{âOh how cute, you think Iâm here because I want to be? Thatâs the fucking funniest thing Iâve heard all day.â}
Coldplay||Paradise
Halestorm||Beautiful With You
{"Where I come from, they call me the Queen.â}
Full Name
Sadie Marie Bettencourt
Documentary Name
Rainey
Age
24
Occupation
Tattoo Artist||Lingerie & Tattoo Model
Sexual Orientation
Bi-Sexual
Hometown
Glasgow, Scotland
{âWhat is this, a fucking interrogation?â}
Likes
Smoking Weed||Smoking Cigaretteâs||Self-inflicted Pain||Parties||Clubs||Hard Liquor||Her Daughter, Lana||Traveling||Tattoo||Drawing||Rock Music||Lingerie||Nigh Time||The Ocean||Playing Guitar||Photography||Being Alone||Drugs||Sarcasm||Storms||Lighting||Swimming in the Ocean||Drugs||Neon Colors
Dislikes
Matty, Her Fiancée (Sometimes)||Her Father||Herself||Her Past||Her Parole Officer||Good Girls||Judgmental People||Meeting New People||Short Hair (On herself)||Feeling Tired||Girly Girls||Guns||Fire||Sickness||The Idea of Death||Commitment||The idea of Love||Crying in front of people||Feeling Threatened||Soda||Candy||Frosting||Silence
Distinct Markings
Scars: She has tons of track marks from shooting up on the insides of her elbows. She also has various other scars from fights with her fiancée and fights in jail.
Piercings: She has her belly button, her nipples, her tongue, and her nose pierced. Her ears are gauged.
Tattoos: Her body is a canvas she's lost count of all her tattoos.
Dreams
Get back custody of her daughter||Move away from all her bad influences||Leave Matty||Be the mother that her mother never was
Secrets
Sheâs Anorexic Despite the daily comments she gets about how incredibly beautiful she is, Sadie just doesnât see it, in fact she kind of hates herself and as a punishment, she deprives herself of food. Sheâs become anorexic.
Lana being Adopted: The foster couple that her daughter Lana is currently living with is fighting for the rights to adopt Lana and take full custody of her. Sadie has been given exactly a year to show the court why she should get custody of Lana back.
Fears
Never getting custody of her daughter||Dying alone||Never knowing what real love is||Dying of a drug overdose
{âGuys like being treated like shit and girls respect a bad bitch.â}
Her Reason for Participating in The Wanderlust Project
Itâs not exactly her choice, in fact sheâs pretty pissed off about the whole thing. Her parole officer is making her do it, he thinks that it may save her life and help her get her daughter back. If this doesnât save her, then her parole officer is pretty sure nothing will save her.
Religion
Atheist
Personality
Sadie is completely wild and reckless. Itâs hard to keep up with her and keep her from killing herself. Sheâs always pushing herself past the point of no return. Sheâs self-destructive and sheâs addicted to the things that will get her killed. Sheâs been so bad for so long, that she doesnât exactly know what good is. Her life is full of danger and heartache. Sheâs hard to handle and even harder to get along with.
To say she likes to party would be an understatement. If sheâs not working at the tattoo shop sheâs out clubbing or getting drunk. Sheâs the girl that everyone wants to be around, because she has money and sheâs easy to take advantage of when sheâs fucked up. Sadie doesnât exactly have friends and she certainly doesnât have anyone in her life that actually loves her. Her fiancĂ©e likes to control her and her father likes to take her money and any friends that she has are only her friends to get something out of her, so itâs only natural that she doesnât trust anyone.
She gave up caring a long time ago, because in her mind it did her no good. She cared to much and it seemed like the more she cared the worse things got. However, despite what she says, her daughter is her world and she hates herself for not being strong enough to clean up her act and give her daughter the life she deserves. Sometimes she wishes that she could move away from her fucked up life and take her daughter and go anywhere else, just her and Lana.
Deep down Sadie has a really good heart, sheâs in love with the idea of traveling. She wants better for herself and for her daughter. She just thinks sheâs past the point of saving and she doesnât really think there is a point in trying because sheâs already lost everything that matters to her.
{âTrust me sweetheart, my past is nowhere near as pretty as me.â}
Family Tree
Damien Bettencourt||Father||Alive
Christina Del||Mother||Deceased
Matty Beck||Fiancée||Alive (In Prison)
Lana Beck||Daughter||Alive (In Foster Care)
History
Sadie was doomed to fail from the start. Her mother, Christina was beautiful and an incredibly talented dancer who by chance of fate, got mixed up with a bad man, Sadieâs father, Damien Bettencourt to be exact. His life was all blazing guns, drugs, and motorcycle gangs. It was certainly no place for a wealthy good girl like Christina and it sure as hell was no place to raise a child. However despite what Christinaâs parents said, she was too blinded by love and a seventeen year old Christina ran off with a twenty-two year old Damien.
Christina found out she was pregnant with Sadie the day after her eighteenth birthday. After Sadie was born the responsibilities of a new baby weighed heavy on the young couple. It pushed Damien to drink more and Christina to test the waters with drugs to keep herself awake. By the time Sadie was seven her parent were a complete fucking train wreck and blamed her for everything. Her father would beat her mother and in turn her mother would beat her. Several times growing up Sadie was put into foster care, her parents would clean up their act and get her back, only for it all to happen again. It was a never ending struggle.
At thirteen, Sadie lost her virginity to a college boy. She was far more mature for her age then most thirteen year olds thanks to her rough childhood. By sixteen she was smoke joints with her mother and shooting up with her father. Her parents really didnât give a shit what she did or where she was. That was when she found her love for tattoos. The pain was better than drugs, it was an addiction. Slowly her body began becoming covered in tattoos.
She met Matty Beck, a tattoo artist by day and a drug dealer by night when she was seventeen. He was twenty at the time and he had an obsession with her and soon she found herself in a dangerously addicting abusive relationship with him. They moved in to his apartment together, when she turned eighteen. She started working in Mattyâs tattoo shop alongside him, making a name for herself, her tattoos were incredible. It wasnât long before people were coming all over the world to get tattoos from her, even celebrities. Sheâd become Scotlandâs own Kat Von D.
At twenty she got pregnant with her daughter and Matty purposed to her. Their relationship was far from perfect, but somehow they loved each other. A few months before the wedding and a month before their daughter Lana was born, Matty was caught involved in a major drug deal and he was sent away to prison for eight years. Sadieâs drug addiction and partying only got worse after Lana was born and eventually child protective services stepped in and took Lana away. Sadie fell apart, sheâd dug a hole too far to climb out of.
At twenty four sheâs been in and out of jail a countless number of times, only gets to see her daughter once a month, her lifestyle is dangerous, and she canât stay faithful to Matty to save her life. When her parole officer heard about the Wanderlust project, he signed her up and is now forcing her to go, he thinks it might save her life.