Jayden Delgado's Story

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Harley had known it was stupid to come find him. She knew he’d only break her heart, because it had been too long. She didn’t blame him for trying to move on, it was expected of him. The way it was expected of her to marry Tommy, because he was a Saint and he’d be faithful to her. But, it killed her to see him with some other girl whether he loved her or not. She knew he’d changed she’d seen it in his eyes back at the bar that morning.

She just hoped that maybe…but she knew it was false hope. She felt him grab her wrist and spin her to face him and she took a few steps back, because she couldn’t stand being close to him, when she was on the verge of breaking down. She hadn’t even realized she’d started to cry. She’d been more emotional exhausted in the past twelve hours then she’d ever been in her entire life, including when Ben had “died”.

"When I said you know where I am, I wasn't intending for you to go on a fucking suicide mission Har." He breathed and she held his eyes, trying her best to fight her pain. "Actually, I've been thinking about you everyday for the past three years, but I'd have to say today had been particularly difficult." he sighed and she listened as he completely avoid what he’d just been doing.

She wasn’t entirely sure what to say to him. She could see it in his eyes he was high off of something, she knew because he had the same darkness in his eyes that Tommy and Jax had when they were high off their asses and it scared her, because she wasn’t sure if he’d hurt her if she pushed him too far. But, Harley couldn’t help but push his buttons it was her only defiance and it was what she knew how to do best.

“Is that the best you got babe?” she breathed. “Where the fuck did you think I was going to go, it was here or your house and I figured I had a better chance here then if your father answered the door and wander why I was there after three years.” She spat harshly, letting her anger take over because for once she was tired of crying over him. “You really looked like you were missing the hell out of me, just a second ago.” She hissed taking a threatening step closer. She didn’t know who he was but she didn’t give a shit, if he hit her or her said something cruel it was better than feeling numb at this point. She ripped off the chain that was around her neck, that had been hidden under her shirt, with their engagement ring still on it. Tommy hated that she wore it. She threw it at him.

“Thought you might want that back…seeing as I won’t be needing it.” She spat before turning and heading to the driver’s side to get in, but she knew better. If she knew any biker, they didn’t let there girls get away with what she’d done to him, but she didn’t give a shit.

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Kissing her was incredible, her lips alone were intoxicating and even as he kissed her he knew he should pull away, because it was wrong. Everything about their situation was a bad idea. Yet, as shitty as he felt about it he was too selfish to pull away from her lips. She wrapped her arms around his neck and he warped an arm around her waist, pulling her tight against his body and he kissed her harder groaning as she slipped her tongue past his lips.

"Fuck." she breathed between kissed. "I can't stop thinking about you either." She mumbled before kissing him harder and he smirked loving that he wasn’t the only one who was feeling that way, if he was he might just loose it.

For the moment he chose to ignore the fact that she was his little sister or the fact that he was married or she was ten years younger. None of that matter, the only thing that matter was the way it felt kissing her, because he hadn’t felt that way about someone it three years and he was convinced he never get that feeling from anyone else, but he had with Jaydon.

He walked her up against the wall pinning her there, kissing her hard, slipping his tongue past her lips. His kiss was rough, because of who he was, but there was no less passion or need in the kiss. His lips left hers and moved quickly along her jaw he paused at her ear.

“We shouldn’t be doing this.” He breathed against her skin, but his voice told her that he didn’t give a shit, it was honestly just making him want her that much more. He kissed her skin softer this time, it was the kind of kiss he used on most girls to get them to keep coming back, it was an understatement to say that Elijah was experienced when it came to pleasure a girl, he should have a fucking doctorate in fucking a girl and keeping her coming back for more. He was incredibly good at what he did. “Tell me you don’t want this Jadi…” he whispered against her skin as his lips moved down her neck incredibly slowly, teasing her on purpose.

