Dubhe Viëry's Story

Those people, walking down the street without fear... they would never understand the thoughts of the dark like i did. Those people would just live there lives, be happy together, marry a loving person, get kids... and eventually they would die surrounded by family. At least, that's how it seemed to me.
I knew... that even in my most fool dreams... things would never work out that way for me. At first: I didn't have family... i didn't even have friends. Friends were a weakness, just like love and tenderness. They could use you, they could get you to trust them... and then they could.. and they would.. let you down.
That was what my master had taught me all those years back, and that was the code i used for living... living my life as an assassin.
Of course i used to have a family... a long time ago. I didn't remember much about that time: the Guild had beaten all memories out of me. I did know that my mother had died several years after i had dissapeared.

I carefully emerged from the shadows of the alley, where i had been watching the people in Makrat living there daily lives. I enjoyed watching those happy souls, however it also brought me sadness as i knew i would never be like them... not anymore at least.
Allthough i did feel all those emotions... they would never leave my head. I would never show any of them on my face. I would never show a sad... or happy emotion to the outside world. They... the guild... they had done to much to me to open up again.
While i slowly walked down the road, i made sure my face was hidden in the shadows under the hood of my cloak of dark material. I knew showing my face would be the same as committing suicide at once. There were many posters on the walls in Makrat, showing my face and the text "WANTED!".
When i saw such a poster, i couldn't hold back the smile... however it was a cold, emotionless one (one that would make the shivers run down your spine).
"WANTED!... for assassination, thievery and more...". I looked at it for a short moment, before turning around and continueing my way trough Makrat. Most of the time i was glad it was a large city, as people like me didn't really get to much attention... but right now, with all those people on the street... i just got a little frustrated by the fact that i couldn't easily move on. Then i remembered... it was marketday today! I should have been thinking about that! How could i be stupid like that?!
Eventually i got out of the stream of human bodies and leant against a wall, thinking about other ways to get on my destination.

I looked at him, wondering... but laughing coldly at the last thing he said. Every emotion i tried to show was unnatural and not real, my eyes didn't laugh at all. 'Oh, Roran... the old days are over: i do not need protection, i do not need a big bro anymore' i said coldly. 'and i can't be saved, you'll eventually will believe me' i said. 'but okay... of course you are welcome to join me in my despair' i shuggred. It was nice to have him back... but on the same time i was filled with worrie... and all of this, the happiness... the pain.. the fear... i couldn't show it to him because of what the guild had done to me.

We were still on the rooftops and i looked down when i saw a hooded figure *Asher* walking around. I didn't move, but just watched him with curiousity that was natural for somebody of my kind.

*guys, a little message outside the rp. We got more characters in the rp, so it would be nice if you all ADD CHARACTER to your post! Only your own character you are playing with, so it's more easy and less confusing who you are interacting with inside the rp. Thanks*

I smirked to myself. I then did what I wanted to do for years. I walked up to her, and hugged her. I knew I would again if it was the last thing I did. I released her and then looked at her. Her face, her body, what kind of clothes she wore, everything had changed, except for her eyes. She still had the same eyes as when she was that little girl playing tag with me in the market place.

"So with all this, would you still drop in to see my dear old mum?" I asked her. i knew my Mum would love to see her.