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Ashara Ashok

Former sith lord, co-founder of the grey knights.

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a character in “Star Wars: Force Heretic”, as played by Aniihya

Description

Name: Ashara Ashok
Age: 35
Race: Human
Home system: Coruscant
Gender: Female
Appearance: Image Height: 1.75m/5'10"
Clothing: A dark metallic bodysuit that slightly reduces injuries from blasters and a black hooded robe. She can sometimes be mistaken for a Sith lord in appearance.
Occupation: Grey knight
Force specialization: All rounder however is slightly stronger in power and slightly weaker in sight.
Rank: Teacher/Master
Weapon: Has a violet, borderline ultraviolet beamed lightsaber with a katana like hilt.
Personality: Very balanced in personality. Will not suppress anger or joy but avoids going too far. Is kind of lenient in some ways and strict in others. Believes students shouldn't need to spend every waking hour training and have some free time. In the past, she used to be more selfish but philosophized a lot and reconsidered her positions.
Background: Ashara was born and mostly raised on Coruscant. She was taken into the Jedi temple when the Jedi noticed her force sensitivity. But then, she let into the dark side and joined the Sith. There she remained until the age of 25 and was feared despite her mild temper. But then after much philosophizing, she concluded that there needs to be a balance between the dark and the light. She found like minded individuals both among the Sith and the Jedi and co-founded the grey knights. But soon after the founding of the grey knights, they were declared heretics and traitors by the Jedi and the Sith alike. Five years later, it escalated to the point that grey knights were being hunted and exterminated. As a last resort, the remaining few knights and their apprentices left the galaxy. Now they are on Ceru V building anew.
Alignment: Neutral

So begins...

Ashara Ashok's Story

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Time slowly passed by in this place, natives friendly and helpful, animals sometimes pleasant for eye, and sometimes a thorn in somebody's side. Phora got up early today, not because of training that soon comes, but cause of friend in need of help. On her way to spot they chose before, she met some natives in need of help with ore, what was used to transport said ore broke and simple lifting ore was, yet she wondered whether her help was really needed or not. In the end she helped them but now it matters not, now she's sitting on stone, observing how her former enemy tries to learn how to use a force again and when he fails miserably she can't help but smile at him.

“Oh come on, it can't be that hard...”

Rholdun's head turned around to give Phora a soulless droidic gaze that seemed to surprise her. He knew she was right, he was broken, he almost lost his connection to the Force. He felt like only half the man he was earlier. He didn't remember why he even chose to store his soul in a datacron instead of just letting go of life and being one with the Force. Maybe it was fear or maybe something else. He pushed himself to another try of levitating the stone and with lots of effort, he lifted it maybe an inch above the ground.

Phora was sarcastic, and maybe slightly too mean, but she wondered if showing him kindness would really help or just end up as another thing that hinders him. She understood his situation perfectly, long ago she's been in such situation as well, when she was among Jedi. Phora shook her head slowly, jumped of the rock, and walked to him.

“ I'm not good at this kind of thing but, I know it's hard...” She paused for a moment.
“ Either you lift it with emotions,which is weak or you look deep into yourself, search for this simple rock, once you find it try to grab it and imagine lifting it with your hand...I'm not sure if it helps but try, kay?”

“I'm trying this the whole time,” he replied. “Why did you choose to be only an apprentice, I wonder? It would be easy for you to teach others. At least I think you would be good at it.”

Rholdun without noticing it lifted the stone higher.

Phora noticed stone going higher, she kept him busy just to see whether it helps him to be distracted, like once long ago. Phora still blushed slightly at the complement, something she rarely got these days.

“I...dislike teaching and you know it, why would you ask anyway?”

The stone stayed at the height of the man's head, slightly moving up and down from time to time.

“Well, it seems you actually like talking to people, or am I wrong? At least for a former Sith you seem really talkative towards me.”

His question caught her off-guard, she stayed with open mouth for few seconds, stone still in air.

