-Denis Diderot
โโโThe Dirty-Workerโโโ
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- Julian Ackerman
๏ผก๏ผฌ๏ผฉ๏ผก๏ผณ(๏ผณ)
- Ghoul | Cannibal | Demon || Jule | Julie (to those that are closer to him)
๏ผง๏ผฅ๏ผฎ๏ผค๏ผฅ๏ผฒ
- Male
๏ผก๏ผง๏ผฅ
- Seventeen
๏ผฎ๏ผต๏ผญ๏ผข๏ผฅ๏ผฒ
- 666 - Note from Rhianoue: Please read that before accusing me of trying to summon the devil or etc.
๏ผท๏ผฅ๏ผก๏ผฐ๏ผฏ๏ผฎ
- Julian hardens his blood into sharp, tentacle-like blades from his back.
๏ผก๏ผข๏ผฉ๏ผฌ๏ผฉ๏ผด๏ผน
- Control Over Blood
โ Tim Burton
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- 5'8
๏ผท๏ผฅ๏ผฉ๏ผง๏ผจ๏ผด
- 129 lbs
๏ผจ๏ผก๏ผฉ๏ผฒ ๏ผฃ๏ผฏ๏ผฌ๏ผฏ๏ผฒ
- Pale White
๏ผฅ๏ผน๏ผฅ ๏ผฃ๏ผฏ๏ผฌ๏ผฏ๏ผฒ
- Naturally Grey | Red, When Using Ability
๏ผณ๏ผซ๏ผฉ๏ผฎ ๏ผด๏ผฏ๏ผฎ๏ผฅ
- Pale
๏ผง๏ผฅ๏ผฎ๏ผฅ๏ผฒ๏ผก๏ผฌ ๏ผก๏ผฐ๏ผฐ๏ผฅ๏ผก๏ผฒ๏ผก๏ผฎ๏ผฃ๏ผฅ
- Julian is a young man who stands to be five feet and eight inches. He's quite lean, being skinny, having no fat, but a bit of muscle. Most the time, he looks tired, black bags underneath his eyes, a sleepy aura about him, etc. He seems to wear most of his clothes black, and would rather his arms be covered by sleeves of some sort. His nails, both hands and feet, are black, although how is unknown since he admits himself that he doesn't remember. His hair has eventually faded from black to a ghostly white color, and while his eyes are grey colored, his left eye will turn red, blackness surrounding it, when he uses his ability over his own blood. Even though he is young, Julian is told, and often hears, how dangerous and broken he looks, which is true. Sometimes he looks like he's going to murder the next person who talks to him (although that usually depends), but other times, his true self, before he joined X, he's just a regular teenager boy, who's quiet shy, quiet, and gentle towards anyone and everyone. So basically, there are two ways people see him; the good and nice Julian, and the Julian who's going to destroy a building.
โ Jim Butcher, Changes
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It's not surprise if you were to see Julian staring out the window, or just simply staring at nothing at all. He's incredibly quiet and doesn't always enjoy talking with others, even if they're X. It's natural, and those who have been in X for as long as he has knows this. He's quiet mostly because he thinks. He's not as smart as some in X, but he enjoys thinking and gaining more knowledge through any way possible, mostly books, which is exactly why he's often seen reading an old book, or anything that has words on it, basically. If he's reading, it's best not to disturb him. He might be a bit moody.
Many people see Julian and immediately feel threatened by his death-like appearance, when in reality, he has a bit of a shy, hidden gentleness. Once getting past that somewhat intimidating exterior, many people find Julian to be... well... simply normal. He's a bit shy, a little corny at times, but he's really just like any other teenager should be if the world hadn't screwed him up. He's quite gentle towards many people (only X) and enjoys to help do even the smallest things sometimes, although only for certain people. Julian would have accepted everyone before, but now, something's gotten into his head, and it's changing him, which goes to the next trait-
Julian is very lonely. New members, or anyone who doesn't know him well, will obviously quickly realize how he's always alone. Yes, he does know a few people, he's a bit close to some people, but Julian is truly alone. He feels as though no one will be able to understand what he feels on a daily basis, the voices he hears, the things he does. Julian is the dirty worker. He does things no one else will be capable of doing unless they are willing to lose whatever humanity they have left. Julian can feel himself slipping away, and knows that no one else understands this, and therefore, is slowly letting himself drown in it.
It's slowly happening, but he is slowly losing his mind, and giving into insanity. He can feel is crawling up his spine, wrapping it's arms around his body and whispering words in his ears that no one else can hear. It makes him think thoughts that are violent, horrifying, and disgusting, even about those that he wants to protect. It drives him insane and makes him want to kill himself, and the only way to stop this from happening is to kill others. It's why he's the one who does the torturing, the one who kills at the front line, and the one who will die the most tragic death when his time comes. It comes very soon.