One hand rested on the wall next to her head, while his other hand slipped under the waistline of her shorts as he rubbed between her legs. “Because you know once we do this,” he breathed pulling away to hold her eyes, but continuing the rub roughly between her legs a wickedly arrogant smirk on his face that made you hate him and want him at the same time. “There’s no going back.” he said holding her eyes.

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She started her car and she was fully intent on leaving and she was honestly pissed off enough that she was debating telling Jaxon, Eli, and Tommy and letting the Saints and the Bloods finally fucking fight it out. It was inevitable the two gangs were just waiting for their moments to attack. She didn’t realize Ben had moved and when she glanced up he was gone and on his way over to her door, only she didn’t get a chance to lock it before he opened the door and jerked her out of the car roughly. He slammed her into the car, causing her to let out a frustrated and pained groan. She was sore from her fight earlier that day with Tommy. He closed the space between them and the heat was undeniable.

"You don't want the ring?" he spat and she held his eyes, her breathing was heavy and she stayed silent for the moment. "Fine, but it doesn't change anything." she rolled her eyes, trying to shove him away but it was no use.


"You'll always be mine. Don't even try to lie to me and tell me you don't feel the heat between us." she hated the arrogance written all over his face and she hated it even more that he was right. "I know you're afraid to stand too close to me because you're afraid of it. Of the fact that you still fucking love me. You can marry Tommy if you want, baby, you that'll never change.”

He pressed his lips to hers then and at first she was too frozen by the way he’d called her his, like she was a possession and that was her first red flag that he’d changed for the worse. Then she realized his lips were pressed to hers and he kissed her hard, a hand fisted in her hair holding her there so she couldn’t push him away even if she wanted to and she tried, because she knew exactly what he was doing. She knew if he continued, he’d have her again.

Eventually though she couldn’t fight him anymore, her need to feel his arms wrapped around her and the taste of his lips, was too much for her to fight. She took a fist full of his shirt and pulled herself closer. She also knew him well enough to know that fighting him would only make him force her to kiss him that much longer. They were both stubborn and if she gave him what he wanted he’d let her go. But, once she’d finally given into him, he had her and it killed her. Because, she’d stopped fighting he loosened his grip just enough for her to shove him away. She moved her body quickly so he couldn’t trap her against the car again, however she knew even if she tried to run from him he’d catch her.

“Fuck you.” She breathed but it was weak because all she wanted to do was kiss him. “You don’t know anything!” She yelled frustrated with herself for giving into him and she was frustrated with him acting the way he was. She ran her fingers through her hair frustrated with the entire situation she’d gotten herself involved in and she wondered why she’d even gone there in the first place. “You’re nothing but a spineless coward.” She spat “And your wrong,” She said holding his eyes. “I don’t love you.” She lied, pretty convincingly, but as convincing as it was she knew he’d be able to see right through her and it would only piss him off.

She kept her distance from him, if he wanted to fight her she’d fight him, but she knew he’d win and even though she knew he’d win whether it be with cruel words or his lips, she didn’t care because she wasn’t about to let him get away with how badly he’d fucked her up, with a simple kiss. If he wanted her he was going to have to fight through hell and back to get her back. She was going to make him fell the way he’d made her feel for the past three years without him.

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He knew he had her just by the way her breathing had changed. If she hadn’t have wanted to go through with it even as high as Lijah was, he wouldn’t have forced her and that’s why he kept his eyes on her. He was watching her for any sign of discomfort and he’d step away at the first sight, because it was different with her. With other girls he couldn’t give a shit if he hurt them and left them feeling like shit, but Jae, he didn’t want to hurt and that scared the shit out of him, because all he knew how to do after Sabrina had died, was hurt girls. Veronica was the prime example of that.

"Fuck." she breathed, placing a hand on the back of his neck and he smirked. "I don't care." he probably should have though his plan through a little better, because he’d already fucked one girl in the same bathroom and he wasn’t too keen on giving Jade the impression that she was a cheap whore, but he had no choice they were already there, trying to take their affair somewhere else would only kill the mood and cause them to rethink what they were about to do. "Just fuck me. Hard."