“I actually rarely talk to people, if you ask any student, I'm cold and unsympathetic in their opinion, to you I'm...I understand your situation, that's all.”

“Shall I call you my best fiend then?” he asked, still distracted from his task.
“Sure, fiend fits well” She chuckled.
“After all I did manage to teach you something and distract you perfectly” She smilled wickedly.

Rholdun turned towards the stone in surprise. The rock with a loud crush landed on the ground. The former Jedi didn't realize that all this time rock-lifting was his doing.

“Actually, I've heard that Ashara wanted new apprentices to arrive on her lesson. Guess you ought be going.”

She forgot, even though that's why they were meant to meet here earlier.

'Umm, you're right, I'll be going then...” Phora turned around and started running as fast as she could.

Rholdun seemed amused with her reaction. He made his way towards his chamber to oil his joints to make them move smoothly before he starts his own private training with the lightsaber. He asked himself also why didn't she tell him the reason she became an apprentice.

OOC – So as I said, this post we made together, and I hope it's alright – Zaria
P.S – While Ark will stay silent, forever...ah that robotic voice...

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Aurora goes outside. She seems to be well rested and a little excited. she walks fast, improving her robe. "I hope, I'm not too late." Then she walks closer to Master Ashara, stopping at the right distance. "I'm well prepared for training master" she says, bowing. She straightens after a moment and waits for advice from the master, trying to keep her excitement in check.

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#, as written by Aniihya
Ashara waited near a cliff not far from the temple. She was using her force telekinesis to break apart a nearby rock in preparation for her apprentices' training. She had an idea that didn't require lifting boulders of different weights and would be rather easy to practice with.

Aurora then showed up saying she was prepared for her training. In the distance, Phora could be seen running towards them. Once Phora was close enough, Ashara said: "Since you both are here, we can commence the training. Today's first lesson is force control. It means that you need to be able to use the force with different strength because if you reach for your saber and use too much power, you could turn your saber into a deadly projectile or hurt yourself. Same goes for force grip. You can use it to grab onto an ally to save their life but if you use too much power, you might crush them midair. The force can be used in many ways and not always for good. Especially force sensitive masters can use the force to tear people apart or use the force as if it was a blade. I had to use it to break free from a prison chamber when I was a sith. The force is the only thing you have after you are captured."

"But anyways, your training will be to hurl these rocks out into the sea at different distances. The rocks don't weigh more than large fruit so lifting them should be no problem. Let me demonstrate." Ashara said. She lifted a rock with the force and threw it about 30 feet (10 meters). "Now if I put my strongest into it." She picked up another rock and launched it at great speed. It was powerful enough that it caused a trail of dust as it went into the sky. "Okay I probably overdid it. I don't want to cause more meteorites."

"Now. It is your turn. I would say aim for the riffs down there, then twice that distance and then five times the distance and practice until it either becomes easier or until I tell you to stop. In the meanwhile, I will be making more rocks, so that you eventually have some if you decide to practice in your free time."

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Aurora bowed again and says "yes master" after she straightens up, and walks closer to the cliff trying to focus on the task. She started to practice with rocks but she does not well on the begining. But with time, She begins to throw stones further than a few meters. You can see on her face that she feels embarrassed because of her results.Through which she tries on and on. With the hope that eventually she will be able to perform the task properly.

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Phora laughed, once again reminded of past in form of this training. She was fed up with rocks, but it was a good training actually. Phora stood into designated place, took a deep breath and let air out.
Rocks should be easy – she thought to herself as she lifted one. Aiming at riffs, rock flew.

Good, now twice as far – She thought and repeated action from before, rock this time went slightly too far.

Rusty, now five times – She thought and failed, her rock flew six times farther, while intented distance was five. Phora repeated it few more times before yelling loudly after her eight fail.

“Again slightly too far! Why can't it be perfect!”

