âI got tired of looking for Heaven, so I settled for Hell.â
| Full Name |
Austyn Ireland Schmitz
âMy mother thought itâd be cute to name me some off the wall fucking name.â
| Nickname |
Austyn doesnât really like her name or nicknames, because everything sounds stupid to her. However her step-brother always called her Aussie and she liked that best, hence it becoming her stage name. She also gets Tin-Tin, and Tay.
âMost people only know me as Aussie these days.â
| Age |
Twenty-Three
âIâve done and seen more than most Twenty-three year olds.â
| Gender |
Female
âAs if you donât know.â
| Role |
Girl Two||Lead singer of The Runaways
âSeriously open a magazine, watch TMZ?â
| Distinct Markings |
Scars:
She has a few, most of them however are scars from her childhood that have faded over time and are hardly noticeable. However she has two that are very noticeable. There is a cigarette burn scar on her neck from her step-brother Oliver. The second one is from her current boyfriend on the back of her neck where he hit her with a broken bottle, that one is covered by her hair for the most part.
Piercings:
Aside from normal ear piercings Aussie has he knows pierced, she always wears a nose ring. She also has dermal hip piercings, as well as her belly button pierced.
Tattoos:
She is covered in tattoos, however most of them are meaningless and she was either drunk, high, or bored when she got them, but there are a few that mean more then sheâd like to admit. One of which is the word Mercy on her wrist in honor of her little sister whom died. She also has the words Forget Regret tattooed on her lower back. The rest of her tattoos are less meaningful.
âWhy don't you get me out of my clothes and see for yourself.â
âHer Fans
âBad Boys
âSmoking
âRough Sex
âPain
âDrugs
âParties
âAlcohol
âRebel
âHer band
âLate Nights
âSinging
âPlaying Piano
âEnergy Drinks
âFast Food
âBeing On Stage
âWriting Music
âI'm very picky.â
| Dislikes |
âHer Past
âLetting people in
âSleeping
âAuthority
âMornings
âTour Buses
âDead Before Dawn
âBeing Manipulated
âTabloids
âLiars
âHer Suicidal Thoughts
âThe whole Idea of Love
âPeople who think there above her
âSeeing people she cares about hurt
âI've been fucked over one to many times.â
| Fears |
|â |Her Step-Brother Oliver:
At one point, during their fucked up love affair, Austyn realized that she'd been falling for Oliver but he was only using her. He has a hold on her that scares the shot out of her. She just cant seem to say no to him. He's manipulative and uses her whenever he gets the chance.
|â |Failing:
Aussie hates to fail, she really can't handle it and it can cause her to break down. The first real failure she encountered was Saving Mercy's break up. It killed her and she blamed herself for it, for a long time, she still does. She can't handle to fail, mostly because Oliver drilled it into her so much that failure wasn't okay, that his voice still creeps up on her every time something goes wrong.
|â |Never getting over Ash:
Sheâd never admit in a million years that she actually loved Ash, because while Austyn Schmitz might have fallen in love, Aussie Ireland wasnât capable of much more then cheap hook ups. However, losing Ash tore her to pieces and sheâs tried everything to get over him and sheâs convinced herself that sheâs completely over that ass hole. However sheâs only lying to herself.
âWhats the point of fear, when all your fears have already drown you.â
Austyn is hard to handle. There have only been two people in the entire world that have ever managed to ground her step-brother Oliver and her ex Ash, not because she listened to them, but because when they wanted her to calm down, they were the only ones brave enough to hold her down. A younger Austyn Schmitz before the fame, was quite the opposite however when Oliver came into the picture he changed her completely and there isnât an ounce of the old, vulnerable, awkward Austyn left.
Oliver made her and sheâll be the first to tell you that. Sheâs hard to handle a wild card and a party girl. She doesnât know when enough is enough. Sheâll drink till she blacks up, shoot up dangerous amounts of drugs, and go home with nameless guys. Itâs safe to say that she takes full advantage of the rock star life. Typically she can out drink the guys and win fights, getting on her bad side would be bad for your health.
