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Alexa Flarea AKA Eradicatior Sins

"When I'm such a monster, how can I even dream for happiness?"

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a character in “Unhappy Refrain”, as played by Guardian Aelita

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Name: Alexa Flarea (Eradicator Sins)
"Who am I really? Does a monster even deserve a name?"
"Who am I...? Hehehe~ I'm your death."
Age: 18
"Ah... that would have been ten years since then..."
Gender: Female (Acts Male when in Eradicator)
Theme Song (Optional): Reclusion by Anberlin
Personality: Alexa is a very easy book to read. She is cold, silent, doesn't speak unless spoken to and would much rather stay away from everyone else. When you break down the walls, she will open up and reveal her trauma, searching desperately for a happiness that seems to be constantly out of her grasp. She often has a habit of calling herself a monster. Eradicator on the other hand is a much different case. Despite the near sadistic glee he gets when killing anyone, he'll often feel like something or someone is missing. Until he figures out what it is, he'll slaughter to his hearts content.
"Is that all? Now leave me alone..."
"Oh, you plan to leave now~? Well that won't do..."
Appearance: Alexa's Appearance: Image
Eradicator's Appearance: Image
Cause of Unhappiness: There's a good reason why Alexa believes that she is a monster. Ten years ago, when she was 8 years old, she lived in a house with her parents and 4 other siblings. She was happy but then she heard things; things that told her to kill her family and burn the corpses. Despite the struggle, she eventually succumbed and set fire to the Flarea Household, killing everyone save for her. When she realized what she had done, she regarded herself as a monster who doesn't deserve to live. Ten years later, she lives in Heavenrend and is still completely unhappy. Not helped by the fact that chunks of her memory are missing when her split personality, Eradicator Sins, comes out.
History: Alexa lived a relatively happy life for the first eight years. She had warm food, a roof over her head and a family who loved her. She thought things would be perfect... until the whispers happened. She heard the whispers tell her to kill her parents. She refused at first but then something inside her took over. When she woke up, her house was set ablaze with her family nowhere to be seen. Alexa Flarea killed her own family. Scared, she ran away from the city, looking desperately to get away from the police and bad memories. She found Heavenrend 2 years later. She hasn't had much luck with finding happiness. She now sleeps on the street constantly, clinging to whatever old clothes and food are thrown away for survival. All the while, her split personality takes over to kill whoever he can at the time. What a sad life this child leads...
Trivia (Optional): When someone does break down her walls, she'll love them as she's bisexual. Also, she's a pretty good piano player.

So begins...

Alexa Flarea AKA Eradicatior Sins's Story

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Character Portrait: Ataro Hatsuyuki Character Portrait: Alexa Flarea AKA Eradicatior Sins Character Portrait: Ayano Kujikawa

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Alexa woke up from the cold street slowly. Her purple eyes winced at the brightness of the sun. She had no idea where she was this time and didn't really care. As Alexa started to sit up she suddenly winced in pain. Gently lifting up her shirt, she found a crudely made bandage stained pink on her left side. Wondering where the marks came from, she heard two high school girls conversing with each other.
"Did you hear, Mei-chan? That guy struck again on Friday."
"You mean that serial killer, Rika-chan? Yeah, I heard about it from my mom."
"Can you believe it though?! It's a family of three this time! The guy stabbed them a lot of times. But, the father got in a good slice on the left side before he died."
"Pretty scary... You think a curfew is going to happen?"
"I don't know. I just hope no one is taking this lightly."
The two girls conversed on while Alexa got her answer.
'Another murder... How many must I commit until this monster is satiated...?"
There was no answer. There never was an answer. It was just her alone in the streets. The wound had started to hurt. Standing up slowly, she walked over to a doctor's office.

The stitches were uncomfortable to say the least. The doctor seemed to hate her especially as when he worked he kept muttering about kids and back in his day.
"I don't want to see you again."
That's what he coldly said before leaving her alone. Alexa walked slowly around, looking for a new place to sleep.
'Heavenrend...'
She almost laughed bitterly at the sound of the name.
'For such a warm sounding place... Where, oh where, is there heaven for this monster?'
She looked around a nearby garbage can for something to eat. No such luck. The most she could find was a bottle of whiskey that was half full. She grabbed that and saw something in front of her; a bus stop. She could sleep wherever the bus takes her. She approached the stop slowly and saw two people. The first was a young man with dark circles under his red eyes. The second was a young woman with short purple hair. She decided to sit down on the bench. She didn't care where she was going as long as it was somewhere warm. After sitting in silence and sipping on whiskey, her stomach growled loudly. She hadn't eaten anything all day and the results were awful. Alexa sighed and spoke the first word since her family burned to death and since she started her new life of destitution and emptiness.
"Sorry..."
With that, Alexa turned her head to look at the sky.
'What were you thinking?! A monster doesn't deserve to talk!!'
Despite the harsh argument in her head, Alexa's face was perfectly stoic.