Rholdun watched the apprentices training from a distance, taking a short break from swinging the lightsaber. Surprisingly, he still was good at it, way better than with Force-using. The apprentices did fine as well, at least that was what he was thinking, until the outraged scream of Phora reached his ears. That wasn't what he was expecting while watching the “younglings”.

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Fang caught Rholdun off-guard, when he was still watching the apprentices.

"Of course, Fang, what can I help you with?" he asked, yet wasn't sure if he really could help her with anything.

The two former Jedi never were too close to each other, so the man was surprised to be asked about help. He didn't even expect what kind of help he could perform for the Togruta. He only agreed because he always was the helper-type, even if he actually wasn't good at the subject.

Phora still angry, noticed Fang and Rholdun talking, Fang's facial expression for some reason angered her, but there was something else that angered Phora. Without thinking clearly she lifted nearby rock and threw it in between the two, while walking towards them.

Rholdun was extremely surprised when a rockshard landed between him and Fang. He looked up to see Phora walking towards them.

“Did I do something wrong or is there another reason you're trying to kill me with a boulder, Quro?” he asked his best fiend.

“Mainly I'm just pissed off, and something in her fuels my anger right now...” Quro replied, glancing at fang.

“Happy me, it's not my fault this time, best fiend” answered Rholdun sarcasticly.
“Oh really? Shut up red face” Phora replied, smilling weakly, her anger slightly weaker.

“Did you just call me red-face?”
“Yes, want me to continue?” Phora smilled wickedly.

“Go for it, horn-sucker.”

Phora opened mouth to reply, but nothing came to her mind.

“Alright, I don't know how to counter that...”

“I might have overdone it... I'm sorry, Phora” Rholdun seemed a bit embarrased.
“I don't mind, it calmed me a little, though I can't believe you're really that embarrased...” Phora said, almost wanting to chuckle.

“Maybe it's because I'm a person, not a droid? And I really overdid it, so I'm sorry. We know each other for so long, I think you know what kind of person I am, Quro.”

“Well, you're a perfect pile of scrap metal my friend”

“Please, stop, you make me blush – I would say that if I weren't a pile of scrap metal.” Rholdun made a weird noise that sounded like laughter, Phora laughed with him.

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#, as written by Aniihya
"Don't get angry. Stay calm and balanced. Then it should be a bit easier." Ashara said.

Ashara demonstrated throwing on point. "Just focus and don't let your emotions take over." She said. She saw Fang and went over to him. "Did you sleep well? I am training the apprentices in force control since it is vital in using the force for telekinesis. Who knows what can go wrong if you cannot control your use of the force."

She turned to the apprentices. "Imagine. The force is less something that is used or manipulated and it isn't something you can become a part of. It has been a part of you from the beginning. It is an extension of yourself. This is something the Jedi and the Sith didn't understand. The Sith saw the force as a tool while the Jedi saw it as a next step in existence." She said. "If you understand that, you can even withstand a thought bomb. Let me demonstrate what the potential of the force is."

She took a boulder and lifted it with the force telekinesis. While one hand held it up, she made a slashing movement with her other hand. The boulder split clean across as if a lightsaber had cut it. With a punching move, she punched a hole that you could look through in one of the halves. She then set the boulder down. "Many Jedi and Sith never thought of utilizing the force in such a way. This is the power of balance. Those who seek to abuse the force will likely not be able to manage such feats as they can only use the force in a particular way." She explained.

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“My appearance might be misguiding. Maybe I'm looking like a machine, yet I have no idea about engineering what so ever. Try asking someone else. I think Phora had a hand for machinery.” Rholdun replied hesitantly, looking even more embarassed at Fang.

Phora blinked few times, stunned by his reply.
“M-me? Fine, I do understand most machines, mostly thanks to places I've been to in the past...” She muttered.
“ Um, I mean...wouldn't it be better to ask Thrask? He's way more flexible when it comes to machines and engineering, I'm rusty to say the least, and Flania...Flania is not here.” Phora became immedietly sad with last words spoken.