Sheâs a liar and a damn good one for that matter, she could lie to an entire room of skilled cops and get away with it, without so much as breaking a sweat. Much like her step-brother, she extremely manipulative and could probably talk someone into killing their selves if she wanted. She has a way of making you feel completely amazing or she can tear you down and make you feel like shit with a her words.
Aussie is plain and simply put a bad girl. If her bad attitude and foul mouth wasnât enough to prove it, just open any magazine and youâll see what outrageous things sheâs doing. Sheâs a fighter and sheâs stubborn which means she doesnât easily give up a fight and often times people simply give up trying to win an argument with her, because sheâs relentless. She has a bad habit of trying to prove people wrong if you tell her she canât do something sheâll prove you wrong even if it gets her killed.
The idea of love is something Aussie canât stand. In her opinion, itâs a fucking joke and it isnât real. Her ex-boyfriend really fucked her up. She was completely in love with him, but their relationship ended so badly that it completely ruined her outlook of relationships and love. She honestly would much rather just be alone the rest of her life, however at the moment that doesnât seem to be the case.
There really is no softer side to Austyn, no silver lining, what you see is what you get with her. However, the only true soft spot she has is for her fans. She absolutely adores most of her fans, in fact she goes out of her way to let her fans know how much she appreciates them. She literally always has a smile on her face when sheâs talking to a fan, because they make her remember how much she loves what she does and that sheâs not doing it for the money, but to help others voice their feelings through music. If Aussie cares about you, youâre pretty damn lucky, because aside from Rebel and her fans, she pretty much hates the world.
| History |
Family Tree
Michael Schmitz||Father||Alive
Krista Holden-Schmitz||Step-Mother||Alive
Tessa Schmitz ||Biological Mother||Unknown
Oliver Holden||Step-Brother||Alive
Mercy Schmitz ||Half-Sister||Deceased
Austynâs life wasnât a complete tragedy, at least not in the beginning. Her parents were wealthy, her father was a well-known music producer in Los Angeles, while her mother was a wedding planner most weddings consisting of celebrities. However, for the most part her parents were behind the scenes. She grew up around celebrities and so it never really passed her, they were human just like her.
Her parents had her entire life planned out for her, she was the good girl, straight A student. She loved to sing, but her parents wanted her to be a lawyer or a doctor and so she did what they said. When she was ten, her seemingly perfect life fell apart. Her mother caught her father cheating, they tried to work their marriage out for a good year after that, but in the end her mother left, not bother with Austyn, simply because Austynâs father didnât want the custody battle and so he paid her off, that was the first blow to Aussieâs heart.
It didnât take long for her father to remarry, a younger model of her mother, who had a kid whom was a year older then Aussie. Oliver was intimidating to a thirteen year old Aussie who was an awkward teenager, still trying to figure out what sheâd done that made her mother leave her. Olive played guitar and he was damn good at it, while he could also sing. Austyn found herself spending more and more time with him, until they were inseparable. He showed her how to live, she tried weed for the first time, got drunk, went to parties, and found out that being good wasnât what she wanted.
When she was fourteen her little sister Mercy was born and she managed to tie the family together. While their parents were self-absorbed, Aussie and Oliver spent time raising their little sister. At fifteen Oliver started talking to her father about recording music, that was when Aussie and Oli dropped their first EP and it was a hit. It wasnât long after that they formed a band named Mercy, theyâd named the band after their little sister. They did small shows like Warped Tour. There fame didnât come over night and they had to work for it. Only when Austyn was sixteen she realized she was the only one working for it.
Her and Oliver were oddly close, theyâd started a secret affair. He was everything she wasnât. He was dangerous and pushed her and she liked that. He also scared the shit out of her, because he was incredibly good a manipulating her. Heâd talked her into sleeping with producerâs and managerâs and other recording artists until finally they were on top. Shortly after they gained fame, their little sister Mercy passed away and they were devastated and renamed the band Saving Mercy.