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Character Portrait: Ataro Hatsuyuki Character Portrait: Annabel Lee Character Portrait: Alexa Flarea AKA Eradicatior Sins Character Portrait: Ayano Kujikawa

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Monday
"Why, Alexa-san?? Why did you attack those people?"
Alexa merely stared at the principal.
(flashback)
Alexa was walking to her class and a girl had bumped into her.
"Oh my gosh, I'm so sorry! Are you okay...? Here, let me help you up!"
Alexa stared at the girl before allowing her to let her up. As soon as this was going on, a group of girls started to surround the one girl.
"Why did you help her up, Rise?"
"Yeah, didn't you hear? This girl might be related to that killer going around!!"
Alexa felt an anger tremble inside her.
'I'm a monster sure... but I'm not a killer...'
Almost in an instant, Alexa felt a smile creep up on her face as Eradicator took over her. He walked over to the girls and punched one of them in the stomach, grabbed another girl's hair and threw her against the wall multiple times and for the last girl, he stared her down and then proceeded to kick her to near death. By the time security showed up, the damage had been done and Alexa snapped out of her confusion wondering what was going on.
(end of flashback)
"Alexa-san, you really should speak when you're spoken to..."
Alexa still stared at him, trying to make heads and tails of what had happened. He sighed.
"Well, the majority of your group is in detention so that's where you'll go."
Alexa left for detention. A guy and two girls. She nodded in their direction and sat down besides the one girl who looked somewhat normal.
'A deer in a room full of wolves. Interesting...'

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Character Portrait: [NPC] Bartender Character Portrait: Ataro Hatsuyuki Character Portrait: Annabel Lee Character Portrait: Alexa Flarea AKA Eradicatior Sins Character Portrait: Ayano Kujikawa

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Ayano had been spacing out for a few minutes before she heard footsteps approaching the library. She looked up and saw a young man headed into school. He was probably one of her "group mates" who doesn't even bother showing up. "Wait a minute--" She thought. "He was the SAME, FREAKING GUY back at the waiting shed." She just shrugged it off, knowing that he probably wouldn't have the guts to attack in a very public place. Muttering to herself, she simply took her pen and started scribbling.

A few more moments later, another face entered the room. She seemed bright and enthusiastic and she mentioned something about being here to cheer up the mood. "She seems nice, I guess..." Ayano thought. She saw her make small talk with her and the creepy dude, introducing herself. "Ayano. Kujikawa Ayano." Ayano introduced herself as nicely as she can, even managing a weak smile. She shook her hand after the boy. The next few minutes was spent in awkward silence.

While she was working, she heard a bunch of professors talking loudly outside, ruining the beautiful quiet atmosphere. Fed up, she stood from her table and headed to the door to give it a close look. It was one of those doors that stayed opened due to a screw lodged in the hinges. She reached up and removed it, causing the door to close. Quickly, she hurried back to her seat as the professor walked in the room.

"Who closed this?" He asked, staring daggers into each of them. "How are we supposed to know? We're not supposed to leave right?" Ayano answered back, a little timidly. The professor scanned the door and saw the missing screw. "Where is the screw there?" He asked, a little angry. "Maybe it fell off? You can't expect it to stay open due to its weight." Ayano tried to explain. The professor seemed to accept this but ordered them to look for it anyway. "Please sir, can't you just let it go? Screws fall out all the time, this world is a perfectly imperfect place." Ayano tried reasoning out.

"All right." The professor looked at them one last time and turned to the girl named Anna. "Keep a close eye on them would you? They can be a bit troublesome. Especially you." He pointed at the only male in the room. "I have your complete attendance sheet and I have to say, it's complete crap." He stormed out the room, finally leaving the students in peaceful silence. Ayano let out a sigh and rolled the screw near the door, where anyone can find it at first glance, feeling a little sorry for getting the others into trouble. "Sorry. I just can't take the fact that I'm in detention for something that my classmates failed to do."

As soon as she had sat down, another girl entered the room. She looked nice, she reckoned. Lucky of her that she came in right after the screw incident, otherwise she would have gotten a mouthful as well.

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Character Portrait: Ataro Hatsuyuki Character Portrait: Annabel Lee Character Portrait: Alexa Flarea AKA Eradicatior Sins Character Portrait: Ayano Kujikawa

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Ataro rolled his eyes as the professor left the room. "Talking crap about me because I have a screwed up attendance sheet, huh. How low." He growled under his breath. He was not the least bit pleased about this man talking about him that way as if he was a hungry wolf that would pounce on the girls in the room as soon as he left the room. Sure, he could injure a lot of people with his scissors but he wasn't that uncontrollable. He started scribbling down his answers with a ferocious pace as he was still quite irritated.