He kissed her hard then, breaking their kiss only to pull off her shirt and toss it aside before his lips went right back to her. There was a magnetic pull between them that he’d never felt, not even with Sabrina, though he wouldn’t admit that. He continued to rub between her legs knowing that it was driving her wild while his hand slipped into her hair and tilted her neck, making it longer and his lips ran along her skin, kissing her teasingly along her neck in no particular way, just letting his lips touch all the spots he knew would make her entire body tingly.

He brought his lips back to hers then and kissed her hard, he finally moved the hand that was rubbing between her legs, to her back and he slid his hand up her spine before undoing her bra and tossing her aside. He pulled off his shirt then and spun her so her back was facing him as he moved her hair kissing softly, yet still rough and passionately along her shoulder blades.

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She knew if she stayed around him any longer that she’d given in and all her fighting would be over. She knew he could see right through her and she hated that. All she wanted to do was be strong enough to stay away from him and not betray her family, because in the end that’s what she’d wind up doing. However, it was Benji and he’d been the only guy that had ever softened the edges of her frayed heart and he’d been the only one who could put her in her place because he didn’t play her games and he’d been the only man she’d ever really loved.

She’d been to lost in thought, to realize that he was headed straight towards her. Her skin was set on fire even as he grabbed her above her elbow roughly. He pulled her close his eyes glaring daggers into hers, but she didn’t back down, she wasn’t intimidated like most girls probably were of him. She’d grown up with three brothers, two of which were arguably worse than Benji.

"Nice try sweetheart. But I can see it in your eyes." he held her eyes shrugging, his lips so close that all she had to do was lean forward and they’d be kissing again. "I love you Harley." He breathed and her jaw clenched "I'm sorry I hurt you, honestly I am, I don't know what else you want out of me babe." He said pressing his lips to her jaw and she closed her eyes taking in the moment.

He didn’t get it. She loved him, but she couldn’t go back down that road with him. Three years ago, they’d still been just kids, drunk off love. Things were different now and she wasn’t entirely sure, that love alone would find a way. She had too many responsibilities, just like him, they were putting ay too much on the line if they tried to be together. Not to mention that she couldn’t seem to get past the fact that his death had fucked her up so badly that she was on an array of different medications and she’d tried to kill herself countless times, yet he seemed to think sorry and the fact that he “loved” her fixed that.

“Benji…” she breathed keeping her eyes closed because she didn’t want to look at him, she knew I she did she’d fall apart. “How do you expect me to get over your death and then three years later you show up.” She breathed. “And it’s not like you just showed up at my door, you fucked and then killed my best friend.” She said finally opening her eyes, finding his. “I’m just a little bit fucking confused.” She said honestly desperate for an explanation, a solution to their madness. “God Damn it, Benny tell me what to fucking do and I’ll do it because I’m sick of living without you.” She finally breathed.

She couldn’t stand it anymore, she pressed her lips to his and kissed him hard. It felt too good to fight kissing him. Every time she kissed him it was like the first time all over again. She could kiss him forever and never get tired of it and when she was kissing him, she forgot about everything shitty in her life. She pulled away then and wrapped her arms around his neck because in all honesty she just wanted him to hold her, to feel his arms around her again.

“Your right, I don’t love Tommy and I never will.” She breathed. “I don’t know who I am without you babe, I’ve been dying every day for the past three years without you.” It was painful to admit it to him and to give into him, because he’d cut her so badly, but her need to have him back surpassed the pain that he’d caused her from leaving her.

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He continued to kiss along her shoulder blades, making sure to cover every inch of her skin in hot, seductive kisses. He could tell just by the sounds she was making and the way her body shivered at his touch that he had her. He couldn’t help but smirk against her skin, because knowing that she was more than enjoying what he was doing was how he got off.

"We're going to hell." She moaned and he could tell by her voice she was smirking, causing him to smirk against her skin. She slipped her shorts on then and he could tell she was getting desperate and so was he, only many year of practice on his part had him playing cool like he could continue on with foreplay all night.

