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Elisa Grace

"Secrets will destroy you, just like they destroyed me."

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a character in “Keeping Secrets.”, as played by dreamingreality

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♦ The Basics ♦

» Name: Elisa Leanne Grace
» Age: 17
» Gender: Female
» Sexual Orientation: Heterosexual
» Occupation: N/A

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♦ The Description ♦

» Face Claim: Nerysoul on Deviant Art.
» Hair: Very long, medium brown
» Eyes: Bright green with darker blue outer rim.
» Face: Pale
» Build: Slim/Slender
» Style: Casual
» Markings: She has a scar over her right eyebrow that she uses make up or her hair to cover up.




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♦ The Character ♦

» Likes:

- Art, particularly painting
- Graphic design, CGI
- Mathematics
- The smell of rain on concrete
- The feeling of sand between your toes

» Dislikes:

- The lie she's forced to live
- Warm, humid days
- The way lotion feels
- Her mother
- Having dirty hands from paint, food, etc.

» Phobias:

- Trypophobia - Intense, irrational fear of small, clustered holes. Google Image it. I dare you.
- Arachnophobia - Fear of spiders.
- Automatonophobia - Fear of ventriloquists dummies.

» Habits:

- She drums her fingers against hard surfaces
- She often chews on the side of her cheek

» Personality:

Depending on whom she’s with or the situation, Elisa can blend in quite well. At home she is a well behaved, perfectly postured, and well spoken debutante. She pretends to care about things that are going on within her parent’s circle of equally pompous and ridiculously wealthy friends, and carries herself with refined elegance. Her problems don’t exist because they’re not allowed to. In other words, Elisa is a great actor.

At school, Elisa does her best to be a nobody. She’s about as shy as a person can possibly be and jumps at the sight of her own shadow. She rarely speaks to anyone unless directly spoken to and even then they’re lucky if they get more than one or two words from her. Most of her time is spent reading and doing homework.


In recent years, she’s been obsessed with controlling her weight and what she eats, as it’s one of the only things she CAN control in her life. She’s extraordinarily depressed and finds joy in very few things.

Now there’s what you could call “the real Elisa,” the side of her she pushes away and hides from people; the Elisa that very few people will ever get to know. If comfortable to open up to someone, they’ll find that – despite all the negativity she feels – she’s quite normal. She can be flirty, she likes to have fun, she loves deeply, and all she really wants is to be the mother to her daughter. However, this Elisa has been pushed so far down that even she’s not sure she exists anymore.





♦ The Past ♦

» History:

Elisa was born to a wealthy family, who own a several businesses throughout the United States. Her house was filled with rules on how to act, how to dress, what to like, and her future was all set up for her. From the moment she was born she was destined to join the family business. She wasn’t just a daughter to her parents; she was a long term investment. They had plans and dreams for her, never allowing her to have her own. As she got older this caused a great deal of stress. The pressure to be perfect was too much for a young girl to handle and eventually, she began to control her life in the only way she figured she could. The amount of food she consumed on a daily basis began to dwindle into nothing and by the time she was thirteen, she had already been hospitalized on multiple occasions: her parents doing their best to cover them up.

Her freshman year of high school, she met a boy named Malachai. He was sweet to her, a little on the alternative side, and everything her parents despised, but Elisa absolutely adored him. For the first time in her life, she was happy. When she wasn’t at school, she was with him. But all good things must come to an end, and by the time the year was out Malachai had been in a horrific car accident. He passed away shortly after and a week later, Elisa would find out she was pregnant at fourteen.

When her parents discovered Elisa’s pregnancy, they were outraged. They couldn’t convince her to terminate the pregnancy, it was the only thing she had still connecting her to her late boyfriend. So they moved and for a majority of her sophomore year, she was home schooled and her mother pretended to be the pregnant one. And while Elisa’s eating habits had changed drastically for the health of her unborn child, the moment Jessa came into the world, she returned to her anorexic ways – this time much worse than before. She dabbled in the world of cutting, began to smoke cigarettes to decrease her appetite, and completely separated herself from her classmates. Until this year, nobody had really noticed her. Teachers would forget her name even at the end of the year, students spread silly rumors, and that was just her life. Then she met Beck Hades, the flirty boy with long blonde hair. Their friendship made absolutely no logical sense and their fellow students often felt the need to point it out. But she wasn't completely alone anymore and that comforted her.

» Family:

- Diana Leigh Grace, Mother
- Joshua Edward Grace, Father
- Jessa Marie Grace, Daughter (known to others as her "Sister")

» Relationships:

Friend/Romantic Interest: Beck Hades

» Secrets:

- She has a three year old daughter named Jessa.
- Elisa is anorexic.

» Other: None

So begins...

Elisa Grace's Story

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(I'M GOING TO FAIL A GERMAN ASSESMENT AND I HATE IT AND I DONT CARE IM GOING TO BE A HOBO.)

Beck Hades

"I bet you didn't realize what you were getting yourself into, befriending me. Not many people would stick it out, after learning about everything."

"Well..." Beck growled darkly with a bitter expression on his face. "People who refuse to stick along side others because they have issues are incredibly selfish and ignorant, aren't they?" He snapped, clenching his fists hard with anger at her comments before forcing himself to cool his head. "I was not stupid Elisa, I know when I see someone is a little bit broken." He said, cupping her soft fair face with his large hand before sighing lightly. "I guess I know too well."

"By the way, you are attractive,"

The youth laughed lightly and hid his face away as it turned a little pink. He playfully peeped over her shoulder, before whispering in a very soft and childish tone. "Cutie..."

"I think...I think we need to change the subject."

"You know just ignoring issues...does not make them go away," Beck said sternly, refusing to meet Elisa directly in the eyes. Did it just generally make her uncomfortable? Or did she not care? Bored of topical conversation? Maybe. No. He was being rather unfair and the blonde could never expect his friend to just accept how things were so easily. It was unfair on her how it was already. He stroked his hair and rubbed at his sore forehead from his encounter with Millie before apologising half heartedly. "Sorry..."

"I don't like it and I can't change your mind and all it's going to do is make me cry or make you mad and I just don't want to deal with that."


So the brunette was just nudging his issues under the rug, to put it in the most awful of terms. More honestly she was upset and worried about him and did not want those emotions hurting her in the already fragile state her mind was in. It was understandable and now that he put a little more thought into it, he changed his thoughts. "Okay..." Beck stated, more softly. He accepted this, and plus...the topic was kind of dragging him through the dirt too.

He watched as a smug grin grew on Elisa's face as she sat seated upon his crotch. She looked rather nice sat there and he could most certainly get used to the situation, but of course he would say that. At first when the girl leaned down, Beck thought she was heading for his lips and closed his eyes waiting for impact. The only kiss he received were sweet, rather dirty words.