- โฆFlowers - "I feel like even the worst people in the world can like these." Julian mostly favors daffodils and roses. They can't be found very often now that the whole world is dying, but seeing pictures and just remembering them when he was younger (even though it was still after the atomic bomb) is enough.
โงReading - "Literature is a good way to gain more knowledge about anything. Besides... some things are kind of interesting to read." Although books are hard to come by, Julian will read anything and everything that has words that he can mange to pick up. Seriously. If he's 'normal,' he'll sprint to the top of a building to grab a book about to fall.
โฆX - "They're my family now, and they replaced what I lost." Without them, Julian would be alone in the world. Completely, and entirely alone.
โงBeing Himself - "I want to stay the same me that I still should be, not that it'll last long from now..." Julian is slowly going insane, and he can slowly feel the kind, shy, and normal boy inside him dying.
โฆBlood - "...The sensation of killing someone is great, and seeing that red pool on the ground is just..." Normal Julian doesn't think this. He isn't normal when he's fighting or doing bad things, and therefore, becomes a whole different person entirely.
- โฆFighting - "Please... I really... really don't want to hurt anyone anymore..." His mind conflicts with itself. Half of him wants to go on a rampage and just douse himself in blood, but the other half wants to stay far from any sort of violence.
โงHis Slow, But Surely Coming Insanity - "I don't just hate it... I'm scared of it eventually taking what humanity left is inside of me." Julian knows it's going to take him, and when it does, Julian will not longer be Julian.
โฆHurting Those Precious To Him - "It's going to happen. I've done it before. I can't let myself do it again. No more." Julian has, indeed, hurt someone he cared about in the past, and it felt horrible, like parts of him died inside. It's one of the most wrenching feelings he's experienced as normal Julian.
โงThe World - "It's shitty. It's fucked up." Julian truly hates how his generation is being born into a dying world where only the strongest survive. He thinks it's messed up and believes that it's better to not be born at all sometimes, but who knows is insane Julian thinks that, or normal Julian thinks that...
โฆLiving - "I... I just want to die. I don't want to live in this world anymore. I'm not even going to exist. We're not going to make any difference..." Julian wants to die. He doesn't want to live anymore, or hurt anyone, but at the same time, he can't bring himself to die or let himself die, and this is because of his insanity prevents this. It's like trying to die by holding your breath; your body won't allow it. Julian cannot let himself die, not matter how much he wants to.
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- โฆWithstanding Pain - "It's apart of the growing insanity. Don't know if it's a good or bad thing though..." Julian has done such cruel things to his body in order to complete a mission without failing. It's not that he can't feel it, but that he chooses to ignore it, and his control over his blood helps to deal with that amount of pain as well.
โงRegenerative Abilities - "I know my blood, I can use my blood, wouldn't it be obvious that I would know how to repair my blood?" Although it takes a while, Julian is able to seal wounds if given enough time and concentration. He doesn't really use his ability in a healing way, and this healing only is for himself. He doesn't do well with other people's blood.
โฆAgile - "I've learned before joining X that if you're a slow runner, or slow at anything, the bullet's going to meet its target." Before Julian joined X, he would run away from bigger guilds and gangs that hunted solo players, and he witnessed someone get shot right through the head because he took a break in his sprinting.
โงReading - "I did it when I was younger, and I still enjoy doing it, with... well... whatever there is left passing by." Let's not describe this for the third time.
โฆWriting - "If I can't find books, sometimes I'll just write my own stories and ideas when I'm not thinking straight, that way, when I look back down at my paper, I don't realize what I'm reading." What's scary about this though is that he might not always use just a pencil as his writing tool...
๏ผฆ๏ผฌ๏ผก๏ผท๏ผณ
- โฆDoes Things On His Pace - "If you can't keep up, then don't join me..." It's that simple. He does things according to his own pace he likes. He'd rather not have extra baggage to carry around or someone to worry about in a crucial time.
โงReckless (When Fighting) - "I-I don't remember this." Only insane Julian knows that he doesn't think when he fights because he's insane. The only thing he focuses on is killing the target in front of him.
โฆDetached - "It's... hard to explain. I just don't feel like I belong here, or there. I don't even feel like I should exist." Julian feels very detached from everyone, including X, even more than he is in reality. Only he knows that the wall creating this distance is called insanity.
โงSecretive - "I like keeping to myself. There's nothing wrong about that, is there?" Julian doesn't like speaking about himself, and therefore is very secretive. It makes him incredibly hard to read at times though, and very unpredictable, even a bit untrustworthy.
โฆLosing His Mind - "I want to kill. I want to destroy. I want to rip. I want to shred. I want to drown in all that red." There are two Julians that try to annihilate one another; normal Julian and insane Julian, and so far, the later is winning that internal struggle and slowly taking control of the host.
๏ผฆ๏ผฅ๏ผก๏ผฒ๏ผณ
- โฆLosing His 'Family' - "Even if I'm to lose myself, I don't want to lose them, no matter what. That's all I ask..." X is the most important people he has in his life right now, and losing them would be like losing whatever meaning he held in the world to actually survive.
