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She heard Messor before she felt him, descending into the temple after her. The cavernous stone walls served to amplify the smallest sounds and his footsteps echoed loudly. She should speak to him she thought, but she couldn't find the words to do so. Mephit's appearance and his claims had blind sided her. The only thing she could be certain of was that things were about to change, for better or for worse.
She turned away from the entrance of the temple, hands resting atop the stone altar as she bowed her head in thought. She wasn't a pointedly religious person, but if there was ever a time for prayers it would have been now. But these forgotten statues of deities long gone were little more than stone. She would find no answers there.
The hybrid needed time to think on what had been said, but more than that needed to speak of it with Whisper. He wanted her thoughts on it all, since it was only possible with both of them. He took a breath before descending the last step.
Messor opened his mouth, about to speak, then closed it again. How to put his thoughts into words, without sounding like the selfish child begging for his own way? Trying again, he spoke quietly.
"Whisper, I..."
The hybrid seemed to wilt into himself, hands curling into tight fists. A curse of immortality spent alone, was never knowing how to truly express his own emotions. He looked about the room, staring through the walls as he fought to say his mind.
Her words sent a pang of guilt through Whisper. Even with the long period of separation from Nyx's influence, some ties were not easily broken. She wanted her back, just the same as Messor, and no amount of logic would ever rid her of that. Nor would it rid her of the guilt and sense of betrayal instilled in her to refuse her aid on this matter, to Messor and Nyx both.
"So I do. And that fear, it keeps her dead. Gone." A broken laugh escaped him. Messor stared at the floor, held upright only by a death grip on his staff. For once, he felt none of the dragon's rage, or the elf's cold indifference. He just felt himself, broken creature cast aside but unable to be left alone.
"So that's it? Fear." Another broken laugh.
“You don't know the things she did to me, but even that isn't what stays my hand. I would have given her anything, done anything for her. I would have driven a knife into my own chest and died for her, if she had but asked for it. I could not tell friend from foe any any longer, they were meaningless concepts. If I aided you in this, what would become of me? Would I become a shadow, a shell to her will once more? It seems strange that I, a mere fragment of Whisper, should fear the loss of identity and self more than anything. I fear the things I would do if they were taken from me.”
"Nyx was not always what she was. Before the...Orsa," The hybrid spat the word as though it were foul. "She was simply a succubus. My friend. The Orsa changed that."
He remembered her when she made him her's, dying of instability. Rejuvenated by an Artifact, swearing himself as a lieutenant. The mark burned into his skin.
"She was always arrogant, but no more than any other demon. But as a general, she wasn't the same. Wasn't who I had come to know."
He touched his arm where he had been branded, fingering the empty skin. His words, when spoken, were thoughtful. "Death removed its taint. And I no longer care to be dominated."
It was a long time before he answered. "No. I couldn't ask that of you."
The hybrid shuddered, unable to face Whisper. He'd never known mortality himself, but he'd seen enough to know its horrors. Being one of those horrors was something he'd never forgiven himself. "I can't ask for you to sacrifice yourself. But I ask for your help nonetheless."
He couldn't have hated himself more for those words, but he spoke them anyways. He sighed, and turned to face her once more.
"I have to try Whisper, even if I have to try alone. I...can't just walk away. Not anymore. Not after...Host."
She had but one life to live, Messor had an eternity to look forward to. If she could not bear the weight of the world for even a year, who was she to ask Messor to do so forever.
She was lost and without direction, without purpose beyond surviving from day to day. Was this existence really worth what Messor would endure forever more? She wanted to sink to the floor right then and there, to just turn her back on the whole matter, but like Messor before her, pride kept her on her feet.
Many moments of silence passed as Whisper gathered her composure. “Very well. But I do this for you, not her.” Why that distinction was important to Whisper was hard to say, but it needed to be said.
He did not allow himself to feel triumph, nor joy. That could wait until Nyx stood with him once again. He strode to Whisper, coming to a halt a few paces away. He reached out and rested a hand on her shoulder.
"Thank you Whisper."
Reaching up she rested a hand upon his for a moment before she let out a heavy sigh. Stepping away from him she let his hand fall free. “I must see to some matters... Reis will be back soon. Would you see to it that he knows not to disturb me this evening?”
