“The truth is, everyone is going to hurt you. You just got to find the ones worth suffering for.”
General Knowledge
She never liked nicknames from people because that meant they were close to her and not really anyone is close to her. So, she rather just go by Avery if anything else then maybe Av. But nothing else.
| Age |
She literally just turned 18 a week before she can to the island, seeing that the trip was a gift since she turned eighteen.
| Birthdate |
June 2nd, 1995
| Gender |
Female
| Sexual Orientation |
She honestly is so confused about the whole sexuality thing and hasn't given it much thought since she moved around a lot. So, she just says that she's... undecided. But most people assume that she's asexual because she rarely shows romantic interest in anyone.
Things You Want To Know
| Hair Color |
She has dyed her hair a couple times for rebellion but once she turned eighteen she wanted a fresh start and decided to dye it back to it's natural hair color dark brown.
| Eye Color |
Light Brown
| Height |
5'2
| Weight |
102 pounds
| Tattoos |
She just turned eighteen and just got out of an orphanage... When would she have time to get a tattoo and where would she get the money for one?
| Piercings |
None. She's always has had a habit of messing with her ears and piercings don't help that habit.
| Scars |
She has more scars than anything. She has a couple on her wrists that are still healing from her trying self-harming for the first time about a week ago. Not to forget about the ones all along her stomach along with old cigarette burn marks that still haven't gone away.
She has dyed her hair a couple times for rebellion but once she turned eighteen she wanted a fresh start and decided to dye it back to it's natural hair color dark brown.
| Eye Color |
Light Brown
| Height |
5'2
| Weight |
102 pounds
| Tattoos |
She just turned eighteen and just got out of an orphanage... When would she have time to get a tattoo and where would she get the money for one?
| Piercings |
None. She's always has had a habit of messing with her ears and piercings don't help that habit.
| Scars |
She has more scars than anything. She has a couple on her wrists that are still healing from her trying self-harming for the first time about a week ago. Not to forget about the ones all along her stomach along with old cigarette burn marks that still haven't gone away.
For Better Or For Worse
{Quiet, Mysterious, Cynical, A Fighter, Intelligent, Observant, Distant}
“A lot of people make me out in... not the most positive light at least from what I've heard. Just another poor little loner girl who takes to herself and no one else. Oh boo hoo, woe is her. But, other then that I'm pretty mush different. When you meet me, Rosalie Scarlet Tate, I kind of have a few different pieces of my personality to myself. But, they blend into me all at once, I do not have multiple personalities. Trust me. I have been to have a very free spirited personality that she shows off most of the time around everyone I meet, adults, people my "age", and everyone in between. This is a huge part of me. But, another part of me is how I don't give a fuck what people think of me. I am.a mystery. And, I am different than most girls here.I'm not going lie to you. I am not the nicest girl here by far but, I'm afraid to get hurt by anyone... Guys, Girls, it doesn't matter to me. I refuse to be hurt.
But, when you get past my.... defense and become a close friend. I am sarcastic, funny, upbeat, energetic, and is smirking most of the time, with friends I can be somewhat absent-minded, random, and slightly dim at times when I am not interested in the subject. Which happens a lot. Not that I chose to be uninterested, I just have a hard time focusing on mostly anything school related. Despite that though, I have been shown to have some intelligence and is shockingly, very smart in some subjects of life like a high reading level and a high vocabulary. I like to think that I have a fun-loving personality somehow, but it depends on who is around. But, I frequently like to joke around, smirk, and talk about things I am interested in like music and reading of course.
Anyway, I know I am very....different. Since birth I knew there was something not right about me. And, people think that they know what I mean by 'different' like they think it is mine accent or maybe my style. But, that's not it. I'm not different because I chose to be.... well, mostly. But because I was born that way. No seriously. Around people I rarely know or people I may or may not have feelings for... Lord have mercy. I-- I can't speak, I go on mute and look at the floor like at any moment it's going to poof away from under me. I get all nervous and I have this 'poker face' that is irregular that you cant tell what I'm thinking. But, I'm not a complete spaz around people. I am different than when I'm around my really small group of friends back home. Sure, I'm still quiet and shy but not s much as other days. But, it depends on the day sometimes I can a bit over the place like I had a lot of cups of coffee and sometimes I can be so quiet and scared of to make eye with other people that you would think something was wrong with me-- Oh, wait, never mind. I-- I won't tell you why exactly but, just know I'm getting better with it and the therapist thinks I should be fine on my own by the time I go onto my last year here, next year.
But, for now, I cannot read body language worth a damn which I wish I could but fuck it, if they have something to tell me they can tell me with their voice. No one understands what it means and I do not plan on telling anyone anytime soon. Most people take my silence as arrogance or maybe weakness but, they make me out to be this girl I'm not. Not that I care but most people think I am a slut or a bitch just because of what I look like. They have no idea who I am or what I have done in my life to be where I am. And to judge me it's a big FU in the face to me. So, I got tired of trying and just am letting whatever happens...... happen.”
| Hobbies |
✯ Reading ✯ Writing ✯ Dancing ✯ Archery ✯ Gymnastics ✯ Poetry ✯ Trivia ✯ She loves going on Tumblr late at night
| Habits |
✯ Taps Her Fingers A Lot ✯ She moves her lips to the side when she is judging something/someone ✯ When she is around others and is forced to speak she said "Um." a lot. ✯ She always finds herself moving even further away from when she's in a large group.
| Oddities |
✯ She is terribly allergic to Strawberries, Blueberries, and Mango ✯ She always has a notebook and a book with her ✯ She has to finish at least one book a week in order to feel good
| Likes and Dislikes |
Stuff You Shouldn't know...