"Is this flirting or an invite?"

Beck's familiar devilish grin returned to his face, he let out a quiet rumble of laughter before pausing, seeing her cheeks light up red and hesitating. Still, he spoke. "What if I admitted this was a invite? What would you do? Accept?..." The blonde stated, his speech laced thickly in seduction and sparks igniting in his lower back. "Or decline? Which would also be completely fine." Wow. He was really walking a tight rope at this point, but being honest he was desperate for an answer.

Either way, he would rather have a yes to her loving him than to sex.

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"I was not stupid Elisa, I know when I see someone is a little bit broken."

His hand against her face felt warm and comforting. She reached her own hand up to his, brushing a few strands of hair away from his face and smiled. "At least if I'm broken I have you here with me to keep me together," Even if it was temporary. If he one day decided to up and run away, she had him now and in that moment that was good enough.

"You know just ignoring issues...does not make them go away,"

"Don't you think I know that?" She snapped, her eyes narrowing in on his. She knew it was bad. She was guilty of ignoring her own issues for so long, that she really didn't know how to do anything else. Her version of dealing with issues was attempting suicide. Everyday before Beck had been an endless battle between her problems and how far she could push them down while they fought so hard to come back up. It was tiring and depressing, but her entire life she had been told that that was the proper way to deal with things; the only way to deal with things. It didn't help that she didn't want to face anything either. She was falling apart as it was.

And then he said "Okay..."

She didn't want him to think she didn't care about him. She didn't want him to think she didn't care about his problems or the fact that he was clearly distraught over them, because she did. "Beck, I...I wish you would leave. I've said it before and I'll say it again. I know you care about these people. I know you just want to keep them safe, but I don't. I don't know them. I don't care about them. I care about you." Elisa realized she hadn't changed the subject at all and she wasn't sure why she was choosing to say the things that she did; maybe it was the way he had said 'okay,' or maybe she just found more words to say, but it really didn't matter why. Her voice was filled with desperation and sadness. "If you get hurt, and by the way you've been talking - you will get hurt, I don't know what I'd do. You mean everything to me, Beck. I just wish you would realize I love..." And then she silenced herself, clearing her throat as if that would erase her last, unfinished sentence. "I don't want you getting hurt," She finally stated after a moment of silence, her voice quiet and her eyes looking everywhere but him.

"What if I admitted this was a invite? What would you do? Accept?..."
"Or decline? Which would also be completely fine."

After the emotional bucket of words she had poured on him, this conversation was far easier for her. It was awkward and sexy, but fun nonetheless. She grinned and pressed her lips to his neck, slowly kissing farther up until just before his lips. "I think I'd have to accept," She whispered lustfully, her cheeks red and heart racing. Elisa was pretty sure any line they had drawn, she had just been annihilated completely and she didn't care. She wanted the distraction, she wanted him, and she loved him. Did he know that last part? She wasn't sure, though she had hinted and nearly said earlier.

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(I passed. Got a B in fact. Going through a rough time again...sorry.)

Beck Hades.

"At least if I'm broken I have you here with me to keep me together,"

Beck let out a soft chuckle before grasping the right side of her cheek with his warm index finger and thumb, tugging comically and gently. "I am. I promise." He told the brunette before dropping his tone into that of a more serious manner and meeting directly with her own pupils. "But...You have to help yourself too you know? You have to keep trying." He added quietly.

"Beck, I...I wish you would leave. I've said it before and I'll say it again. I know you care about these people. I know you just want to keep them safe, but I don't. I don't know them. I don't care about them. I care about you."

"That's like me telling you to abandon Jess because you had her too young," He said in something below a whisper. He did not plan to upset her but the statement was something she could understand and something she could understand. "As soon as I know things are in better hands I will leave, but right now its not the time." Beck explained. Leon was the man he wanted the others to trust as much as he did, he would do a better job and be more admirable anyway. Though it kind of depressed Beck that his whole existence would be shoved under the rug once he left. Leon would be king, he would have control, he would have the flats, he would even have Millie...

It was kind of weird thinking about that and he really did not have a clue what he felt at that point.

"If you get hurt, and by the way you've been talking - you will get hurt, I don't know what I'd do. You mean everything to me, Beck. I just wish you would realize I love..."


Wait. What. Wait.... hold it up. His eyes widened to the size of golf balls and his heart began pounding so hard in his chest that it was painful. He closed his eyes shut, squeezing together his eye lids before sharply letting the light back in. Not a dream.

"I just wish you would realize I love..."

"I love..."


"I don't want you getting hurt,"

Beck was pretty sure he did not just make up what he heard and began rubbing his bruised forehead in silence. Why did she not finish her sentence? Was she afraid? Or did she not mean it? He wanted to blurt out every last drop of the feelings he had ever had for her but Beck Hades was completely stunned by Elisa. The blonde remained silent, until her lips met with his neck and began caressing the sensitive flesh between his bones. He let out a mellow gasp as she ran along his jaw before stopping at his lips.

"I think I'd have to accept."

The youth flushed bright red before pulling away slowly and examining the expression on her face. She was not joking. At least she did not look like she was. "Elisa...Are you s..saying you'd sleep with me?" Beck asked again between pants to be sure. The girl he cared for, adored, loved more than anything had just consented to sex? The idea was crazy to him, and he really did not know how to take it. "You know..."

"I promised myself after Millie I'd not ever bed with another girl who I did not love and if she did not love me back. What do you think of that? Cause...I am still willing Elisa. I have not broke any promises. Would you be breaking my promise?"

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It's cool. :)
If you wanna talk about it, feel free to message me.
Congrats on your assessment. :D


Also, how do you pronounce Elisa? lol
My friend thought it was like Eliza.
But it's like Uh-Lee-Suh.



"But...You have to help yourself too you know? You have to keep trying."

She was sick and somewhere in the back of her mind she knew that. She knew that starving herself wasn't okay and she knew that her weight was well below what it should be, but she wasn't ready to face that. Elisa was more than happy to live in the comfort she found in starvation...even if that same "comfort" filled her with anxiety when food was even mentioned. She also knew, that even though she was content with Beck right now, the moment she didn't have a distraction depression would start seeping back in and plaguing her thoughts. She'd start thinking up ways to kill herself and writing a thousand goodbye notes in her mind. "I'm okay," She whispered, looking at him as she lied.

"That's like me telling you to abandon Jess because you had her too young,"
"As soon as I know things are in better hands I will leave, but right now its not the time."