He spun her around then and pinned her against the wall as he kissed her hard. While his free hand moved along her upper chest slowly, before his fingers hooked around her panties as he slid them off. Eli wasn’t entirely sure what it was about Jae that was driving him completely crazy. He wanted to say that it was the fact that she was so young, but he knew that wasn’t true, he’d been with younger girls before, then he wanted to blame the drugs, but he knew that was a lie too because he’d done drugs half his life that they were second nature to him and he knew the difference between real and drug enhanced feelings and whatever was going on between them, that heat and electricity. The passion and the pleasure all of it was more than real.

His lips moved along her jaw before pausing at her ear. “Baby, I was born in hell.” He breathed against her skin before unbuttoning his pants, slipping them off and picking her up effortlessly, wrapping her legs around his waist.
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It hadn’t been long, for the simple fact that Elijah knew he had to be quick. They would have too many people looking for them if they disappeared for too long. Despite their sleazy bathroom quickie, it had been incredible and he wanted to spend the rest of the night fucking her, getting high, and then fucking her again. He knew that even if they never hooked up again and it was just for the night, he’d never get over her or the way it felt with her. He knew it was wrong, but he honestly didn’t give a shit.

He slipped his pants back on once they were finished and he looked over her wanting to make sure she was okay. “Fuck, Jade.” He breathed, leaning in and kissing her lips. “As much as I want to stay with you, we gotta get out of here before we get caught he smirked wickedly.

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Harley had always been a lot like the rest of her family, incredible in bed, excelent criminals, and strong willed. Yet terrible when it comes to things like spilling your emotions to the pepole who mean the most to them. Harley wasnt exatly sure what to do with her emotions, shed been an emotional wreck since the night he'd died . She wanst sure wether to forgive him, hate him, fall all over him, or love him. He'd lied and things were different, she wasnt sure how or if they could work but she was tried of fighting the fact that she knew deep down no matter what he did, shed always love him and as much as she hated herself for it, after some fight on her part she'd probably always give into him.

"I know." He breathed, pulling her from her thoughts as he slid his hand into her hair and kissed her softly causing her to moan almost instantly, she had that he was making her loose control of the walls she'd built so high to shelter her heart. "I've been dying too baby. I need you." he shrugged pulling away holding her eyes for a monent before pressing his lips to her jawline and she closed her eyes letting every incredibly beautiful memory of them come floding back. "You asked me to tell you what to do, so I want you to forget what we are and just be with me." He breathed and she sighed looking away.

He was asking a lot of her. He was asking her to betray her family, her gang, herself. He was asking her to risk her life for somthing that might not even work out if they tried a second time, because it was clear neither of them were the same person. He was also asking her to pretend to continue to love Tommy or have to watch him with other girls, because people would wonder if she all of a sudden called things quits with Tommy and he stopped fucking cheap girls. They'd have to sneak around careful that someone didnt catch on and if they were ever caught, one or both of them would end up dead. It was fucking insane and she knew that even as she thought all of it over. It'd never work.

She wrapped her arms around his neck and pulled him close, she lend up on her toes pressing her lips to him, bring his lips to her level so she was flat on her feet again. The kiss was soft and full of a million and one sincere I love yous. It was the kind of kiss that in there world a biker was lucky to get from his girl, because it said no matter what happened she, d be the girl standing by his side when their world fell apart, she'd be their if he ran out of money and had nothing left, she loved him for who he was, not for what he had or what he'd done. However, she hadnt forgiven him for leaving her alone like he had.

She pulled away resting her forehead against his, her eyes closed as she tried to catch her breath because he always took it away when she was kissing his lips.

"Were not going to make it out of this alive." She breathed. "But id rather die fighting for you...us. Then go another fucking day without you." She said honestly as she pulled their bodiess closer together and even as she said it she knew what the were doing was practically a suicide pact. "I love you Bones" she whispered agisnt his lips with a wicked smirk on her own.

