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"Fake it till you make it, like a cuckoo to a swallow... heh. Just kidding!"
(Ton Huekels)
Full Name: Elias Dan Mateo Stigsson xxxxxxxxx▖|
Nicknames:xxxxxxxxx▖| "Eli"
"Lias (ly-es)"
"Dan"
"Mateo"
"Edem (Ed-em)"
Age:xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx▖| 22
Gender:xxxxxxxxxxxx▖| male
Sexuality:xxxxxxxxx▖| Bisexual
Ethnicity:xxxxxxxxx▖| Swedish-Canadian
Former Residence:xx▖| an apartment with his dad
Current Residence:x▖| Brink Research Lab
Former Occupation:x▖| bookstore clerk
Dialogue:xxxxxxxxxx▖| blue
Thoughts:xxxxxxxxxx▖| gold
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Hair Color: xxxx▖| Blonde, the color of overripe corn. (Head & Body)
Eye Color:xxxxx ▖| A piercing light blue
Height:xxxxxxxx ▖| 176cm/ 69.6inches
Weight: xxxxxxx ▖| 63kg/ 138.8pounds
Suffers From: . ▖| Major Depression
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx ▖| Complex Post Traumatic Stress Disorder (CPTSD)
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx ▖| Pyromania
xxxxxxx■////////////////////////////////////// 「 about Elias Dan Mateo Stigsson 」
It has been confirmed that Stigsson suffers from depression, although severity has yet to be confirmed. He has been observed in behaving two ways in regards to depression. The first reaction is an increase in activity - he becomes hyperactive and gains insomnia, rarely sleeping and pushing himself until he collapses. His coherency decreases despite an increase of chatter, losing focus easily, jumping from multiple topics or missing the point of the conversation. Occasionally, he requires a repeat of the question. The second reaction is that he becomes more withdrawn and quiet, more introspective and melancholy, prone to breaching topics such as life, suicide, and his observations there of. During these bouts, Stigsson has been observed to attempt making light of his situation with jokes, implying humor as a coping mechanism.
Further observation implies that despite his cheerful disposition, Stigsson has self esteem issues related to worthlessness and isolation, feeling as if he has little worth and intense guilt about living, which is implied to have stemmed from chronic post traumatic stress disorder (CPTSD) and linked to Depression. Linked to the depression is his lack of self worth and helplessness, and distorted sense of body image. For as of yet unknown reasons, the patient refuses to engage in physical contact, and very sensitive to comments about his appearance and hygiene. Investigations reveal that Stigsson suffers from nightmares, which serves as the origin of his insomnia. The patient also experienced hyper awareness of his surroundings and people, being overly sensitive and scared of quiet, combined with sudden movements. Patient has also shown a distorted desire to please and listen to others, possibly related to his self esteem issues and to reduce possibility of threat, and a tendency to avoid sharing his opinion, keeping to himself and only agreeing unless prompted to share his own opinions.
Pyromania is also present. Patient feels a pathological need to carry around a lighter on his person at all times, panicking when confiscation is attempted. Can be found flicking the lighter at least once a day, staring at the flame, which seems to calm him down. Medical records however show that patient has suffered from burns and other injuries, implying that self harm may be evident.
Triggers - art supplies especially easels and the smell of turpentine, restraints such as silk or leather, being restrained, being alone with angry people in an enclosed space. There is a possibility that more triggers have yet to be discovered.
Further observation implies that despite his cheerful disposition, Stigsson has self esteem issues related to worthlessness and isolation, feeling as if he has little worth and intense guilt about living, which is implied to have stemmed from chronic post traumatic stress disorder (CPTSD) and linked to Depression. Linked to the depression is his lack of self worth and helplessness, and distorted sense of body image. For as of yet unknown reasons, the patient refuses to engage in physical contact, and very sensitive to comments about his appearance and hygiene. Investigations reveal that Stigsson suffers from nightmares, which serves as the origin of his insomnia. The patient also experienced hyper awareness of his surroundings and people, being overly sensitive and scared of quiet, combined with sudden movements. Patient has also shown a distorted desire to please and listen to others, possibly related to his self esteem issues and to reduce possibility of threat, and a tendency to avoid sharing his opinion, keeping to himself and only agreeing unless prompted to share his own opinions.
Pyromania is also present. Patient feels a pathological need to carry around a lighter on his person at all times, panicking when confiscation is attempted. Can be found flicking the lighter at least once a day, staring at the flame, which seems to calm him down. Medical records however show that patient has suffered from burns and other injuries, implying that self harm may be evident.
Triggers - art supplies especially easels and the smell of turpentine, restraints such as silk or leather, being restrained, being alone with angry people in an enclosed space. There is a possibility that more triggers have yet to be discovered.
Stigsson is, for all appearances, a cheerful and boisterous man, who can often be found greeting others with a smile that rarely leaves his face. He has a good temper, and is always willing to try out new things. The patient is talkative and chatters like he is no one to hide, but closer investigations of his conversations reveal him to be evasive, diverting attention from himself with a smile and other people, and although he engages in conversation with the other patients he avoids physical contact and shies away when he thinks they are aggressive. He is extremely sensitive to his surroundings and people, constantly asking others how they feel, doing his best to make them at ease. Always aware of others emotions and friendly almost to the point of nosiness, Patient Stigsson seems a normal person, not a patient of this facility.