Just as he was still half-ranting on the paper about his annoyance at life, a girl came into the library. She had a dark shade of hair and violet eyes, which Ataro didn't see much. Then he recognized her as the girl from two nights ago, the one at the waiting shed with the girl beside him, Ayano. He was gripping at his scissors tightly for a strange reason- There was a strange vibe to this newcomer, and if she ever pulled anything off on them he would, without a thought, attack her. If she pushed him to the edge, if possible, he would have another insanity fit and also possibly harm a lot of people. Blood will be shed, indeed.

The silence didn't bother him much, he was already used to it. But the aura was awkward, he had to admit.

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Character Portrait: Ataro Hatsuyuki Character Portrait: Annabel Lee Character Portrait: Alexa Flarea AKA Eradicatior Sins Character Portrait: Ayano Kujikawa

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Alexa had noticed that the one guy seemed to be apprehensive about her. She sighed silently. She was used to it. After all, she was a horrific monster. Though he seemed familiar. Looking at the girl with purple hair, she too seemed familiar. Her stomach growled. Another failed attempt at getting breakfast or lunch. Alexa lightly blushed and cleared her throat.
"Sorry... I skipped lunch and breakfast."
Her voice came out very soft.
"Who are you?"

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Character Portrait: Ataro Hatsuyuki Character Portrait: Annabel Lee Character Portrait: Alexa Flarea AKA Eradicatior Sins Character Portrait: Ayano Kujikawa

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Annabel Lee

Anna smiled when the two introduced themselves, sitting down next to them, placing her hands on her lap with her notebook. Ataro and Ayano… She repeated their names in her head; interesting enough, all of their names started with the letter ‘A’, which instantly made her want to change her name. It wasn’t anything personal- then again, maybe it was- but Anna didn’t care for these specific people; they where gloomy, as if they all wanted to die. Perhaps this was why Anna disliked them; because there wasn’t anything holding them back from doing so- or maybe it was the fact that she had experience the effects of suicide amongst others. That thought made her smile tight and almost uncomfortable, thinking that these people where like her parents; it already made her feel sick.

None the less, she raised her notebook and put it on the table, opening it and began to write an essay she didn’t need to. While it was irritating to do so, she was planning to skip tomorrow to take up extra hours at the diner and she needed the extra brownie points to do so. She didn’t get very far though, when the agitating noise of the teachers distracted her. Anna looked up, her eyes gazing quickly over the others before shooting towards the door, then back down at her notebook. Suddenly, Ayano stood abruptly and tip-toed her way towards the door, stealing the screw that kept the door open. All in an instant, a teacher came in and blabbed about not being able to close the door before turning to Anna and telling her to ‘keep an eye out for them’. This caused her to scuffle, making it sound like she snorted when the teacher left. Yeah, because suddenly I need to babysit these little shits She thought bitterly as she rested her chin in the palm of her hand, smiling sweetly at the girl who was apologizing about something.

The boy across from also began to growl about the teacher, but he soon ceased. Huh, blaming others and then complaining about something that’s your fault; typical. Despite her nasty thoughts about the others, Anna still remained bubbly and sweet. Suddenly, another girl walked in; she looked meek and quiet, choosing a seat next to Anna. Oh look, one of the twins from ‘The Shinning’ showed up. Anna smiled and sat back a little, pulling her hair to the side as she adjusted herself in the seat, turning her body towards the group. It was silent for a few moments, and right before Anna was about to ‘break the ice’, a loud rumble sounded from the girl’s stomach, making Anna look at her in astonishment, before she giggled at the girl’s reasoning for such a noise.
“Who are you?” The girl asked out loud.
Anna turned herself towards her bag, pulling out a peanut butter jelly sandwich and handing it out to the girl. “My name’s Anna.” She smiled, “You can have this if you’d like. I’ve already eaten today so I don’t need it.”

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Character Portrait: [NPC] Bartender Character Portrait: Ataro Hatsuyuki Character Portrait: Annabel Lee Character Portrait: Alexa Flarea AKA Eradicatior Sins Character Portrait: Ayano Kujikawa

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Ataro was still furiously ranting about life on his paper when the girl that appeared suddenly spoke. "Who are you?" "Wow, perfect question to ask in a room full of gloom. Way to go." He thought, a hand going up to his head to lightly ruffle his black hair in thought. "Ataro." He finally said his name in an introduction again before he went back to writing his answers, albeit much calmer now. Speaking of which, he drew out a small soda bottle from his bag and then proceeded to drink it, closing it and returning back to his work afterwards.