Phora remembered at the last moment, sadness faded away for a short moment. She looked at Ashara.

“You may be right, but controlling emotions is not as easy as you try to portray it, imagine that emotions are a main part of you, just like you say that we are part of the Force, then controlling something that shows you something is hard...for example Fang angered me, and now I know why, she seems to see Rholdun just as machine, though that are simply my thoughts.” Phora surprisingly calmer than usual, felt like she had learned something out of this annoying training and encounter.

OOC – Apply cold water to burned area, too tempting but really now it kinda seems like someone isn't reading posts of others fully or it is simply so much in character it's too hard to tell - Zaria, Ark.

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#, as written by Aniihya
OOC: huh?

"True that you must have self-descipline to control emotions, but as they say: Practice makes perfect. Emotions tend to corrupt the ability of using the force, like the Sith use anger and hate while the Jedi use pride and self-satisfaction. But I would say many Jedi are guilty of hubris. But enough dwelling in that. Back to training. You will get a break after todays first lesson and before saber training." Ashara said.

"Also I overheard your conversation about the constructors. We are using them to accelerate our reestablishment. Who knows how long it could be until Jedi or Sith agents find their way here. Plus most of the temple was built using the force. The constructors are only wiring the interior and otherwise improving the infrastructure and mining. If you have any ideas on how we can improve then let me know."

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OOC – You actually applied cold water to burned area by accident, lol and congrats * Looks At Phora* Btw. what do you mean by Huh? - Zaria

Hearing this Phora couldn't avoid being angry again since half of Ashara's reply was so Black&White in her opinion.

“Oh really? Jedi and Sith are all bad? Am I to understand you are better with your jumping at 'em, just like they do it? So far what you say is way too black and white, nothing's like that...” Phora's hand clenched into a fist.

Anger in her eyes, yet in control she was, she sighed, fist was no more.

“My master wasn't like what you say...prideful...he was not, one of few people I cared for he was, but you sound just like people you describe, I'm too angry to continue so I'll leave now before killing anyone in anger, I need rest if that's not clear enough...” She angrily turned around, and wanted to leave as quickly as possible.

“I'm not sure if this is a way a Grey Knight should behave. And I mean both of you. Yes, master, you seem to extraordinarily dislike other Force-users, especially Jedi. And you seem to forget that both me and Fang were Jedi. And I'm thinking that Phora was a Jedi as well” said Rholdun, trying to grab Phora's wrist to stop her. “If you need a training dummy, you can use me, Quro.”

He managed to grab her, she stoped yet refused to face him.
“It's hard to choke you Rholdun, and I don't want to break your circuits, I'm simply tired of seeing the same thing...”

“Then shall I carry you to your chambers, my lady?” asked the man fancily, bowing himself towards Phora.

Phora chuckled.

“What are you, trying to lie on me?”
She sighed once more.
“Master, can I leave?”

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Aurora observed situation without really comprehending what was going on. She felt more and more tird thanks to training and listening to their bickering. She tried her best to keep being focused on training but fatigue slowly began to took it's toll on her.
With a nagging stone her tiredness grew and grew as slowly irritating that she did not go out. In the end, their determination begins to set irritation. What can be seen on her face as it is getting harder to throw rocks. At some point, she was not even able to throw up, but rather from the growing anger that appeared when she thought about her past.
The more time passed, the more tired she was and annoyed because of them, still wasting time. At some point she began to think of her past, and boulders ended up flying to random places, luckily all missing bickerring ones, all hit water down there, where the first line was set. She stood in silence for a while, without throwing anything but simply looking at the sea.
Aurora looks at the master with his long-lasting eyes and asks, stopping throwing stones. Can I relax now? I do not feel best

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#, as written by Aniihya
"It's all about perspective. I do not hate the Sith or the Jedi. But I cannot ignore the fact that they have been fighting for millennia. Of course there are exceptions. But do not forget why we were forced to come here in the first place. Also weren't we all Jedi at a time?" Ashara said.