Combined with his symptoms, however, his personality paints a different story. The patient has been confirmed to hide his emotions behind a smile, and exaggerates his cheerfulness to hide his true emotions, possibly a coping mechanism for his diagnosis. His friendliness towards others and hypersensitivity of surroundings could be linked to reassuring himself of the nature of his surroundings finding ways to avoid an outburst towards himself, and his cheerful demeanor could be a means of making himself as unthreatening as possible. Although Patient Stigsson is rarely physically aggressive, he has periods where he expresses self loathing and insomnia, and an aversion to his own body, and mentions of his appearance. He expresses a pathological need for fire during times of stress, which seems to calm him down. Overall, although further study is needed, signs point to the patient recovering in ways unexpected of him.
Combined with his symptoms, however, his personality paints a different story. The patient has been confirmed to hide his emotions behind a smile, and exaggerates his cheerfulness to hide his true emotions, possibly a coping mechanism for his diagnosis. His friendliness towards others and hypersensitivity of surroundings could be linked to reassuring himself of the nature of his surroundings finding ways to avoid an outburst towards himself, and his cheerful demeanor could be a means of making himself as unthreatening as possible. Although Patient Stigsson is rarely physically aggressive, he has periods where he expresses self loathing and insomnia, and an aversion to his own body, and mentions of his appearance. He expresses a pathological need for fire during times of stress, which seems to calm him down. Overall, although further study is needed, signs point to the patient recovering in ways unexpected of him.
Strengths - the patient is knowledgeable when it comes to people, and often has an awareness of his surroundings and the people surrounding him that is rarely seen in others. He is also good with card tricks and numbers, and can lie with a straight face. Good at stealing small items, and is very optimistic, although signs hint it to be forced cheer. Patient is also surprisingly knowledgeable about art and fashion, and is surprisingly flexible and good at running.
Weakness - Patient is prone to panic attacks and forgets easily, often being unsure of himself and relying others to help him remember. He is unable to deal with positive comments well, and avoids both physical contact and mentions of his body, as well as anything related to art. Also, patient can be extremely nervous of other people, and is quick to blame himself even when things are not his fault. Although he does not seem so, he is unable to connect with the other patients deeply, drawing away whenever bonding is about to happen and diverting conversation away from himself, as if afraid of getting to close to others. Patient also expresses a love for collecting lighter cases and matchbooks.
Oddities - He prefers to sit with his back against a solid surface, where nobody can get behind him. Avoids anything art related, restraints, bath tubs. Is constantly wearing long sleeved clothing even in summer. Always carries a deck of cards and a lighter around with him at all times. Also talks way too much in one go, prone to talking to himself.
Weakness - Patient is prone to panic attacks and forgets easily, often being unsure of himself and relying others to help him remember. He is unable to deal with positive comments well, and avoids both physical contact and mentions of his body, as well as anything related to art. Also, patient can be extremely nervous of other people, and is quick to blame himself even when things are not his fault. Although he does not seem so, he is unable to connect with the other patients deeply, drawing away whenever bonding is about to happen and diverting conversation away from himself, as if afraid of getting to close to others. Patient also expresses a love for collecting lighter cases and matchbooks.
Oddities - He prefers to sit with his back against a solid surface, where nobody can get behind him. Avoids anything art related, restraints, bath tubs. Is constantly wearing long sleeved clothing even in summer. Always carries a deck of cards and a lighter around with him at all times. Also talks way too much in one go, prone to talking to himself.
He likes card games and waffles with maple syrup, numbers, meeting new people, parkour, flames. He dislikes art shops, mentions of his appearance, almonds, yelling, insects.
Patient was an only child, living with his mother, a painter. Father divorced when Stigsson was 3. Elementary school records indicate that Stigsson was a cheerful child, but withdrawn, and having no friends. Scared of sudden loud noises and movement, but passing it off as a joke. Constantly skipped school thanks to illness, and occasionally appearing with multiple unexplained bruises and cuts, broken bones, but despite multiple questions Stigsson would just laugh and change topics, claim clumsiness, or shutdown. Patient was also described as constantly unsure of himself, with an increasing tendency to forget things, and a habit of panic attacks in the art room.
At age 15, after a fire burnt down his previous home, patient went to live with his father, ending up in Bridgetown.
By time of administrations, the patient (19 years old) was living with his father. He was admitted into the ER for excessive bleeding, the form of which were multiple cuts on the arms. Upon pressure, patient admitted to self harm, and upon further questioning admitted to having thoughts of suicide and depression. Further examinations were made, and Patient then entered the Brink's research lab as a subject of the program.
At age 15, after a fire burnt down his previous home, patient went to live with his father, ending up in Bridgetown.
By time of administrations, the patient (19 years old) was living with his father. He was admitted into the ER for excessive bleeding, the form of which were multiple cuts on the arms. Upon pressure, patient admitted to self harm, and upon further questioning admitted to having thoughts of suicide and depression. Further examinations were made, and Patient then entered the Brink's research lab as a subject of the program.
Would like to own a cat. His dad was the one who sent him to the program. Took up parkour during high school as a way to burn off excess energy and because of runner high. He's someone who hides his fear with a smile, but easily cracks in the correct circumstances.
