Only those with pure hearts can find the beauty in the darkest situations.
Full Name: Luella Allison Green
Nicknames: Ella, only her mother ever called her Lou
Age: 22
Gender: Female
Birthdate: June 22, 1992
Birthplace: New York, New York
Role: The Mistress
Good Enough~ Little Mix
I am the diamond you left in the dust
I am the future you lost in the past
Seems like I never compared
Wouldn't notice if I disappeared
You stole the love that I saved for myself
And I watched you give it to somebody else
But these scars no longer I hide
I found the light you shut inside
Couldn't love me if you tried
Am I still not good enough?
Am I still not worth that much?
I'm sorry for the way my life turned out
Sorry for the smile I'm wearing now
Guess I'm still not good enough
Does it burn
Knowing I used all the pain?
Does it hurt
Knowing you're fuel to my flame?
Don't look back
Don't need your regrets
Thank God you left my love behind
Couldn't change me if you tried
Am I still not good enough?
Am I still not worth that much?
I'm sorry for the way my life turned out
Sorry for the smile I'm wearing now
Guess I'm still not good enough
Release your curse
'Cause I know my worth
Those wounds you made are gone
You ain't seen nothing yet
Your love wore thin
And I never win
You want the best
So sorry that's clearly not me
This is all I can be
Am I still not good enough?
Am I still not worth that much?
I'm sorry for the way my life turned out
Sorry for the smile I'm wearing now
Guess I'm still not good enough
Height:5'2FT
Weight:135LB
Build:Curvy, Not too skinny but not fat. Normally seen as average.
Hair Color: Honey Gold
Eye Color:Hazel
Scars or Markings: Has self harm scars on her thighs and a tattoo on a humming bird on her hip.
Brief Written Description:
Quirks and Faults
At least 2, please!
Likes
At least 5, please!
Dislikes
At least 5, please!
Dreams
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Fears
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Strengths
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Weaknesses
At least two, please!
Personality
|Trait, Trait, Trait, Trait, Trait|
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History
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How often do you get online?:1-3 times a day
How often can we expect you to be able to post?: At least once a day.
Password: Endearment
Reply Sample: Luella Green hates cheaters, her father cheated on her mom, her ex boyfriend cheated on her, her best friend cheated on her husband. Its simple, she doesnt deal with them and refuses to even be in the same room. Which is why, as her best friend begs forgiveness on her knees, Luella is shocked by the fact that her current lovers actions are similar to her friends before she had been caught. Only getting together late at night or going on long weekends together. How had she not seen this before? Maybe its because shes a dreamer? Always has her head in the clouds, thinking of their future together sense it had appeared things were becoming serious. Half her closet held his clothes, his toothbrush sat next to hers in the container, he just cosigned on her first brand new car. Sam, her friend had stopped begging at this point and was now staring up at Luella, she knew that look and silently left as Luella crumpled to the ground in her living room. They had been together for months, everything in her home held traces of him.
In her jewel toned living room were photos of their vacations, the flowers he had bought her just the other day sat in a vase, he helped pick out the bright green couch after he had jumped onto her older one, one night and broke it. The TV had been a gift near the beginning. How had she not seen the signs? Standing Luella paced, she had to be wrong, he was busy, so was she. Luella left for work earlier then he did on the nights he had stayed over and normally got home later, thats why they only ever spent time together late at nights. The long weekends were also because of that, not because she was the other woman. Right?
Though Luella had calmed herself down, she still had that nagging feeling in her gut. The same one she had gotten when her father had started working more nights, like when her ex had started having more out of town meeting, the very same one that had made her confront her best friends about cheating on her husband. This time though, the feeling told her that she was the mistress. Sighing, Luella squared her shoulders and set her jaw. The only way she would know the truth was to ask him. So she will.