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Kiko Sidhe

A young girl crippled by an acute social phobia. Despite this she has a great urge to help others, and has a habit of putting herself at risk in order to do this.

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a character in “The Multiverse”, as played by CHain_Way

Description

Species: Human.

Age: 19

Height: 5'5

Weight: 138lbs

Birthday: March 26th

Sexuality: Straight

Skin Tone: Slightly paler than the average person as a result of her staying indoors.

Body Type: Rather petite and almost too thin.

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Personality

General Likes: Fruit cocktail, the colour blue, ducks, coffee.

General Dislikes: Large crowds, bright light, being put under pressure.

Greatest Desire(s): Finding someone she can feel safe with and cared for, making others happy.

Greatest Fear(s): Being completely alone, small spaces.

Main Positive Traits: A strong urge to help people in any sort of need, be it healing phsyical wounds, a shoulder to cry on, or a body to beat up. This sometimes cause her to break through her fear and approach someone she feels is in such desperate need, however it does not happen often.

Main Personality Flaws: Her social anxiety; She has an almost irrational fear of people, and sometimes she will withdraw into whatever place she calls home for weeks, sometimes months at a time because of these fears. Because of this irrational fear she finds it very difficult, if not impossible to approach other people, even those she has met previously.

Unusual Traits: A second personality; This alternate Kiko will fully submit herself to anyone, and take anything they do to her. This was a defense mechanism in her earlier life, as it enabled her to forget and endure the harsh punishment she suffered, but now it is very dangerous, as she can put herself in bad situations when she is not thinking clearly. This persona is so strong that when she 'switches' even someone she has known her whole life would think this was a different person, and she had lost many friends because of the forward, somewhat scary behavior she displays when in this state.

Relationships
Mother: Deceased.
Father: Deceased.
Siblings: Riko (Brother) Deceased.
Other Family Members: None.
Friends: Van, Host.
Desired Partner(s): Knorne, Van.
Lover: None.

Equipment

All she has on her person are the clothes on her back and a small silver dagger gifted to her by her now deceased brother.

History

Kiko, her parents and beloved brother Riko lived in a small forest village named Oldhelm, far away from any other populated area.

Her father was (compared to others in the village) a very wealthy man who owned a large farm which is where the tiny village got its food source from. Because of this he held a lot of sway in how Oldhelm was run, effectively being able to create the village into whatever he wanted. Because of his wealth, he was a very self-important man, who never believed anyone would stand against him. He was also very cruel and harsh, believing all other were somehow beneath him. Kiko's mother very much shared his views, as she also grew used to the rich lifestyle.

Riko was Kiko's only source of comfort from the abuse she suffered at the hands of her parents, for which there never seemed to be a reason. Riko was a kind, giving soul, and Kiko took this aspect of his personality with her when she eventually left the village of Oldhelm.

The incident that caused Kiko to leave was one fateful day in Autumn. Oldhelm was attacked by a large group of bandits called Nethergate, and they destroyed the whole village, killing everyone inside. The sole reason Kiko herself survived was her brother, Riko, who forced her into a secret passageway leading from their house, locking the entrance behind her. Kiko did not leave for many hours, staying at the door, pleading with her brother to follow, but he did not, and she listened as he was shot and killed before she finally left to seek some way of reforming her shattered life.

So begins...

Kiko Sidhe's Story

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Kiko Sidhe lingered outside the bar for several moments, her hands clenching and unclenching n the thick, heavy black cloak rapped securely around her form. Her dark brown eyes flicked around herself as she moved to a window looking inside and whimpering quietly as she saw how crowded it was. "Oh no... Oh no... It's so... Busy..." She mumbled in a panicked tone, rocking back and forth on her heels. "Need to go in... To try..." She added as she took a deep breath and slid inside the room.

Her back pressed instantly against the wall beside the door, hands pressing flat against it also as her heart rate gradually increased. her mind was a whirl of worry, of paranoid thoughts as she ended up standing still as a statue, whimpering and chewing hard on her bottom lip. She was, simply put, a nervous wreck.

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Kiko Sidhe swallowed thickly and focused her mind intently on a chair that was perhaps three paces from her, it seemed to be many, many miles to her anxiety-ridden mind. It took all she had to take a deep breath and dash from the security of the wall and sit on the chair. Her hands shifted to hold the arms tightly, knuckles paling due to pressure, eyes facing the floor.

"Ok... Kiko... you're ok... Everything's fine." She mumbled, trying to calm her nerves and failing spectacularly. After a moment she lifted her head slowly, eyes darting about the room before focusing on the counter. "Drink would be nice... Maybe some fruit..." She added under her breath.