Her eyes flashed with anger at that statement and she furrowed her brow. She didn't say anything, but the look she gave him was enough to know she didn't approve of that comparison in the slightest. Elisa was glad when he quickly moved along with what he was saying. If he had stayed on the subject of Jess in relation to his gang for much longer, she may have found herself going in to full on "Mama bear" mode. She sighed and shook her head. "I don't think we will ever see eye to eye on this one, Beck."

"Elisa...Are you s..saying you'd sleep with me?"

She smiled at the way he had stumbled slightly over his words. "Is that a bad thing?" She asked, her head slightly tilted to the side.

"I promised myself after Millie I'd not ever bed with another girl who I did not love and if she did not love me back. What do you think of that? Cause...I am still willing Elisa. I have not broke any promises. Would you be breaking my promise?"

There were so many words he had spoken and it took her a moment to make sense of them all. He had made a promise to not sleep with a girl he didn't love. He wouldn't be breaking the promise by sleeping with her. Had he just admitted he loved her? She stared at him bewildered and her face bright red. She had reverted from seductress to her shy self in just the moments he had taken to speak. She looked away, her cheeks still stained a rosy hue. "That's a nice promise," Elisa whispered, quiet as ever, a tiny smile on her face. She wished that, in the past, she had made such a promise. "It wouldn't be breaking your promise, being with me."

And quieter still, she added: "I love you."

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(The same as you do, duh ;) )

Beck Hades.

"I'm okay,"

Elisa whispered as a half hearted response to his comments. She was clearly not okay, but still the blonde haired youth nodded slowly. He knew that he was standing as her support now, whether he liked it or not. However it was true, she needed to pull herself up again which was one hell of a task, but something Beck believe she could do with that strong heart in her chest. He sighed lightly, forcing a kind of plastic tiny grin.

"I don't think we will ever see eye to eye on this one, Beck."


"Nah, I don't think we ever will," He chuckled softly as he rubbed her hair from his vision as though battering away her harsh glares but at the same time submitting. Beck did not want to upset Elisa and knew that his comments were going to hit home to start with. Sometimes confidence was his biggest failure. "But that does not matter..."

"Is that a bad thing?"


His pupils grew huge and his whole body shook a little as he spoke. For once in his life Beck Hades, the master of women and social skills, was embarrassed, flitty and under confident. "No! No...no...not at all!" He stumbled, glaring up at the woman straddled over his waist and trying to contain the shivers spiking up and down his spine. "I...I just did not know what answer to expect...I am most CERTAINLY not complaining,"

"That's a nice promise,"

Beck kind of feared the red colour in her cheeks, wondering if this was all getting too much for her to deal with, or worse, she was preparing for his rejection. A nice promise? He never thought of it as a token of kindness. He just did not want to waste such actions on someone who did not deserve them. Some might have called it chivalrous, but Beck thought it was logical.

"It wouldn't be breaking your promise, being with me."

"I love you."


The room fell into silence until you could hear the slight humming of the electrics on downstairs. It felt as though time had been grasps and held tightly in this one very point. Beck wondered once more if he was dreaming, before begging in his mind that he was not. The blondes eyes lay latched on the beauty ahead of him; the one who had just admitted her feelings.

The savage leader of the invisible gang. The schools flirt. The broken blonde...
...Began to leak tears from his eyes.

He took her face softly in his hands and leant her chin upwards before sitting up and meeting with her lips in hot, passionate kisses. He felt alive. Nothing else matter and all the problems down his path had been shatter. Elisa Grace loved him. The tears on his cheeks clumsily were smudged onto her own face as he pulled away in silence.

"Say it one more time..."

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"Nah, I don't think we ever will,"

She wasn't sure how she felt about this acceptance of their differences on the issue. On one hand, she wanted to make him understand and leave the gang life, even though she knew she couldn't force him to. On the other, she wanted to understand where he was coming from so she could better understand him. It was a lot for her seventeen year old mind to deal with, on top of everything else she was already dealing with. For a teenage girl she had a lot of adult problems and Beck had a lot for a boy his age as well. They were a complicated pair and maybe that's why they got along so well.

"I...I just did not know what answer to expect...I am most CERTAINLY not complaining,"

Again, she noticed him fumbling with his words and found it just as adorable. She wondered, briefly, if he was this nervous around other girls. She had always pictured Beck as someone who was entirely confident with girls and had, until now, showed her that he was. At school he was flirty and charming and girls just drank it up. "You're kind of...cute when you're nervous," Elisa told him, laughing. "Is this how you always are when girls throw themselves at you? Stuttering and adorable?" She was teasing him, of course, even if on the inside she was a bit of a nervous wreck.

The sudden silence after her admittance worried her and made her question whether or not her confession had been a terrible, terrible mistake. Maybe he didn't want her after all and he was searching for the words to tell her that he didn't feel the same. She came up with a thousand scenarios in her head of what could happen next and she still didn't expect his reaction. First she saw his tears and she opened her mouth to say something, ask why he was crying, apologize for possibly offending him, but she couldn't make a sound because he started kissing her. For a moment she sat there wide eyed and surprised, then she relaxed, closed her eyes, and began kissing him back with her hands placed delicately on his chest.

"Say it one more time..."

"I love you, Beck." She told him again, smiling. Now that she had said it once, she would tell him as many times as he asked her to. Especially if the end result was much like the first time she told him. She didn't mind kissing Beck like that and would gladly do it again.

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(CHRISTMOOSE BUSY CHRISTMOOSE. PEOPLE BUYING ME GAMES ON STEAM STAWP GET DISTRACTED NO NEED HOMEWORK DO AND RP AND DRAW BUT NOO STEAM GIFTS STAWP. K.)

Beck Hades.

"You're kind of...cute when you're nervous,"

Beck turned his face into the blue bed sheets, hiding his face from her view and letting out a little squeak at her comments. "T..that does not really sound like a compliment to me." He mumbled in the fabric which was followed by a light chuckle. Well she sure had identified his emotional state at that moment of time but he never thought that her view on this was what it was supposed to be. "I have never been called cute before ever..."

"Is this how you always are when girls throw themselves at you? Stuttering and adorable?"

The youth pulled away from the bed covers and sat up with a grin. "No. Not at all." He said confidently. "You know exactly what I am like with other girls and its nothing like what I am now. It sure does work, but its fake." Beck explained lowly, forcing the smile to hang plastically on his lips. "Sometimes its the only way I can get some company...but you know Elisa, I'm nervous because this is realer than it has ever been."

Her hands upon his chest and his lips against his was something he had been wishing for ages. He smiled softly at her acceptance which grew when Elisa responded to his request.

"I love you, Beck."