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As bad as Eli should have felt, he really didnt feel all that bed. In fact he felt fucking incredible. He hadnt felt that way in what felt like ages. Being with her had gotten his heart racing and it had been exciting. He wanted to blame it on the fact that it was because they were practically Romeo and juliet and could never be together, but if he was being honest with himself it was just her. She'd always been beautiful, he'd just never noticed it until he was looking at her lighting herself a cigerette.

"You're probably right, it would really suck if Harley came to unlock the door for someone and found us fucking" he smirked at the thought honestly wondering if Harley would even care, because he knew some pretty dirty shit on her that Jax, Tommy, Marky, and Jae would probably flip shit if they found out. But she'd sworn him to secrecy.

"This probably shouldn't happen again." She breathed, breathed pulling him from his thoughts and he raised a bri w with a wicked smirk as he looked over her reflection in the mirror.

"Alright." He shrugged like it didnt matter to him, when in reality all he was thing about was when they could get away with it again. "Then again Ronnine is leavin to visit her mom for a week. If you want somewhere to crash..." he trailed off coming up behind her, pullingbhis shirt on over his head before moving her blonde hair to one side and kissing slowly along her neck.

"You know where I live." He smirked wickedly like he already knew he had her when he said Ronnie was going out of town. He pulled away then heading towards the door without another word, before pausing and turning back to her. "Oh, you might want to try to get rid of the after sex glow."he smirked looking her over. He was a little better at hiding things due to his amount of practiced years. "My brother is stupid, but not that stupid." He said hobestly before slipping out of the bathroom.

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"I love you too Babydoll" he said and she loved hearing that name out of his mouth.

She followed his eyes to the bar and she glanced over her shoulder. They already had a few bikers watching and that didnt suprise her considering part of their job title when they joined the gang was that theyd give their life for Ben in a heart beat, the same way any of her gang members would give their life for all Five of the Delgado siblings. She wasnt suprised that they were probably wondeing just exactly what girl he was with this time.

"But we should probably get out of here. And take your car. It'll be less noticeable if I leave my bike at the bar than if your car is found here." He shrugged, leaning in and kissing her forehead. She nodded understanding, before a wicked smirk crept onto her lips.

"I think that last time I drove you anywhere was when you and my brothers were arrested and the police impound your bikes." She laughed. "Get in, will go to Haven...for old times sake." She said slipping into her drivers seat.

Back in high school, Haven had been deemed as the hang out for all the misfits, rebles, and bad kids. It was a small private beach on the outskirts of town with a bon fire and an old abandonded beach house. Now no one went there except for Harley on nights she was feeling perticularlly lonely. It had also been the place where her and Benji had first meet at one of the wild parties the Delgados used to have there.

The ride had been quite for the most part, with only the quite hum of Harley's mustang to fill the silence between them, because her radio had never really worked. She figured that it was quite, because neither of them really knew what to say after three years, but just having him in the car, just feeling his presence was honestly all she needed after thinking he'd been dead, which was why she kept stealing glaces every chance she got, because she was terrified he might dissapear or she'd wake up next to Tommy cause it had all just be a dream and the thought of that was agonizing.

Finally she cut the engine to her car and she didnt bother to wait for him as she stepped out, because for the first time in what felt like forever, she knew the when she dived into the warm ocean water she wouldnt be numb, she knew that there word would fall apart around them slowly, but for tonight she was going to live again. She made here way to her trunk poping it open and grabbing the last three bottles of liquor she had. Passing one too him as she walked passed him and dissapeared into the wooded area, the used to be so frightening to venture into at night, but now Harley knew it like the back of her hand.

Finally the trees ended and she came to the small private beach that was hidden from the cruel world just beyond the trees. She set the two bottles of liqor on the old, porch of the abandonded beach house, before glancing over her shoulder and smirking at Ben as he came through the trees behind her.

