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Aaliyah Belcourt

Maybe she loved mysteries so much that she became one.

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a character in “Manhattan's Little Darlings”, as played by chanelindistress

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A A L I Y A HXB E L C O U R T


☽ “...she’s like the ocean; no matter how much people try, they’d never be able to fathom every part, every depth, and every crevice, that lies within.” ☾

prom queen || molly kate kestner /|\ carmen || lana del ray /|\ unravel me || sabrina claudio

Fᴀᴄᴇ ᴄʟᴀɪᴍ ✦ Corie Rayvon Smith
Dɪᴀʟᴏɢᴜᴇ Cᴏʟᴏʀ ✧ #E8ADAA
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✦Fᴜʟʟ Nᴀᴍᴇ✦
"Though apparently that shouldn't be my last name. Then again, if you left it to my grandfather, I wouldn't have either of my father's names or anything to do with him."
Aaliyah Beatrice Belcourt


✧Nɪᴄᴋɴᴀᴍᴇ✧
Leah or Ally, though she notably prefers the former.

✦Bɪʀᴛʜᴅᴀʏ & Zᴏᴅɪᴀᴄ✦
"There are a lot of things I won't abide, but if your Halloween costume costs more than my birthday present, we're gonna have a problem."
October 31rst - ♏


✧Aɢᴇ✧
16

✦Gᴇɴᴅᴇʀ✦
Cis-Female

✧Sᴇxᴜᴀʟɪᴛʏ & Mᴀʀᴛɪᴀʟ Sᴛᴀᴛᴜs✧
"Contrary to anything Aaron might have said in the past and probably would continue to say, I have a number of things I like to keep to myself and a secret boyfriend I've been absconding with behind my best friends' backs is not one of them, thank you very much."
Heterosexual & Single



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A mixture of springy ringlets amidst tighter corkscrews, in their natural state, Aaliyah's soft chocolate curls fall around and slightly past her collarbones in a dense mass of voluminous tresses. She typically wears her hair in this form, oftentimes, unwilling to manipulate it too much, but it's not uncommon to see her straightening it during the wintry months or wearing braids during the early or late spring, or even summer. Her hair, when straightened, falls past her bust, near waist-length.

✦Eʏᴇs✦
Almond shaped, a muted, soft medium green flecked with enough brown to be considered hazel.

✧Sᴋɪɴ✧
Soft and clear with a tawny complexion that tans easily during the summer.

✦Hᴇɪɢʜᴛ & Wᴇɪɢʜᴛ✦
5'3 & 124 lbs

✧Eᴛʜɴɪᴄɪᴛʏ✧
Aaliyah is French and Italian with Jewish ancestry on her mother's side, and unspecified African-American lineage on her father's.

✦Mɪsᴄᴇʟʟᴀɴᴇᴏᴜs✦
While Aaliyah neither aspires to a particular fashion trend nor chooses exclusively designer brands, her style is notably feminine and effortlessly flatters her petite yet curvaceous body while regularly elongating her legs despite her height. She pulls out her satins and silks more for nightwear or special events, but there's no mistaking when Aaliyah is in the mood for dressing up. She has no piercings aside from her earlobes and she has not decided on a tattoo just yet. She does have a small crooked heart-shaped birthmark on the part of her upper back that is covered by her bras and bathing suits.


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XXXEnigmatic ✦ Vindictive ✧ Cunning ✦ Manipulative ✧ Kind
Deceitful ✦ Observant ✧ Reticent ✦ Charismatic

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A creature of charisma, Aaliyah's affability rings seductive, near intoxicating in the sea of teen sociability and status climbing. Having been schooled on her graces from a young age, Aaliyah is a conundrum of a girl, even to those in her closest and tightest circle. She smiles as if she is aware of a secret no one else is, she speaks with a magnetism that draws people in and makes them feel as though she is their friend for the day, and her sheer and undeniable confidence is beguiling in a throng of pretty rich mean girls who sneer down their noses at those less fortunate than themselves. She finds it easy to befriend most people and those who do interact with her note that there is a candidness to her kindness; there is a tenderness in her interactions with other people, a sort of shared intimacy that makes it seem that, once Aaliyah's eyes or attention lands on you, you are the only one in the room and she is truly listening to you and cares about what you have to say. She is persuasive with an approachable aura and gregarious nature, influential, and the way with which she traipses through the Upper West Side without a care in the world, always seeming to have the time of her life, seduces others into wanting to be in on her secrets, though most never will.

