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β Age ; Twenty
β Gender ; Male
β Sexuality ; Undetermined
β Hex Codes ; #F2473F | #AF4035
β Face Claim ; Kaneki Ken | Tokyo Ghoul
β Portrayed by ; The_QueenX
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Ronan was born with the intention to give away. His parents, who spoiled him rotten, gave him everything he could ever want. In truth, Ronan was a mistake. As the parents of the little girl who was supposed to bring light to the world, Ronan was a place holder after a furtive exercise in primitive behavior. Tall,, dark, brooding. He seems to be every teenage girl's dream. At least, until they get to know him. As a mercenary, he carries the scars of his past on his body. Whip marks, surgeries, stitches, bloodied knuckles, broken nose. The only reason others don't see all this is because Shoku fixes it.
Ronan is many things, in the past he was a bit of a bully as an older brother, constantly picking on the little things his sister would do. In truth, it was because Ronan was jealous. His sister shined so brightly and in comparison, he was just a blight clinging to her for warmth. When Shoku took them, he played the role of the protector, constantly trying and failing to keep the only person he had left from being hurt. Shoku made it a game, taunting him, seeing how far he could go before Ronan would snap. A victim trapped within his own mind, Shoku uses a collar and medicine to suppress Ronan's true nature.
Most know him as the Black Reaper or Shoku's Dog. Like many light bearers who find themselves under the care of Ira Shoku, Ronan lost his mind to the drug that keep him in line. On days where his sanity is in tact he can be found ghosting the halls or haunting the one space he can call his own. For the most part, Ronan seems to have free reign of the building although he is only allowed to leave should he have a mission or assignment.
The drugs suppress his mind, his ability to think and thanks to this Shoku has him wrapped around his little finger. Ronan constantly flickers between a free mind and one that has been encased in a fog so thick that he wouldn't be able to take one step without Shoku's direction. He has become dependent on the need to be ordered around, dependent on the drugs that form the fuzziness so that he doesn't have nightmares when he sleeps.
In theory only. In truth, Ronan is a lover and a fighter. He doesn't intentionally look to make trouble, trouble just seems to find him.
When his parents were killed and they were taken, he was full of so many regrets. He regretted not saying "I love you," to his family more often. He hated himself for every stupid gesture against his sister and began to try to protect her. Ronan would shield her from lashings, he would take the beating when they were being punished and would hold Loretta as she cried, promising her that he would be stronger, that he would get them out of there. Soon they were separated, each walking different paths towards destiny. Ronan saw Loretta less and less and he clung desperately to those memories, the ones where she smiled warmly, or forgave him for breaking her things, even when she shouldn't. She was always too gentle, but even something as simple as that began to be shunned from his mind as Shoku began Ronan's reprogramming.
They were not allowed interaction, what little he saw of Loretta he began to regret. She was kept under lock and key, hardly allowed any small freedoms. Shoku had taken everything from her, from them. Then, one day, when Ronan saw her face, he realized he no longer had any idea who she was. She was a shell, eyes wide and empty, body limp, hair gone, frame far too skinny. She stared at him, unseeing, unflinching at the monster he was becoming.
It was in that moment that Ronan too, broke.