"And I admit that I am not perfect and can be selfish at times. But I have come a long way. When I was a Sith lord, you wouldn't have recognized me. I have done many bad things in my past and gained infamy for that. My atonement is to perserve the balance and prevent unnecessary anguish in the universe." Ashara said and then sighed. She could feel her inner balance become somewhat disrupted by sadness that was created through her own reminder of the past. The countless people she killed even other Sith she betrayed.

"Apprentices. You can go on break. I have to sit down and gather myself." Ashara said while sitting down in the grass resting her face in her hands.

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Arora looked at the sea with evident relief and said thank you, master. Then she moved a few steps to move away from the cliff and then sat on the grass herself.
After which she sighs hard and begins to relax slowly. She closes her eyes and tries to think about nice things in order to settle down and cope with irritation and a sense of failure after training. After a long moment you can see calm and even happiness on her face.

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“Right, whatever” Phora wanted to leave but Rholdun still held her by wrist.
“Rholdun, for how long are you going to hold me?”

Rholdun let go of Phora, then turned back to face Ashara.
“I could possibly help you with training them with the lightsabers. But later. I feel like I should meditate on the subject we just discussed.”
The man went toward a single rock, not destroyed during the training, climbed on it and sat down on top.

Phora glanced before trying to leave once more, and stopped again.
“Stop it, copy cat...” She said, looking at Rholdun.

“Huh?” Rholdun seemed surprised, not understanding what Phora meant.

“You...I see, nevermind then.” Phora turned and slowly left towards her favourite place, near waterfall.
“I'll be where I usually am, if anyone needs me...”

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#, as written by Aniihya
This was serious. Ashara was deeply troubled. especially since her inner balance was unstable since they had moved to the new galaxy. She felt that she may fall to the dark side any moment and fought it. She even contemplated going back, fighting her way through the Sith and establishing herself as a benevolent Sith Lord building the Sith anew with loyal followers.

No. She couldn't resort to that. She couldn't just leave her friends, allies and apprentices among the remnants of the Grey Knights behind. Her thoughts were racing. She knew she could never atone for what she had done as a Sith. And if she would forsake the grey knights, it would be even worse. The once rational and balanced Ashara Ashok was an emotional wreck. She didn't know what to do. If exiled herself, the grey knights might fall apart easier. If she stayed and eventually fell to the dark side, she might cause the demise of the grey knights herself. She took out her lightsaber. Usually the color of the lightsaber would determine the current alignment of the user, but only if it was a Adegan crystal. Her's was pontite, a rare crystal she had found by coincidence during her Sith years.

She turned on her lightsaber. Upon seeing the color not being near ultraviolet anymore, she needed to take precautionary measures.

She called for all grey knights to come to the temple for an announcement.

OOC: Sorry I had to do this drama. But it is sort of a point that those who are an absolute neutral in the force aren't exactly stable individuals and it presents a flaw within the order. Plus it is kind of difficult for me to play "good" characters as I usually prefer playing villains or antiheroes. You can do a round of interaction without me, unless you want to get to it immediately.

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Aurora calmly got up and went to the cliff again to look at the sea.The sheet of water was now calm. she was looking at her further to do some things. What's the matter with me, she said to sirie Aurora with a worry in her voice. After some time, she turns away from the cliff and pouting in the direction of the temple to find out what's next. She went unprepossessingly toward the river with her head full of muddles.When she crossed the rame, she again looked at the sea, turning her head away. Why is it so beautiful ... then she went inside to come to an end before meeting the rest.