Soda, it always usually calmed him down. Perks of being an addict, he guessed. As he continued to write, his eyes darted from left to right. Alright, so in this library is one guy and three girls. The one beside him was the girl who walked away from him two nights ago. The other one seemed bubbly and light, though he wasn't sure if she was pretending or she was really like that. And the last one looked innocent but still had a strange vibe that he was probably going to look out for. How screwed was he? The answer was: Very. Screwed.

And he was pretty sure all three knew how to defend themselves, and because of his strange and suspicious appearance- black hair, black hood, eye bags....you know- they were probably wary of him, too.

"...Ah well. That's how life these days works anyway."

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Character Portrait: Ataro Hatsuyuki Character Portrait: Annabel Lee Character Portrait: Alexa Flarea AKA Eradicatior Sins Character Portrait: Ayano Kujikawa

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"Anna... Ataro..."
Alexa stared at the blonde who offered her a sandwich. She seemed so nice to her... It was a lie of course. Alexa knew that she was hated throughout the school. Hell, she had looked like she was constantly attending a funeral. If it wasn't for the fact that Eradicator takes over every time she gets ready to kill herself. But for now, she'll play along and be nice. This was the last time she would see these three anyway. She offered a smile of her own as she took the sandwich.
"My name is Alexa Flarea. Thank you for sharing your food. I can get absent minded at times."
Alexa ate the sandwich silently. She then looked around.
"I take it we're writing an essay. Would someone mind telling me what it's about?"
Alexa's smile faded a bit.
'What the hell is wrong with you?! These people don't care if you live or die so why even bother conversing with them?!'
'...I'm tired. I don't want to be alone anymore. I... I want to know how it feels to have a friendship again. Even if it is a fake one... I just am so tired of being alone...'
Alexa and Eradicator continued to bicker in Alexa's mind as she waited for an answer.

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Character Portrait: Ataro Hatsuyuki Character Portrait: Annabel Lee Character Portrait: Alexa Flarea AKA Eradicatior Sins Character Portrait: Ayano Kujikawa

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This time Ataro took the honor of answering the question. "Basically your 'onlook on life'." He said as a response to Alexa's question. He continued writing, his eyes fixated on the paper. After a while he put down his pen, sighing and burying his head in his crossed arms on the armchair. Just a few more sentences to go, he was done. His hand already hurt from writing at such a ferocious and angry pace a while ago. He once again fingered the scissors concealed in his pocket. "Hey, why don't you just destroy your very being right now?" That damn voice was speaking in his head again. "No one gives a damn about your existence anyway, so why not just kill-" "SHUT UP!" Ataro was fighting with himself again.

The cause of his insanity fits was talking to him again, but he chose to ignore the voice and instead, squeezed his eyes shut, dismissing the voice as some suicidal note or something like that.

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Character Portrait: Ataro Hatsuyuki Character Portrait: Annabel Lee Character Portrait: Alexa Flarea AKA Eradicatior Sins Character Portrait: Ayano Kujikawa

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Ayano was still working in total silence. She wasn't having any conflict within her mind so suffice to say, she managed to finish early. She glanced around the room; the professor wasn't back yet so she just kept the essay on the side and took out a sketchpad. She soon started drawing some things, some landscapes here and there, a few animals maybe.

In the middle of her drawings. she soon heard someone ask a question. The creepy dude in black answered it immediately.
"Basically your 'onlook' in life."the creepy dude said. "It's outlook, I don't think onlook is even a word." She thought as she continued drawing. The atmosphere was kind of refreshing to her. Normally, this area, even if it's a library, is filled with whispers and hushes here and there. Today, it was total silence.

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Character Portrait: Ataro Hatsuyuki Character Portrait: Annabel Lee Character Portrait: Alexa Flarea AKA Eradicatior Sins Character Portrait: Ayano Kujikawa

