Role: Mentor 2
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Hair color: Hazelnut brown.
Eye color: Chocolate brown
Skin tone: Fair
Build: Hourglass
Scars/Marks she has very, very faint freckles that are mainly on her cheeks and she also has a small oddly shaped scar on the back of her hand which when asked about she says she has no idea how it happened.
Overall appearance::
Beth has large chocolate brown doe-eyes that are slightly green around the edges, she has thick black lashes and small black bags under her eyes due to the stress of medical school but she covers this up with make-up that has the same ivory colour as her smooth skin, unlike most Elizabeth never really got spots and that hasn't changed, her soft skin feels almost like porcelain to touch.
Her large, full lips are usually pulled into a smirk and her eyebrows are usually raised holding the winners look that is always on her face, waiting to reappear when she wins, again.
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Likes:
-Studying
-Winning
-Clever people
-Science
Dislikes:
-Stupid people
-Her father
-Losing
-Music
Fears:
-Her father finding her again.
-Getting kicked out of school.
-Getting below a C at school.
Habits:
-Whenever she's nervous she taps her knuckles any nearby surface.
-Dotting her 'i's' with a heart.
Personality: When you first meet Beth she can come off as extremely full of herself but this is all a facade she puts up because of her past, Beth should be thought of as the kind-hearted, thoughtful girl she knows she is on the inside but it's hard to be so open when you've been hurt so many times before.
On the outside she is smug, full of herself yet no one can say she isn't a nice person, yes, she gloats but doesn't everyone sometimes?
She's one of the most helpful people you'll meet and she does have a heart of gold she just has a funny way of showing it.
Beth finds it hard to trust and therefore cannot let anyone get close enough to her to see the real her, the her that would do anything for anybody.
There is no doubting that Elizabeth Rose Johnson is clever, in fact she is almost always top of her class, but this is due to her past, she threw herself into her schoolwork so she didn't have to think about home and she's doing the same with the Medical Degree which she chose because it was one of the most difficult.
Don't get her wrong, she loves learning and being able to do things others can't but it's lonely when all you do is go to school and then when you get home do your work.
History: Elizabeth had a devastating past, she grew up with her alcoholic father and anorexic mother in a small studio flat (As they couldn't afford much more with her father spending all the money on drink) her father had been like that for so long that she didn't think it was wrong when he hit her mother, she thought it was what 'Daddies' do to 'mummies' to show their love.
Of course she could be more wrong, when Elizabeth grew older and realised that actually, her father was a horrible person, she begged her mother to leave him but she wouldn't and so Elizabeth would end up getting beaten for sticking up for her mother.
She then threw herself into school then, as a way to escape her father and ended up spending her after school hours hiding in the school library until she had to leave.
And when she was made to leave Elizabeth would stay to the streets - This causing her to join one or two bad groups of people and eventually her smoking weed.
Although she only ever took drugs so she could fit in with the people she hung out with and wouldn't have to go home, but this faze died as soon as it had occurred and she vows never to have drugs again.
Elizabeth threw herself into her schoolwork so much she didn't have time for anything else and in some ways it was a good thing - She was becoming top of her class; always had her homework on time and also didn't have to go home to face her parents' abusive relationship. Yet there were also some terrible disadvantages - When I say she didn't have time for anything, she didn't have time for anything and this included eating.
Her usual bubbly attitude was already beginning to diminish.
Beth's teachers then began to question why she was spending so many hours at school until one day they questioned her and she tried to hide what was going on at home but they kept persisting until one day, she got home and found her mother unconscious on the floor, whether to her father beating her, her starving herself or both Elizabeth will never know but either way something inside her changed that day and she decided to become a different person.
She went to her school and told them the whole thing - They sent the police to her home and her father was taken but never prosecuted because her mother refused to say it was him that had beaten her, however much Beth pleaded her.
Her father got away with it but wasn't allowed to come less than a mile from her or her mother.
But that wasn't what her mother wanted, Beth will never know why but her mother still loved him after all he had put her through.
Because her father knows that Beth was the one who told the police she knows that he wants revenge and is therefore praying he doesn't find her, she just wants to be as far away from the man who beat her mother to a pulp and would gladly do it to her given a chance.
Yet Elizabeth refused to let this make her cold, bitter and quiet, in fact, yes, she became a different person but the polar opposite to what she didn't want to be - But is that really what she wants? To be arrogant and act like she's had the perfect life all the time?
She doesn't tell her past to anyone and decided to become a mentor so she could help people who went through what she did.
Theme Song:
(When this began)
I had nothing to say
And I get lost in the nothingness inside of me
(I was confused)
And I let it all out to find
That Iâm not the only person with these things in mind
(Inside of me)
But all that they can see the words revealed
Is the only real thing that Iâve got left to feel
(Nothing to lose)
Just stuck, hollow and alone
And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own
[Chorus]
I wanna heal, I wanna feel what I thought was never real
I wanna let go of the pain Iâve felt so long
(Erase all the pain till itâs gone)
I wanna heal, I wanna feel like Iâm close to something real
I wanna find something Iâve wanted all along
Somewhere I belong
And Iâve got nothing to say
I canât believe I didnât fall right down on my face
(I was confused)
Looking everywhere only to find
That itâs not the way I had imagined it all in my mind
(So what am I)
What do I have but negativity
âCause I canât justify the way, everyone is looking at me
(Nothing to lose)
Nothing to gain, hollow and alone
And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own
[Repeat Chorus]
I will never know myself until I do this on my own
And I will never feel anything else, until my wounds are healed
I will never be anything till I break away from me
I will break away, I'll find myself today
[Repeat Chorus]
I wanna heal, I wanna feel like Iâm somewhere I belong
I wanna heal, I wanna feel like Iâm somewhere I belong
Somewhere I belong