Her ease at establishing and maintaining relationships does not connote reciprocity. Although Aaliyah makes friends as easily as breathing air, the intimacy with which some believe they hold her is not felt vice versa. Quite simply, the reason Aaliyah is seemingly a mystery or even an enigma to her peers is because even those who think they know her don't actually know her as well as they would like to believe - and that is exactly how she has orchestrated it. Though she smiles, there is a certain reticence in her gaze that the brightness in her laugh makes it difficult to notice. Though she appears mature and well-connected in various social circles, she is a friend to many without her having ever truly opened up. Aaliyah is the type of girl who keeps her own heart under lock and key while making it easy for other people to leave theirs bare to her tender care. And in most cases, she is tender with them; Aaliyah is a connoisseur of keeping secrets. She lets no confidence shared with her person escape unless absolutely needed, she tends to give advice and push her friends along (occasionally) harmless schemes and adventures to make them feel better, and she's ferociously protective of those she deems closest to her. But in that same vein, Aaliyah is that person who on the outside always looks put together, like she couldn't have a care in the world and yet is secretly crumbling on the inside and she'd never open her mouth to make you think otherwise.

Aaliyah does believe in her relationships and in truth, though she rarely admits it aloud, she is a romantic at heart. The problem is that although Aaliyah has had staff waiting on her from the moment she was born, these are also the same people who have truly shown to care about her - the people who are paid to do it. She will never deny the privilege with which she was raised, but to say her childhood has not been lacking is dishonest. Aaliyah has learned from a young age that vulnerability is weakness and she'd rather be the one loved than to love, to kiss and leave before she is left. She has to keep her secret wants and loves and softness to herself because anyone can see them as weapons to be used against her. This also translates into a need to be the one who defeats before she is defeated, a fact her enemies know quite well. While Aaliyah will never truly want to claim a crown nor does she terrorize her peers, there is no mistaking the viciousness lurking beneath the angel face she possesses. That aforementioned ability to make one feel as though she is truly paying attention is because Aaliyah actually is paying attention. Eagle-eyed with a smile no one wants to see turn sharp if they know what's good for them, Aaliyah's keen observational skills can turn into the exploitation of weaknesses and if there is one thing Aaliyah is in this regard, it is exact and cutthroat. She knows how to dig deep and to truly hurt. And there's rarely a thing called too-far in Aaliyah's dictionary, if she's being completely honest and she has the ability to channel the relentless cold of a French winter while smiling with the charismatic allure that comes with an Italian summer..

When she wants to be, Aaliyah is one of the most vindictive, manipulative, conniving snakes to ever slither along Fifth Avenue. The level of unmitigated drama and ruthless underhandedness she can reign down is a testament to her place among the elite of her school and make no mistake - Aaliyah never says that she's not a sinner, but such maliciousness isn't something Aaliyah clamors for, not unless provoked. If she wanted to answer to a slight, she can and will. If she feels insulted or betrayed, she's bound to attack with all weapons in her arsenal, including confidences she once held dear, unthinking of the consequences of such carelessness until much later - not because she no longer cares but simply because her rage and need for vengeance is so strong. But, despite how at home she seems in this lifestyle and in her skin, there is an ache inside of the girl that craves an escape from this uniform world - a sort of melancholy that lingers along the edges of her smile even as she whisks her friends away to meet up with college guys because she's oh-so-bored with the high school boys in their area. Aaliyah keeps people at a distance even when she pulls them close, she uses connections to her advantage even when she wants something genuine, and she pricks sharply like the thorns of a rose, all the while keeping her petals soft and vibrant so no one can see her wilting from the inside, just in case she finds that they really don't care.


