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Anita Cambridge

"Pretending to be okay is good enough, isn't it? Because that's all I can really do."

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a character in “Last Wish”, as played by Rann

Description


Anita Cambridge
"Drugs to hide the pain, mask to hide the emptiness...”




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Nickname:
"Least, that's what they call me."
Nee

Age:
"Just entering my primes when I died."
19

Gender:
"If I were male, I probably'd still be alive."
Female

Position:
"Wait, what? Position? I'm me, who else would I be?"
Girl#3



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Physical Appearance:
"Does it really matter what I look like?"
Standing at just under five feet, and weighing just under one hundred pounds, it's obvious Nee has a ridiculously small frame for her age. She has shoulder length black hair that she usually wears in two pigtails that spiral down; and she has blue eyes that look somewhat haunted and somber no matter how she's acting. Other than that, though, her acting would be perfect, with her cool smiles and savvy smirks. Although she carries herself with fake confidence, Nee always comes across as a girl that's too fragile and delicate to really deal with roughly; and unfortunately brings out protective instincts in people because of her size.

Sexuality:
"No, this doesn't mean Im into everyone."
Bisexual

Skills:
"Things I'm good at? Why not."
Me and my Mustang!: Nee is good at her guitar, and she likes to play it. She can wail it just as good as most people, and would probably have landed herself in a high end band if her life had gone the way she wanted.
You don't know how I'm really feeling.: Nee is good at acting and bottling things up inside her, giving her this aloof and cheerful persona.




Personality:
"Fun question... what is my personality?
Nee is, to most people, generally distant and aloof, and yet inclusive and smiling at the same time. She's easy to talk to, and is generally laid back and relaxed, and yet when hanging out with her, there's always this feeling that she has an emotional barrier up to keep you out. Another common observation is that she doesn't really seem to be internally consistent, personality-wise. Sometimes she'll react one way, and other times she'll react completely differently to the same stimulus, making it hard to put a pin on her. In fact, this tendency of hers makes people wonder if she just might be acting. If this is your conclusion, you're absolutely right.

Nee is emotionally stunted, and honestly doesn't know how to show her real feelings anymore, so instead she just emulates what she thinks people want to see. She can at one point be clingy and close, yet at other times cold and irritable; she doesn't know how to really treat the people she considers friends. In any case, it's always easier to lie, and that's what she does most of the time.

Likes:
"So... arbitrary.
Animals
Gentle men
Drugs
Pale colors
Bulky clothes
Dinosaurs
Ice cream
Music

Dislikes:
"What's the point, seriously?"
Drugs
All other men
Money
Alcohol of any kind
Revealing clothes
Birds
Heights
Forests
Salty food

History before Death:
I'd really not think about this."
Nee's story isn't a happy one. She was born to a good family, in a good area of town, and she had good grades all around, so her life until she was thirteen was pretty standard fare. Once she turned thirteen, though, her big brother tried to rope her into the world of drugs, and although she was hesitant, she really adored her brother and agreed easily to marijuana, and they had a grand old time together. It wasn't long though, until Nee went into darker, stronger drugs, far beyond her brother, William's, own limits, alarming him. Her grades dropped dramatically, and Nee became rumored to be one of the biggest sluts in her middle school, alienating her from most of the girls there, and leaving her generally isolated in school.

Eventually she'll have consumed more drugs than she could afford, leading to her dealer going to more drastic measures to extract cash from her- also known as forcing her to sell herself as a prostitute. So, in order to get her fix, Nee started fulfilling the rumors at age fourteen, and her brother was utterly helpless to help her, watching her worsening mental state from the sidelines. It was during this time that Nee realized she was on a slippery slope to her own demise, and decided, impulsively, to take up the guitar to try and distract herself from her addiction. It was her only solace, and it lasted for a little while, until her pimp came and reminded her that she still owed him quite a bit of cash. So, just like that, she was forced back into selling her body. Every time she slept with someone, it broke her a little bit more, and it was obvious to everyone that this girl didn't have much of a future anymore. So her parents finally decided to ask William what had happened, and of course, he told them.

They sent Nee to a psychiatric ward at seventeen years old, where for the next two years, be incredibly resistant to any sort of treatment, and was diagnosed with manic depression, and given antidepressants that she faked taking and ended up selling to mooks on the street after her discharge. The discharge happened because Nee learned how to act while there, learning from one of the other girls, she learned how to appear as people want her to; as they expected of her, and so she did, starting to forget what it was like to really feel her own emotions. She was nineteen when they let her out.

She really did try to stay with the guitar, though, but her effort didn't accomplish anything. Once she realized she was still addicted to drugs, it should have been no surprise that Nee went back to her usual routine after the stint; with a rather violent reprieve by her dealer and pimp, leaving the girl beaten and weak on the ground after the punishment. Then she was sold to a rather violent gang of young frustrated men who'd used her all night long for their purest desires. Too ashamed and weak to want to return home to face her family; missing persons posters had already begun circulating, after all... the girl decided to mask her growing pain by using an even higher dose of drugs; not even sure what it was she was huffing. The girl died, then, in a haze of drugs, pain, and regret.

Relationship Status before Death:
"I don't know, you tell me."
Although she's given herself to many people, Nee was never romantic with any.

Theme Song:
Love her - Seether

Other:

William ended up exposing the dealer and turning himself in after his sister's death. William is expected, alongside the Nee's pimp, to be charged guilty and spend quite a few years in prison. He was even allowed, on good behavior, special permission to his sister's funeral, and he was in tears the whole time. They even let him out to her grave every year, on her birthday. William will never regret doing the time to atone for his sister's life, and will end up a guilt-ridden, yet stable and reliable man, with a loving family. He named his firstborn daughter after his sister, and couldn't stop crying when she was born.




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So begins...

Anita Cambridge's Story