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#, as written by Zaria
“Rholdun…what is it?”
"Ashara wants to talk to all of us. She seems distressed" answered the man, standing right behind the girl's back. "Maybe my Force-connection is not that great nowadays but I still can sense disturbances. And now I sense lots of them"
He sat on the grass next to Phora, not caring about the fact that his robes or anything else might end up covered in mud.
Phora didn’t want to look at him, he was a friend, and how she treated him earlier was wrong.
"I see, hopefully at least some things are solved, for example Fang’s problem…"
"I hope that as well. Especially that someone should take care of the rest of the apprentices. We both know how it might end if we leave them without any level of control..." Rholdun seemed upset with something.
Phora chuckled.
“Why are you so upset about it, there’s nothing better than some crazy apprentices running around in frenzy…”
She sighed.
“Ah, it is best way to learn…unless environmental damage is way too big.”
Phora didn’t expect him to remember anything so soon. Actually given his state it would be better for this memory to be forgotten.
“I see…”
he former Jedi shook his head again. "I shouldn't be bothering you with this sort of thing. Ashara needs us now." He didn't want to tell Phora, yet he remembered who the person killed by him was. And he knew he did the right thing, even if the Council misjudged his deed. He got up and walked towards the temple, concerned with Ashara's behavior.
She got up, deciding to finally look at him, or rather his back as he walked towards temple. She didn’t say anything, she simply followed.

OOC - So this time I post for both of us...

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#, as written by Aniihya
OOC: DWI, said just to continue and we can assume that Fang either will have joined or joined during the meeting.

As all the grey knights had gathered in the main room of the temple. Ashara stood up in front of them.

"I have called you in for a reason. This is a precautionary measure. As some of you might know, Adegan crystals are bound to the force and may change the color of a lightsaber depending on the alignment of it's user. The colors red and orange represent the dark side, while green, yellow and blue represent the light side. What is in between is usually violet. Mine was near ultraviolet, while it is closer to blue it is actually rather a neutral color. However..." She pulled out her lightsaber and turned it on. The color was a pink. "Pink is a shade of red. I fear that I might be losing my inner balance and am in danger of falling back to the dark side."

"I have called you here so that you know that I might not be able to trust depending how far I fall. If I try to manipulate you to embrace the dark side, resist. If I can't regain my balance, I must leave you and exile myself. I would rather not leave you. But if I stay and fall to the dark side, I may become the reason for the demise of the grey knights. But if I leave, I fear that the grey knights would eventually fall apart." Ashara said.

"A few of you know that I was once a Sith. But the fewest know the circumstances. I was infamous. I was even hated by some Sith and they feared me as much as they hated me. I was known as Darth Sanguineis. I was known for my orange lightsaber and my ruthlessness on one side but as a leader I was considered benevolent. I preferred to pursuade the simple citizen with character and not with violence. I would give them relative freedom for their loyalty and I would destroy traitors and personal enemies brutally. I personally killed many who didn't deserve it. And the emotional anguish that I can never atone for my crimes is one of the sources of my inbalance. The only person I don't regret killing is my former Sith master who was at the time leader of our group of Sith. He was brutal and order the deaths of millions innocents. I do not desire to go back to a life where I try to dominate. So I wish you to be cautious and try to avert my turning."

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Aurora stood thoughtfully in all this situation. But out of respect, she has no intention of saying anything and throwing herself in the eyes to make older people think about action. I'm just here to hear what's next. She said under her breath. After which she looked at the whole rooms to see who was here now. When she was looking around, she began to listen to the rest of the rest and to think how she could help them. and she began to play with her left end of lekku.

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#, as written by Zaria
Phora listened carefully, once Ashara finished Phora couldn’t help but sigh. Her eyes moving from one person to another, stopping at Rholdun and Fang for a brief moment before returning to Ashara, she decided to speak.
“Really? You are...” She paused as if searching for a right word.
“…terrible, and here I thought I would be a main problem when it comes to falling. If you wish so to avoid it simply stop worrying and focus on what you want to be…it’s funny that usually mad person tells you that, you know?” She smiled, yet that smile quickly disappeared and in place of it coldness surfaced.
“But if you do fall and threaten them…” She paused once again and glanced at Aurora.
“ I promise you that I will simply kick some sense into you…” She smiled weakly.
Phora knew that in worst case she may be forced to kill Ashara, and worst part is it wouldn’t really bother her much, after all so far she’s the only one that has red lightsaber, at least the only one she knows of.

