My Name ♫ Mad Hatter ♫ End of Me ♫ Carnivore♫ So Long Sentiment ♫ Murder Melody
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Somebody Name: Ivan
Berserker
Allie (by brother only)
✥Age✥
Age of 'death' 24
Nobody age: 17
✥Gender✥
Male
✥Sexuality✥
Homosexual
✥General Appearance✥
Alase likes to consider himself a shadow and his physical appearance certainly doesn't detract from that goal. Alase sports strands a rich mocha that often looks black at night or covered in his characteristic roan hoodie. His deep purple gaze haunts and observes all who pass by. His skin's peachy pallor is often exaggerated thanks to this dark clothing and since he doesn't often speak, he can really sneak up on people. He is always by his brother's side, just hanging out on the side lines. At least until a fight breaks out or he his brought into the conversation. Then this silent apparition does a 180. A fire enters his eyes and his original nonchalant disposition fades. In his berserk state, he often takes on a look of one possessed and malice laces his lips in a smirk. This is far more commonplace in a fight rather than normal interactions. You will know for certain if he's has changed based on his excited laughter and confrontational attitude. Only his brother thus far can get him out of the state, hence of the reasons the brothers are always dispatched together when teams usually only have one nobody.
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Eccentric ♠ Reflective ♠ Stubborn ♠ Confrontational ♠ Vindictive ♠ Apathetic
Upon first meeting and most interactions, people would assume that Alase is just his brother's shadow. He stays out of most conversation and he is very quiet. This isn't because he is shy about being social. Oh no, he is not shy by any stretch of the word. Alase just doesn't care enough to get involved in the conversation. He has a nonchalant attitude towards most things and is apathetic. Social events bore him to no end and he is generally indifferent towards people beside his brother. He doesn't hate somebodies and enjoys assisting them against the heartless and other nobodies. Though he is a nobody, he has no loyalty to anyone just like they have no loyalty to him. He is only loyal to the team because of his brother and the desire for revenge against the heartless that took his heart from him. There are many occasions where someone calls him heartless and though that use to be a sore spot, he often turns that into a compliment to spur himself on. He takes delight in being called that and often retorts with something like, "Oh, you wound me! I am a nobody, not a heartless, but I suppose for your situation that doesn't matter, does it?"
When forced to interact, he reveals that he has a very snarky attitude hiding behind that brooding gaze. He has a very warped way of looking at things and it clearly shows in his responses towards people. He comes off as random and flighty but he is really just having fun with whoever tried to talk to him in the first place. He may not be as cunning as his brother, but he is not oblivious. Most people are quite surprised when an intelligent sentence passes his smirking lips. It becomes obvious that verbally and based on most actions, he doesn't care about other people or their pain. However, that is only on the surface. Many times in a pursuit, Alase will jump into the frey to protect a team member or an innocent person walking on the street should they get dragged into the fight. If questioned about, he'll just give his characteristic creepy Cheshire cat like smile and answer with something completely off topic if he answers at all.
And when forced into a confrontation, a fire enters his eyes and a malicious or gleeful smirk colors his face. This is generally the first warning sign before Alase snaps and goes Berserk. He is a rather unstable nobody and the government hopes that once they track down and kill his heartless he'll simmer down a bit but it is just a guess that it will affect him in anyway. Regardless however, Alase is a loose canon once he completely snaps, usually at the beginning of a fight. Alase will start laughing and his slouched demeanor immediately changes to one far more violent and erratic. He becomes truly malicious in this state and will attack and kill any heartless and nobody in his vicinity, even a nobody on another team if they get too close, in a flurry of unpredictable movements. Once the enemy is dispatched, his brother has the task of trying to bring his bother back to reality otherwise he will confront and coax others in a fight. Surprisingly though, he has a nack for only going after humans that have a growing darkness in them and would be people that law enforcement would be after. This blood hound like mentality has helped the government bring people in who may turn into heartless into custody before anything happens. He has yet to attack anyone innocent or vulnerable which is probably his only saving grace and why the government hasn't just exterminated him because of his ferocity. And he has yet to tell anyone how he picks his targets or why.
