The Grisha Chronicles

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01 x name | anya ivanov | vofa
02. x age | twenty-four
04. x occupation | up for promotion
05. x birthplace | fjerdan village
06. x alliance | fjerda & mikkel
07. x race | fjerdan
08. x sexuality | bisexual
09. x #766f19 | #acacac
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â The Cave (Mumford & Sons)
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170cm | 63kg | blonde | brown
While her complexion compliments the peopleâs image of her as a ghost there is no doubt about it that sheâs alive. Her translucent skin showcases blue veins and purple splotches, both never quite fading with time. And it feels wrong somehow that her blood should still course through her veins when her heart has already stopped beating, frozen with time.
Anya knows pain like none before her â knows it like a mother would know her own child. She remembers the little sleep she was afforded being cut even shorter by harsh training in the rigid cold. She remembers the feeling of fear at the sight of her hands showing signs of frostbite, the thought of amputation not too far off from reality. Most of all though she remembers sparring with Mikkel, the punches thrown never slowed down by hesitance. As much as he could â would â break her, she would do just the same to him.
Sheâs modest in the way she presents herself. Wearing the Druskelle uniform with as much conviction as the next, keeping it neatly pressed and clean. The blonde hair that weighs down her shoulders is often left alone, perhaps as some act of defiance or maybe as a way to keep warm.
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The Making of Anya Ivanov
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"The things we do now, the future will remember."
Even on her own however there is an insatiable need to be heard, and so often she sings. Softly, sweetly, contradictory to her whole being, she melts her own icy heart with memories of her childhood. As well, her voice haunts the halls of the Ice Court and many who have passed her room convince themselves of a ghost living within their sanctuary.
When all is said and done however Anya is not remembered by the ferocity in which she speaks, or the gaze she possesses â seeing past lifetimes, but rather itâs her cruelty and pride that many fear her for. Sheâs defined by the snide smiles she wears in satisfaction at a job well done, and the inhumane way she treats her victims.
In a land where everyone hates Grisha, even they think sheâs wicked.
Sheâs proud in what she has become. There is no doubt about that, and by doing so sheâs blinded by her own hubris. The allure of trying to reach for the sun when all sheâs known is darkness then becomes less of a want, and more of a need. All of her actions then dictated by passion for something unattainable, leaving all thoughts of wrong at the door. Anya is without care or concern for anyone other than herself (and Mikkel), and would not have it any other way.
There are times though, rare and few, when the the weight of her conscious becomes too heavy a burden to bear. Where the guilt seems to settle in bone deep, and refuses to come unstuck. Itâs during these moments though that her once dreamless nights are preceded by nightmares. Where images of herself in the place of the Grisha become almost too unbearable to watch, and yet she does. She reminds herself that these are her actions and she will not be sorry for them.
Anya was doing the world a favor, so why then does she feel so guilty?
I'd like to be proud, but somehow I'm ashamed"
â R.I.P To My Youth (The Neighborhood)
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and your sacred stars won't be guiding you, I've got blood on my name."
â Blood on My Name (The Brothers Bright)
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talent & strengths
Silent : Like her nickname implies, she's as silent as a ghost, walking among the living in the battle field without being seen. She's been tasked many a time to get to the heart of a battle and take out the leader, or infiltrate an enemy base and steal records. Despite her fiery attitude, she's controlled enough to understand that her task will always come before herself.
Devotion : When the only thing that stops her from utterly destroying herself is the thought of failure, be prepared for a funeral. Until she breaths her last breath, nothing will stand in her way.
flaws & weaknesses.
Easily Angered : Her pride will be her downfall one day. Anya cannot resist the temptation to put someone in their place, in her own time mind you, making sure it's well known to everyone that she is not to be trifled with. Complaints about her have circled back to the commanders, but they ignore it to rule in her favor.
Impressionable : Despite the fact she's convinced herself she's her own person, the realty is she's easily manipulated by those with higher power or standing. They could tell her the sun burns bright due to the God's will and she would believe it.
fears.