"Ive missed you babe." She breathed popping one of the bottle of liqor open and taking a huge swing from it before setting it back down and slipping out of her shirt and shorts living her in her bra and panties. "Or maybe I just miss how reckless we used to be." She smiled, holding his eyes for a moment before running to the water and waisting no time to dive under.

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Elijah slipped back out quickly and quietly goung almost unoticrd as he slipped into the seat next to Jaxon. He couldnt stop thing about what had just happened. It was wrong for a lot of reasons, but for some reason none of that mattered, because he'd only felt thatxfeeling once in his life before and that had been with his first wife Sabrina, but if he was being completely honest with himself which he rarley was. What he felt waith Jae was amillion time more intense and passion filled then when he was with Sabrina and that scared the shit out of him.

He knew it was going to be impossibly hard for him to not get jealous when he saw her with Eric or any other guy for that matter. One of Lijah's worst traist was that he tended to get obsessivly possesive over things. Even though he didnt love Veronica, hed beat the shit out of countless guys for looking at her the wrong way, because she was his.

"Where the fuck have you been, we had to run two Bloods off and your Lazy ass was no where to be found." Jax spat pulling him from his thoughts. "And Har..."

Eli rolled his eyes cutting Jaxon off "well looks like you look like you did just fine without me bro." He smirked gesturing for the girl behind the bar to give him a drink. "And you know if you spent as much time worrying about where Harley and Jae are on a relationship, you'd be married by now." He shrugged taking a shot and gedturing for another.

"Fuck you Eli." Jaxon spat clearly irritated "You know damn well that its dangerous out there, bloods or out for us, because of dad." He said raising his voice. "So when were burying our sisters, maybe youll understand then." He hissed before getting up and storming off.

Elijah rolled his eyes as he took a few more shots before glancing over to see Erics hands all over Jade, his jaw and fists clenched and he felt a wave of anger wash over him. He hated that it wasnt him.

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When she dove under the water everything was silent and that warmth of the water cleared all her worry for the moment and she promised herself she wouldn’t let it get to her again, not to night at least. No one knew where they were and for tonight there was no chance of them getting caught. She came back to the surface slicking her hair back before she felt his electric touch on her skin pulling her close. His arms wrapped around her and she never felt more at home then she did in his arms, it didn’t matter where they were.

He held her tight, so she couldn’t get away, even though once he was kissing her, there was no way in hell she could pull away voluntarily. He kissed her hard and she couldn’t help but moan against his lips. She kissed him back just as hard, wrapping her arms around his neck. She was terrified that when she woke up in the morning he’d be gone, because either he’d realize how risky it was for them to be together or worse…he wasn’t real at all and Harley had finally creaked and made herself believe he was. It was still hard to believe he was alive.

"I've missed you too." he breathed against her lips and she couldn’t help but smirk. It felt so good to hear him say it and she’d never get tired of it.

He pressed his lips to her again the time slipping his tongue past her lips, kissing her harder. She lend into the kiss, taking in every single second of it as she ran her fingers along his chest. Her lips left his as they moved along his jaw and down his neck slowly. Before, finally she pushed him away playfully and took a few quick steps away from him creating distance. She held his eyes and her cheeks felt sore, because she wasn’t entirely sure she’d acutally smiled since she’d lost him and now her smile was bright and full of life like it used to be and it felt incredible.

There was something about Harley and Benji that made them completely perfect for each other, like they’d been made just for each other. Yet, there was another side to them entirely that was like the same side of a magnet and they knew exactly the right moment to push each other away because getting close was too dangerous and that’s how their relationship had always been.

“You gonna disappear on me again?” she called to him. The question was more teasing, yet it had a serious undertow to it. “Because if you do, it won’t be my brother’s you have to worry about.” She threatened.

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Elijah hadn’t meant to watch the entire “fight” between Eric and Jae, if you could call it that, but he couldn’t help it and it took everything in him to get up and punch the shit out of his little brother for practically throwing Jade off his lap like she meant nothing to him. He rolled his eyes when Eric stormed out just like Jaxon had. He turned his eyes back to the young bartender who was filling in for Harley as she set his fifth and final shot in front of him and he downed it before glancing back to Jade just in time to see her slip out of the bar.