"Why did you not say something! Anything! You kept this so quiet!" Beck laughed, his words spilling from his mouth in crazed happiness. He then realised that she should have been asking him the exact same thing, for he never mentioned his feelings ever. "So...are we like dating now or is there some form we have to fill out or vows or something? Or is this just a flush of the moment thing like before Elisa cause I would really like to know where you want to take it from here..."

"Also, we don't have to have sex now if you don't want to..." The blondes voice lowered into something that was quieter of a whisper. "If you want to I'm um...here...I guess." He said lowly with devilish grin on his cheeks, but his lust have been overwhelmed by shock and surprise in the last few minutes. Beck leaned back towards her and planted soft kisses running from her cheek back to her lips.

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I HEAR YOU GIRL.
Except I've been so busy working I haven't had a moment to think. ._.
ALL I CAN THINK IS GROCERY.

Also, happy holidays.
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"I have never been called cute before ever..."

"It's a compliment. Would you prefer the terms rugged and manly?" She said, poking the side of his face that wasn't covered by his pillow, laughing simultaneously. She wasn't used to this Beck, the shy and nervous one. "Because you can be that too, but right now you're cute," Elisa added on, kissing the same side of his face. She wondered what they would be like at school if they were to date and what her peers would whisper about when they saw them together. There was already enough confused stares given to them just as friends.

"Sometimes its the only way I can get some company...but you know Elisa, I'm nervous because this is more real than it has ever been."

For a moment she sat there and blinked, unsure of how to respond to such an equally uncomfortable and sweet statement. "I wish I had met you sooner." She said. Maybe he could have made things easier for her, and she could have kept him out of a gang. Maybe she'd be happy and he wouldn't be in constant danger. There were so many maybes that it was dizzying to think about.

"So...are we like dating now or is there some form we have to fill out or vows or something? Or is this just a flush of the moment thing like before Elisa cause I would really like to know where you want to take it from here..."

Elisa broke into laughter and shook her head. "Fill out vows? I'm flattered, but I don't see myself getting married any time soon." She was teasing, of course. Then the smile on her face turned shy and sheepish and she pulled on the ends of her hair. "But um, we can date, if you want to." In that moment she didn't feel like a girl loaded with adult problems, she just felt seventeen and awkward. It was a refreshing change and it felt good to feel...normal. Here she was, talking to a boy about something as frivolous as dating, not about how she had a daughter or any of the demons she was currently battling in her mind.

The color drained from her face when she realized Beck might not want to date a girl with a baby. "B-but we don't have to. Because, um, I know I have a lot of stuff going on you might not be comfortable with and it's cool if you don't want to." She would be devastated if he didn't want to, absolutely devastated, but she would understand.

"Also, we don't have to have sex now if you don't want to..."
"If you want to I'm um...here...I guess."

She rolled her eyes and smirked. "I want to," And then she kissed him back

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Here's to hoping these crazy fools use protection~

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(Also...just had a thought. Look back at Beck's character. A certain scar on his back? He won't want Elisa seeing that...)

Beck Hades.

"It's a compliment. Would you prefer the terms rugged and manly?"
"Because you can be that too, but right now you're cute,"

The male nodded and forced himself to take on the persona of her description by placing forward his chest and allowing a sediuctive grin to grow on his mouth. He then leant down to scatter kisses along the brunettes neck with exhaled growls before meeting with her own lips along side a light hearted laugh. "Maybe...maybe not. Depends on what you prefer Elisa." He explained before wondering if she did prefer Beck acting in a certain way or even if she had a 'type' of men she favoured. Could be sculpt himself into being perfect for her? "What do you...like in a guy?"

"I wish I had met you sooner."

The blonde really did not know what she meant by that being honest. So she would be more mentally stable? Have not had Jess? Stopped him from fucking up his whole life? Maybe it was a bunch of the things he had thought of and maybe it was none of them. Part of him did not really want to know.

"Fill out vows? I'm flattered, but I don't see myself getting married any time soon."
"But um, we can date, if you want to."
"B-but we don't have to. Because, um, I know I have a lot of stuff going on you might not be comfortable with and it's cool if you don't want to."


Beck smiled as she laughed at his stumbled words but still blushed brightly as she mentioned marriage. Even though it was clear that they were no where near that stage and had not really even started dating yet he could not help having pretty images flicker through his mind. She then mentioned her issues and it was at that point her turned around and cupped her face in his hand and pressed his nose against hers. "I love you. That's all that is all that matters and everything else we can work out together and there is nothing putting me off," He told her even though the thought of Jess did make his insides shudder a little. Would he hold responsibility for her now? The thought was exciting but scary.

He could not even keep himself safe.

"I want to,"

It only took him a second to begin working his kisses back along her neck before he bit into her, softly at first, before clamping down and sucking at her skin leaving behind a angry red mark. The blondes fingers fumbled with her shirt as he began slowly unbuttoning, expecting Elisa to pull away at any second. He skimmed his hand across the silky skin of her stomach upwards before pausing at her bra...

Was this really even happening?

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Uh oh. xD
By the way, she's wearing a dress. lololol Not a shirt.
BUT IT CAN LOOK LIKE THIS SO IT UNBUTTONS STILL.
#roleplaysolutions
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"What do you...like in a guy?"

What did she like in a guy? That was a question she really hadn't asked herself in a long time. She really had no clue what she liked other than what she had seen in Malachai and now Beck. There were various other flings she had had, but she hated those boys. They were all terribly arrogant and rude. Jess's father had been just as quiet as her, but was fun and rebellious: a musician who had very few cares. Beck was flirty and secretive, bordering on mysterious. She supposed, looking at the evidence...she didn't really have a type. Or maybe she liked everyone who was the opposite of what her parents approved of. "I like you for being you. Everything else is irrelevant." She finally answered, giving him a little shrug. She couldn't give him a definitive answer because she just didn't have one. Maybe she should have said tall gang leaders, she almost laughed at the thought.

"I love you. That's all that is all that matters and everything else we can work out together and there is nothing putting me off,"

She blushed when he told her he loved her. He had said it before in different words, but hearing those three exactly made her heart skip a beat. Elisa smiled at what he said and when he pressed his nose against hers. "Then I don't mind dating if you don't," She said, kissing him lightly. It was an adorably awkward conversation they were having. "If it means I can kiss you whenever I want to, anyway." She added on playfully.

The way he kissed her neck and left it lightly bruised sent shivers down her spine, forcing her to let out a tiny, quiet gasp. When he began to unbutton the top part of her dress her face lit up with color for about the hundredth time that night. She was embarrassed and ashamed of her figure, especially knowing he had been critical of her thin frame before. Except, of course, she wasn't worried about looking to thin, but too fat. She had eaten that morning and in her backwards mind, that meant she was about a stone's throw away from obese.