Ocean : Anya is afraid of the ocean for two reasons. One, it's an element that some Grisha have control over and so fighting within such confines puts her at a severe disadvantage. Two, the vastness.
Disappointment : Everything she's done is so she can be praised, to prove her worth. Not meeting expectations of those whom she admires is truly upsetting to her.
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The Realization
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Dante Ivanov | Adelia Ivanov | Mikkel Zivkovic
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"We cannot outrun our past, only live with it."
Despite that however Anya recollects one memory very distinctly. Can almost relive the past where her fatherâs soft voice would carry itself softy in the early morning, gracing the waking world with itâs beauty. She enjoyed those moments, for it reminded her that even with a harsh gaze and an even harsher grimace he could still be gentle.
But those moments were seldom accompanied by something softer still, the tender look in his eyes darkening after his last note, and with it returned the man she knew most vividly as her father.
OBEDIENCE â Far from the gentle image she remembers, her father was not a kind man. He had hatred in his heart that rivaled the darkest nights, and a fire in his eyes that could not be put out. Dante Ivanov was no more a father than he was a man.
As a child though she never saw it as unusual. Never questioning why her mother would shake her hands whenever he yelled, never asking why he never smiled. It had been part of her life, and without knowing anything else she was content.
She did not complain when her father would take her outside, hardly any clothes on to keep her warm, and made her fight him. Made her hit him with all the strength she could muster, and made her cry when he shook his head in disappointment.
More than anything she wanted to please him, make him proud of her, and so with that in mind her future had been set.
DISPLEASURE â Although she grew up in a household where free time meant almost nothing, Anya still found a way to make a friend â or at least as close of a friend she would consider anyone.
Mikkel had been her neighbor for as long as she could remember. His presence a constant thorn in her side, but thorn she couldnât get rid of no matter how hard she tried. He was as bitter as the cold nights in Fjerda, picking fights with other kids and winning. Undisciplined, she called him. Unworthy, she thought.
When she was eight and he was seven his father was thrown into jail for being caught in an amorous relationship with a Grisha. Without a family left to his name her father took him in as his own.
She didnât know how to react to that.
FULFILLMENT â Anya had joined the Druskelle the first opportunity she was given alongside Mikkel. At the age of twelve her father congratulated, but deep down she knew there had never been any other other option. She had been raised to become a solider, and so a solider she would become.
What awaited at the Ice Court surmounted any beliefs she had known before. Anya had never been more thankful for her fatherâs training as a child, for it kept her alive and sane when all others began to break.
She often remembers the quiet sobs shaking the forms of her fellow recruits, and as much as she wanted to join in on their misery she couldnât â wouldn't allow herself to.
As well, what helped her through the years of training was the boy she least expected to assist her. Mikkel had followed right after her into Druskelle training, and for her he was a symbol of familiarity but for him . . . she hadnât an idea.
Despite their rocky relationship at the beginning, they had grown close during training. So much so that Anya had come to realize how much she depended on him, and how much she felt comfort even within his icy demeanor. They were two souls linked together by bitterness and a desire to destroy.
SUSPICION â At the age of twenty-three, Anya had successfully climbed her way up to the high ranks of the Druskelle Army. She was next in line to become the right-hand man of her commanderâs faction, and all she needed to do was prove her worth.
Her ideals were soon subject to change however, the very foundation of her believes crumbling at her feet.
All she remembers from that day is nearly dying, and being rescued by a pair of hands she would have expected to kill her instantly. She remembers the way the womanâs voice was soothing and oh so beautiful. In her own delirious haze Anya had called the woman Anai, a tinkling laughter following after.
She then recalls with dread the feeling of waking up in a medical bay, the deep cuts that should have marred her neck (should have killed her, did kill her) having already been healed. Thin white strips of a knifes indentation the only proof it wasnât a dream.
Anya was soon to learn however that the woman whom she had believed to be a dream, was arrested and sent to trial where she was relentlessly questioned before being sentenced to death. The pit in her stomach sunk and with a startling realization she cried out.
The woman had saved her life, and in return Anya had ended hers.
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