Name
"Hey- Oh, you're not real." She prefers to be called Lily, and most only know her by this name.
Age
"Nothing but a number, or in my case, the years I have suffered." Seventeen
Problems
"Does it really matter?" Insomnia & Chiraptophobia.
Appearance
Eyes
"Pools of blue, or a frozen lake." Her eyes are normally an icy blue, but they can vary to any shade of blue. When she's sadder, they will almost appear to be a darker blue, a richer shade. When angry or upset, they tend to be very sharp and icy colored. Finally, when she feels more neutral, which is her more normal state, they will be somewhere in between. Of course being 'neutral' isn't really a good thing for her, considering it's mostly just her not caring, at all.
Hair
"I like it... it changes." Her hair starts out brown. Underneath it's brown. In the winter, it's dark brown. At the bottom, it's more of a caramel color, and throughout her hair she also has strands of that color. When it's warmer outside, her hair turns out to be more lighter and less brown, but when it's colder or darker, it tends to be very dark and has less caramel color in it.
Body
"I'm not little..." She fits almost perfectly into the "petite" category, being just above five foot[ five foot one inch to be exact, though the world naturally rounds down ] and only a hundred and two pounds. Though, sometimes a turn off to others, she is rather pale. People used to tease her for being "white as a ghost", though she never minded it. The reason she has always been so pale is because she doesn't really like to go out in the sun, she much more prefers the night. She isn't necessarily "strong", you can see her ribs somewhat.
Style
"Style... I haven't got any of that." Most girls go out of their way to look "pretty" for guys, right? This girl is probably the complete opposite, she chooses to be comfy rather than be whore-y. You'll rarely catch her in a skirt, actually she doesn't even own one. Though you'll also rarely catch her with pants on, unless in public. She prefers to wear longer shirts[ longer, heh, just long enough to cover everything ], often old band tee shirts or even some of her brothers button down shirts. She also prefers to not wear shoes, just unmatching socks.
Personality
"You'll only know the person I want you to." She lives in a world of theoretical possibilities. Lillian sees everything in terms of hot it could be improved, or what it could be turned into. She lives primarily inside her own mind, having the ability to analyze difficult problems, identify patterns, and come up with logical explanations. The girl seeks clarity in everything, and therefore is driven to build knowledge. Highly valuing intelligent and the ability to apply logic to theories to find solutions, she typically is so strongly driven to turn problems into a logical explanation. Most of her life is lived inside of her head, and she doesn't place much importance or value in the outside world. Her natural drive to turn theories into concrete understanding may turn into a feeling or personal responsibility. She values knowledge above all else. Her mind is constantly working to generate new theories, or to prove or disprove existing theories. She approaches problems and theories with enthusiasm and skepticism, ignoring existing rules and opinions and defining her own approach to the resolution. And she seeks patterns and logical explanations for anything that interests he. She is usually extremely bright, and able to be objectively critical in her analysis. She loves new ideas, and becomes very excited over abstractions and theories. This is a topic she loves to discuss with others. Though she may seem "dreamy" and distant to others, because she spends a lot of time inside her mind.
She does not like to lead or control people. Lily is very tolerant and flexible in most situations, unless one of her firmly held beliefs has been violated or challenged, in which case she may take a very rigid stance. The girl is likely to be very shy when it comes to meeting new people. On the other hand, she is very self-confident and gregarious around people she knows well, or when discussing theories which she fully understands. Lily has no understanding or value for decisions made on the basis of personal subjectivity or feelings. She strives constantly to achieve logical conclusions to problems, and doesn't understand the importance or relevance of applying subjective emotional considerations to decisions. For this reason, she is usually not in-tune with how people are feeling, and is not naturally well-equipped to meet the emotional needs of others. She may have a problem with self-aggrandizement and social rebellion, which will interfere with her creative potential. Since her Feeling side is her least developed trait, the girl may have difficulty giving the warmth and support that is sometimes necessary in intimate relationships. If she doesn't realize the value of attending to other people's feelings, she may become overly critical and sarcastic with others. Lily is usually very independent, unconventional, and original. She is not likely to place much value on traditional goals such as popularity and security. She usually has complex characteristics, and may tend to be restless and temperamental.
Likes
"Nothing girly." If you're being serious, she likes to read and write, if you're lucky you may catch her playing guitar or singing, though she only does it at night because she can't sleep, along with sketching. Something she would never admit is that she likes to cuddle or be held, touch is a really big thing for her, as in she'll crawl all over people or try and sit in their laps, though it's so innocent and playful that it can't be really thought of as anything other. Lastly she loves the rain, and misses it, her dreams are to be kissed in the rain and dance in the refrigerator light at midnight, sounds like a Taylor Swift song, right?
Dislikes
"Girls." Obviously she isn't too fond of her own gender, though there is multiple reasons behind that. She doesn't like relationships, they terrify her. Being serious is boring, sitting still is impossible, and her brother is gone. Sometimes she will be teased for being skinny or anorexic, and she really can't stand that. Crying, that's a pretty normal thing to dislike, and she hates people seeing her cry. Other things include her insomnia, and the nightmares that haunt her when she actually can sleep.
Chiraptophobia
"I-I don't think I could talk about it... not again." Lillian was seven years old when her parents tried to kill her. Because her parents were convinced she was a bad omen, her religiously-crazy parents tried to kill her, thinking the devil was inside of her once she started having insomnia. They held her down in a bathtub with no mercy and cut both her wrists with razors.