"I never wanted to admit it, but maybe hiding would be better. Just smile instead of cry."
General Information
Name
Sebastian Drew
Age
Seventeen
Gender
Male
Grade
Junior
Sexual Orientation
Homosexual
Personality
Likes
+ Guitar
+ Drums
+ Screamo music
+ Indie music
+ The colors blue and black
+ His hair
+ Prep boys
+ Creating a scene
+ Sketching
Dislikes
- People
- Jocks
- Cheerleaders
- Arrogance
- Ignorance
- Fruity perfume
- The color orange
- People judging him
- Being misunderstood
Fears
# Always being hated
# Gay jokes
# Failing
# Losing his guitar or sketchbook
Quirks
# Messing with his hair
# "Laughing at a funeral" ; inability to be serious with serious things
# Random periods of muteness
Personality
Sebastian's primary mode of living is focused internally, where he takes things in primarily via intuition. His secondary mode is external, where he deals with things according to how he feels about them, or how they fit with his personal value system. You could call him the "mature" one, depending on his mood. He is rather complex, a highly intuitive individual. Artistic and creative, he lives in a world of hidden meanings and possibilities.
Sebastian places great importance on having things orderly and systematic in his outer world. He puts a lot of energy into identifying the best system for getting things done. On the other hand, he operates within himself on an intuitive basis which is entirely spontaneous. He knows things intuitively, without being able to pinpoint why, and without detailed knowledge of the subject at hand. He is usually right though, and he usually knows it. Consequently, Sebastian puts a tremendous amount of faith into his instincts and intuitions. This is something of a conflict between the inner and outer worlds, and may result in him not being as organized as others tend to be. Or we may see some signs of disarray in an otherwise orderly tendency, such as a consistently messy car.
He has an uncanny insight into people and situations. He gets "feelings" about things and intuitively understands them. This is the sort of thing that other people may scorn and scoff at, and he himself does not really understand his intuition at a level which can be verbalized. Though, he's pretty sure it's there. Consequently, he is protective of his inner self, sharing only what he chooses to share and when he chooses to share it. He is a deep, complex individual, who is quite private and typically difficult to understand. He holds back most of himself, and can be secretive. He has a tendency to be stubborn and to ignore other people's opinions. Life is not necessarily easy for the boy, but he is capable of great depth of feeling and personal achievement.
My Life
Relationships
He is friends with most of the other misfits. He mostly gets teased by Jocks and Cheerleaders. Otherwise, he doesn't interact with others very much.
Clique
Goth/Misfits
History
Sebastian's history is that of a tragic one. His mother died when he was younger, and he grew up with a mostly-absent father. When he was about age thirteen he found himself attracted more to boys rather than girls, and at age fifteen he began dating a guy. Not only did his father beat him half to death when he found out, but he made Sebastian break up with his first love. Ever since his father has hit him for even mentioning a guy, or looking at pictures of Adam Levine or Channing Tatum, anything. His father isn't open to him being gay, and he beats him for it.
Other
Theme Song
It Ends Tonight by All American Rejects