By the time Aussie was Nineteen, she was hell on wheels thanks to Oliver. Heâd turned her from quite, good girl awkward teenager, to slutty, drug dependent party girl. However things between the band got tense when she started seeing Oliverâs best friend Ash. Oliver had lost control of his puppet and he couldnât have that. It ended in the band breaking up and By that time Aussie was so dependent on music, she had to keep performing and so she formed a band with one of her fans, whom sheâd gotten close to. Now The Runaways are one of the hottest girl rock bands around.
By-Stone Sour
I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has passed
Oh God, it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever feels like home
Sitting all alone inside your head
'Cause I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has passed
All I know is that it feels like forever
When no one ever tells you that forever feels like home
Sitting all alone inside your head
How do you feel? That is the question
But I forget, you don't expect an easy answer
When something like a soul becomes initialized
And folded up like paper dolls and little notes
You can't expect a bit of hope
And while you're outside looking in
Describing what you see
Remember what you're staring at is me
'Cause I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has passed
All I know is that it feels like forever
When no one ever tells you that forever feels like home
Sitting all alone inside your head
How much is real? So much to question
An epidemic of the mannequins
Contaminating everything
When thought came from the heart
It never did right from the start
Just listen to the noises
(No more sad voices)
Before you tell yourself
It's just a different scene
Remember it's just different from what you've seen
I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has passed
And all I know is that it feels like forever
When no one ever tells you that forever feels like home
Sitting all alone inside your head
'Cause I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has passed
All I know is that it feels like forever
When no one ever tells you that forever feels like home
Sitting all alone inside your head
And it's the stars
The stars that shine for you
And it's the stars
The stars that lie to you
And it's the stars
The stars that shine for you
And it's the stars
The stars that lie to you
I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has passed
Oh God, it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever feels like home
Sitting all alone inside your head
'Cause I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has passed
All I know is that it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever feels like home
Sitting all alone inside your head
And it's the stars
The stars that shine for you
And it's the stars
The stars that lie to you
And it's the stars
The stars that shine for you
And it's the stars
The stars that lie to you
Who are the stars
Who are the stars they lie
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By-Rihanna ft. Eminem
On the first page of our story
The future seemed so bright
Then this thing turned out so evil
I donât know why Iâm still surprised
Even angels have their wicked schemes
And you take that to new extremes
But youâll always be my hero
Even though youâve lost your mind
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
But thatâs all right because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
But thatâs all right because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
Oh, I love the way you lie
Now thereâs gravel in our voices
Glass is shattered from the fight
In this tug of war youâll always win
Even when Iâm right
âCause you feed me fables from your hand
With violent words and empty threats
And itâs sick that all these battles
Are what keeps me satisfied
[Chorus]
So maybe Iâm a masochist
I try to run but I donât wanna ever leave
'Til the walls are goinâ up
In smoke with all our memories
It's morning, you wake, a sun ray hits your face
Smeared makeup as we lay in the wake of destruction
Hush baby, speak softly, tell me you're awfully sorry
That you pushed me into the coffee table last night
So I can push you off me
Try and touch me so I can scream at you not to touch me
Run out the room and Iâll follow you like a lost puppy
Baby, without you Iâm nothing, Iâm so lost, hug me
Then tell me how ugly I am, but that youâll always love me
Then after that, shove me, in the aftermath of the
Destructive path that weâre on, two psychopaths but we
Know that no matter how many knives we put in each otherâs backs
That weâll have each otherâs backs, âcause weâre that lucky
Together, we move mountains, letâs not make mountains out of molehills,
You hit me twice, yeah, but whoâs countinâ?
I may have hit you three times, Iâm startinâ to lose count
But together, weâll live forever, we found the youth fountain
Our love is crazy, weâre nuts, but I refuse counsellinâ
This house is too huge, if you move out Iâll burn all two thousand
Square feet of it to the ground, ainât shit you can do about it
'Cause with you Iâm in my fuckinâ mind, without you Iâm out it
[Chorus]
I love the way you lie [3x]