Ride || lana del ray
fifteen || american - romanichall american gypsy || "zee"
|Gender|
"Fuck you, unless you're fucking blind you have no excuse to be asking that question."
female
|Birthdate|
"I was born in the most dismal season. How fitting."
december third
|Sexual Preference|
"Creep."
bisexual, homoromantic
|Grade|
"Don't you dare tell me I'm young."
freshman
|Smoking Spot Confessional Status|
"It was my idea, you know."
member
|Secrets and Scandal|
"Like I'd give you all my secrets just because you asked."
| smoking weed |
| smoking cigarettes |
| drinking alcohol |
| sleeps around a lot |
| suicidal |
| addicted to prescription pills |
| minor ednos |
|Class|
"After dad pulled a golddigger we're fucking loaded."
upper middle
|Occupation|
"I dunno. I move stuff sometimes."
usually unemployed officially, part time drug dealer.
|Eye Color|
"Got my daddy's eyes, baby browns."
brown
|Hair Color|
"Don't call me a Heather."
blonde
|Body Type|
"Too heavy, in my opinion."
painfully skinny, although she shows a little muscle in her arms.
|Height & Weight|
"Still too heavy."
5'5" and 103 pounds
|Birthmarks, Tattoos, and Scars|
"I guess I have some freckles somewhere."
freckles and assorted scars.
|Personality|
"I don't like you, I'm not going to tell you about me."
terribly withdrawn, zee is intelligent, particular, and very cautious of that which she doesn't
know. she doesn't get along well with strangers and is defensively antagonistic whenever
she feels threatened, which is often. usually taken as a sarcastic bitch, she's not the best
at socializing, nor the best at showing people when she cares about them, but she does
warm up to her closer friends when she gets to know them, if she gets a chance to.
terribly distrustful, she takes change one step at a time, but is also skeptical of most
aspects of day to day life, and is extraordinarily anxious about planning things out and
planning for the worst. she hides a lot of it behind a mostly apathetic and entirely
sarcastic mask, although there are things that can always get her to smile, along with
things that can break her apathetic determination and make her cry. she's fragile,
even if she doesn't show it, and is absolutely in love with both art and music, although
making it is not her forte. she feels like an observer in her own life, but quite likes
watching, in her own opinion.
|Likes|
β comic books | she and her brother especially enjoy spider man.
β weed and nicotine | they're her medication, she says.
β her brother | rory is everything she admires.
β gardening | zee loves to garden, she likes watching things grow and loves the fresh
smell of plants and soil.
β art | particularly fond of the renaissance era and hyper-realistic art, zee really likes
art museums and is a big fan of looking at art.
β music | zee is absolutely never seen without her trusty mp3 player.
|Dislikes|
β reading | fiction, at least. she thinks it tries to be too perfect.
β school | she just hates having to be somewhere at all times of the day, really.
β wet dog | the smell grates on her really bad.
β chili peppers | she is also, by coincidence, allergic to them.
β bugs | zee's terrified of most bugs.
|Strengths|
"I never give up."
if her heart is set on something, zee won't leave it unfinished, and things she's passionate
about always get done. she's observant and intelligent, and can learn things rather
quickly. crafty, she never underestimates her surroundings and is highly adaptable
she's very good at dealing with change and very good at watching out for herself.
|Weaknesses|
"Low self esteem's a big one, I know."
very shy and withdrawn, zee is the antithesis of a socialite, cautious, she's not quick enough
to act in most situations. often overestimating her surroundings, she doesn't allow
people or concepts into her small bubble of a world unless they can benefit her in
some way, which often makes her seem selfish and unreasonable.
|Fears|
"..."
scared of little but fear and change, zee tends toward being tragically overconfident, although
she does fear losing her brother quite a lot, or losing consciousness/her ability to
make decisions even more. for this reason she's terrified of surgery and refuses
to be operated on in all circumstances. death is also a huge one that terrifies her,
as does starvation and drowning.
|Equipment|
"I dunno, I just carry what I grab."
text
|History|
"..."
zee's father met her mother when he was eighteen and she was twenty-three. the five
year age difference bothered no one so much as the fact that he was an
air force man and she an american romanichal gypsy. zee's mother's
father was a truckdriver, and the small family traveled around with him
most of the time. both of zee's parents' parents hated the idea of them
being wed. they did it anyway, and never deployed far from home, zee's
father settled down with her mother in a two bedroom apartment in salt
lake city. shortly before they had azalea's older brother, rory. two years
later, zee was born and to make ends meet, her mother took on a part
time catering job and for most of zee's childhood, her mother and father
were working and she was left to her own devices or to a constantly shifting
daycare facility's staff. her older brother was an inquisitive child, but impatient,
and too intelligent for the small amount of attention their parents payed to
him. azalea, on the other hand (who took much more after their father, in
both demeanor and appearance) suffered much the same problem in her
early years. the young parents were also terribly bad at providing the stability
a pair of young children needed. when their father was removed from his
position in the airforce for his rude drinking behaviors, he never really held
down another job and slipped in and out of alcoholism through most of the
siblings' formative years. their mother was flighty, a woman with hardly
any inspiration to stay in one job or place for very long, so after their
father was no longer an airforce member (which happened when zee
was in third grade), the family was constantly on the move, staying, usually,
only long enough to stay out a school year or semester here or there.
this shook the siblings up quite a bit and taught them to cling to one
another. rory looked for comfort from outward sources, while his sister
cut inward and cut herself off from the rest of the world. both siblings,
though, were damaged a lot by the inconsistencies of their adolescent
and childhood years.
the siblings' parents divorced when zee was in seventh grade, and their
father remarried within the year, to a much more stable woman, who
had no children of her own but was very wealthy, thus bringing about
both a new state of improved wealth and a huge amount of stability to
the siblings' lives. zee her father, and her brother, moved in with their
new step mother just outside of aspen briefly before zee's eighth grade
year and then moved to denver just this past summer, this is the
siblings' first semester at east high, but they're pretty used to new
schools, all told.
|Other|
currently single
*this section might be edited in the future*
| Roleplayer Name: sunshine|
| Roleplayer Age: nineteen |
| Roleplayer Limits: graphic depictions of drugs and self harm should be taken seriously | smut must be in personal messages|