Though, whistling as he was and obviously too loud to come close enough to hear anything without alerting them, he seemed unsurprised that Messor was there. 'Heyo.' Reis didn't let up the happiness in his voice and mood. Hard not to notice a dark cloud. Even harder when you just overheard a conversation about it.
'Where is Whisper?' The question was casual, though not more-so than normal for Reis. And discerning gaze would notice the slightly indecisive glance that the half-elf shot Messor's way, though. To ask or not to ask? He didn't like to be rude by eavesdropping. But he also had to know who this person they were talking about was... To ask or not to ask, that was the question.
The hybrid ran his clawed hand over the surface of the altar, trying to distract himself from his own train of thoughts. Events were speeding up rapidly since he'd come here, and nagging suspicions plagued him. His perusals in the library and his various forays around the temple had done nothing to shake his belief that whatever had brought him back was watching, or even what it was. And Mephit...the little imp had thrown him. That bothered him.
His attention returned to Reis. "Anything unusual out there?"
As far as Messor knew, there wasn't. But he remembered, painfully at times, how quickly that answer could change.
Oddly enough, he wasn't even trying to be particularly humorous as he focused his mind. 'Though, if you don't mind me asking, do you know anything about someone called 'Nyx'?' Internally, he kept a tight reign on both his apprehension about the name, and his excitement. 'I heard her mutter it some time back.'
And I hope the dragon-man couldn't hear over his talk with Whisper well enough to know I overheard. Quickly suppressing the smile at his own thoughts, he stared intently at Messor.
"Yes, I know of Nyx. She's an old friend of mine, and at one point was Whisper's and my...," Messor paused to find the most vague way to continue. "Leader."
A suspicion was beginning to worm its way into his mind that he'd let down his almost legendary paranoia at an inopportune time.
'Though, I've yet to see myself the darkness she's trying to avoid currently.' A subtle-ish subject change. Hopefully onto one that would trigger less alarm bells...
"Has Whisper told you about it at all? It might be possible I know something of it from elsewhere." Possible, with his immortality. But he remembered he'd not known of Krycis before he'd revealed himself, either.
'I'm afraid'... You sound like an uppity gentleman. He scolded himself as he shook his head. 'And they're after her for some reason, and I believe they caused her loss of her eyes. Did Whisper ever have a sister?'
"None that I was aware of. Why would you think she had a sister?"
It was Messor's turn to dance around the truth. It seemed as though Whisper had never told Reis about her personalities, and the hybrid wasn't about to reveal that particular fact. At least, not without her knowledge or permission.
'What was she like younger?' The sudden, odd question almost startled the asker himself. But, almost used to voicing questions as he thought of them, he flowed with it, the momentarily odd look on his face fading quickly. 'Or was she always so paranoid?'
The hybrid thought he had figured what the half-elf was up to. He believed Reis was fishing for answers, trying to complete the partial picture he'd put together from things he'd heard...
Something clicked in Messor's mind. You hear a lot of scraps eavesdropping, and the hybrid had been distracted enough to let him get away with it again. He managed to conceal his revelation, if barely. He grudgingly admired the half-elf for it, even if he was somewhat irritated by it.
Turning away, just slightly, his mouth turned up into a small smile. 'I admit. The more I hear about her, the more curious I get.' Broken by a short laugh, the half-elf continued, 'she has more secrets than a coat full of sealed pockets.'
"That she does, just like everyone else. It's just the...degrees that we all conceal our own that differs. Whisper is vague, and I...well there's another one I won't share."
Petty as it was, it lifted the hybrid's mood. Not much, but enough.
'Without secrets, there wouldn't be much of interest to look at, no?' Flicking his eyes across the hybrid, he pauses for a moment. That sounded quite impudent and prying... Not quite how he'd wanted it. 'I'm not interested in prying deep, but one can't help but be intruiged by mystery.'
The hybrid sighed, once again feeling the years. He pitied a few other immortals who's ages made him look barely newborn in comparison. The trick was to find your own way to pass the time and hold onto your sanity as everything around you crumbled to dust as the years wore on. Being reminded of it all just made him weary.
What Messor said next was almost too quiet to hear, filled with a strange sense of longing. "But mortals, they find secrets all too enticing, never thinking that the revelations only last till the sands run out."