Her head then jerked almost violently to one side as she was approached, her body tensing as she froze in place, forcing herself to mutter a. "Y, yes? Can I... Can I... Help...?" The poor woman was clearly terrified.

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Kiko Sidhe shuffled in her seat, leaning back to put more distance between herself and the robot who was speaking to her. She hadn't expected at all to be addressed and so she felt rather put on the spot as she simply nodded, being unable to speak. She then stood shakily, hands still clutching the chair as she waited to be directed or shown the way.

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Kiko Sidhe followed the robot slowly, her arms folding tightly around her body out of protective habit, an she simply stood beside the crowded table, not daring to look up as he face tilted downward, her gaze on the floor. "A, ah... It's... Fine..." He said very quietly, nails digging slightly into her shoulders as her grip tightened on herself.

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Kiko Sidhe again, she simply nodded, chewing on her bottom lip as she very so very uncomfortable at the growing mass of people around her, hear heart rate increasing yet further, breaths becoming shallow and uneven. "Oh God.." She gasped quietly as she shook her head and edged back, trying to find her way back to the 'safe wall'. "Where is it? Where..." She panicked as she failed to find it. It may have come across as very rude to suddenly leave a conversation, however the woman simply could stand the pressure around her.

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Kiko Sidhe tugged at the rim of her cloak, still backing away from the crowd of people until she hit a wall. The safety wall. She sighed heavily in some relief and squeezed her eyes shut, hands pressing against her ears in a vain attempt to stop the noise in the bar. "Shouldn't have come here... Loud... Busy... I don't like it..." She mumbled to herself, her breaths now coming out in short, wrenching gasps; A panic attack would soon take over unless either someone somehow made her feel better or she feld the scene.

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Kiko Sidhe jumped as she was spoken to, stumbling sideways along the wall to get away from the robot, shaking her head frantically. "No! No... No, no..." She said, her tone shaky, each repeated word jumbled up with the one before it. "I think... I... I need to... To go..." She nodded as she searched on the wall behind her for the door, her body trembling as she couldn't find it. "Where... Where is it?" She asked herself, too panicked to simply turn and look for it, her wide eyes being fixed on the one speaking to her.

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Kiko Sidhe [color=black]was walking slowly along the street, her head bowed as rain peppered lightly against her hooded form, the large black cloak obscuring her form and nicely shielding her from the cold atmosphere. Her dark eyes were flicking constantly all about her, hands clenching and unclenching in the fabric as she tried desperately to keep her social anxieties under control. As it was, she was failing; her breathing gradually becoming harder, more shallow and uneven and occasional whimpers would come from between her lips.

Eventually she reached a cross in the road and was forced to lift her head to look both ways. Her eyes widened as she saw a group of rather large, burly mean wandering down the street, joking loudly about something the poor woman didn't want know. Of course she hurriedly turned to walk in the opposite direction, increasing her pace on her shaky legs. "Oh God... Please don't follow, please don't follow..." She mumbled, repeating the words over and over, panic beginning to rise as she hurried along.[/colo

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Kiko Sidhe moved past the seated Xander, her gaze not shifting from the ground as she did so. he would possibly hear her ragged, terrified breathing as she brushed past, and shortly after her came the group of men who certainly seemed to be following her.

With a small whimper Kiko turned her head slightly to look behind her and a small squeak came from her as she saw them, this causing the men to laugh loudly. Kiko turned back and bit hard onto her bottom lip as she frantically searched for somewhere else to go, anywhere to be away from the ruffians. Thankfully she came upon a small side street and darted along it, pressing her back tightly against the wall where he paused, trying to calm her ragged breathing. "Oh no, oh no, oh no." She gasped to herself as she heard footsteps drawing closer and from the bus stop Xander would doubtless hear her loud cry as the men rounded the corner and advanced on the poor woman.

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Kiko Sidhe was stood in the middle of them, clutching her cloak tight to her body, her face tilted downward as she visibly trembled due to fear of what would happen. Considering her anxiety when nothing bad was happening, her current situation was beyond her norm. "P, p, p, please... I..." He stammered quietly, unable to say anything meaningful and the largest of the group; A large nosed fellow with an equally large belly laughed loudly.

"'Ey, 'ey don' you worry. We'll treat you real good." It was clear from how he and the others stared what he ment and Kiko shrunk downward into a crouching position, bowing her head and holding her hands over her ears as she shook more violently.

"N, n, no... no... I don't..." Again she could say nothing, and no one noticed the man watching the goings on as the men moved closer. One reached for the girl and she cried out loudly, flinging herself back in pure panic. "No!" She screamed, wide eyes filling with tears.

