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"As lost as Alice; As mad as the Hatter."
Full Name:xxxxxxxxx▖| Natalie James Bexley
Nicknames:xxxxxxxxx▖| "Nat" | "Bex" | "Bexley"
Age:xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx▖| Twenty Three
Gender:xxxxxxxxxxxx▖| Female
Sexuality:xxxxxxxxx▖| Bisexual
Ethnicity:xxxxxxxxx▖| Caucasian & French English
Former Residence:xx▖| Dallas, Texas
Current Residence:x▖| Brink Research Lab
Former Occupation:x▖| Part time Library Assistant/ Part Time Ranch Hand
Dialogue:xxxxxxxxxx▖| 122EA3
Thoughts:xxxxxxxxxx▖| 18A38D
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Hair Color: xxxx▖| Blonde
Eye Color:xxxxx ▖| Hazel
Height:xxxxxxxx ▖| 64 inches
Weight: xxxxxxx ▖| 150Ibs
Suffers From: . ▖| PTSD w/ Seizures
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx ▖| Major Depressive Disorder
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx ▖| Body Dysmorphia
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx ▖|Synesthesia
xxxxxxx■////////////////////////////////////// 「about Natalie James Bexley」
Natalie suffers from body dysmorphia. Most people have something they don't like about our appearance — a crooked nose, an uneven smile, or eyes that are too large or too small. And though we may fret about our imperfections, they don’t interfere with our daily lives.
But people who have body dysmorphic disorder (BDD) think about their real or perceived flaws for hours each day.
They can't control their negative thoughts and don't believe people who tell them that they look fine. Their thoughts may cause severe emotional distress and interfere with their daily functioning. They may miss work or school, avoid social situations and isolate themselves, even from family and friends, because they fear others will notice their flaws.
They may even undergo unnecessary plastic surgeries to correct perceived imperfections, never finding satisfaction with the results.
Natalie is known to suffer from Mild PTSD. Posttraumatic stress disorder, or PTSD, is a serious potentially debilitating condition that can occur in people who have experienced or witnessed a natural disaster, serious accident, terrorist incident, sudden death of a loved one, war, violent personal assault such as rape, or other life-threatening events. Trauma survivors who have PTSD may have trouble with their close family relationships or friendships. Their symptoms can cause problems with trust, closeness, communication, and problem solving, which may affect the way the survivor acts with others.
Nat also suffers from Major depressive disorder. Sadness is a natural part of the human experience. People may feel sad or depressed when a loved one passes away or when they’re going through a life challenge, such as a divorce or serious illness. However, these feelings are normally short-lived. MDD, also referred to as clinical depression, is a significant medical condition that can affect many areas of a person’s life. It impacts mood and behavior as well as various physical functions, such as appetite and sleep. People with MDD often lose interest in activities they once enjoyed and have trouble performing everyday activities. Occasionally, they may also feel as if life isn’t worth living
Natalie has Synesthesia, though one cannot say she suffers from it, as to her it is a beautiful experience. Guitar music doesn't just tickle Natalie's fancy--it also brushes softly against her ankles. When she hears violins, she also feels them on her face. Trumpets make themselves known on the back of her neck. In addition to feeling the sounds of musical instruments on her body, Nat sees letters and numbers in brilliant hues. Natalie tastes in technicolor. The taste of beef, such as a steak, produces a rich blue, mango sherbet appears as a wall of lime green with thin wavy strips of cherry red.
The phenomenon--its name derives from the Greek, meaning "to perceive together"--comes in many varieties. Some synesthetes hear, smell, taste or feel pain in color. Others taste shapes, and still others perceive written digits, letters and words in color. Some, who possess what researchers call "conceptual synesthesia," see abstract concepts, such as units of time or mathematical operations, as shapes projected either internally or in the space around them. And many synesthetes experience more than one form of the condition.
But people who have body dysmorphic disorder (BDD) think about their real or perceived flaws for hours each day.
They can't control their negative thoughts and don't believe people who tell them that they look fine. Their thoughts may cause severe emotional distress and interfere with their daily functioning. They may miss work or school, avoid social situations and isolate themselves, even from family and friends, because they fear others will notice their flaws.
They may even undergo unnecessary plastic surgeries to correct perceived imperfections, never finding satisfaction with the results.
Natalie is known to suffer from Mild PTSD. Posttraumatic stress disorder, or PTSD, is a serious potentially debilitating condition that can occur in people who have experienced or witnessed a natural disaster, serious accident, terrorist incident, sudden death of a loved one, war, violent personal assault such as rape, or other life-threatening events. Trauma survivors who have PTSD may have trouble with their close family relationships or friendships. Their symptoms can cause problems with trust, closeness, communication, and problem solving, which may affect the way the survivor acts with others.
Nat also suffers from Major depressive disorder. Sadness is a natural part of the human experience. People may feel sad or depressed when a loved one passes away or when they’re going through a life challenge, such as a divorce or serious illness. However, these feelings are normally short-lived. MDD, also referred to as clinical depression, is a significant medical condition that can affect many areas of a person’s life. It impacts mood and behavior as well as various physical functions, such as appetite and sleep. People with MDD often lose interest in activities they once enjoyed and have trouble performing everyday activities. Occasionally, they may also feel as if life isn’t worth living
Natalie has Synesthesia, though one cannot say she suffers from it, as to her it is a beautiful experience. Guitar music doesn't just tickle Natalie's fancy--it also brushes softly against her ankles. When she hears violins, she also feels them on her face. Trumpets make themselves known on the back of her neck. In addition to feeling the sounds of musical instruments on her body, Nat sees letters and numbers in brilliant hues. Natalie tastes in technicolor. The taste of beef, such as a steak, produces a rich blue, mango sherbet appears as a wall of lime green with thin wavy strips of cherry red.