She pushed those thoughts into the farthest corners of her mind and distracted herself by kissing his neck and running her fingers along the hem of his jeans, unbuttoning them with an ease she would never admit to. She was in a state of euphoria while simultaneously terrified of what was about to happen. She wondered how their relationship was going to change or if it really would.

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Beck Hades.

"I like you for being you. Everything else is irrelevant."

"You're so bloody stubborn," He scowled in a jokey tone still planting kisses along the soft skin of her neck. A devilish grin grew upon his face. "And very sexy," Beck whispered as he continued his work.

"Then I don't mind dating if you don't,"
"If it means I can kiss you whenever I want to, anyway."


Beck laughed lightly as he listened to the girl. "I would have not exactly turned down a kiss before hand either would I?" The blonde stated as they pulled away. He still could not allow his mind to get a grasp on what had exactly just happened though. They were seriously a couple now? It was clear this was going to take a good while to sink before he realised how life changing it was. Neither of them would ever be alone ever again and everything was going to either get much more difficult or easier. He really did not know what was to come after this.

As she let out a small gasp he began sliding the dress from her shoulders leaving her in only her underwear. Elisa was very beautiful, but Beck could not help but try and avoid her skeleton thin frame with his sight as he was beginning to realise the extent of her illness. He also noticed the uneasiness behind her eyes as he left her exposed, and even though it was difficult to get his head round her insecurities, he did understand. "You alright there?..."

The youth flinched a little as she ran her hand along the lining of his jeans before starting to unbutton. He was of course already very aroused and at every slight movement towards him he seemed to fidget. "Don't you dare hold back..." As the brunette began coping himself and kissing along the collar bones along side his shoulders and neck, Beck let out a small noise of satisfaction before sliding his hand under her bra. He was able to surprisingly quickly unclip the back and pull the material from her. His other hand skimmed the lower part of her back lightly, occasionally slipping forward to her lower hips.

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"You alright there?..."

No, she probably wasn't. She realized she was beginning to look like girls on thinspo blogs, despite the fact that everything inside of her was screaming that she was fat. She was so conflicted on whether or not Beck thought that she looked fat or too thin, that it made her want to throw all of her clothes back on and call it a day. Instead, she smiled. "I'm fine," She told him. It was getting easier to lie with every untrue word she spoke. She placed her hand on his neck and pulled him into another kiss. She wouldn't let herself ruin this. She wanted this, she wanted him. There was no way Elisa would let this get to her.

"Don't you dare hold back..."

"You either," Elisa said, her voice dripping with lust and maybe even need. Almost immediately, she was nearly entirely exposed and thankful she had chosen to wear cute (matching) under garments. She blushed hard when he took her bra off, but grinned wickedly as she pushed his pants farther down and off. She made quick work of removing his shirt as well, her had barely touching raised flesh that felt an awful lot like a scar on his back. She raised a brow for a moment, but didn't question him about it or go to look what it was. It was definitely something she would ask about later, right then just didn't seem like the appropriate time to bring it up. Besides, she was obviously distracted with their sensual antics.

In one swift motion she found her hands moving from his back, back to his underwear and...well, it doesn't take much imagination to figure out what she did next.

She had to admit it was a little hard to wrap her mind around the fact that she was doing all of this with Beck, her best and only friend...and apparently, boyfriend? Whatever they were, she was more than happy to be doing what they were doing. It wasn't just another round of meaningless nothing with nobody she cared about. She wasn't making the decision while she was dazed on alcohol or drugs. So even if things didn't work out, if Beck suddenly decided he didn't want her, at least she was making a decision she wouldn't regret tomorrow.

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(Sorry about shortish post. Don't know what to do~)

Beck Hades.

"I'm fine,"

He could instantly tell that was a big fat lie but was unable to do anything but affect her oncoming affection. The kisses started out soft before roughening up into something more dangerous and exciting. It was perfect. Her body was beautiful, but as stated before time and time again he found himself pulling his eyes from her, as though trying to forget about the bones pressing up against her skin.

Beck shivered as her reply was madly covered in lust, though she still wore a thick and embarrassed pink flush on her face. Her cupped one hand on her chest before returning to kissing her before she began tugging off his shirt with a devilish grin. He laughed lightly before his face fell into pure terror. His back. The silver and pink marking of "Caught" engraved there forever. The blonde felt Elisa's hand get closer and so he leant back into the bed sheets away from her sight. He really did not want to explain how the got there.

However his mind became clouded from such thoughts as she pulled down his boxers...and then it all began.

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The whole experience was wonderful and it left Beck satisfied and twitching with shocks racing up and down his body. It was most certainly the best sex he had ever had, and being honest it was not even comparable to doing it with Millie. He hoped that Elisa felt the same way about it and being honest was a little worried about if he had pleased her enough, though by how she sounded and looked during it, it seemed that way.

He laid with half his body tucked under the bed sheets, panting and warm. Beck reached out for the brunette ahead of him and pulled her body close, slowly planting his lips along her back. "I love you," He whispered.

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It was hard for Elisa to describe what she felt afterwards. She was both terrified and elated over the fervid events that had taken place. A thousand thoughts flew through her head like: what if Beck now considered her trashy? She had just jumped right into bed with him without much thought. These thoughts were quickly erased with his quiet "I love you." His lips on her skin were warm and comforting. She smiled and laced her fingers through his. Her body was covered by only a sheet, her dress carelessly thrown on the floor. "I love you too," Elisa whispered back, the words still feeling foreign and strange, but equally wonderful.

"Here I thought thinking today was going to be a simple day at a festival, was this your plan all along?" She teased, rolling over to face him though her body remained pressed against him. She wanted to stay close to him for as long as she could, knowing that moments like these were rare for her...or rather, they didn't exist really at all - the moments where she felt close to someone who really cared about her. She pressed her lips against his collar bone, kissing him and letting herself linger there. "Sorry about your back," She grinned, referring to the pink lines she had left there during some particularly hot moments. He had definitely called that one.

She had just had sex with Beck Hades. Really good sex and she was now teasing him about the sex that they had had. It was all a little bewildering to the girl who had so recently denied her feelings for him and believed that he couldn't possibly have any for her. She was on a bit of a high, despite being so completely exhausted. Taking a nap seemed like a brilliant idea and a miserable one all at once. She knew Beck had some business to attend to later that night, business she wasn't fond of, and she didn't want to spend the time she had with him now sleeping. "Are you really going tonight?" She said, her lips forming a tiny pout. "You could just stay with me. You'd be safe and we could have more fun." She meant to sound flirty and silly, but it ended up a little sad.

He would soon be going off to do who knows what with a gang and she would be going home to clean her bandages and take care of her secret daughter. Who knew that two of the most talked about people at their school, for reasons both good and bad, would have such fucked up lives?

