{Ride | Lana Del Rey}

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Name:
Sharon Jackson Arnwine
||{"I was named after my mother in her honor."}||

Nicknames:
|| SharShar Rare || Share Rare || Jackson Sometimes || Cherry Wine Sometimes || Cherry Often ||
||{"Is it normal to have a nickname for a nickname?"}||

Age:
Twenty-One

Gender:
Male

Sexuality:
Demisexual

Ethnicity:
|| 60% Italian, 30% Greek, 10% Colombian ||

{ Hurricane | Halsey}

Appearance:
When first meeting him a few things someone might notice is his first his emerald puppy dog eyes, sharp jawline, and his smooth skin. On his face you'll find a few freckles, mainly on the apples of his cheeks, and a small mole on the left side of his chin. His lips are very full, smooth, and pink; when smiling he has dimples. Sharon's eyes are fairly large and are a brownish green mixture. His nose bridge is very defined and thicker at the end. Sharon's has almost no hair for the most part on his face on his chin and his legs are always so smooth. On his head his hair is extremely thick. At the top it's somewhat straight and full of volume; as it continues down if gets more wavy and normally curls up at the ends. His hair stops at the end of his neck. He also normally wears his bangs slightly in his face, for his dirty blond hair is normally on the longer side. He pretty much has no fat on his body whatsoever, it's slender and toned. He's not huge like a body builder, but he is fit and somewhat strong. The only common thing he wears is thick rimmed black glasses.

Secret:
After the departure of his mother Sharon started taking drugs and drinking heavily. A side affect of his addiction is him abusing his family physically an verbally when he's not sober.

{ Sippy Cup | Melanie Martinez}

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Personality:
Sharon use to be a very social guy, and in the public eye is still is. He laughs and smiles and cracks jokes, he can be the life of a party. He seems to be the caring friend someone can go to for their problems if they want with open ears because he'd never interrupt, he'd just listen and try to help out once they were done speaking, but it's a show. Sharon's practiced his smile and laugh in the mirror for years making it believable. He's so very cracked and when he reassembled himself most of his pieces were still missing. He knows he's not whole and not completely there, so he acts like he is to fool people. He's just a fragment of what he use to be, now he feels like it's a curse to live. Though for the most part he facts with people there's a few he can be himself around, never completely opening up to them, but he has more of a caring for them.

Dying for him would be very peaceful and something he wants, he hates the break downs he sometimes has and the fact he hurts his family, but he has to keep moving forward in life. No one notices his pain, and that's how he wants it, to be unnoticed. He still feels emotions, usually depression, but he's still human. It makes him feel wanted when people come to him for help, he feels sorrow for those that need help, and if he can make them feel better he'll try. Sharon has also hardened as a person, barely letting anyone in. It's not from lack of trust, it's from the fear of losing someone again. Even though Sharon's tries to stay in tacked with everything he still feels lost, the only things that bring him joy are the smiles he sees that he gives to others and being out in nature.

The only time Sharon is at his highest is when he's high or drunk or making people happy. He took up drugs and drinking after his mother left his family, and he continues now because for a short moment he can forget everything that's happened to him over the years. He also likes it because he doesn't have to put up with reality, yet the downfall is that when he sobers up he witnesses the aftermath of the pain he's also causing his family.

Something most don't know is that he's extremely intelligent, though he's drugged up it's hard to believe he's the guy that skipped eighth and tenth grade. School was his number one thing until his mother left. If he's not out in the woods or forcing himself to communicate he's probably reading. Another not-so-flaw about him is that he's very in touch with nature. Hiking trips, rafting, mountain climbing is all up his alley. Being surrounded by nature is the second best thing to him.

Talents:
|| Has The Ability To Notice When Someone's Lying By Their "Tell" Signs || Can Easily Persuade People Into Getting What He Wants || Can Make Almost Any Lie Sound Like The Truth || Speaks English and Italian || Can Easily Push Someone Away Or Get Over A Person || Thinks Things Through Quickly || Understanding Peoples Moods Or Feelings || He Knows A Lot Of Information From Reading A Lot || Easily Comprehends Things || Isn't Easily Upset {Unless High/Drunk} || Witty || Good Balance ||

Weaknesses:
|| Tends To Push People Away || Always Thinks He's Right || Mostly He Doesn't Value Other Peoples Opinion || Always Keeps His Guard Up || When He Does Open Up To Someone He'll Get Attached And Not Want To Lose That Person || When Getting Attached He Tries Pushing That Person/People Away Even Though He Wants Them Around || Stubborn || Always Tries To Get His Way || Is Rather Jealous When He's In A Relationship Or Trying To Get In One || Tends To Only Show Off His Jackass and Sarcastic Personality To Try To Keep People From Getting To Close || Doesn't Know When To Drop Arguments From Time To Time || Has Sleeping Problems, So Sometimes Goes Days Without Sleeping Until He Passes out || Heavily Addicted To Drugs/Alcohol || Abusive When Intoxicated/High ||

Fears:
|| Doing Nothing Meaningful With His Life || Someone Finding Out About His Drug Use || Someone Finding Out He Abuses His Family || Severely Hurting His Family
|| Being Tricked Or Deceived By Any || Being Alone ||

{ The Presentation | Drake}

History:
Sharon grew up in a very close family, something he enjoyed. Before he became the older protective brother, he had two years on his own. With his parents having money enough money he was a pampered baby that got all the best toys. When his baby brother was brought into the picture Sharon was no longer the center of attention. At first he didn't like it, but he soon grew us to the baby getting all the attention. He loved his brother. Growing up together they were competitive, Chad was always trying to out do him in everything he did. Of course Sharon liked their little competitions, him and his brother were always head to head.. With the two of them always being so close Sharon couldn't help but being proud of Chad, he was a smart kid.

As time went on Sharon was very involved in school, also the best in his class, so intelligent that he skipped to grades. He was all diligent to study, he wanted so much knowledge he could possibly get, but one day that seemed to change. At the age of seven his mother departed him his family, leaving him and his brother and his father. This tore Sharon apart completely. Unsure of how to react he let his grades begin to slip and started hanging out with the wrong kids in school. This kids led him to drugs and drinking. It started out with weed, then shrooms, and after that just continued to escalate and before long he was addicted. Whenever his mind became altered he would take it out on his family, becoming extremely violent and hostile. Surprisingly his father didn't have the heart to get rid of him, instead his family just repetitively accused his actions. Sharon realized how horrible he was, so in order to render his family with less pain he started to do drugs in the woods, that way he was too far away to hurt anyone.