Alase also exhibits rare moments of sympathy and childishness. Though his somebody had died as a young adult, he was a child at heart which came through in Alase. Alase has a desperate need to separate himself from Ivan but, ultimately, he still harbors Ivan's will power to endure and desire to be seen for himself and express his own desires. It is one of the reasons why he has allowed himself to go to such extremes to distance himself. Alase is often in his own world but if someone catches him in a reflective mood, he may reveal a softer, gentler side; a small fragment of what Ivan had once been. And as quickly as it comes on, it evaporates. Alase plays the part of a psychopath well but one has to wonder, how much of that is real and how much an illusion the nobody erected to protect what remains of himself?
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ღ Food︱Alase loves food; especially anything fried.
ღ His brother︱They have a close bond and is the only person Alase is close to.
ღ Fights︱Alase feels a sense of expression when engaged in combat and the excitement is about the only thing he takes interest in.
ღ Music︱This is something left over from his time as Ivan since Ivan's secret dream was to be a violinist.
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⚔Phonies︱Alase hates people who lie, cheat, and generally approach others with any sort of falseness. He much prefers it when people are upfront and he makes no effort in hiding anything.
⚔Heartless︱He hates heartless though one in particular for stealing his heart. It is one of the reasons why he opted to join the Essence Vanguard in the first place.
⚔Reading︱Alase can read and will read if he needs to but generally, he doesn't have the patience to sit down and just read a book out of the pleasure for it. He is more of a hands on person.
⚔Chatterboxes︱Since Alase is indifferent and doesn't much care about being social, he hates it when people talk his ear off to try and get him to talk and this often leads him towards his berserker rage. He will never kill an innocent or his team but he has no qualms about fighting them and beating their faces in.
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✔Berserk︱In a fight he goes totally berserk and this makes him unpredictable in a fight and his laugh often unnerves people if he is fighting humanoid nobodies or humans.
✔ Gun︱He has excellent hand and eye coordination so he doesn't often miss his shot.
✔ Dark Portal︱Thanks to being a nobody, he can control the darkness to use it as a warp point which gets him places faster.
✔ Sixth Sense︱This is what he calls his ability to lock onto a human heart and tell if that heart is filled with darkness. He is a great judge of character and always knows if someone is in danger of becoming a heartless.
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✖ Berserk︱When he goes berserk, his rationality and thinking brain goes out the window. He has no control of his actions in this state and needs his brother's help to calm himself back down.
✖Apathy︱His snarkyness and general bad attitude when dealing with others doesn't earn him much in the way of friends or companions and often makes enemies out of people.
✖ Impulsive︱Alase is often single minded and will run full on into something which can get him and his team into trouble.
✖ People︱For all Alase's appearance of hating the world, Alase tries to protect certain people. He will put his life on the line for his team, brother, and innocent people they come across which can put him in a bad spot and cost him his life.
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☣ Losing control︱Though his berserk rage is his greatest asset, he also fears it. If he goes completely crazy, he could very well end up killing his brother and he fears that one day it will get to the point that he'll attack anyone like the thoughtless nobodies and heartless.
☣ Losing his brother︱He lost him once; he doesn't want that to ever happen again.
☣ Betrayal︱Though he has few friends, he fears betrayal and emotional pain; something very prominent from his somebody's life.
☣ Restrictions︱Another fear carried over from his other life, Alase fears being unable to be himself and will do anything he can to distance himself and express his own thoughts and feelings.
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➹ Gun︱Alase carries at all times, a gun given to him by the government. In the center of the gun is a fragment that allows the bullets to kill and maim heartless and nobodies. The gun is also infused with an electric core allowing him use the element of lightning to stun enemies.
➹ Hoodie︱He always has a hoodie with him and very rarely does he ever take it off.
➹ Silver watch︱This was something given to him by his lover for his birthday before his heart was taken. The watch doesn't work. It is cracked but he caries it anyway as a reminder of what he lost when his life changed.
