Man with the memories of pure sadness and sorrow, having no reason to live anymore, living in a constant oblivion and choas in his own mind, considering the world insane, and continues his attempt to connect the bridge to heaven.
His personality is that of a man who takes orders from no one, and prefers not to fight when nessicary doing what he can to avoid battles unless there is something that he is aiming for. In that case, he will get to what he wants no matter how small it is, or how low the goal is without hesistation or anyone to stop him. He can be intimidating to those who stand in his way, for he seems to show fear to nothing and cowers in the face of nothing he stands against. This has been the way he has done things for years, and he even protects others, but that requires you to get extremely close to him, which can be a tough thing given that he is not a people's person to say the least. What he lacks in fear, he makes up with jokes, espically when facing abnormal beats, his attitude will somewhat force him to make a joke under his breath, even if its the worst time for a joke.
Rion://Overdrive Weapon Used Later, Currently locked in the trunk on his back. Blade that he has carried with him since he began his days traveling. A large Red decorated blade with diamonds, pearls, and much jewelry engraved and lodged into the blade. Given to him as he left with his team to travel the beautiful world of Spira, by the town he grew up in as a reward. They all had saved up to get them all very expensive weapons, and this was the weapon he was given. Every since then, it has been carried in a coffin like case on his back that he has carried with him since that very day of travels. It serves as a reminder of his past, and where he came from to get to his current state, and it reminds him of everything up to this living day that he had been threw, rather it is oblivion or virtue.
Sidewinder:A small short sword that he carries on his waist. This blade was bought from an Antique shop and he uses this generally when he is in need of magic to cast, and in most of his battles thus far that he has had, this is the sword he has tended to use. A yellow blade, yet golden like blade similar to the Onion Blade, though use more particularly for magic than anything.
Truly lost is what he would describe his current life, though he lives his other part of his life to the fullest, from when he was 16 and ran away as a child to escape the crimes his family commited, and lived with the Ronso along with 3 of his friends, Tristan his sister, Excel a good friend of his, and Kroitz another friend whom he had grown up with in his early life. They grew up with the Ronso for awhile till they were 22, when they left and decided to live there lives until it was all gone. They traveled alll over for the next couple of years, doing what they did best, live. They met with all sorts of races, and did all sorts of things that made life truly valuable to them.
Tristan died from a disease that was impossible to remove from her, and they all lost it. After a run in with a large fiend known as the "Green Wasp", she has been hit and diagnosed with something she would never return from. Her death marked the sorrow of everything, as Excel being as close to his sister, and the emotional attitude he had caused him to commit suicide, with a note saying he wanted to join his sister. Kroitz decided living was over, and him and Kroitz both parted ways, but later Lucien came to find out Kroitz had disappeared from the face of the earth, no where to be found, and he was considered dead.
Lucien was now all alone in this world, no where to go and he was now forced to live and see the world on his own, and he was now, lonely. No one to talk to, no one to laugh with, no one to expirience life with, he struggled to move on from the death's of his comrades. He was now trapped in a oblivion that he couldn't possibly take himself out of, not beliving in suicide or killing himself, since life was to valuable, but was Oblivion true life? He continued to wander, becoming somewhat crazy as he created a imaginary friend known as Choas. Choas was someone whom he had deemed a true friend and that wouldn't kill himself, considering he couldn't anyways.
Speaking to Choas, was like speaking to himself, thinking over things and asking himself and his heart questions. He had begun to wonder if this was what life was going to be like forever, and if living was just a temporary thing before this type of life kicked in. He decided to find out, and document every day or so of his life to decide and diagnose what life was, creating a type of study for his life. By no means was he a insane man who wanted everyone dead like Seymour in the fairytales, he was mearly a man living to give his diagnostics on life, and what it held for a average human being who wanted to live.