Gender
Male
"I don't look like a female now do I?"
Age
17
"Definitely not a teacher."
Personality
A couple of words: absolutely stoic and overall awkward. With a poker face usually on, Kon is probably the most emotionless person you will ever meet. It's quite scary; honestly, especially when he doesn't react to pain. Even his bright, turquoise eyes appear lost, or, blank. Konstantyn is the type that will insist someone to shoot him, if gun pointed. He encourages people to hurt him. How sick is that? Just, what is this "monster", you ask?
"This "monster", so to speak, is an individual in which no one understands. Stereotyped, constantly, because people fail to grasp me. They do not look long enough."
His exact words he'll say every time someone asks. It's happened; it's bound to happen again, right? No smile, no frown, just this lost, poker expression. People don't know him long enough to actually understand him, because actually, he'll defend anyone, whether he knows them or not. As well as being deathly eelymosynary; a giving boy. Sure, he may look like he doesn't give two shits about anyone, but he's worried about what would happen next, what might happen later, he's constantly thinking and thinking: because has has nothing else to occupy him.
Well, to say the least, he's a bit of a clown as well. A humorous, serious clown, using a type of humor he calls sarcasm with a deadpan expression. Mostly, he does this unintentionally, though sometimes the impulsive male can't control it. If something he finds humorous humors him, he has to make a sarcastic comment. No smirk, no smile; maintaining a serious face the whole time, which, may title him as archly insincere. Have I mentioned he is also intelligent?
Yes, he's quite intellectual despite his disorders, or well, problems. Able to hack, program, and all around, he's known to be his family's smartest. Smarter than his parents, even, surprising enough. People may think he's a complete idiot because of his problems; he wants to prove them all wrong. Every, single, one.
As well as being a bit mute all in all. As I stated above, he's highly awkward, or other words, socially awkward. He can't keep a conversation for long without stuttering.
"I'm an oddball, aren't I?"
Why You're Here
"Notice how long my nails are? On my 16th birthday, I felt it was time. I wanted to escape, y'know? Escape this living hell, the pain. My horrible parents, and the hatred that builds. I've become emotionless, the person I am, because of society and people. So, I scratched at my throat and my chest. When all the skin around my throat was practically sliced off, and my nails were almost there to my windpipe, my parents came running in from the grunts and groans I was making. I should have been more quieter. It was my fault. Everything was my fault. I don't blame society; we are a greedy race. I blame myself for letting it get to me. I'm the one at fault. I've broken myself.
It continued. I still tried to scratch my skin off with anything in my reach; keys, toys, nail filers. I would make burns on my skin from erasers. Until my father couldn't take me, and he slapped me across the face and told me to snap out of it. I kind of deserved it, honestly, but I lost it. I went bat shit insane. I screamed. I hit him, then I locked myself in a bathroom for 3 days straight. Awake all day and night, silently crying.
Why you ask I am like this? Why have I turned into what I am? Because everything's my fault."
Disorders/Disabilities
Kon has severe Asperger's syndrome, taking a fascination into anime and different countries along with music, topped off with depression and panic disorder. Usually, his panic attacks occur in the middle of the night.
"I can't help it."
Classes
"A"
Wake-Up Call - 5:30
Breakfast - 6:30-7:30
Art(elective) - 7:35-8:20
Psychology - 8:25-9:20
Math - 9:25-10:20
English - 10:25-11:15
Lunch - 11:20-12:15
History - 12:20-1:15
Science - 1:20-2:15
Economics/Government - 2:20-3:15
Group Therapy (Sev) - 4:20-5:15
Dinner - 6:00-7:00
Freetime - 7:05-8:55
Bedtime - 9:00-9:30
Lights Out - 9:30
Nicknames
Kon, Freak, Poker Face
"Feel free to call me whatever, but I appreciate it if you call me Kon."
History
It all started just before he was born: he was a lovechild, or, in more rude terms, a bastard child. He was a mistake, simple as that, no refusing it. As time progressed, and as he was born, he was bullied throughout school for one reason, and because kids that time though it was weird: he was, or is, bisexual. Boys would laugh and girls would cringe away from him, murmuring to each other. This was found out by the drawings he drew; because he was, well, an individual. Boys holding hands, girls holding hands, girls and boys holding hands, whatever he liked he'd draw. Stage 1 of his problems, though at the time he showed actual emotion. He'd cry for days, though, this began the panic attacks. In the middle of the night, he'd wake up sweating with his heart palpitating, and feeling as if he was going to be sick.
He was pulled out of school, which crushed him. Who would give him the proper education? His parents? As if, they're always at work. Well, he wasn't expecting a hired ex-teacher, fired because the school had too many of them. Cliche or just ironic? That's how his parents were; they'd take no time out of their day to play with him or educate him.
As he was taught, he really payed no attention, instead he kept watching the globe that the teacher brought in. He'd get yelled at for not paying attention most of the time, and occasionally hit on the arm, which hurt. A lot. As Konstantyn grew, he became more and more weirder so to speak: sickly obsessed with anime, dwelling over countries, secluding himself, and listening to electro music and metal nonstop with his bulky headphones.
On his 17th birthday, his parents became worried about him, for once, and thought it was time to send him to Blue Waters.
"I don't really mind being sent here; but, you can't really trust people. I'm afraid I might get stabbed or something.."
Likes/Dislikes
+ Music
+ Animals
+ Silence
+ Sarcasm
+ Boys
+ Girls
+ Anime
+ Countries
+ Computers
- Lizards "I love all animals, though lizards, they scare me."
- Himself
- Emotional Pain "I escape with with physical."
Other
You'll usually find him listening to a techno/metal group/band called Celldweller.