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Lauren smiled a little when he explained about the rain. He moved to accommodate her, and Lauren rested her head on his shoulder, huddled under the canopy. "Me, too." She told him. He placed his hand over hers, and Lauren instead laced her fingers through his gently.
Then he asked about her past, which was a little bit on the touchy side. She bit her lip slightly, and then shrugged. "Apart from the abusive boyfriend and drugs and arson? Not much really. I was just the daughter of the Vespen's. Not really much else to tell." She bit her lip again, a little harder. "What about you?" She asked him softly. She didn't really want to intrude too much, but she felt it was polite to at least ask. She looked away slightly, looking up at the moon. "You know, I haven't felt this for a long time." She paused a little. "I haven't felt safe or wanted for a long time." She sighed, looking up still. She didn't know how he felt, but she felt like she was flying on hope and possibility. She felt... happy.
Lauren listened carefully to what he said, and tried to memorize it. Sound like he had a rough past, and that saddened her a little. It especially upset her that he had been framed. She wondered if it was Daniel that had set him up. She hoped not. She knew that it would be something he would do - she just hoped he wasn't a jerk enough to have done it to Hyuset. She frowned a little in thought, before she started to think about how to tell him everything about herself.
"My full name's Lauren Paige Vespen." She began slowly, taking a deep breath. "I was born to the Vespen's, my mother Amarie and my father Markus. I played piano, guitar, and read a lot. I was a good girl. And then... I made friends. And I did a lot of bad stuff under their influence. The thing is, my parents thought my friends were real. I was diagnosed with schizophrenia when I was 11." She paused to let it sink in. "You can run away now, if you like." She bit her lip. "Then I met Daniel, and I've already explained the rest."
"What, even though I have voices in my head talking to me the entire time?" Lauren joked, but then changed her mind and sighed. "How does that make you more attracted to me?" She shook her head in disbelief, creasing her eyebrows. She listened to his speech, and smiled. He had a way of speaking that was definitely admirable. She gently touched his scar with her index finger, tracing it gently. She had plenty of scars of her own, but they weren't like this. She bit the inside of her cheek and listened as he defiantly told her what he hoped to be, before giving a drawing of a rose.
Crumple it? Why would Lauren want to crumple up a beautiful drawing? So she decided to do something else. She took her scissors, and carefully cut around the flower, and the petals on the inside, before folding them all up, so the paper soon began to look like a real rose - just shaded delicately and made from paper. She smiled again at the creation and balanced it on his stomach so he could see. "I think that looks much better than crumpling it up." She whispered. "We need to keep beauty for as long as we have it, enhance it even, so that the world can be that much more beautiful... Even if it is only one or two people." She shrugged again, snuggling into him. She felt a little cold.
"Sorry." Lauren apologized quickly, but at least he managed to recover smoothly. She took the flower and slid it behind her ear so that the stem held her hair back, and also so it brought out the redness of the flower. "For a long time I didn't feel beautiful." She began, before a little pause as she bit her lip. "But with you I feel beautiful." She smiled as he kissed her forehead, and Lauren tilted her head back, sliding her arms around his neck. "I don't want to go back. I want to stay here with you." She whispered, just loud enough so he could hear her. The canopy slid down from the branches above them, and rain soon soaked her through. She didn't care. She felt warm with Seth by her side.
Lauren's heart skipped a beat every time he kissed her. His words were taken in a kind way, and Lauren could help the smile that spread across her lips. She didn't need to be beautiful, just accepted, and with him she was. She was accepted by everyone that she needed to be. She knew right then that she didn't want to spend time with anyone else in the world - just him. She didn't want to make the first move, though. She couldn't read minds - what if he wasn't comfortable with full on kissing?
She laughed to herself slightly when he tried to shield her from the rain. "I don't mind getting wet." She laughed. "And I'm sure they will, because I'll make them." She smiled again.
Lauren did as he asked her, and closed her eyes. In the darkness, everything became hyper aware. She could feel the heat of his body, and the cool of the rain on her face and in her hair. She could hear the sounds as the rain splattered onto the leaves above them, and the smaller sounds of even smaller animals, just beyond them in the trees. Her stomach flipped over several times, and tightened into knots. Her hands drifted down from his neck, trailing along his arms. And then, she waited. Waited for the perfect moment to come.