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Raven Addams

"Happy endings don't exist anymore, do they?"

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a character in “Trapped in a Chemical Garden”, as played by RoseAmedori

Description

ā€œCrying out in pain, but no one knows how to find youā€¦ā€

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Name: Raven Addams
Age: 17
Face Claim: Avril Lavigne
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ā€œYou donā€˜t want me, no. You donā€˜t need meā€¦Like I want you or like I need youā€¦ā€


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ā€œPlease, pleaseā€¦Forgive meā€¦But I wonā€˜t be home againā€¦ā€


Appearance: Raven is very petite for her age, standing at about 5ā€™1 with a slight, slim build. Her naturally straight blonde hair falls down almost to her waist and is worn in a simple, asymmetrical style. Her eyes are a bright, vibrant shade of blue (which is probably what set her apart from the rest of the girls in the line-up) and are hooded by naturally long, thick lashes. Sheā€™s never been one to wear much makeup, being from the poorer area of California, she never had much money for cosmetics anyway, but since her arrival at the mansion, sheā€˜s begun to line her eyes in thick smoky blacks.

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ā€œDonā€˜t leave me alone in this bedā€¦ā€


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Personality: Raven is the type of girl to keep her head down and only speak when spoken to. Sheā€™s forever terrified of saying the wrong thing, so when she does speak she doesnā€™t speak much. Sheā€™ll open up a considerable amount when sheā€™s comfortable with someone and sheā€™ll say most of whatā€™s on her mind, but no matter how familiar she is with a person, that fear remains. She has pretty much no experience with the opposite sex, so things like marriage and intimacy, even kissing and holding hands is incredibly daunting for her, and if she becomes too scared or nervous, she will either freeze up or completely break down. It doesnā€™t take a lot to push her over the edge, and when sheā€™s pushed itā€™s almost (but not entirely) impossible to bring her back up to the shy, intelligent, friendly person she is when sheā€™s content. Raven is a romantic girl at heart, with the belief that there is one person out there as perfect for her as she is for that person, so this polygamous marriage interferes with her fantasy of being exclusively loved by the man of her dreams.
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ā€œThis innocence is brilliantā€¦I hope that it will stayā€¦ā€


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Likes:
- Sunlight
- Sweet things
- Music
- Large, open fields/meadows/gardens
- Tolerant people. If people are going to get close to her, theyā€™d have to be tolerant and patient.
- Sleeping in late
- Reading novels

Dislikes:
- Large crowds
- Loud noise
- Feeling unimportant or insignificant
- Sharing a husband
- Feeling trapped

Fears:
- Being isolated or unloved
- Saying the wrong thing
- Being forced into a sexual relationship before sheā€™s ready
- Becoming pregnant
- Being abused
- The Gatherers

ā€œI do not want to be afraidā€¦I do not want to die inside just to breathe inā€¦ā€

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History: Raven was the first born to poor parents. She was unplanned, so her mother would often call her ā€˜her beautiful little surpriseā€™ when she was younger. Her father, however, was not so pleased to have an accidental daughter. He was a strong pro-naturalist activist, believing that the new generations could not be saved and that scientists should stop wasting time trying to discover a cure. After Raven was born, he turned to alcohol, using whatever money he was paid working at an electronics factory to fuel his newfound addiction. The abuse started when Raven was five.
Ravenā€™s mother turned a blind eye to this, hoping that the man she was desperately in love with would soon be rid of this addiction and return to the kind, caring man she once knew. She was also terrified of this abuse turning on her, so she let Raven take the worst of it.
When Raven was seven, her younger sister was born. Her father sobered up slightly, but still he alternated between abusing and neglecting Raven, while her little sister was loved and cared for.
Ten years later, the abuse had stopped entirely, but in its place was the full-time neglect. Raven ran away from her home with a deep loathing for her parents and took residence on the streets along with the rest of the orphans and vagrants, until she was discovered by the Gatherers.

ā€œYou feel like a candle in a hurricaneā€¦Just like a picture with a broken frameā€¦ā€

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So begins...

Raven Addams's Story