter the small interactions with others like him in the prison they all inhabit makes him have little fuzzy feelings inside that resemble happiness, maybe its a connection with the other animals but it feels good.
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❝the first time we lose our innocence is when we are told that dandelions are not flowers, but weeds, and that they are not to be loved, but destroyed❞
☛ ⒹⒾⓈⓁⒾⓀⒺⓈ☚
⌦ Confines - His hunter instincts crave freedom to roam on the outskirts of unknown lands and to explore terrains in such of new prey to torture and destroy, so being confined is wrong in many ways for him.
⌦ Sunlight - Being use to the cover of night and the darkness that surrounds him in the prison he inhibits sunlight is not only a dislike for Gaige but a danger to his eyes and pale skin.
⌦ Crying - The exhaustion of having to cry and the feeling of further depression that hurts him is his least favourite feeling in the world, not to mention the water reminds him of the horrible tortures administered to him.
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Juggling a coin: A memento from his pass life which no longer seems like his, a faint memory of his father or at least a man assuming that position giving him his first coin to make something of himself. He usually juggles the coin between his fingers when making decisions or he is frustrated.
Muttering when angry:When agitated he will mutter profusely in his mother tongue ((Russian)). This comes from bottled up emotions of which he has many although this only occurs when it all bottles over, and could be accompanied with noticeable violence.
Compulsively counts:Counting calms him he will usually count in steps of strikes one,two,three,four and repeat, he also uses it as a sort of planning mechanism when under attack or is planning an attack, counting out his moves before he takes them letting his fast agility naturally move through the motions.
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☛ ⓌⒺⒶⓀⓃⒺⓈⓈⒺⓈ ☚
⌦ Addict] Dependent on medicines that are administered to him as part of the animal DNA he has been injected and fused with, without them the consequences would probably be catastrophic for him. The drugs also help for him to feel calm
⌦ Gluttonous Induced blood lust from the wolf DNA that is coursing through his veins means that Gaige will experience uncontrollable bloodlust if he is not kept satisfied with food or blood. This is a serious problem which can leave Gaige agitated and at the highest point of his blood lust an unstoppable anger.
⌦ Naive Due to being taken at a young age from the world he was so familiar to Gaige is very naive to the world around him and the workings of how things are meant to be, his feelings are often mixed between the new things he learns about in the prison. He hasn't encountered the things or people most have and this somewhat scares him.
⌦ Emotionally fragile A self hating recluse child sounds bad enough but the emotional stability of Gaige can pretty much do a full spin if something pokes at him in just the right way.
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☛ ⓈⓉⓇⒺⓃⒼⓉⒽⓈ☚
❥ Stealth From his injected wolf DNA his prowess in stealth comes naturally, being able to walk quietly towards targets before taking them down in swift silence. It is also something that makes him so deadly as a hunter without any noise his victims never stand a chance.
❥ Agility The DNA from the hare comes in for this one the agility and speed he can gather as climbing or leaping through obstacles allows him to escape predators, if he doesn't think he can turn around on them first.
❥ Strength Not insane strength but above human strength possesses the muscles of the small body of Gaige, the strength he possesses of course helps him in fight with foes. His strength is very valuable indeed.
❥ Perceptive Wolf like instincts again make him able to zero in on his prey or the an item of his choosing his eyes being able to focus makes him perceptive, he enjoys observing others because they seem different to him even though they are somewhat similar, Gaige finds he can learn a lot from his peers.
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☛ ⒻⒺⒶⓇⓈ☚
Abandonment Being abandoned by both his parents and frankly by anyone he had ever come across in the outside world scarred him permanently, and now he fears that being outside with his somewhat forced co-mates might leave him alone once again, because they have no confines keeping them around.
Intimacy Tying into his abandonment fear for an assortment of the same reasons attachment and intimacy become hard for Gaige, leaving him quite cold to people who he would consider friends if it wasn't so painful to.
Death This may be funny for someone who has been experimented on all their life and who may now die any day due to lack of medications, but death is something that comes as something he cant see and that god forbid scares him.
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♙Everyone leaves. It’s okay, I’m used to it.♙
{☛ ⓅⒺⓇⓈⓄⓃⒶⓁⒾⓉⓎ☚}
{| Quiet | Observant | Lovable | Depressed | Frustrated | Obsessive |}
Most of the time Gaige loves to sit quietly observing the atmosphere around him and the people he especially likes the people. Being quiet usually means he could be considered invisible in most situations but when he wants to be seen he will make sure to chime in his little thoughts and feelings, he isn't the most aggressive person about his opinions but in some situations he can be very insistent. He has fond memories of sitting on a street of a far away land and watching the different people walk past, different walks of life, different places to go and different accents. He would eat from a little pot of cooked fish his favourite humming along a little song that he use to know all the words to before everything was ripped away from him as horrible as it sounds, sometimes little kittens would even stop just for a little bite Gaige of course being happy to oblige. It seems he always had a special connection animals before this awful fate befell him. As mentioned Gaige loves to be observant looking at peoples movements and their moods what they do and how they do it, it makes him happy to have people mapped out and gives him a more comfortable outlook on his little world that he has come to know. It can be hard to believe sometimes but Gaige is quite lovable when you come to know his clockwork, on the inside he can be angry when the animal inside him takes centre stage but the little boy that is him before the DNA altering really is genuinely sweet.