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Kiko Sidhe 's eyes were wide and terrified as she stared at the fighting, wincing and making small pained noises at appropriate moments as she crawled backwards until she hit the wall. She pulled her knees against her chest and wrapped her arms tightly around them, burying her face in her knees as she shook at the sounds coming from the fight. "S, stop it... Please..." He murmured desperately, her words being unheard in the commotion. She looked up to see Xander suffer because of her, while fighting to protect her and she looked frantically around for something, anything to help with.

She whimpered as he was struck, believing him to be badly injured, however she breathed out in relief as he fought on. At the shout her eyes widened, being fixed on the one who had addressed her and she found herself frozen to the spot. -c-

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Kiko Sidhe The man Xander was currently pinning down took advantage of his sudden distraction, swinging a large fist towards his already bruised cheek. Whether it hit of not, a flurry of footsteps would be heard and the large man would suddenly find himself unconscious, thanks to a combination of Kiko and a small metal pipe.

The girl in question was breathing heavily and as she looked down she dropped the pipe and collapsed in a sobbing heap on the ground, holding her head in her hands, shoulders trembling as she panicked. "Oh no, what did I- I just- Oh God. Oh no.." She chanted to herself, body beginning to rock back and forth slightly.

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Kiko Sidhe looked up very slowly to study the one who had saved her. She was thankful but her nerves and terror at what just happened made it impossible for her to speak and so she simply whimpered and shook her head, scrambling backwards again. Eventually however she managed to muster up several whispered words.

"I... I... Thank you for... helping..." She tilted her head downward in a deep bow as she huddled up against the ally wall.

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Kiko Sidhe watched his every movement carefully becuase of her paranoia, of her fear that every person was somehow bad, holding the intent to somehow harm her. The recent experience had done little to help her fractured mind, and as he knelt down she whimpered quietly and shuffled further away long the wall. He may have been a good distance from her, but she disliked being the center of someone's focus. Her mouth opened and closed several times as she tried and failed to speak, eventually giving up and simply shaking her head it a silent no. He eyes then darted around at the men, now unconscious on the ground around her, gaze lingering on the one she herself had struck. She let out a small sob at this; Despite their intentions, Kiko hated harming other people.

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Kiko Sidhe lifted her head slowly to look across at her, dark eyes watery, light blonde, almost white hair clinging to her face by small patches of dirt. After a long pause in which she simply watched she shook her head slowly, pressing her hands back against the wall as she struggled slowly to her feet, the task made difficult by her trembling form. She managed however and tugged her thick cloak round herself to hide herself from view; a physical barrier. "No..." She managed to speak that one work, though it was a shaky breath of a word, barely audible.

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Kiko Sidhe swallowed thickly and looked around, biting down lightly on her bottom lip. She would have to talk, to speak a series of actual sentences to make him understand her situation... This would be hard, very hard. She took a deep breath and looked toward the ground before speaking quietly. "I... I don't know anywhere... I'm not from around here..." She lifted her eyes slightly to look at him, placing a tiny smile on her lips. "I... I'm sorry... I don't want to... To trouble you... I'll... I'll go..." As soon as she turned to walk away the smile vanished to be replaced by her normal sad frown, and she began to shuffle away.

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Kiko Sidhe looked nervously back at him, a worried and scared expression in her deep, dark eyes as she tried to think of what would be best. Maybe she should try and trust him? But then he might be like the other people; Bad, mean and cruel... She shuffled where she stood before turning slowly and taking a step towards him. "D, Do you know... Somewhere...?" She asked very timidly,

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Kiko Sidhe she winced slightly as he took a step closer, however with a great force of will she made herself remain in the same spot. "W, well... Could you... Maybe..." She faltered, shaking her head and taking a deep, steadying breath before trying to continue. "... Show me the way?" She finished in a rush of words before looking nervously his way, biting her bottom lip. She was becoming more worried at being alone outside, and the urge to rush and cling to the man who was a source of some comfort began to well up, but she resisted for the moment.

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Kiko Sidhe stared at him closely as he walked away, her stomach tightening as he moved away ad suddenly she gasped and ran towards him, flinging her arms around one of his, clutching at it desperately. "Don't... Don't leave me alone..." She murmured, burying her face in his shoulder where he would feel a slight wetness where he tears soaked through his clothes. It would seem odd how she suddenly wished to be as close as possible to him, but her mind was broken rather badly; no more could be expected.

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Kiko Sidhe her shoulder tensed at the touch and she lifted her head slightly to look up at him, nodding very slightly, a brief hint of a smile gracing her features, her face seeming to light up with the motion but just as it was spotted, it was gone and he lowered her head again, looking at the ground as they walked, her steps being somewhat sideways, what with her clinging that refused to loosen. "I... I'm... Kiko... Kiko Sidhe... N, nice to meet you, S, Sir." She stuttered out her name and the introduction that had ben drilled into her, dipping her head lower as she did so.