Victoria Maia
I actually drew this and it came straight from my head and is extremely random...sooo.....yeah.
Personality
For those who don't want to read the really long explanation, I am basically lazy, open-minded, anti-social, and lack intense emotions. I am also "weird", but you are weird too, so....hmm...
I am a human. Since I am a human, I have a 3D personality, which in my eyes is littered with flaws, but I like being me. Also as a human, I like to categorize myself and those around me into groups. I, personally, have categorized myself into the loner/nerd group with a few other people in the miniscule high school I go to. Although when people become close friends with me, they realize I talk. A lot. Most of the things I talk about canāt be used against me and I always make sure those I donāt trust learn about my secrets or any they could use against me. But if I trust you, youād know my life story and most of my secrets, even though people tend not to know me, there are still people in the world who can blackmail me, and arenāt a part of my family.
I have a layback, stress-less lifestyle, although it is bad because I donāt get stressed out when I should. I also loose friends because my reactions arenāt strong enough for their liking, at least when it comes to things like their entertaining drama. I like to think of myself as a bystander, always on the outside and rarely involved in anything. To most, that would be a boring life, but think of it this way. You watch a couple get together and then a few days the girlfriend finds the boyfriend cheating on her, that would be highly entertaining to see and you wouldnāt have to be the one dealing with the emotional mess. I normally donāt have passionate emotions, they rarely occur for me.
I have other aspects of my personality that are normally evoked in whatever mood and/or environment I am in. If I attempted to explain every aspect of my life, it would take too much time. Youāll probably find out the other aspects through my posts.
Background Information
I still have a lot of life to go through and in general had a normal life, probably just more isolated than most.
I was born, a human. I've lived my life, as a human. You see the trend? I do. Well, I was born in the lovely individualistic country known as the US and have lived here my whole life. Which hasn't been a very long time; I am actually a freshman in the smallest school ever. It is very annoying knowing all the people at that place, I'd much rather fade into the background where no one, except my close friends, knows anything about me.
I am half Chinese and have been to China a handful of times. It is soā¦I donāt know how to explain it, but the cultural differences is so entertaining and itās the place I can recharge from the real world. Although, I havenāt lived very long, Iāve learned to enjoy life at the moment and not make a huge deal over things that are minor. I have also learned that the older I get the more stupid I would think the past me is. Eh, whatever.
My life has been mundane. Iāve gone through elementary school with fleeting friends, always having a new best friend every year, and minimal bullying. That I didnāt even notice, until I actually analyzed the life of me so far. Junior high was interesting enough, I also had fleeting friends, although, two of them forced themselves into being more permanent friends. I recently had a fall out with to person I called my "best friend" a few weeks ago, when I realized how poorly she has been treating the people she considers her friends and I. The last straw finally snapped when she insulted one of my close friends and the friend's family. It was hurtful and made me realize how poorly she had treated me, and that it wasn't worth bothering to talk to her... High school so far, has been dramatic for those around me, but carries on like the rest of my life has been. I only talk to five of the freshman in my school and only consider one of them a close friend, I have lived my life in an isolated fashion. More so than I did in junior high, I personally enjoy it better this way.
I could ramble on so more, but I don't think that would be logical.
Goals
Hm...Goals in life....Well, I have various goals that are slightly absurd like being a hobo or painting the side of my house (seeing as to how my mom would murder me if I did so). My main goal would probably to experience things that people normally wouldn't want to deal with, like living on the streets or spending my nights kicking out drunk people or being something as mundane as a trash collector. What do they like about their lives? What are their mind sets? I wouldn't know, I haven't even experienced the adult world. So I'm still an ignorant person, sadly.