Ivory stared ahead, her body shaking, a trauma she had recently experienced causing her own self to be mildly shocked. She felt drained, fatigued, and she wished for that memory to be banished from her own mind, but relentlessly, she ventured on. What she had witnessed was the death of a fellow citizen, one having the sickness, their pale skin, the dark boils and bruises among their skin—and for a cure to be found, it was almost pathetic for the doctors to continue their own research. Ivory needed to settle herself somewhere, whether it be in the confines of a cold ditch, or the main trail she walked upon, leading back to the town. For being such a noble figure to the town, she hadn't done such a good deed to the many beings who stared at her, expecting her to do some triumphant, god-like action. She hadn't saved the poor boy, she stood there, her eyes wide and her hands clutching the fabric of her cloak. Ivory wasn't sure if it had been shocked by the slow crumbling of his own lifeless body, or the fact that she knew that she could not do anything. It was horrible, which had led her to the mountain trails, which did not belong to Watchers, but rather the merchants and soldiers, a band which stretched far out to the North, nearing a harbor which was merely deserted ever since the land started dying.
"Damn it." Ivory muttered, clenching her fists as she paced back and forth, an action which she had been doing upon the path for the past twenty minutes. She hadn't expected much, if she was internally hoping for a Watcher to pursue her and question what was wrong, or a civilian to tell her it wasn't her fault, she was lost in her own conscience. It was all her fault, although it naturally wasn't, as she could not get it through her head that she had witnessed the death of a young boy, who could have gotten far in a career, whether it be as a doctor or a mere, petty blacksmith. Clutching her head, she finalized her decision, descending the steep hill. How foolish of me, to go running up here like a stubborn, little schoolgirl who didn't get what she wanted. I am pathetic, that is what I am. I shouldn't even be a Watcher, for I am such a degradation to our little group that barely even manages. Pity, anger, distraught, they were combining throughout her mind, creating a storm of emotions. The townspeople would judge her, they would spit at her feet, they would go through with physical contact, punching out her teeth, pummeling her skull until it was a fine pulp, but when she arrived at the town, holding her breath, no one even bothered. It was the same, dreary, depressed atmosphere. Nothing had changed, none had gained anger, for they were all too lazy to bother with such an excessive emotion.
Ivory heaved a sigh. She would have to contact some form of a Watcher, but she hadn't an idea how. It was likely they were all asleep, or they wouldn't even bother opening their door, discovering Ivory to be pouting on their porch. Instead of taking any action, she sat on a wooden bench. Perhaps a Watcher, when woken, would discover Ivory and speak to her—or not. She hadn't an idea of what would follow her sitting pathetically on the bench.