Gaige in mental health terms could be considered depressed the pain he causes himself because of the feelings he cant seem to get out in a way he thinks people would understand them, the little cuts on his arm make him sad just the same but its a fuzzy sadness that reminds him he is alive. Sometimes Gaige can fall quite deep into this sadness which causes him to be withdrawn and distant, it would probably be the only time people can truly see what emotions he has the only time his eyes show the window to what his soul is feeling. Inside Gaige is extremely frustrated fighting between the good and bad feelings it is a more intense fight than any fight he has ever faced with a foe, this inner turmoil is horrible but Gaige hasn't figured out how to get over it yet.
{| Quiet | Observant | Lovable | Depressed | Frustrated | Obsessive |}
Most of the time Gaige loves to sit quietly observing the atmosphere around him and the people he especially likes the people. Being quiet usually means he could be considered invisible in most situations but when he wants to be seen he will make sure to chime in his little thoughts and feelings, he isn't the most aggressive person about his opinions but in some situations he can be very insistent. He has fond memories of sitting on a street of a far away land and watching the different people walk past, different walks of life, different places to go and different accents. He would eat from a little pot of cooked fish his favourite humming along a little song that he use to know all the words to before everything was ripped away from him as horrible as it sounds, sometimes little kittens would even stop just for a little bite Gaige of course being happy to oblige. It seems he always had a special connection animals before this awful fate befell him. As mentioned Gaige loves to be observant looking at peoples movements and their moods what they do and how they do it, it makes him happy to have people mapped out and gives him a more comfortable outlook on his little world that he has come to know. It can be hard to believe sometimes but Gaige is quite lovable when you come to know his clockwork, on the inside he can be angry when the animal inside him takes centre stage but the little boy that is him before the DNA altering really is genuinely sweet.
Gaige in mental health terms could be considered depressed the pain he causes himself because of the feelings he cant seem to get out in a way he thinks people would understand them, the little cuts on his arm make him sad just the same but its a fuzzy sadness that reminds him he is alive. Sometimes Gaige can fall quite deep into this sadness which causes him to be withdrawn and distant, it would probably be the only time people can truly see what emotions he has the only time his eyes show the window to what his soul is feeling. Inside Gaige is extremely frustrated fighting between the good and bad feelings it is a more intense fight than any fight he has ever faced with a foe, this inner turmoil is horrible but Gaige hasn't figured out how to get over it yet.
❝Memories are what warm you up from the inside. But they’re also what tear you apart.❞
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{☛ ⓅⓁⒶⒸⒺ ⓄⒻ ⓄⓇⒾⒼⒾⓃ ☚}
His Mother is from the distant ruins of what use to be Russia this is also the place that Gaige was born.
{☛ ⒻⒶⓂⒾⓁⓎ ☚}
Alyona Quentin || -- || Mother || -- || Deceased
Andrei Bolshov || 30 || Father || Unknown || Alive ((According to the DNA government Records))
{☛ ⒽⒾⓈⓉⓄⓇⓎ ☚}
Alyona Quentin started out life rough like many other former Russian citizens it was hard times for everyone you were lucky to get money, and even fortunate to get food the best shelter was probably a cosy doorway of the better well off. Like many other ladies of her time Alyona found herself pulling tricks in the local whorehouses, many men of different situations came and went from her assigned cupboard of a room but at least she was fed and given an exist-able life. Many of the other girls found themselves pregnant at one time or another and soon enough so did Alyona she had no idea of the father but had to raise this boy.
{☛ ⓄⓉⒽⒺⓇ ☚}
His Mother is from the distant ruins of what use to be Russia this is also the place that Gaige was born.
{☛ ⒻⒶⓂⒾⓁⓎ ☚}
Alyona Quentin || -- || Mother || -- || Deceased
Andrei Bolshov || 30 || Father || Unknown || Alive ((According to the DNA government Records))
{☛ ⒽⒾⓈⓉⓄⓇⓎ ☚}
Alyona Quentin started out life rough like many other former Russian citizens it was hard times for everyone you were lucky to get money, and even fortunate to get food the best shelter was probably a cosy doorway of the better well off. Like many other ladies of her time Alyona found herself pulling tricks in the local whorehouses, many men of different situations came and went from her assigned cupboard of a room but at least she was fed and given an exist-able life. Many of the other girls found themselves pregnant at one time or another and soon enough so did Alyona she had no idea of the father but had to raise this boy.
{☛ ⓄⓉⒽⒺⓇ ☚}
ⒸⓄⓅⓎⓇⒾⒼⒽⓉ: ⓉⒽⒺ_ⓆⓊⒺⒺⓃ