He lit himself a cigarette and tried to convince himself not to go after her, because he already knew what would happen. But, he couldn’t help himself. He was worried that she’d take off again and now he was worried that if she took off, she wouldn’t come back. If Jaxon was telling the truth and they’d really had to run a few Bloods off it meant that the Blood Shadows were getting pretty fucking brave, testing their limits and they wouldn’t hesitate to take out Jaydon and Harley first, because they were the lowest possible blows to the gang, they were Saints royalty. Sure killing him or Jaxon or even Marky would be devastating, but in their world it was all about breaking the person down and taking everything they loved away from them and sparing the single person. That’s why the Bloods had killed Sabrina and Anne and left Eli alive. It was sick and twisted and Eli could feel his blood start to boil the more he thought about it.

Eventually he set a couple of fifty dollar bills on the bar and slipped out side, lighting himself a cigarette as he glanced around looking for Jae until he finally found her lend against the wall. He made his way over to her, sighing as he looked over her.

“Why don’t we get out of here.” He wasn’t saying he wanted to take her home when he’d said we, he’d meant the both of them going somewhere together. “Will leave for a few days.” He smirked. “Then when we come back, we can tell Jax you ran off again and you called me because you needed a way back home.” He smirked. “What you say? We don’t have to fuck. I just gotta get away from Jax and Ronnie before I kill both of them.” He sighed running his hands through his hair. “And, I’d really love some company.” He shrugged, blowing out a cloud of smoke.

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"Don't worry baby, I'm staying right here unless you ask me to leave." He said walking through the water towards her. He placed a hand on the back of her neck and rested his forehead against hers and she loved how simple things seemed for the moment. "Nothing will pull me away from you this time." He shrugged and she held his eyes, she could tell just by the tone of his voice he was serious.

But, as serious as he was, she wasn’t sure if she could ever trust that he wouldn’t leave her. She’d always be living with that fear that’d he’d skip out on her when things got to tough. She didn’t want to think about it thought and so to get rid of the fear, for the moment. She pressed her lips to his and kissed him hard. Before pulling away and lacing her fingers with his as she led him back up to the beach. She led them up to the small abandoned house and she hopped up on to the porch, grabbing him by his hips and pulling him close.

She lend over grabbing one of the bottle and taking a drink from it. She’d been drinking since she was thirteen and so when the vodka burned down her throat she didn’t even wince. She took another drink before setting the bottle down and glancing up to Ben with a smirk as she ran her finger tips down his chest before tracing shapes along his waistline. She wanted him so badly, it had been forever since actually enjoyed sex. Most the guys she fucked were inexperienced or just really bad in general, Tommy wasn’t bad but Baby was never really into it and most the time it was forced, because he was drunk off his ass of high.

“You got any drugs?” she smirked. “Unless you want to fuck sober.” she raise a brow sitting up on her knees and leaning in so her lips were grazing his. “Either way if you don’t start fucking me soon I’m liable to lose my mind more then I already have.” She whispered against his lips, before slipping a hand down his boxers.

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He was hoping that she’d go with him, because he was afraid if he left alone he’d do something stupid. Get drunk at the wrong bar and piss of the wrong people. He’d done it a hundred times before, but he’d never been alone. He’d always had the gang or Jaxon backing him. He also hoped she’d say no because he knew that if they were alone, they’d end up sleeping together again and he’d just get that much more attached, which was the exact opposite of what he wanted to do. Sure he was attached to Jae, she was his little sister, he’d practically helped raise her, but he could already feeling himself getting attached in all the wrong ways.