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Ataro had answered the question for her.
"Basically your 'onlook on life'."
"My... outlook...?"
Alexa almost laughed out loud but she restrained herself to merely letting out a few giggles. Out of all the things to write an essay about, why this topic in particular? Knowing how the principal looked at her during their "discussion", he would never buy the essay she could write, saying how her life was full of rainbows and happiness. No human being would attack people who have given her no reason to. Alexa stared at the blank paper. The essay came to her head almost immediately. She took out a pen and began to scribble down the following.
My outlook on life... Honestly, that's one of the easiest questions I can ever answer. Life is nothing more than a bunch of lies, pain, struggles and blood. I won't go into details about why I believe in this because I respect my privacy enough. However, I will say this much; darkness really does love me and refuses to let me go. I regard myself as a monster and for good reasons too. Death and me go hand and hand and if it wasn't for someone who is "close" to me, I would have died ten times over and made sure to write in my will to burn my cremated ashes. I have no friends. Those who I try to befriend have two things happen to them. Either HE hurts them or they end up being fake anyway. I have no family. They all died ten years ago. I live out on the streets, barely living by clinging onto old clothes for blankets or thrown away food just to get by the day. I want to go see a therapist but who will care about me enough so that I may get the strength to fight back? No one... that's who. And no one ever will. Because a monster doesn't deserve happiness or love. Long story short, it's terrible and I don't want anyone to share the same fate that I do.
Alexa looked at the paper and nodded to herself. She wasn't good at essays but she got out her honest feelings.
'This will probably land me in major trouble... but I got it out. They told me to write about my outlook on life. Well, here it is. If they don't like it, I'd like to see how they fix it.'
Alexa looked over at the three people sitting around her. The girl with purple hair who sat drawing on her sketchbook. Anna, who seemed almost too nice and looked like she had something to hide. Ataro, the boy with black bags under his eyes who seemed to be just as angry at the world as she was.
'Did the world mess with them too...? I wonder...'
Alexa shook her head.
'It's not my business to pry. A monster doesn't deserve to pry. I just need to exist... that's all. If they want me to talk, that's fine. I'll talk whenever it's necessary and whenever they want me to.'
Alexa looked around the library, finding herself bored after finishing the essay so quickly. She eventually pulled out a book and began to read it.
'I'd kill to play a piano melody right now...'

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Character Portrait: Ataro Hatsuyuki Character Portrait: Annabel Lee Character Portrait: Alexa Flarea AKA Eradicatior Sins Character Portrait: Ayano Kujikawa

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Ataro finally raised his head, getting a weak headache that made him wince for a moment before he picked up his pen and wrote the last sentences for his essay.

"You know what? Screw my above explanations. This life of mine completely sucks, so don't pry any further."

That was going to land him in trouble, that was for sure. But then he would be gone and no one knew about his online identities, so they couldn't possibly contact him to give him an earful of rants about life is good and useless crap like that. He sighed, putting the finished essay off to the side. He took out his bottle of soda again and took a swig. Again, soda was a calming beverage for him.

He glanced around the room once more. Alexa had begun reading a book, he wasn't sure about Anna, and Ayano was drawing something. He just pulled his hood over his head more and buried his head into his crossed arms once more, sighing in relief that he was finally done.

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Character Portrait: Ataro Hatsuyuki Character Portrait: Annabel Lee Character Portrait: Alexa Flarea AKA Eradicatior Sins Character Portrait: Ayano Kujikawa

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Annabel Lee


Anna was completely done when she looked up, seeing as nearly all of them had completed the essay with ease; hers was just a bunch of bull crap telling about how they should live everyday like it’s their last or something. She set down her pen and ripped the page out of her notebook, taking off the rough part from the side. She placed her essay to the corner of her table, now resting backwards and stretching outwards.
Let’s see, today would be my last night at the escorting place for the week, but I also need to run to the diner before that to work; I should get out of there around 10, leaving me thirty minutes to get the establishment. That means I would get home around eight…
Anna sighed, realizing that her brothers would be late yet another day and she’d have to hear the elementary teacher dish her out on how her ‘parents being so irresponsible to allow a high school girl to care for children while they ‘worked’’; not to mention she was taking up extra hours at the diner which also meant only 3 hours of sleep before she had to work, yet again.

She rested her head in her hands and slid herself onto the table- she could easily sleep now if she wanted to. No one was going to stop her. Her dull brown eyes glided among the people who sat with her- all glum; bleh, who would’ve known the word individuality here? Anna’s eyes closed for a second, growing a bit heavy before she opened them once again, sitting straight up before standing up.
She smiled at the group, “I think I’m going to look around here. Even though I’ve been going to school here, I haven’t been able to get a good look around the area.” She grabbed her bag turned on her heels, stopping a little bit before turning around once more. “You guys are more than welcome to come. If you’re with me, I doubt the teachers would really complain-” She looked at them with her eyes widened a bit. “Hey, since you guys are done, why don’t turn in your papers? Then we can all hang out…” She gave them her ‘escort smile’ again, though, this time, it was the one she used when she wanted a good tip.

Did Anna really mean her words? Hell no; in fact, she was mentally killing herself as she said them, but the fact of the matter was that the teacher wouldn’t let them leave, if all them weren’t done- plus, the ‘hanging out part’ was something she threw in there to seem nice and the fact if they did go hang out, she’d make them buy. Who knows, maybe one of these Tim Burton characters where rich.

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Character Portrait: Ataro Hatsuyuki Character Portrait: Annabel Lee Character Portrait: Alexa Flarea AKA Eradicatior Sins Character Portrait: Ayano Kujikawa

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Ayano heard the girl Anna asked all of them to hang out with her. She was going to look around the place a bit, she said. "Since everyone is done, I guess we can just place it on the desk there..." She thought as she gave her essay one last scan.

