Song-Hua, from Natsukashii, a roleplay on RPG

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“I was glad I wasn't in love, that I wasn't happy with the world. I like being at odds with everything. People in love often become edgy, dangerous. They lose their sense of perspective. They lose their sense of humor. They become nervous, psychotic bores. They even become killers.”

SONG-HUA
guardian of the eye / 200 / heaven's eye / body manipulation / various

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B O D Y . M A N I P U L A T I O N

G E N D E R L E S S
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Song-Hua may mold their own body at will. In the current state of weakened magic, this is limited to biological sex and one body part of choice.

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Different qualities of their body may be enhanced. Arm strength, for example. Or lung capacity, flexibility, eyesight, and so on. Only one body part at a time, and if a body part is severely injured it cannot be enhanced. If the body part is enhanced beyond normal human capabilities, it will likely be agonizing and disgusting-looking.

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If this ability is used to enhance different body parts in quick succession, Song-Hua will experience a strange and painful recoil. Their skin will begin to bubble, and the guardian will succumb to a seizure where different body parts warp and twist. The seizure lasts 15 minutes to an hour, and afterwards it will be difficult to change enhancements or even Song-Hua's gender.

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L I K E S
☐ │ cool nature spots/views
☐ │ camping, solitude, frost
☐ │ bibimbab, semisweet desserts
☐ │ hot springs, smooth voices x x x x x x
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☐ │ screechy people, grass
☐ │ spending money, babies
☐ │ optimism, preaching
☐ │ headaches, olives

(let's forget about that sexual deviancy phase.)

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- P E R S O N A

"Hate is a
bottomless cup.
I will pour and
pour."

moral alignment: true neutral--

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don't look at me

Song-Hua is an incredibly shy individual. They are fully aware that they are lacking socially, and thus have no desire to attempt what they have no talent for. This fear is only aggravated by a slight speech impediment Song-Hua possesses-- a persistent stutter. The stutter contributed greatly to their social anxiety. Perhaps some deeper part of Song-Hua believes they won't be taken seriously when they speak because of it.

However, Song-Hua couldn't give less of shit about other people. Couldn't give a FLYING FUCK, to be precise. Although they stutter when they speak, their internal thoughts are normally filled with venom and crude, aggressive language. 180 straight years of watching humans commit terrible acts has nurtured a foul and coldhearted personality within the guardian. This all stems from a place of terror and bitterness within Song-Hua. They're afraid of the pain they may experience if they open themselves to others or the possibility of being burned by failed hope.

Song-Hua was born to be an impartial observer, never directly interfering with what is happening. Eventually Song-Hua internalized this role until it became difficult to move for anything. They are saturated in a deeply defeatist attitude, always believing in the worst possible outcome of every situation... to the point where they won't even try to change it, even if they have the opportunity. Maybe you could even describe Song-Hua as a 'Debbie Downer', lol.

But onto happier topics! Song-Hua's personality is both masculine and feminine. They don't have a problem with either form of gender expression. Even if they are using their male body, they will be fine with wearing women's lingerie. Or, even if Song-Hua is using their female body, they'll see no point in shaving their legs or plucking their brows. They have no femininity to threaten, no masculinity to challenge. This manifests in a variety of strange, off-putting quirks and behaviors, often making Song-Hua look out of place or even silly.

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S T R E N G T H S
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resourceful / Song-Hua is a singularly competent individual. They have a jack-of-all trades sort of skillset, and know how to use that shit to its full potential.
rogue / The guardian is proficient with a crossbow, staff, and daggers. However, their strongest point is stealth and hand to hand combat.
born a weapon / When finally kickstarted into action, they are dedicated beyond belief. No matter what tragedy may strike, Song-Hua will always maintain a steady and focused demeanor.

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shy / Song-Hua's wariness of people means they have a difficult time negotiating with merchants, questioning others for information, mingling, and so on. xxx defeated / Oftentimes they've already lost the battle before they've even started. Song-hua is too saturated in their own nihilism.
uncooperative / Flat out doesn't know how to work in a team. Song-hua has operated by themselves for such a long time, they wouldn't even know where to start with another person.

Q U I R K S & H A B I T S
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FILLERTEXTFIL

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I'm an idiot for thinking
This was anything but blood

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H I S T O R Y
too much has changed

Song-Hua was formed from stardust 200 years ago. They have no parents, no family, and no definitive gender. Raised on Heaven's Eye by the Virtus, one might even wonder if they even count as a human, actually.

The Guardian of the Eye left the island at 20 years old to go observe the mainland. As far back as they remember, they've received visions of the Eye in their dreams.
Song-Hua followed the Eye's direction to different places on the continent to observe their conflict and struggle. Sometimes they would integrate themselves into the military, like in Scorpio and Aquarius, while other times traveling as a hunter or an earring peddler.

In the beginning, Song-Hua was brash and outspoken. Time and isolation gradually ate away at their personality, however, and Song-Hua's will to endure crumbled.
These past 180 years of moving around, only to watch tragedy after tragedy.... it's too difficult. They've given up.

Song-Hua

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a character in “Natsukashii”, as played by angelwolf123

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So begins...

Song-Hua's Story