"Alright." She smirked and he couldn’t help but smirk himself as he looked down at her. She took a step towards him and he raised a brow. "But don't act like you're not dying to get me alone so you can fuck me again." She shrugged and he rolled his eyes, because as much as she tried to act like what they’d just done in the bathroom was nothing, he knew better. "I was thinking about taking off anyway though and I've never really had company. Should be loads of fun. Where to Eli?" she gestured to his bike with a grin.

Elijah wasn’t entirely sure he’d ever taken a girl on a ride with him. Veronica hated motorcycles and she’d already tried to sell his bike on several occasions and Sabrina had been a good girl who’d fallen for a bad boy, she’d ridden on his bike, but never when he’d gone on a trip. He was nervous that he might not be able to hold it together if you got too drunk or too high or both. He was hard to manage and a bit uncontrollable. He debated taking back his invite, then again his own selfish thought of being alone with Jade was getting the better of him.

“I don’t know.” He finally answered with a smirk as he made his way out to his bike. He opened one of his saddle bags, making sure he had his guns. Before he threw his leg over and settled onto his seat, glancing to Jaydon. “But, anywhere is better than here right?” he said gesturing with his head for her to climb on. “Let’s get the hell out of her babe.” He said with a wicked smirk.

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She smirked when he groaned, he fisted his hand in her hair and kissed her hard causing her to instantly moan against his lips. He slipped his tongue past her lips deepening the kiss and making her want him so bad it was driving her completely crazy. She could taste the desperation in his kiss and she knew that she was just as desperate. Being pulled away from him had been the most traumatic event of her life, which was saying a lot considering who her father and brothers were. She’d seen so much shit that nothing phased her anymore. However when Ben had “died”, it had all but killed her because she’d built her life around him.

His lips moved from hers to trace her jawline and continue down her neck and she honestly wondered how the hell she’d mad it three years without his touch. He rubbed the inside of her thigh roughly making her moan deeply. Finally he pulled away with, smirk on his lips and she wanted to reach out and pull him back to her, because she needed him so badly. She was already addicted to him all over again and that scared her, that after only an hour or so with him, she had simply let him break down all the walls she’d built up and she knew it was dangerous. Because no matter how much he loved her it didn’t change the kind of man he was or his bloodline.

"Let's get inside and out that to good use." he said pulling her from her thoughts as he tossed a bag of coke on her lap and she smirked as she stood up grabbing her bottle of liquor and she slipped inside the small rundown house.


She wasted no time cutting a few lines before snorting and glancing up at Benji, gesturing for him to join her and she waited until he did a few lines before climbing into his lap and straddling him. She pressed her lips to the corner of his jaw before moving slowly and teasingly along his neck, before pushing him back and continuing down his chest.

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He could tell that there was a part of her that was hesitant and he didn’t blame her. All he’d ever been to her was her big brother and now they were something else entirely. Because as much as he would love to move on and forget what they’d done and go back to being just her brother. He knew that would never happen. He could feel it in the way they kissed and touched, that as much as they tried to fight it, eventually they’d given in because there was something more between them.

Finally she swung her leg over and wrapped her arms around him and he wasted no time staring his bike and in less than a minute they were on the road. The warm air felt incredible, Eli could probably spend the rest of his life moving from one place to another as long as he had his bike. Riding had always been his life. He wasn’t entirely sure where he was going, but to be honest he was never sure where he was going when he got on his bike all he knew was that he wanted to be as far as possible away from Jaxon and Veronica.

He wasn’t sure how long they’d ben on the road, but it was long enough that the sy was starting to lighten up and which meant it was early in the morning. They were in the middle of nowhere a small mountain town just past the Oregon state line, however they were still on the coast, because he’d followed the coastline. He pulled into a small beach motel and rented them a room, because he was honestly exhausted. He grabbed his guns before the two of them slipped into the room together.

“All they had was a suite.” He shrugged tossing the keys on the table, before slipping out of his shirt and tossing it aside. “I can sleep on the couch if you want the bed.” He said trying to be a gentlemen about the situation, when in reality all he wanted to do was crawl under the covers with Jade and pull her close.

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