โงHallucinations - "I don't know what right or wrong, real or fake, true or false- Not that I'm already like that. Just... don't make it worse." Illusions, hallucinations, tricks of the mind; Julian fears them all because he feels like one day, he really won't see the difference between the two and just... disappear, because of it.
โฆA Slow Death - "I can't feel pain much anymore, but I don't want to slowly see everything fade into black. I don't...-" There's not much to this. Julian could rather his death be by being crushed by an old bus or stabbed in the heart, bullet to the head, anything but a slow death.
โงCollapsing Buildings - "I'm weary about what buildings I go into. If I die in one of those, the last things I'll see if something falling down, something so close to my eyes, and then just like that, die. It's a disgusting way to die too." Julian will almost always confirm in a building is stable before going inside of it. If not, it's unlikely he'll be entering the interior.
โฆLosing Himself, To Himself - "Please, just leave me alone! I don't need to hear the voices! I don't want to continue living anymore! Just... Just get out of my head! I can't live like this! I-I need to kill something... No, someone kill me. I need to see blood. Oh god- What am I going to do with myself. What a tragedy. Disgusting. Disgusting." ---
โ Charles Bukowski, Factotum
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- His mother was raped by his 'father.' His mother abandoned him just after he was born and died only a few hours afterwards while his father's status remains unknown. He considers X his family now, and while he is curious about his parents, he won't go to look for them.
๏ผข๏ผฉ๏ผฏ
- Julian was born in the post-apocolyptic time, unfortunately, so a mother who was raped by a man belonging of a higher status gang. He was an accident, and wasn't supposed to be born. When his mother gave horrible birth, she was on the verge of death from the sickness in the air and the lack of food, she left him, a new born child, next to a pile of dirt and trash as she stumbled off into the distance and began to die slowly.
Julian never knew his mother, of course, since he died just a few hours after he was born, and he doesn't know his father either. He didn't even know that he wasn't supposed to be born, and that his father was a rapist, and a bad person. To this day, he doesn't want to know, even though he wonders at the same time. He's curious, but he feels that knowing who they were wouldn't bring him contentment. Even if he tried to find answers, it'd be impossible.
Just after he was abandoned, he was 'adopted' by a man whose face he can no longer remember. This man, whoever he was, raised Julian until he was old enough to fight for himself, which was a very young age, apparently. This man was very strict with Julian, showing him dead people, dismembered bodies and solo players running for their lives from higher up gangs and guilds. Julian saw dead, dying, and people who were going to die. He grew up a way different from others. It was in the right direction, yes, but at the same time, he was being raised like an animal; being taught to fend for his own life and protect himself. Only himself.
By the time he turned 10, he was set loose. This man just up and left him out of the blue, moving on his with life, and leaving Julian alone. He had learned enough by then though, and it kept him alive. He was forced as a kid to run to his limit, sprint back and forth all day long, get beat by a pole in various places... it was horrible, but it paid off one day, when he was 13, just after he stole food and water from a gang. It wasn't even that much, but he was discovered immediately, along with someone else who he took caution with when they decided to work together, just once. They were running, but Julian was faster, and just when he turned around to check on his partner, he saw a bullet pass straight through his head, and the body crashed to the ground, spilling water, and scattering pieces of food everywhere. Julian sprinted the rest of the distance, to safety, for his life.
He hid inside the rubble of a fallen building, hoping that the gang had backed off. He didn't even steal that much food compared to the amount they had. But they didn't. They kept on searching and hunting for him, for two whole days straight, and, one of the men had powers, just like Julian, who only used it in vital situations. The building exploded, right over sleeping Julian's head. His legs were crushed, just as he made way for the entrance. His power, luckily, allowed himself to heal, but it took time, and it hurt like hell, but before that, the rest of the gang arrived, and they tortured him. His arms were broken, nails ripped off, head bashed in, but his power, which should have protected him, became a curse, and kept him alive during a whole night's worth of torture.
They left him in the morning, half alive, half dead. His bones were still recovering from the breaking, his body's bruises were slowly fading back to skin color. The cuts all over him began to stitch themselves up. Life was shitty for the few days he sat next to the destroyed building. He didn't eat, didn't sleep, didn't drink. He felt like he was dying, even though it was the exact opposite. Since then, insanity began to take over him, and since then, X found him, and began to raise him right.
But there would never be a right. Julian's life had already gone wrong, and there was no way he'd be able to get back onto the right track. He's lost, and will never become found again.
- Dษชแดสแดษขแดแด Cแดสแดส โฆ Firebrick
Tสแดแดษขสแด Cแดสแดส โง Black
Fแดแดแด Cสแดษชแด โฆ Kaneki Ken
Pแดสแดสแดสแดแด Bส โง Rhianoue
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character basic form ยฉ aurei
modified form เชฝเซฎเซจฮ
edited, modified form Luna Delta