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✦Lɪᴋᴇs✦
lemons and the color yellow, in general ✧ ↣ while it is not a prominent color in her wardrobe, Aaliyah's love for the fruit and anything flavored with it has morphed into a love for the color in general. It is actually her favorite color. After the first taste at five of a lemon tart, she's been obsessed with lemon desserts - particularly lemon pound cakes or lemon bars - as well as having a girlish delight for the color, especially if someone presents her with yellow roses. She's even managed to incorporate a lemony scent into her skin and hair, softened by wafts of vanilla.
themed events or parties ✧ ↣ Aaliyah's mother did not have to work a day in her life, but once she started working as an event planner with a cousin, Aaliyah fell in love with hosting and decorating, too. And if she's doing the hosting, it's bound to have some sort of interesting theme and be one hell of a night.
art & history ✧ ↣ surrounded by legacy upon legacy, and lineages dating back almost a century, Aaliyah has developed a deep love and appreciation for art and the stories surrounding them, and the historical figures responsible for and inspired by them.
adventures ✧ ↣ if there is one thing she is known for, it is either escaping to some tiny hole in the wall she has yet to share with her friends or finding something to do that her friends normally wouldn't. She likes the spontaneity. Perhaps as she ages, Aaliyah will calm down, carve out a little space for herself where it is comfortable. For now, she adores being the friend to call you out of nowhere and tell you to come downstairs because she's got the car running. After all, the one thing you won't be able to say is that you won't have fun.
winter ✧ ↣ perhaps it is the romantic in her who is always ready to buckle up for a hallmark marathon and cozy blankets, perhaps it is the childish awe for snow and how pretty the city looks, or maybe it's simply the idea of not having school for a few weeks or being able to drink more than her morning cup of English breakfast tea with a good book to chase away with the seasonal chill, either way Aaliyah is a sucker for the season.

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✧Dɪsʟɪᴋᴇs✧
onions ✦ ↣ while she can take it when it is minced or flavored uniformly with the rest of her meal, Aaliyah's never been a big fan of onions and she absolutely abhors raw onions.
being controlled or told what to do ✦ ↣ according to her parents, Aaliyah was rebellious even in the womb and that aversion to control from anyone who isn't herself has made its way into the outside world. She won't fight to wear a crown nor will she see herself as the one everyone needs to bow down, but anyone who thinks they can tell her what to do or order her around is bound to have one hell of a spitfire on their hands.
bullies ✦ ↣ according to Aaliyah, there is a difference between engaging in mutual contempt and needlessly needling another person just to make yourself feel good, and most people can rest assured knowing she doesn't participate in the latter. Aaliyah's not innocent, she'll never say that, but she dislikes making fun of someone or targeting them simply because you can. You either do it because you're unnecessarily cruel or because you know you're lacking. Both are pathetic.
reptiles & amphibians ✦ ↣ make no mistake - Aaliyah's greater fear are snakes, but she dislikes both and she's not trying to come to your house if you have either.
being vulnerable ✦ ↣ this is coming from the girl who is used to the people being paid to care for her doing the actual caring. She doesn't like being sick, crying, or being in any vulnerable or weak position around other people because she is not used to being cared for during it. Aaliyah will be the last one to say she's had a troubled childhood, but there's a melancholy most who know her would not be able to identify her with. Letting people in, letting them see her tenderness when she's been elusive and prickly - it's a foreign concept.


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✧Tᴀʟᴇɴᴛs✧
art and being creative ✦ ↣ while Aaliyah may not share just how good she really is with a paint brush to her peers, she is known for helping with arts and crafts, decorations, and any other art or creative additions to parties, whether in school or art. She'll paint on posters, help draw really pretty cards, and though it might be surprising, she does really well with working with the younger students for art projects and classes when she wants extra credit points.
secrets ✦ ↣ there is a reason why Aaliyah is so good at keeping everyone else's secrets - because she's had to learn to keep her own under lock and key if she doesn't want anyone to see the cracks in her perfect picture. Moreover, she's a charmer and likeable, regardless of how much more she's bound to know about you than the other way around, and it's always easy for her to get the latest gossip out of those who want her favor or just want someone to talk to. She's not always the most talkative, but she's always offering an ear.
planning ✦ ↣ whether it's just a day of events such as art galleries and touristy things to attend back to back, or a large and/or medium scale extravaganza, there is a reason Aaliyah is a trusted member of SGA and it's not because she batted those pretty little eyes.
empathy ✦ ↣ though she does not open up often, the one thing most of her peers can agree with is, even if they don't always believe she genuinely understands or cares about their emotions, Aaliyah definitely does the former. She's kinder than she likes to admit and she feels for people, even when her disposition reeks of placidity and distance.