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Beck Hades.

"I love you too,"
"Here I thought thinking today was going to be a simple day at a festival, was this your plan all along?"


Beck let out a exhale that was kind of half a happy sigh and half attempted breathless laughter. Either way it was a positive expression. "Of course it was. You know me. One hell of a asshole aren't I?" The blonde laughed before pulling the bedsheets closer to the pair in order to keep the warmth in this chilly attic room. "No Elisa, I did not ever think I would be crawling into bed with you." He explained with the most honest of tones. "We still do have a day at the festival, and how dare you call my dates 'simple'!" Beck added comically.

The youth blushed realising the brunette was still quite firmly pushed against it, despite what had happened moments before. It was taking a hell of a long time to sink in being honest, which was quite unusual for Beck's normal stereotype. He closed his eyes and smiled as she returned kisses.

"Sorry about your back,"

"WHAT?!" He shrieked before pushing the back of his body against the bed stand with a rather loud and painful thud against the wall. A kind of odd piece of memory found itself meddling with his senses as his whole back stung with sharp pain; though it did do before due to Elisa's fine work, it now stung...there. It stung where The Shards had mutilated his skin into words. Beck looked terrified, as though he was ready to run out of the door, as though Elisa was the one who had attacked him with knives. It took him a while to realise what she meant and calm down, but still he plucked his shirt up off the floor and frantically tugged it over his head. "N..no problem." He replied in a awkward whisper.

"Are you really going tonight?"
"You could just stay with me. You'd be safe and we could have more fun."


Beck lightly took Elisa's face in his hands and kissed her cheek. "You have no idea how much I want to. I just can't get out of this Elisa. I don't expect you to understand but for now nothing is going to change." He said quietly, trying to ignore the dull memories in his shattered glass mind.

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"We still do have a day at the festival, and how dare you call my dates 'simple'!"

Elisa smiled at his defensive joking and nudged him with her elbow. "What if I like simple? Simple is easy." She had her fair share of complicated anyway. Besides, what was a complicated date anyway? Renting out a theater to watch a movie that you had to fly a helicopter to get to? She was pretty sure she heard about a celebrity doing that once and thought it was ridiculous. Simple was good. "What type of festival is this anyway? I've never been to one." Elisa admitted, wanting to know what she should expect at an event like that.

"WHAT?!"
"N..no problem."


And then, in what seemed like a split second, they had gone from smiling and giggling...to Beck looking as if he were about to have an anxiety attack when she mentioned his back. She reached out to grab his hand after he had put on his shirt. "Are you okay?" She remembered touching the scar on his back, or what she had assumed to be a scar, and wondered if that's what it had been about. What kind of memory could a scar hold that would trigger such a reaction? A thousand horrible ideas flashed in her mind's eye.

She quickly pulled her own dress over her head, before leaning against the headboard with him. Elisa leaned her head against his shoulder and drew circles on his palm with her index finger. "You can talk to me, you know," She whispered quietly, not wanting to upset him too much. "If you need to." Her words were hushed as if any sound higher than a whisper would startle him again. Seeing Beck look afraid was a little unsettling and she wasn't sure how to handle the situation other than give him quiet, comforting words.

"You have no idea how much I want to. I just can't get out of this Elisa. I don't expect you to understand but for now nothing is going to change."

He was right, there was no way she would ever understand that part of his world. Just like he could probably never understand certain parts of hers. She bit down hard on her bottom lip and avoided looking him in the eye. What would she do if he got killed or hurt? She couldn't go through that pain again, she didn't think. "Then please, when you go...come back safe," She whispered, though it was barely audible.

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Beck Hades.

"What if I like simple? Simple is easy."
"What type of festival is this anyway? I've never been to one."


The blonde grinned widely, rolling his eyes and turning away from the naked girl alongside him. He could understand why Elisa would favourite the simpler things in life, as she was already drowning in complications. "You should aim for a little more adventure in your life, but I will do whatever it takes to please you." He explained softly. "I go to the same festival every year. There is big fireworks and sparklers. Normally someone starts a big campfire and some people sing. There are lots of stalls with cute little gifts and games where you can win prizes. I really want to go goldfish scooping and take some home! I know you..won't particularly enjoy the sweets that they sell there but it's the literally best thing you have ever tasted."

"Are you okay?"

Beck swallowed hard and flinched as she set her hand in his. His eyes began to well up with tears as a thousand flickering images dashed through his mind. Stabbing, laughing and slashing. After a second or two of silence the youth managed to pull himself together and turned to face his girlfriend. He tried to speak but silence was his only reply, and so gave a small nod.

"You can talk to me, you know,"


Elisa pulled back on her dress and Beck was too worked up in his thoughts to make a jokey comment about how he preferred her nudity or lean forwards for a kiss. He closed his eyes for a second and focused on his breathing before feeling himself relax before her fingertips played softly with his hand. She was a angel. "I just have some bad memories...You'd be angry if I told you." He stated, followed by a uneasy and forced laugh.

"Then please, when you go...come back safe,"

Beck forced a grin as a lump formed hard in his throat. "I promise." He said, even though he could not promise such a thing when those who wanted his body dead were going to know his identity tonight. It would not be long till his past became his future once again.

"Would you like a shower or anything before we go? I know...we did a lot of work there," Beck purred seductively while pinching a kiss from the brunettes lips. He wondered about offering her food, but wondered if it would come across as irritating and insensitive so decided to keep quiet. "I might jump in and out before we leave."

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"I go to the same festival every year...."

She listened to him explain the festival, her eyes widening with excitement with every word - with the exception of sweets, which made her look terrified for a moment or two. She chose to ignore that part all together, feeling it was best not to bring up that subject now, when things were going so well. Last time they talked about her "eating habits," it had ended with them getting in a fight, and later her suicide attempt. Her arm throbbed, in sync with the memories. Soon enough, she grinned and looked up at him with her eyes shinning happily. "Do you sing when the campfire starts? And I want to win a goldfish, who doesn't need more pets?" Elisa was genuinely looking forward to this and it showed on her face, replacing its usual somber appearance. It was almost childlike, really.

"I just have some bad memories...You'd be angry if I told you."

Elisa watched him, and how afraid he was, how sad he looked. "It's about the scar isn't it?" She whispered quietly, still running her fingertips along his palm, hoping that he wouldn't get mad about her mentioning it. "I won't get mad. Upset, maybe, but only because you're hurting and I don't want you to. I want you to be happy." She didn't like him in a gang and she would tell him that until she was blue in the face, but she couldn't get mad at him if they were hurt. She could feel endless amounts of rage for those that hurt him though and it would only reinforce the idea that he should leave this troubled life and be a normal teenage boy.