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So, Ivan began to do anything he could to get their attention. He broke the rules, went out, drank, did stupid things that ended up with him in the hospital needing various stitches and mending. This obviously brought him some attention but most of his was negative, his parents angry that he would do such stupid things and they didn't have time to worry about him dying when they were already worried for Alexander, not to mention the lack of funds to take care of two kids in the hospital. That didn't stop Ivan from continuing to try and get their attention. Nothing seemed to help and Ivan was increasingly becoming distraught for the lack of emotional stability.
And then, he lost his brother. A darkness in his brother had swallowed him up and he became a heartless and a nobody. It scared Ivan just as much as it made him ache. His brother was taken away and he didn't get to speak to him again. Depression nearly swallowed him for a couple of years and he took up music as an outlet. His parents still weren't very loving towards him and didn't approve of his sudden desire to play the violin. They told him to focus on his grades and be more like his brother. And so... for a while he gave up on the violin but his grades didn't improve. When he felt the darkness growing inside himself to, he decided he needed to be strong for his brother. His brother was being forced to do who knew what so it was up to him to live for the both of them. So he picked himself off of his feat and forced himself to be optimistic and put one foot in front of the other. Eventually, he did improve though his family's desire for him and those around him weighed heavily on him. He was always the delinquent in their eyes and couldn't measure up enough.
It wasn't until he was in his twenties that he decided to leave his parents home and try and make something of himself. He met his lover and the two of them began to support each other in their goals. He provided a support for Ivan that he never knew and under his lover's enthusiasm, he took up the violin and decided it was time to think about what he wanted in his life and stop listening to everyone else. He needed to be selfish once in a while to. Unfortunately, tragedy stuck him again, right as he began to finally flourish in his life. Gentle Ivan had been coming home late, past curfew, from his job at a the diner and was trying to make it home quickly. Out of the darkness, a heartless appeared. Ivan tried to get away from the heartless but the heartless was far faster than a human. The heartless leaped at him and dug its claws into his chest and pulled free his heart.
Ivan collapsed in the street before the Essence Vanguard could get to him. His body faded and the darkness swirled out of his chest to form a heartless that quickly slipped into the shadows and vanished with the heartless that had taken his heart. Ivan's will to live and finally express himself the way he had been denied and all of the things he left unfinished spurred on the creation of Alase. The rather traumatic ending however affected the nobody's mental state and twisted it into something far darker than what had resided in Ivan's heart. The nobody stood where Ivan had once been and remembered the life he had left behind. The injustice of being denied to live and be what he wanted made Alase decide it was time to take what he wanted. No matter what you did in life, people were going to push you around and care about their own needs so why shouldn't he?
He wasn't going to live up to anyone's expectations of him and decided the best policy would be to be as different from Ivan as he could. Since he lacked a heart and his heartless roamed free, his positive emotions like love, hope, caring, were distance memories. All he had was anger, excitement, and despair. So, he made them his weapons. He decided to reunite with his long lost brother and the best way to do that was to join the Vanguard who had been so ineffective in helping him. He made it his mission to kill all the heartless and nobodies left in the world so that what happened to him would never happen again. He doesn't take pleasure in pain but the crazed state Alase finds himself in during fights is actually one of the few ways he can express an sort of emotion. He may put up a psychopathic front but he does still care somewhere in his soul. He does protect the innocent and he has only ever gone after the evil doers of the world that would threaten the innocent and those trying to just live. He does not want anyone to be ripped away from their lives the way he had been. He even carries his broken watch to remind him what he lost in the attack and spur himself forward. He doesn't remember love and what it was like to be in love, but he knew it had been important and something Ivan had wanted desperately and now... he wishes he remembered what it was like to have it. It has become a bit of an obsession for Alase but for once, he has a goal he is striving towards. Far more confident in himself than Ivan had been, Alase refuses to believe he is truly 'nobody'. Just because he was created from Ivan doesn't mean he isn't a person now and makes a point to remind people that nobodies have feelings to, even without a heart. Those feelings just may be darker than their 'somebody' counterparts.
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