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✦Fʟᴀᴡs✦
cooking or baking ✧ ↣ it's probably not that difficult to believe that Aaliyah does not know her way around a kitchen. To be fair, she has never had to. She has had a live-in chef and nanny/maid day in and day out, and the three times she's tried on her own to bake have ended in catastrophe. She's not trying to be anywhere near anyone's kitchen if she has to be behind the counter.
letting people in and letting them know her ✧ ↣ the version of Aaliyah most people get is the charismatic, secretive mystery of a girl who always seems to smile like she's in on a good joke with God. Rarely does she allow people to see her frazzled, panicked, or even to see the sadness and loneliness she actually feels. Aaliyah's been tasked to pretend and goddamnit, she's one hell of an actress.
callous ✧ ↣ for how well she can plot out blackmails, lies, and schemes, Aaliyah does not think about the people who get hurt until...well, she does. Her immediate concern is her satisfaction, revenge, and maybe the benefit of those who get something out of the bad things she does such as wronged friends or insulted loves ones. But in the immediacy of her plotting she does not always consider repercussions or how someone close to her would feel about what she's doing.
petulance & vindictiveness ✧ ↣ while her peers and close friends see Aaliyah for this devil-may-care, always-knowledgeable-and-smarter-than-she'll-admit girl, there's no denying Aaliyah's fortunate background and age. When slighted, whether it's a perceived or genuine insult - whether it is by her parents or someone her age - Aaliyah does not like to feel trumped or jaded. So, she's bound to retaliate in some way, either by sussing out a weakness to exploit and put on blast, or carrying out a minor scheme to get back at them. The worst part is that she is aware of herself doing these things and not liking them, but finds herself reveling in them too much because to not care and not react is to exist in this numb state she doesn't know how to shake off, and doing the latter is impossibly frightening.

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✧Fᴇᴀʀs✧
snakes ✦ ↣ a more trivial fear, but a real one nonetheless. Aaliyah's had genuine nightmares that consisted of snakes hissing and snapping at her, so she's not trying to be near any snake that isn't human. She can deal with humans.
being dumb in love ✦ ↣ if there is one thing her parents' relationship has taught her, it is that love and financial security are not enough. There needs to be trust and equal amounts of adoration on both sides. Aaliyah can get all the feel goods in the world from her stupid Hallmark movies and cheesy anime, but she's not bold enough to trust giving so much of herself - sharing the depth of her thoughts and feelings and secret hopes - only to wind up like her mother, embittered and downtrodden, regardless of how much her mother wants to (and wants Aaliyah) to pretend.
being insignificant ✦ ↣ As much as Aaliyah occasionally would like to shed her it girl image, her greatest fear is not meaning anything, for her life to have not had any meaning. She doesn't have any grand plans for her future, she doesn't know what she's going to do. But she fears dissolving into just another heiress who never does something that touches another person. In this same vein, she's afraid of being insignificant to her loved ones, someone who is easily forgotten, replaceable. She's seen how it feels; she doesn't want to experience it.
having her life planned out ✦ ↣ If left to her grandfather's machinations, Aaliyah would work for her mother as an assistant planner, do social media marketing for the Château Lafite Rothschild, and then eventually take over for her mother while being eventually matched to some rich European socialite her grandfather found worthy of her. And it fucking terrifies her. She doesn't want to make the impulsive jump like her mother for fear of messing up, but having it all laid out for her with no consideration for her own desires wrecks her mind, regardless of how much her peers seem to think she has it made.