"I promise."

Not even she believed his words, but she slapped a halfhearted smile on her face and brushed her hand through his hair before resting it on his cheek. "Good," She breathed, rubbing her thumb against his face as her palm lay against it. She was scared for him, sad, totally in love with him, and upset all at the same time, but she couldn't put that into words; so she kissed his neck and said nothing else on the subject.

"Would you like a shower or anything before we go? I know...we did a lot of work there,"

She nearly squealed at the idea of a shower, as it sounded so great and wonderful. "Yes...but won't your dad find that a little strange?" Regardless of if they showered together or separately, it wasn't really normal to take a shower randomly in the middle of a day at your boyfriend's house when his dad was home. Seeing as they had only just decided they were dating, his dad probably didn't know that she was his girlfriend.

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(Here I am. Things have been getting hard again -.-)

Beck Hades.

The blonde watched as her face changed the slightest amount at the mention of food. He really wished he could improve her diet, but knew it would take a lot of time and patience before any change would happen. Beck promised to himself compliments would be handed out to her like free candy when he was around and he would work to increase her self esteem. He most certainly knew she was beautiful, it was just a shame she could not see that.

"Do you sing when the campfire starts? And I want to win a goldfish, who doesn't need more pets?"

Beck let out a long soft laugh, with a finishing perfect devil grin on his jaws. "Me? Sing? You must be mistaken Elisa! I'm a bit of a painter but god no singing!" He explained before pausing and pressing his lips against the skin showing on her collar bone. "We can get lots of goldfishes, as long as you promise to look after the little guys."

"It's about the scar isn't it?"
"I won't get mad. Upset, maybe, but only because you're hurting and I don't want you to. I want you to be happy."


The youth pressed his lips into a fine line and closed his eyes, trying to shut out and ignore everything she was saying to him. He paused for a second, as though opening his mouth to speak, and snapping it shut again. He then stood up and turned to face the wall before pulling up the material to reveal the "CAUGHT" etched into his back in the form of big red scars. He started to feel his heart thudding painfully hard in his chest again, and his eyes sting with tears. He could not speak. He did not know how to explain.

"Yes...but won't your dad find that a little strange?"


"He does not care really. He does not pay enough attention and would not mind any way. Millie used to showe..." Beck stopped in mid breath before exhaling loudly, standing frozen realising what he had said. Would she get upset? He would not have blamed her if she did. "Sorry." The blonde said simply, rolling his eyes to the floor.

He was such a mess.

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It's okay. I understand. Take your time. I've been busy with work and school.
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"Me? Sing? You must be mistaken Elisa! I'm a bit of a painter but god no singing!"

"You don't have to be good at singing to sing. It's fun," Elisa told him and then proceeded to sing the first couple of lines to a random Disney princess song. "See, fun. You should try it." She grinned and poked his side.

"We can get lots of goldfishes, as long as you promise to look after the little guys."

She laughed and nodded her head. "I'll take excellent care of them. It'll be wonderful," Elisa had a fondness for animals of all types and it was pretty evident by the way she treated her cat. Any mentions of a new pet or animal made her happy, whether it be a dog or rat or anything at all, maybe because they were distractions and maybe because she just genuinely loved them, she didn't really know. It was probably both.

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The scar was so angry and jagged that she wasn't sure how to react at first, but before she couldn't even think about it her hand moved as though it had a mind of its own. Her cool finger tips traced the parts of the word that were carved there, being as gentle as she could. It was hard to watch him and to see the tears in his eyes. She was angry of course, but not at him. She was angry with whoever had done this to him. She didn't understand why anyone would hurt him, gang or not. "I'm sorry," She whispered, wrapping her arms around his waist and laying her head against his back.

"He does not care really. He does not pay enough attention and would not mind any way. Millie used to showe..."

Despite the fact that he hadn't done anything wrong and she had no right to be upset, she still felt a sharp pain shoot through her heart. Maybe it was her insecurities, but in her mind she had already decided that Beck had had - or still did have - feelings for this Millie girl, and why shouldn't he? She knew his world, she accepted that part of him, and didn't try to talk him out of it. Those were things Elisa couldn't claim. Beck had two lives and though she knew of the second, she would only ever understand the world she had experienced with him as friends. She ran her hand through her hair uncomfortably, trying to straighten out the mess it had become. "Yeah, um...We should probably wash up and get going, right?" Elisa stated, unable to look him in the eye and biting down on her bottom lip.

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"You don't have to be good at singing to sing. It's fun,"
"See, fun. You should try it."


A wide grin grew on his face as she casually let out a few soft notes which he hummed along to softly, maybe suggesting he was a secret fan of Disney movies. A squeak leaped from his mouth as a finger jabbed into his rib cage. "Elisa if you can get me to sing I....I could..." Get you to EAT! Beck nearly stated before clamping his jaws shut with a snap, trying to hide the uncomfortable look in his eyes. "I don't know." He trailed off.

"I'll take excellent care of them. It'll be wonderful,"

Beck was pretty pleased with the expression Elisa held and could not help but imagine her happily feeding goldfish, dipping flakes into the waters surface. Happy.

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Her hand was cold and reminded him of the flamilar blade. The back of his eyes stung as she began to lightly touch at each letter. C...A... He let a shiver dance across his body and turned to the brunette to examine the look upon her face. He was unsure if she was sad, angry, scared. Either way it was most certainly not positive. U...G... Beck closed his eyes and tried to slow his heart beat but it just get thudding and thudding until he thought it was about to rip through his chest. The blonde them reminded himself that it was Elisa touching him with kind, comforting hands. H...T


"I'm sorry,"

"Awh you such a silly billy. You should only apologise for something if it was your fault." He explained, dropping his shirt and turning around to pull the girl into a hug which he scooped her off the ground with ease and span her once. "Don't worry about me. I'm cleverer now." He lied through gritted teeth. Deciding to give away his identity was the dumbest thing he had ever done.

It was more than obvious what had accidental slipped out Millie had rotted away at Elisa's emotions. Beck felt nothing but guilt at that moment in time, and it began to trigger a whole tone of thoughts. He had slept with Millie yesterday, a red haired helper who wanted him for reputation and sex, not far off being a complete whore, and today he had slept with Millie, a dark haired disaster walking on two legs who apparently loved him to pieces and needed him for support and company. He knew which one he preferred, but still began to question his actions. "Sorry..." The youth whispered again. "I'm just sorry."

"Yeah, um...We should probably wash up and get going, right?"