What is life? How many times has humanity asked that question. Per se, life is just the small time we spent on this world. It is pointless to discuss it as it is. Maybe it's better to reflect on its concept in parallel with another aspect of life: death.

When someone dies and his body is laid to rest, there are engravings placed on his tombstone. There we see the date from when he was born up to the point where he passed on, separated only by a dash. That dash is what is called life. It is the culmination of all experiences, emotions and knowledge that a person has a accumulated throughout the short time he has spent on this world. Depending on how one has lived his life, the value and quality of that dash may vary.

Personally, I find life as just a simple chore. It is just another task that one has to finish. Some people choose to live a life of virtue, following the ways of a saint, granting them immortality. They live on in the hearts and memories of the people whose lives they've touched. Some spend it in a pursuit of power. The drive to prove to the world how they are the best among the rest. They may or may not attain immortality but people will remember them just for their power. I'll admit that I found the latter a little worth pursuing. It didn't work out for me. Nobody can please everyone. I learned that the hard way. The world is just this unfair.

Living a saint's life is no assurance that everyone will treat you like how you treat everyone. Pursuing power still won't be enough to save you from your ultimate fate: death. There is no way one can live without risk. So I guess I'll just go on my own pace. I'll move on, like how this world is supposed to be. I think I'll live it in pursuit of my own happiness.

You may have noticed that my personal output probably has nothing to do with what I've stated earlier. It's because when the time comes for my body to be laid to rest, I want that dash to be a dash of happiness. To be known as the girl who chose to live on her own terms, as the girl who escaped the shackles of the expectations placed on her without reward. To be the one who has gone over the horizon.


Ayano finished checking her essay and placed it on the desk. She looked at the others first, anticipating what they would do. If they choose to tag along, then maybe she will too. She thought about the irony. She has just stated in her essay that she wanted to live on her own terms yet she still can't find the strength to do that.

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Character Portrait: Ataro Hatsuyuki Character Portrait: Annabel Lee Character Portrait: Alexa Flarea AKA Eradicatior Sins Character Portrait: Ayano Kujikawa

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Alexa listened to what Anna was offering. It was an invitation to hang out.
"W-Well... I do owe you for the sandwhich. I'll go along with you."
Alexa searched her pockets and eventually found her wallet. She decided to check inside to find out how much she had. ...2,000 dollars in cash.
(Eradicator flashback)
It was another night of bloodshed and playing games. Eradicator was just about ready to turn in for the night, when he heard a woman whimpering.
"Aw, come on, doll~ It'll be real good pay~ Just get down on your knees."
The girl in question had long blonde hair and dull brown eyes. She seemed helpless enough so he could easily kill her off. Little sluts like her always were the most fun to play with. However, something about the drunken man just pissed him off more. Maybe it was because he reminded him of his favorite to Alexa's father. Well, that wouldn't do at all~ Eradicator approached the man from behind.
"Hello~"
The man turned to face Eradicator who merely grinned and punched him in the face. He then kicked the man against a wall, rushed over and stabbed him 15 or so times, laughing manically all the while. By the time he finished blood had stained his white hair. He licked blood off of his right hand. It really did taste good when the person who died was a waste to humanity. He then took the guy's wallet. 2,500 dollars. He turned to the girl and tossed 500 dollars her way.
"You were going to be paid anyway so have it early."
He walked over to her, deciding whether to kill her or not. He decided to screw with the woman instead and placed a short and sweet kiss against her lips befor pulling away.
"Blood suits you well, my dear. Well then, sleep well~"
With that, Eradicator walked away, keeping the 2,000 dollars for himself.
(End of Eradicator's flashback)
Alexa just shrugged. Eradicator must have decided to be nice to her one day. At least she didn't have to worry about skipping lunch anymore. The money would be suspicious so she decided to lie about it.
"My birthday was a few weeks ago so I saved all my birthday money in case one of my friends wanted to do something."
Alexa looked around, secretly hoping that the others wanted to go out with Anna like she did.

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Character Portrait: Ataro Hatsuyuki Character Portrait: Annabel Lee Character Portrait: Alexa Flarea AKA Eradicatior Sins Character Portrait: Ayano Kujikawa

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Looking up, Ayano saw that the girl Alexa wanted to tag along with Anna."All right, I guess I'll come too." She volunteered to go exploring with them. The university is rather big so even if she tried not to miss a day of school, Ayano hasn't fully explored the whole place yet.

She checked her wallet to see if she had enough to buy something. It was just enough for lunch and some transportation fee. She placed it back on the small pouch she carried and walked towards the two. She wondered if that creepy dude wanted to come along. "Would he feel comfortable exploring with a bunch of girls?" She thought.

