“Excuse me while I kiss the sky.”
― Jimi Hendrix
【More Than Just A Pretty Face...】
“Everyday I try to look my best, even though inside I’m such a mess…”
― Skylar Grey
No one knows what her real name actually which is why she just goes by Whisper Sinclair. She kept her last name but not her first and middle.
☞Nicknames☜
She doesn't have many overly close friends, so no one knows that her nickname really is Whisper. She's been going by it for years but people just assume it's her real first name.
☞Power☜
Whisper can create, shape and manipulate darkness and shadows. By itself, darkness is mostly used to cloud everything into total darkness, but by accessing a dimension of dark energy it can be channeled to a variety of effects, both as an absence of light and a solid substance: one can also control and manipulate the beings that exist there, create and dispel shields and areas of total darkness, create a variety of constructs and weapons, and teleport one's self through massive distances via shadows.
☞Height & Weight☜
5'2 and 110 pounds
☞Age☜
Eighteen
☞Sexual Orientation☜
Pansexual
☞Romantic Interests☜
TBA
【Behind The Mechanics】
{Quiet, Mysterious, Cynical, A Fighter, Intelligent, Observant, Distant}
“A lot of people make me out in... not the most positive light at least from what I've heard. Just another poor little loner girl who takes to herself and no one else. Oh boo hoo, woe is her. But, other then that I'm pretty mush different. When you meet me, Fiona Sinclair, I kind of have a few different pieces of my personality to myself. But, they blend into me all at once, I do not have multiple personalities. Trust me. I have been to have a very free spirited personality that she shows off most of the time around everyone I meet, adults, people my "age", and everyone in between. This is a huge part of me. But, another part of me is how I don't give a fuck what people think of me. I am.a mystery. And, I am different than most girls here.I'm not going lie to you. I am not the nicest girl here by far but, I'm afraid to get hurt by anyone... Guys, Girls, it doesn't matter to me. I refuse to be hurt.
But, when you get past my.... defense and become a close friend. I am sarcastic, funny, upbeat, energetic, and is smirking most of the time, with friends I can be somewhat absent-minded, random, and slightly dim at times when I am not interested in the subject. Which happens a lot. Not that I chose to be uninterested, I just have a hard time focusing on mostly anything school related. Despite that though, I have been shown to have some intelligence and is shockingly, very smart in some subjects of life like a high reading level and a high vocabulary. I like to think that I have a fun-loving personality somehow, but it depends on who is around. But, I frequently like to joke around, smirk, and talk about things I am interested in like music and reading of course.
Anyway, I know I am very....different. Since birth I knew there was something not right about me. And, people think that they know what I mean by 'different' like they think it is mine accent or maybe my style. But, that's not it. I'm not different because I chose to be.... well, mostly. But because I was born that way. No seriously. Around people I rarely know or people I may or may not have feelings for... Lord have mercy. I-- I can't speak, I go on mute and look at the floor like at any moment it's going to poof away from under me. I get all nervous and I have this 'poker face' that is irregular that you cant tell what I'm thinking. But, I'm not a complete spaz around people. I am different than when I'm around my really small group of friends back home. Sure, I'm still quiet and shy but not s much as other days. But, it depends on the day sometimes I can a bit over the place like I had a lot of cups of coffee and sometimes I can be so quiet and scared of to make eye with other people that you would think something was wrong with me-- Oh, wait, never mind. I-- I won't tell you why exactly but, just know I'm getting better with it and the therapist thinks I should be fine on my own by the time I go onto my last year here, next year.
But, for now, I cannot read body language worth a damn which I wish I could but fuck it, if they have something to tell me they can tell me with their voice. No one understands what it means and I do not plan on telling anyone anytime soon. Most people take my silence as arrogance or maybe weakness but, they make me out to be this girl I'm not. Not that I care but most people think I am a slut or a bitch just because of what I look like. They have no idea who I am or what I have done in my life to be where I am. And to judge me it's a big FU in the face to me. So, I got tired of trying and just am letting whatever happens...... happen.”
| Hobbies |
✯ Reading ✯ Writing ✯ Dancing ✯ Watching Old Movies ✯ Singing ✯ Poetry ✯ Trivia ✯ She loves going on jogs early in the morning
| Habits |
✯ Taps Her Fingers A Lot ✯ She moves her lips to the side when she is judging something/someone ✯ When she is around others and is forced to speak she said "Um." a lot. ✯ She always finds herself moving even further away from when she's in a large group.
| Oddities |
✯ She is terribly allergic to Strawberries, Blueberries, and Mango ✯ She always has a notebook and a book with her ✯ She has to finish at least one book a week in order to feel good
| Likes and Dislikes |
【A Glimpse Into The Past...】
“I can't drown my demons they know how to swim.”
― Bring Me The Horizon
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【Just A Little Extra...】
“If you forget the way to go and lose where you came from. If no one is standing beside you, be still, and know, I am.”
― The Fray, Be Still
You said you'd wait forever
But I blinked
And the world was gone
You wade through the water
Slowly your hands grow numb
I wish you felt me falling
I wish you'd watched over me
You said you'd wait forever
But I blinked
And the world was gone
And the world was gone
And the world was gone
I run through your head
Loud with a nightmare
Brushing your skin with my breathing
Turn out the light
And every nightlight
Run you can run you can run
I blink and the world was gone
I blink and the world was gone
I blink and the world was gone
You said you'd wait forever
But I blinked
And the world was gone
You wade through the water
Slowly your hands grow numb
I wish you felt me falling
I wish you'd watch over me
You said you'd wait forever
But I blinked
And the world was gone
And the world was gone
And the world was gone
The light of the dawn has no meaning
Your lost in the haze of the night
The strength that should be there within you
Is wasted and all left behind
I can see what it is you believe in
I can see you've got so much to hide
Everything you touch has no meaning
You need something to keep you alive
I can be what you want me to be
Don't just give me the words
Don't be setting it free
I'll be fine, I'll be safe, I'll hold on to faith, right here, yeah right here oh
Uh oh, uh oh oh
Uh oh, uh oh oh
Right here
Look through the haze of the evening
Let it open up and free your mind
It's time to jump in with no reason
It is time to see if fait can decide
I can be what you want me to be
Don't just give me the words
Don't be setting it free
I'll be fine, I'll be safe, I'll hold on to faith, right here, yeah right here oh