Beck quickly slid back into his jeans before walking along the landing to the bathroom and fiddled with the knobs on the shower until it reached a decent temperature. He was unsure how hot Elisa liked her showers but left it decently warm; he had heard of girls liking to bath in water that could boil lobsters. "If you like, you can go first and I'll wait...or..we could..." He did not even know if he should suggest showering as a pair or not, was that something people did? Maybe Elisa needed time to let her mind settle, not that he knew anything.

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"Elisa if you can get me to sing I....I could...I don't know."

She didn't like the way his voice sounded, it made her uncomfortable. While she couldn't guess which part of her fucked up life he was hinting at, it wasn't hard to know that he was referring to some aspect of it. Could he get her to tell Jess she was hers? Could he get her to eat more than a handful of food in a day? Could he get her to stopping hating herself so much? She chewed on her bottom lip, sure that he couldn't fix any of these things about her. "But I did get you to hum. I guess it's baby steps with you!" She stated, trying to ease the awkward tension that had been created.

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"Awh you such a silly billy. You should only apologise for something if it was your fault."
"Don't worry about me. I'm cleverer now."


One moment she was nearly in tears, tracing scars that obviously caused Beck a lot of pain and the next she was letting out a surprised squeal when he picked her up and twirled her. "You're insane if you think I'll ever stop worrying about you, Beck." Elisa told him, running a hand through his soft blond hair. "That's let telling me not to breathe." She was constantly worried about him, more so now that she knew the other gang had left him scarred; knowing that this had actually hurt him before.

"Sorry...I'm just sorry."

She knew that yesterday he had slept with another girl, one he had apparently slept with on numerous other occasions, and that today he had slept with her. She was a little upset, mostly because of jealousy, but what could she do? She didn't even think she had a right to be jealous. "You know, um, it's not a big deal or anything." She whispered as she turned her eyes to the floor and then back to him. "As long as I'm not the other woman and you guys are dating or anything." She let out a nervous laugh. "I don't need angry girlfriends showing up at my door."

"If you like, you can go first and I'll wait...or..we could..."

"You can...shower with me if you want to." Elisa told him, already beginning to pull off her dress. "Besides, it'll be faster that way won't it? And you won't have to worry about the water running cold. I'm kind of notorious for using up all the hot water." And what a better distraction from all the thoughts about Millie, than showering with Beck? She had begun to compare herself to the red head she had seen those few days ago and it wasn't exactly making her feel great.

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Beck Hades.

"But I did get you to hum. I guess it's baby steps with you!"

Beck cracked a half hearted smile and nodded politely, though he could tell from the look in her eyes that she was had ticked on about what he was about to mention. Slowly, he wrapped his warm palm around the back of her head and pulled her face close to his chest before resting his chin there. For a moment or two it was pure and beautiful silence, before he finally spoke up with just four words.

"Gosh, I love you."

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"You're insane if you think I'll ever stop worrying about you, Beck."
"That's let telling me not to breathe."


Elisa's whole expression was just fear and saddness. He wished he could just whipe the whole look off her pretty little face. Of course Beck did not expect her to be happy about it but it would make things a lot easier if she could just let it pass."I know you are going to worry. I just wan't you to know I will try my best to stay...safe." He stopped twirling her as though she was a toddler and pulled her tiny legs around his waist so she sat on his lower stomach comfortably. The brunette was so light, too light.

"You know, um, it's not a big deal or anything."
"As long as I'm not the other woman and you guys are dating or anything."
"I don't need angry girlfriends showing up at my door."


"Oh. No no I am not seeing Millie, it's not like that. It has never been like that!" Beck stammered, almost furiously. It was kind of weird, his heart was hammering hard in his chest and his adams apple bobbed in his throat uncomfortably. He never liked Millie, but he most certainly apprieated everything she had done for him. "Millie has always been...a little obbsessed with me more than anything. We were kind of friends with benefits...and not just sex, she has pulled me out of the dirt a few times." He sighed lowly holding his head. "I slept with her for attention and compassion more than anything. I was messed up and I really regret it." Beck explained hiding his face.

"You can...shower with me if you want to."
"Besides, it'll be faster that way won't it? And you won't have to worry about the water running cold. I'm kind of notorious for using up all the hot water."


The blonde allowed a grin to grow on his face as she spoke and he could not help but scan Elisa up and down whilst being naked ahead of him. It had not really sunk in that she was his girlfriend yet, and being honest he did not believe that it ever would. "Alright then. No complaints." He said pulled off his own clothes and tugging Elisa into the hot water with him with a short devilish laugh and a quick kiss on the cheek.

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"Gosh, I love you."

The way her head was rested against him was comforting and she wrapped her arms tightly around him, as if she would never let go. The stitches in her arm throbbed and reminded her that any happiness she felt was temporary.

"And I love you."




"I know you are going to worry. I just wan't you to know I will try my best to stay...safe."

Willingly thrusting himself into the limelight of a gang who wanted to see his entrails spilled out on the asphalt made her believe that his statement was a lie, but she didn't say anything; she nodded her head and gave a small smile, just like she would were she responding to her parents or her parents' friends. It was fake and insincere, but she figured it was better than nothing.

She felt him wrap her legs around him and how it seemed so easy, like she didn't weigh a pound. Part of her thought that he was faking, that he was putting on a brave face even though he was being crushed under the weight of her fat...and the other was embarrassed by how thin she had become. "Good, because I just got you and I can't lose you just yet."

"I slept with her for attention and compassion more than anything. I was messed up and I really regret it."

Elisa wasn't sure how to feel about this admission. On one hand, part of her was happy that he regretted sleeping with the red headed gang girl, but now she had begun to question whether or not he'd regret sleeping with her. Was he using her for attention? She hoped that he had meant it when he said he loved her and that she wasn't just another notch in his bed frame. She also had a nagging feeling in the back of her head that Beck might have had some genuine feelings for Millie, despite his protests. "Okay," She breathed quietly. "Like I said, it's not that big of a deal."

She conjured the vibrant red haired girl in her head, remembering how pretty she had been and how different from herself. Elisa wasn't edgy, she didn't support his gang life, and she could never help in a way that Millie could. She shifted uncomfortably from foot to foot, her thoughts only taking her down a dark and darker path. She was so uneasy and she just wanted to run and hide.

"Alright then. No complaints."

And suddenly she was pulled into the hot water, laughing despite her earlier discomfort. The warm water felt good on her cool skin, and for a brief second she forgot the Beck was in there with her and she closed her eyes. The water ran through her hair and down her back, relaxing her. She opened her eyes momentarily and stared at Beck with a grin on her face. She pounced on him and wrapped her arms around his shoulders. "You make me happy," She told him, even if he made her anxious too.


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AND THEN THEY HAD THE KINKY SHOWER SEXUALS.