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Ataro noticed that everyone was done with their essays already. He sighed as they all decided to go exploring, but he tossed around the possibilities in his mind. "Okay, one, they'll let me come with them, and be normal like other friends or groups. Or two, since I'm the only guy here and I'm in a rooster in a hen house situation, they won't even ask me. Probably the latter." He thought, shivering. Women were scary when angry or disgusted. Plus he already made a bad impression back at the waiting shed, when Ayano walked away from him.

"I'll go explore when they're out of sight, I guess." He decided, running his fingers through his hair.

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Anna smiled, pressing her hands together when almost everyone agreed- though, Ataro seemed as if he was a bit nervous. Right when she was about to invite him along as well, Alexa pulled out over two thousand dollars. She only stopped and stared for a while, remembering something she thought was a mere nightmare; though, all of that was covered with the rising envy and greed that bellowed in her chest.
So my hunch was right, this girl is just rich- freaking rich! Do you know what I could do with that much money- not much, but still… who carries that much money in their wallet… Her thoughts ran on from there, though, it was once again, pushed to the side when the nightmare-like memory appeared in her head. It was like any other night at the escort facility, the usual pig asking if she’d do more than just pour them alcohol, walk them to their cars or see a movie with them- what was different was the fact that the man who was harassing her was killed, brutally she might add. Not to mention the man who killed him gave her a bloody kiss on the lips. After that incident, Anna calmly walked inside, clocked out and walked home, going to bed as if it was all a nightmare- the same way she handled her parents’ death. No tears, no dramatic emotions; just taking it as it was, but this time, she merely pretended to be a dream. The odd part about it was the fact that no one came knocking on her door, asking for answers.

Shaking her head lightly, Anna turned her attention back to Ataro, smiling sweetly. “Why don’t you come with us?” She offered, leaning back against the table again. “Don’t be intimidated just because you’re with a bunch of girls.” She gave him a friendly wink, turning towards the others. “Alright, so where should we go first?”

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Ataro was approached by the most cheerful out of the bunch. "Why don't you come with us?" She offered sweetly. "Don't be intimidated just because you're with a bunch of girls." Then she winked at him in a friendly matter before turning towards the other girls. He sighed, scratching the back of his head and placing his essay on the desk after standing up. "Guess I've no choice." He muttered to himself quietly. "Alright, so where should we go first?" Anna asked.

Ataro just remained quiet in his place just at the desk. These girls could decide for themselves, right?

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Alexa looked across the campus. The place really was huge from a distance. She had never been in this campus before. Even if she wanted to, Eradicator would always stop her to have... fun as he would put it. She never did remember things that happen when he took over to have fun. All she could remember was blood and sometimes presents if Eradicator decided she was a good girl. Looking throughout, she had noticed an abundance of classrooms, a café, a student store, a parking lot and across the street a mall. Alexa looked at the group. She figured that only Anna would want to go to the mall. Ataro would probably not like going there and she didn't know Ayano well enough. Scratch that, she didn't know any of them well enough.
"Well... How about the student store? I've never been to one of those before..."
Alexa looked to the floor as she said that, not wanting people to laugh at her. What? She was homeless! She's never even been to this school outside of today. What a great first impression she made today. Eradicator really does know how to ruin people's relationships. But, she felt somewhat happy that he hadn't taken over her yet.
'Please don't come out, Eradicator... I want to be happy just this once...'
The silence in her head somewhat comforted her. By now Eradicator would have argued with her and tried to take over just to screw with her. However, she couldn't help being a little bit afraid. This would be her first encounter with people without Eradicator. She didn't know how to react to situations like this. She instead just looked at the three people with innocent purple eyes and prayed internally that this peace could last. Even if they didn't care about her, she was just happy to have a feeling of what having friends feels like.

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Anna clasped her hands together, standing up straight as she gave them a wide smile, thinking practically the opposite as she felt. “Awesome!” She said when everyone agreed and Alexa offered the stupid student shop as a place to firstly visit. Anna raised her hands up; all that smiling was bringing a bright blush to her cheeks, which only made her seem more excited. “All who are with the idea? Say I- I” She repeated, internally rolling her eyes at her own self- but hey, not only was she going to get free stuff, but she had a time to actually act like a regular teenage girl instead of a mom or a working girl; thinking like this, anyone couldn’t easily oppose hanging out with random people- but of course, Anna didn’t. She simply saw it as something to waste her time.

“I wonder what they’ll have at a student store, any of you ever been?” She asked, turning back on her heels, collecting her own paper and making her way towards the door.

(Sorry bout the short post!)