The phenomenon--its name derives from the Greek, meaning "to perceive together"--comes in many varieties. Some synesthetes hear, smell, taste or feel pain in color. Others taste shapes, and still others perceive written digits, letters and words in color. Some, who possess what researchers call "conceptual synesthesia," see abstract concepts, such as units of time or mathematical operations, as shapes projected either internally or in the space around them. And many synesthetes experience more than one form of the condition.
Natalie comes off as very open and friendly to all she meets, mostly because she believes in giving everyone a fair shot. That does not, however mean she is not wary of everyone she meets. She does not trust easy, and once someone has lost her trust there is very few ways to win it back. She finds herself biting her tongue a lot only because her wit can be misconstrued as bitchy. She has a dry sense of humor, but a big heart. Natalie is fiercely independent, extremely ambitious, persistent, and determined.
Natalie is also very flexible she can re-survey any situation and take a different approach if necessary, which sometimes makes her come off as manipulative though that is not her intent. She is the clearest of thinkers, looking at a project from all sides and putting forth some logical and well-thought-out ideas. She tends to bring her objective reasoning and big-picture ability to the table. While some may perceive all this logical thought as cold and unemotional, it's simply how Natalie ticks.
All in all Natalie is very deep, intense person, there is always more than meets the eye. She presents a cool, detached, and unemotional air to the world yet lying underneath is tremendous power, extreme strength, intense passion and a strong will and a persistent drive.
Natalie is considered a loner of sorts, she connects with very few, though as if a completely separate person she is a social butterfly. She doesn’t try to be distant but finds herself drifting in her own inner world, a sea of worries. She holds her emotions under a tight leash as she fears opening up to people, and then loosing them. She has a desperate need to be responsible and she likes to take care of others, she feels it gives her purpose. She is the type of person who sees the best in people even when the world sees the worst.
Though Natalie is reserved, though she has an adventurous streak, and curiosity that would kill any cat (so to speak, as she loves animals so she would never hurt any animal). She loves reading because it takes her on adventures she would never have in her own real life. Her personal favorite is Through the Looking Glass by Lewis Carroll.
She can be a leader when need be, but she gets along well in a team setting. She is self-motivated and diligent which is why she was promoted to leadership at the cafe she worked at within the first few weeks. She is a great listener and takes criticisms in stride, not that she can really argue with them in the first place.
Natalie is also very flexible she can re-survey any situation and take a different approach if necessary, which sometimes makes her come off as manipulative though that is not her intent. She is the clearest of thinkers, looking at a project from all sides and putting forth some logical and well-thought-out ideas. She tends to bring her objective reasoning and big-picture ability to the table. While some may perceive all this logical thought as cold and unemotional, it's simply how Natalie ticks.
All in all Natalie is very deep, intense person, there is always more than meets the eye. She presents a cool, detached, and unemotional air to the world yet lying underneath is tremendous power, extreme strength, intense passion and a strong will and a persistent drive.
Natalie is considered a loner of sorts, she connects with very few, though as if a completely separate person she is a social butterfly. She doesn’t try to be distant but finds herself drifting in her own inner world, a sea of worries. She holds her emotions under a tight leash as she fears opening up to people, and then loosing them. She has a desperate need to be responsible and she likes to take care of others, she feels it gives her purpose. She is the type of person who sees the best in people even when the world sees the worst.
Though Natalie is reserved, though she has an adventurous streak, and curiosity that would kill any cat (so to speak, as she loves animals so she would never hurt any animal). She loves reading because it takes her on adventures she would never have in her own real life. Her personal favorite is Through the Looking Glass by Lewis Carroll.
She can be a leader when need be, but she gets along well in a team setting. She is self-motivated and diligent which is why she was promoted to leadership at the cafe she worked at within the first few weeks. She is a great listener and takes criticisms in stride, not that she can really argue with them in the first place.
Natalie tends to talk to herself, though its more to work though any issue she may have going on at that moment. She sings when she think she's alone, which she spends most of her time alone. Due to her Synesthesia Nat tends to loose herself in the colors that emerge. She plays 'Fur Elise' in the air or on any flat surface she can find when she is anxious. She also runs her fingers through her hair when she lies.
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Natalie was an only child for the majority of her life, and she was happy with it that way. When she turned 17 her parents decided to have another child to sooth their empty nest syndrome. Nat was not all that accepting of the idea as a typical teenager would be, until she met her little sister May for the first time. May, or Mayberry as her sister calls her, was the first love of her life. She doted on her more than even their parents did.
For Nat’s 14th birthday she decided where they would take their last family vacation. On the way to Disney land her father fell asleep at the wheel and they drove head first into a lake. Nat could only save her sister who is now in a coma, and she forever takes the blame for her parents death. She was sent to Brink’s directly after that incident.
For Nat’s 14th birthday she decided where they would take their last family vacation. On the way to Disney land her father fell asleep at the wheel and they drove head first into a lake. Nat could only save her sister who is now in a coma, and she forever takes the blame for her parents death. She was sent to Brink’s directly after that incident.
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