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✦Sᴇᴄʀᴇᴛs✦
the transfer student is her brother ✧ ↣ Aaliyah doesn't normally snoop too much around her parents' things, but in a fit against her father, she searched for the one credit card he kept from her only to find bank statements leading back to her father's hometown...and a son his wife knows nothing about. There was a part of her that should have felt bad about lording a secret love child over her parent's head and she does, but there's the self-righteous brat in her that feels more hurt that she wasn't allowed to know she had a sibling all this time, that she wasn't alone. Of course, Aaliyah being Aaliyah, she's vowed to keep it from getting out, even to her peers and closest friends, until her father scrounges up the courage to tell the truth. It's probably for the best that Aaron's gone since he'd been convinced that the boy she'd been facetiming and video-chatting was a secret beau she wasn't supposed to be talking to, even though she and Isaiah know the truth.
painting ✧ ↣ it's honestly an innocent secret, the most innocent secret in her arsenal really. But Aaliyah paints and is exceptionally good at it, much like her maternal grandmother. What started as her trying to see if she can recreate an Aivazovsky work her mother had displayed in the study turned into a love for what she could do when left alone in a room with different painting mediums, a cup of a hot tea and her own mind as Sabrina Claudio or H.E.R croons in the background. None of her friends, not even her best friend, have ever been allowed in the room she's dubbed as her art studio and it is how Aaliyah wants it. In a secret world, Aaliyah would be an art restoration specialist or even a curatorial director for her own gallery.
she was molested at a party during freshman year ✧ ↣ When Aaliyah and her ex give their reasons as to why their relationship failed, Aaliyah does not admit that a big part of the issue had nothing to do with her former beau but everything to do with getting too drunk to realize to stop an older classmate from getting a little familiar with her body while a friend recorded it. She wasn't raped, but the groping still lingers on the edges of her memory. Aaron was the one who stopped it and even confiscated the clip. A good friend would have deleted it from the other guy's phone, not keep a copy to hold over her head later on. Aaliyah knew it then and knows it now: she did nothing wrong. However, it's easy to say that in theory, but find it difficult to believe when she knows she shouldn't have gotten so drunk in the first place. She knows she said no, she knows in the video it shows her trying to push a probing hand away, but she also remembers the doctored version of the video that has the now-graduated guy kissing her and she doesn't know what terrifies her more about it ever being seen: everyone seeing how weak and stupid and vulnerable she'd been or how still weak and stupid and vulnerable she feels.
she's blackmailing one of her teachers ✧ ↣ for the record, it's not for her own pleasure but for the sake of a classmate, a friend who is oh so grateful, if you will. Aaliyah stumbled upon one of her female professors harassing one of her male, less popular classmates. She lingered, caught the woman feeling up on him knowing he was a scholarship student who couldn't afford to piss of an acclaimed professor. And Aaliyah being Aaliyah, she snapped a few pictures, stormed right in, and politely made herself known. Needless to say, the boy is still appreciative and does random tasks for her like fetching her iced coffee with her promise of keeping the teacher off his back and not telling anyone because he'd hate for it to get out for his own sake. Granted, Aaliyah understands it all too well and besides, she never liked the professor to begin with, so if she's getting passes to skip class or a ready-made defense against other teachers, well then who can blame her?
her depression ✧ ↣ while Aaliyah's mother is quite content to simply renounce it as a regular bout of teenage angst because anything more requires admitting that her family life is nowhere near as perfect as it looks, Aaliyah's nanny (as well as both of her grandmothers, even though she only met the paternal one this spring) is convinced that Aaliyah suffers from chronic depression and has for so long that she cannot recognize what is sadness brought upon by a mental disorder or simply hormones. She used to see a therapist, but her mother's been insistent that Aaliyah needs to continue her weekly sessions with Monsignor Michael Crimmins from The Church of St. Gregory the Great instead.

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✧Fᴀᴍɪʟʏ✧
Éric de Rothschild ✧ Maternal Grandfather ✧ ↣ Distant ↣ Living
Maria-Beatrice Caracciolo di Forino ✦ Maternal Grandmother ✦ ↣ Close ↣ Living
Sarah Brokenborough ✧ Paternal Grandmother ✧ ↣ Still developing ↣ Living
Dominic Belcourt (formerly Brokenborough) ✦ Father ✦ ↣ Distantly loving ↣ Living
Marie-Anne Belcourt (nee. Rothschild) ✧ Mother ✧ ↣ Distantly loving ↣ Living
Isaiah __________✦ Half-brother ✦ ↣ Still developing ↣ Living
Isobelle Gancia ✧ Childhood Nanny ✧ ↣ Close ↣ Living


✦Hᴏᴍᴇ✦
11 West 12th St New York, NY 10111

✧Hɪsᴛᴏʀʏ✧
Despite the slammed doors and excess drinking that have been occurring as of late in the Belcourt-Rothschild family home, there was love once between Dominic and Marie. In truth, there still is, though the secrecy and distance have disenchanted Aaliyah's notions towards marriage and romantic love in adulthood. Nevertheless, when Aaliyah was conceived, all parties involved were pleased, happy, and eager to welcome their bundle of joy into the world. Due to Marie's familial connections and Dominic's debonair charisma and confidence, it was easy to get his feet off the ground in the business world, allowing him a multitude of ventures and partnerships his father-in-law never hesitated to inform him that the older man was responsible for. When Aaliyah was a babe, however, she was unaware of this strife and in all honesty, was just welcomed into a rather charmed life.

