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Mal Clark

"It's harder than hell where I'm at."

0 · 328 views · located in Los Angeles

a character in “icarus”, originally authored by partially-stars, as played by RolePlayGateway

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full name: malachi jackson clark
nicknames: mal, key,
age: 23
sexuality: closeted homosexual
occupation: actor, model
hex: #468499
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it's harder than hell where i'm at
animal - troye sivan
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appearance:

Mal is the type of person to stick out in a crowd, no matter what he wears. His hair falls in soft, golden brown waves, and has a tendency to curl when it gets damp or when he runs his fingers through it a lot. His blue eyes are bright and friendly, framed by long, dark lashes, and occasionally his reading glasses. His bone structure gives him a chiseled yet soft look. Despite not appearing broad or overly muscular, he carries more muscle on his frame than one would originally think, and is stronger than he looks. He's tall, standing somewhere around the 6'3 mark.

His style consists of generally whatever's in fashion at the time, but he particularly favours button down shirts, and knitted jumpers. He always errs on the side of being simplistic, never wanting to go overboard or look ridiculous. He leans towards block colours, keeping patterns simple and minimalist. If he's dressing down, he usually sticks with a t-shirt and jeans, again, keeping it on the simple side. He lives in Converse day to day, but swaps them out for smarter shoes or trainers as needed.






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give me therapy, i'm a walking travesty
therapy - all time low
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personality:

Mal enchanted the public from the moment he stepped into the limelight. While he was shy at first, he was never awkward, finding a way to be charming and funny. His teasing of his co-workers made him stand out in interviews, and his sarcasm made him popular. He mightn't have been naturally charismatic, but he was liked. He never wanted to be famous, but he took to it somewhat naturally. He knows how to charm the press, to keep them from digging too deep into his secrets. He knows how to keep a secret, because he's been keeping them for years. He makes friends easily. He's the type of person to smile to let you know somebody's listening, to ask questions, to laugh at your jokes and to give you a hug when you need it. He's a loyal and trustworthy friend, and he never intends to hurt anyone.

That said, he's so terrified of his secrets getting out that he'll do what it takes to keep them, even if it means hurting someone else. He hates it, but he's afraid of what would happen. He's a coward at heart, afraid of standing up to what frightens him, always choosing to run away and avoid the problem if he all can. He buries his head so deep in the sand that he loses sight of everything and everyone around him. He wants to love and protect and be honest with everyone, but his sense of self-preservation is even stronger. He hasn't thought far enough ahead to see a way out of this, and refuses to acknowledge the fact that he can't keep this up forever. He's stubborn with regards to this and this alone. He's far too afraid of seeing his life fall apart on his hands, of possibly getting hurt and as a result of seeing everyone else get hurt as a result. He just wants to be loved and to be allowed to love.


likes

✓ iced coffee ✓ matcha lattes ✓ fresh fruit ✓ running ✓ workouts

dislikes

✘ bad coffee ✘ fruit cake ✘ being in the closet ✘ intrusive journalists ✘ fish




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finally, i feel alive inside.
don't mind me - walking on cars
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history:

Mal grew up in a small town in the middle of nowhere. He always loved drama and acting and getting to be somebody else on stage. His family wasn't overly religious, but they were old fashioned and conservative. They did believe being gay was a sin, but that it could be cured with "therapy" or even if the person just tried hard enough. Mal was fourteen and starting to realise he was different to everyone else when his mother found god, and became almost radicalised. She started to believe that being gay was a heinous sin, that it was the devil's work. Mal retreated into himself, finding even more solace on the stage. He could be anyone he wanted, anyone but himself. He thought he'd be trapped in this world forever. And then, at the age of eighteen, he was scouted by a modelling agency. He got an amazing agent who didn't laugh when Mal said he wanted to act.

And suddenly, Mal was a star. On a number of high profile ad campaigns and then starring in an indie drama, he was the new golden boy. For a while, he was riding the wave. He started dating a girl to try and cover up his secret, but he found that he couldn't do it. He was already living a lie, that just made it feel even worse. So he broke up with her. If anyone asked, he laughed and gave his trademark smile, saying that he was working on his career.

It was on a project that he met (name.) And Mal was more drawn to him than he had ever been to anyone. They became friends while working on the project. And then, one night, at a closed door, strictly no press, top secret party, they became more than friends. A few weeks later, Mal moved in with him. On official terms, they had become good friends on the project and were sharing an apartment. Mal is still head over heels with him, but now the fear of being found out is strong and present. But Mal can't walk away either. He can't.

So begins...

Mal Clark's Story