Strengths and Weaknesses
Avery's Skills/Talents:
✯ She has a very extensive vocabulary and reading level
✯ She has a very great memory
✯ Anything doing with words, pronouncing, spelling, and/or even knowing the definition. She's good at.
✯ She has an exceptional singing voice
Avery's Flaws/Weaknesses:
✯ She is not good at public speaking whatsoever!
✯ Avery is not confident in herself or anything she does, always second guessing herself and her choices
✯ She has a bunch of scars on her bodies that she tries to cover up as much as possible.
✯ She always lies about her homelike just to keep from getting sympathy .
Secrets:
✯ She was in an orphanage all of her life.
✯ She was adopted a total of 36 times (mostly lasting around 6 months) before she just stopped interviewing couples.
✯ Avery used to have an addiction to alcohol to numb the pain
Fears/Phobias:
✯ Fear of abuse: She was adopted by an abusive family a total of 5 times and she has just been afraid of abuse ever since.
✯Public Speaking: Being the way she am, Avery hates not just being around a huge amount of people but also speaking in front of them! It's like she just goes mute and no matter what she tries, she just can't speak until she's around a close friend only or by herself. Trying to give over the panic attack the girl probably just had.
✯ Fear of Water/Swimming: Do not try to get her near any type of large body of water because she will end up running far far away from it. Ever since she almost drowned at young age... Um, no I rather stay on land and stay alive thank you very much.
Avery's Skills/Talents:
✯ She has a very extensive vocabulary and reading level
✯ She has a very great memory
✯ Anything doing with words, pronouncing, spelling, and/or even knowing the definition. She's good at.
✯ She has an exceptional singing voice
Avery's Flaws/Weaknesses:
✯ She is not good at public speaking whatsoever!
✯ Avery is not confident in herself or anything she does, always second guessing herself and her choices
✯ She has a bunch of scars on her bodies that she tries to cover up as much as possible.
✯ She always lies about her homelike just to keep from getting sympathy .
Secrets:
✯ She was in an orphanage all of her life.
✯ She was adopted a total of 36 times (mostly lasting around 6 months) before she just stopped interviewing couples.
✯ Avery used to have an addiction to alcohol to numb the pain
Fears/Phobias:
✯ Fear of abuse: She was adopted by an abusive family a total of 5 times and she has just been afraid of abuse ever since.
✯Public Speaking: Being the way she am, Avery hates not just being around a huge amount of people but also speaking in front of them! It's like she just goes mute and no matter what she tries, she just can't speak until she's around a close friend only or by herself. Trying to give over the panic attack the girl probably just had.
✯ Fear of Water/Swimming: Do not try to get her near any type of large body of water because she will end up running far far away from it. Ever since she almost drowned at young age... Um, no I rather stay on land and stay alive thank you very much.
Remembering The Past
Biography
| Place Of Origin |
She was born in Boston, Mass but has been all over the place from: Lima, Indianapolis, Miami, San Francisco, Santa Fe, Paris, London, Rome, Milan, Shanghai, a few places in Sweden, and then back to the states where she moved to Chicago, Alaska, Seattle, all over the state of South Carolina, Puerto Rico, Manchester, Los Angeles, San Francisco (again). All that lead up to her disappearing and saying that she is just from Boston.
| History |
In the process of finishing....
Theme Songs
I found God on the corner of 1st and Amistad
Where the West was all but won
All alone, smoking his last cigarette
I said, "Where've you been?" He said, "Ask anything."
Where were you, when everything was falling apart.
All my days were spent by the telephone that never rang
And all I needed was a call that never came
To the corner of 1st and Amistad
Lost and insecure, you found me, you found me
Lying on the floor, surrounded, surrounded
Why'd you have to wait? Where were you? Where were you?
Just a little late, you found me, you found me.
But in the end everyone ends up alone
Losing her, the only one who's ever known
Who I am, who I'm not and who I wanna to be
No way to know how long she will be next to me
Lost and insecure, you found me, you found me
Lying on the floor, surrounded, surrounded
Why'd you have to wait? Where were you? Where were you?
Just a little late, you found me, you found me.
The early morning, the city breaks
And I've been calling for years and years and years
And you never left me no messages
You never sent me no letters
You got some kind of nerve taking all I want
Lost and insecure, you found me, you found me
Lying on the floor, Where were you? Where were you?
Lost and insecure, you found me, you found me
Lying on the floor, surrounded, surrounded
Why'd you have to wait? Where were you? Where were you?
Just a little late, you found me, you found me.
Why'd you have to wait, to find me, to find me?
Look around
There's no one but you and me
Right here and now
The way it was meant to be
There's a smile on my face
Knowing that together everything that's in our way
We're better than alright
Walking between the raindrops
Riding the aftershock beside you
Off into the sunset
Living like there's nothing left to lose
Chasing after gold mines
Crossing the fine lines we knew
Hold on and take a breath
I'll be here every step
Walking between the raindrops with you
Take me now
The world's such a crazy place
When the walls come down
You'll know I'm here to stay
There's nothing I would change
Knowing that together everything that's in our way
We're better than alright
Walking between the raindrops
Riding the aftershock beside you
Off into the sunset
Living like there's nothing left to lose
Chasing after gold mines
Crossing the fine lines we knew
Hold on and take a breath
I'll be here every step
Walking between the raindrops with you
There's a smile on my face
Knowing that together everything that's in our way
We're better than alright
Walking between the raindrops
Riding the aftershock beside you
Off into the sunset
Living like there's nothing left to lose
Chasing after gold mines
Crossing the fine lines we knew
Hold on and take a breath
I'll be here every step
Walking between the raindrops with you
Between the raindrops with you
Between the raindrops with you
Between the raindrops with you