Before Aaliyah was even ten years old, she was fluent in French, English, and Italian. She attended lunches at her maternal grandparents' sides with French ambassadors and dignitaries, and hosted tea parties with the children of the socialites her mother also hosted. She'd toured the Château Lafite Rothschild enough times to know how the wines her family has been known for were made, learned how to dress and how to act and how to charm, and proved intelligent enough to impress a grandfather who feared she'd only become another beautiful doll expecting a continued inheritance without providing anything to the family. The like your unwanted father remained unspoken, but the one thing Aaliyah has always been - far more than anyone has ever given her credit for - is observant. And she observed - faithfully. She also knew by ten that her father had as many failures in business as he had successes, that the ease in which she's managed to slither into the folds of the elite is not shared by them both. That he's spent far more nights outside of their family home than appropriate, than acceptable for a wife who still looked up to him as if he hung the stars in the sky and had once told her he'd done so for her. She knew that she wasn't to ask questions about her father's birth family or childhood home, and that he called her paternal grandmother once a year - if that. She knew that her mother drank far more wine than a woman her age should and fretted even as she dragged Aaliyah along to wait for the Father to take her confessions after Sunday Mass.

And while it has been easy to call the comfortable, luxurious life Aaliyah has been provided swell, it wouldn't be too far-fetched to say she's lost a bit of her childhood to this environment her parents have thrust her into. Despite hosting teas and various other socials, she never actually liked the snooty little girls she'd have to entertain, learning the art of smiling with the entirety of her being while her eyes lost a touch of their shine. She learned to not cry in public and how to keep her countenance pleasant lest she reveal more than acceptable. She learned her father's cunning and ruthlessness, and her mother's airy allure that kept people clamoring to her good graces. She better understood the animal magnetism she possessed with the help of her inherited curves and stunning eyes, and how easily she could get what she wanted, even if none of it has ever made her truly happy. There have been snatches of joy; the late night glasses of milk and stolen lemon bars she partook in on the nights she caught her father sneaking in, the early art exhibition tours with her grandmother, the evenings her mother would care for her curls - straightened out or not - until Aaliyah was drowsy and content enough to pretend as she always has.

Which is why this past year was such a jolt for her, a shock in the midst of all the monotony of being what her peers have always known her as. In a petulant bid against her parents forcing her more and more between them - both shockingly distant to a child who craves and needs more, but always wanting to prove whose perfectly polished doll she is more for the sake of their egos than her actual wellbeing - she went in search of a credit card she'd been disallowed to use only to uncover a bank statement that led back to her father's hometown, a place she'd never gone. Back to his childhood home where his mother still resides - back to an older brother who is only a few months older than herself who's been receiving checks from her father all these years. The melancholy that plagues her still when no one she knows is watching lifted then and though she's thrived as a single child, Aaliyah's far more enraptured by the idea of having a sibling, passionately so that she's bartered with her father to keep this precious secret person, regardless of the threat it could pose to the sanctity of an already strained marriage for an already stressed man and even to the possible detriment of a child who she's forcing into her world. But for a child whose loneliness even in a crowded room, in her eyes, it's the least that can be done - even if it means keeping her brother and this newfound happiness to herself for the time being. Even if it means pretending for a little while longer.

Aaliyah's pretended all this time; a little longer won't kill her.

Hopefully.



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✧Tʜᴇᴍᴇ Sᴏɴɢ✧

Feel Something | Bea Miller
If I could choose anything
I would be good and bad one day
I would fall into love and stay
Would fall into love

And it's not fair
I keep on writing a sequel to stories
I know that are not there
I don't wanna die but I don't wanna live like this

I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel
I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel
Something really real so that I can really
Feel like a person again
I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel
I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel
Something really real so that I can really
Feel like a person again

If I am telling the truth
Watching my friends break their hearts into two
Makes me jealous, I know that it's cruel
But what can you do?

And it's not fair
I keep on writing a sequel to stories
I know that are not there

I don't wanna die but I don't wanna live like this
I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel
I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel
Something really real so that I can really
Feel like a person again
I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel
I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel
Something really real so that I can really
Feel like a person again

Can you tell me a secret?
Can you tell me what's wrong with me?
I know I should be angry
But I can barely feel a fuckin' thing
Can you tell me a secret?
Can you tell me what's wrong with me?
Can you tell me what's wrong with me?

I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel
I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel
Something really real so that I can really
Feel like a person again
I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel
I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel
Something really real so that I can really
Feel like a person again

Can you tell me a secret?
Can you tell me what's wrong with me?
I know I should be angry
But I can barely feel a fuckin' thing
Can you tell me a secret?
Can you tell me what's wrong with me?
Can you tell me what's wrong with me?



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Character Sheet By : The Toxic Cereus
Inspired By : AmeliaIsGhostly
Filled Out By : chanelindistress

So begins...

Aaliyah Belcourt's Story