[ Strange|| Kerli ft Tokio Hotel ]
“I won’t cry, I won’t weep because music speaks better than words so I’ll play. I’ll let the words swirl free from my mouth and the sounds fly from my piano until you understand, this world isn’t mine and I’m not yours,”
Alias: Effy
Age: 17
Sexual Orientation: Straight
Occupation: House Wife
Religion: Atheist
Heritage: American
Ethnicity: Caucasian
Birth Day: 14th February
Birth Sign: Aquarius
Character Role: The 2nd Cold Reluctant Bride
[ Polarize || Twenty One Pilots ]
”Choose not a life of limitation,
Distant cousin to reservation.
Defunk the pistol that you pay for,
That punk feeling that you stay for,”
Future Plans: Go home. That’s all there is to it.
Personality: Effy was a wild and restless soul before she was abducted. She was always very vocal and demanding but she had passion, fire and spirit which she’s know buried deep inside her as she makes her best attempt at remaining mute. Everything about Effy in the present is quite cold, her eyes, her expressions, her dresses, she’s even physically cold to touch but that might be due to her weight loss and depression. That’s the thing, being a house wife out of her own choice has brought Effy to a silent sort of depression. No one really notices it because they didn’t know her before when she was anything different but Effy has lost weight and colour to her skin since being in the house and she’s lost the light behind her eyes too and all her personality. She’s a shadow of herself and the only real glimpse you get into that cracking wild heart she once had is when you catch her off guard, when her mind is absent and her fingers are wildly dancing across the keys of a piano- then you can genuinely see a real spark of passion and fire in her personality again but other than that, she’s hard to look at be around because her aura is a grey one of misery and anger. Though despite this, she can be quite affectionate to her sister brides for they are in the same boat she is and she can appreciate that about them even if she can’t always appreciate their jollier attitudes or upbeat personalities. However despite all her silence and sombre attitude, she isn’t afraid to make a scene as an effort to stand up for herself, others or injustice and she can be counted on to make life difficult for those who try to oppress her.
Fears: She fears for her siblings back home and worries if they’ll get by without her okay but she has no fears for herself, not pain, not heart break- not death. She’s very numb to emotion and has little sense of terror or concern when it comes to herself, so her only real fear is worry that her siblings back home will experience pain, heart break or death. Otherwise, she’s fearless.
Quirks: Effy has a tendency to mime playing piano against the side of her legs when she’s bored or stressed and can often be heard singing to herself in her room whilst she reads but she’ll never sing in front of people or show any sign of happiness or content. She wants them to know she’s upset and angry about being in the mansion- she wants to go home to her family and she tries to tell them this in silent gestures every second of every minute of every day. Effy also has a tendency to pull facial expressions, because she holds back on her speech there’s a lot of eye brow raising, hip popping, lip quirking and fidgeting that appears in her daily communications and it’s almost joked about how often her eye brow arches in question every single day.
Hobbies: Piano and reading
Passions: Her only real passion is playing piano and singing, she writes poetry to sing whilst she plays but that’s all there is to her passion. It’s the only thing you’ll ever see her do anymore that makes her happy.
Bad Habits: Swearing, though she speaks little she does make a habit out of cursing or cussing and she often has to stop herself from lashing out and throwing things or slamming doors- physical release is the only way she’s ever found that genuinely helps her calm down and holding that back she often finds…tricky.
Guilty Pleasures: Lemon sherbets and inappropriate jokes.
Likes: Music and literature, that’s genuinely all she really likes. She obviously loves her siblings but thanks to the virus they can no longer be a part of her life, so the only real things that she likes would be monochrome dresses and fashion and piano music.
Dislikes: Her husband and his family. She hates people who can act like their genuinely happy being abducted and held against their will- impregnated and controlled. She doesn’t understand how the other girls can stand by and live with it.
[ The World is Ugly || My Chemical Romance ]
"I'll spread my wings and learn how to fly, I'll breakaway,"
Height: 5,9
Weight / Build : Thin, weight around 110lbs
Hair Colour: Very pale blonde
Eye Colour: Bright blue
[ Light Behind Your Eyes || My Chemical Romance ]
“Be strong…as we fade in the dark, just remember you will always burn as bright,”