OOC - I wonder if Ashara knows about Phora's lightsaber being red, possibly not since she's unbalanced ^^.

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Rholdun wasn't actually surprised with Ashara's proclamation. He felt it in the Force, even if it was weaker to him than to others. He knew that if the leader would embrace the dark side, everything might end up in bloodshed which he would try to avoid. There was a part of him which even considered killing Ashara before things go to far, yet a different part of him was against treason. He remembered how he killed a Sith lord while still being a Padawan. Of course, the Sith lord tried to infiltrate the Order back then and Rholdun felt he had no choice but the Council was shocked by his deed. Rholdun knew he did it not only for the Order but also for himself, to lay his hands on the Sith's datacrons, yet still he was sure he did the right thing. He looked up at Ashara, realising that they aren't that different, and sighed.

“Ashara, even if you fall again for the dark side, it doesn't mean we won't be able to maintain your goals as Grey Knights. I'm sure we will still honor the rules that unite us now” he said, looking very serious.

OOC - so many emotionally unstable people here :D

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#, as written by Aniihya
"My issue is that if I go and we can't manage to work together to prevent my fall, then how will the Grey Knights prevent more people from falling to the dark or light side of the force? See it as a test that the Grey Knight aren't a short lived project by jedi and sith who decided to work together to maintain a balance and prevent bloodshed between the sides of the force." She said.

"Phora, if you wanted to kill me, you would first have to be able to defeat me first. Of course, if I fall to the dark side, I will not attack any of the Grey Knights unless they attacked me first. But do you know of the origins of the Grey Knights? The founders, we were all high ranking Sith and Jedi. We were able to keep the Grey Knights a secret and act as double agents for a couple years, but then someone made a mistake and some Sith and Jedi grew suspicious and spied on us. Among the Sith, they were looking for reasons to overthrow me as I had many enemies among them. Then the war happened."

"I have three options, one would be easy, one I am used to and one I would prefer. I would prefer to stay with the Grey Knights. It would be easiest for me to go into exile, but I feel that would be cowardice. But if I was to go back being a Sith, I was used to killing my way to the top and could even succeed again and if that was to be the case, I would use my power to conceal the location of the Grey Knight and even stand in the way of the Jedi to keep the Grey Knights safe. Benevolent Sith Lords of the past remained lenient towards friends and family, so would I. But you are all the friends and family I have left and usually friends and family should stick together and have each others backs in difficult times." Ashara said.

"I recommend two measures you can choose from: See me through this or exile me."

OOC: I feel like we should make an alternate timeline arc or practically two arcs: Where things go good and one where things go horribly wrong.

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Ashara's words made Rholdun shiver. Not because of how grim it sounded. The man knew that Phora is older than Ashara and the master's protective way of talking had to piss the Theelin girl off. He sighed.

“Ashara, I doubt that you should underestimate Phora when it comes to killing people. She is older than she seems, we were meeting each other many times in the past, not always as enemies, yet I can assure you, if she wants to kill someone, she's likely to do so. Even a former Sith Lord, especially that she was a Sith as well.”

Rholdun was ready for Phora's emotional reaction, so he stepped back, before he could get hurt by Quro's outrage.

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#, as written by Zaria
Phora's arms crossed.
“ Actually I expected that…”
She could act like a child now, act based on emotions but judging from how it could go…it would cause a wrong outcome, surely not one that is desired by all.
Phora sighed, her eyes focused on Ashara.
“No matter how much you just annoyed me, I say you stay and I will really kick you if you decide to continue to annoy me…”
She looked at Rholdun.
“Didn’t expect that did you?” She smiled.

OOC - We could, though not sure if all would want to, I don't mind and finally some stability here! :)