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Alexa shook her head.
"That's why I wanted to go there. Everytime I try to have some fun, he always-"
Alexa stopped herself midscentence. She didn't want to give away Eradicator to them just yet. They would hate her immediately and not want a thing to do with her. That was the absolute last thing she wanted.
"Ehehe~ I get carried away sometimes. Sorry... I doubt you want to hear about my life..."
Alexa offered a soft smile.
'Wow, Lexy~ I must be doing a shit job if you're smiling.'
Alexa blinked. She hadn't smiled for a long time. It felt strange but welcome at the same time. Alexa looked at Ataro and Ayano expectantly, wondering if they had been to this Student Store.

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"I've passed by this stall a couple of times but, I never actually entered it." Ayano spoke up, seeing as they are looking a little excited, maybe? to enter the student store. She started going along with them on the stuff that most normal people do.

She went inside the student store with the others and checked out a lot of items. They sold a variety of things including some luxuries and hobby items. Ayano picked up an old looking book. It was about 19th Century Thaumaturgy. She wondered what it was doing there. She saw a couple of weird looking porcelain pigs on sale. Finding it a little attractive and since it was within the realms of her excess finances, she purchased it. After all, she does feel kind of rude if one enters a store, touches the merchandise and not buy anything.

"They look cute, in a way. Maybe I'll call them Tweedledee and Tweedledum." She lowered her head, wishing that nobody else heard it, a little embarrassed at how childish she was acting.

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Ataro shrugged. "I've only been to the student store a few times. Mostly for drinks or school items or things like that." He remarked. By drinks, he meant the soda vending machine outside. School items, when he ran out of scratch paper for Math he'd go buy some there. Then again, the student store sold weird things, too. Like figures made out of porcelain. He saw a porcelain fiddle once, with a tag on it saying "Diddle Diddle" in cursive writing. It looked nice, but he decided not to buy it though. Besides, Momoko was clumsy and she might break it. Then where would his money go?

When they went to the student store he then went off and checked out some of the items on sale. Ataro had only taken 4 steps on his own way when a thought popped into his head. "Speaking of, maybe I should get Momoko something. To make up for the whole bread incident earlier." No, it really wasn't about the bread, actually. He just really felt like being nice that day and decided to get his little sister something, you know, as a nice older brother does.

"Alright, let's see. She likes strange things, so she must like strange, creepy characters most of the time, right? Like that cat in Alice in Wonderland..." He remembered the time where their mother read the story to them when they were kids. Momoko had pointed at the illustration of the Cheshire Cat and declared to him, "Hey, hey, brother! When we're older, let's get a cat like that one!" He sighed. "Oh my sister, what happened to that innocence?" He thought. Absentmindedly, he started to play with a lock of his black hair as he looked around-

Jackpot. A hoodie was hanging there. It was colored in alternating stripes of pink and violet, the Cheshire's colors. The hood had matching cat ears, and it even had a poofy detachable tail. Oh and not to mention a detachable mask which had the signature grin of that cat on it.

Plus it was affordable. Ataro dug around in his pockets for his wallet and found that he had enough. "Guess this would do." He thought, managing a small smile.

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Anna was indeed surprised by the student shop; she hadn’t known it would sell things like knick-knacks and other things that wouldn’t be necessary for school. She gave the place credit- it was interesting to see such things that even made her wish she was like a normal, ditzy high school girl. Walked through the aisles, looking at every item and examining it before coming to a complete stop at a rack of book bags- teddy bear, monkey and shark book bags; the type where you stuff your things into the mouth and the arms/fins are the straps, the book bag the boys have been asking for for years.

Her eyes instantly lit up as she grabbed them, looking for price; Anna would finally be able to give them a birthday gift- the first one they’d receive since their parents died. Anna wasn’t the best sister or guardian in the world- in fact, she’d probably be right down in the top 100 worst. Two years after the loss of their parents, Anna completely forgot her brothers’ birthdays, only making them a crunchy egg shell cake weeks later; hell, even now it was hard for her to buy anything out of the necessaries for them. Taxes and payments usually took up the majority of the money they had, and what was left, she’d use to buy them food and toiletries.
After searching for what seemed like minutes, she finally found the price tag, and boy it wasn’t pretty. With a sigh, she slowly put the bag on the rack before bringing her thumb up to her lip, biting it agitating. If I take up extra nights as an escort Monday through Sunday, from one am to seven pm, and work at CVS during the day and heading straight for Bard’s Diner, I could easily compensate- but then again, the boys are already used to the shit cakes I make them…

Her cheery face turned sour as her cheeks became rosy red with thoughts and irritation. When blood was drawn from her thumb, Anna’s decision was made- she’d buy it. It’d be the greatest gift they would’ve gotten. She didn’t mind going a week without sleep nor did she mind skipping school- hell, it wasn’t like she attended daily, the teachers just enjoyed her enough to keep her around. Her fist hit her palms as she got herself pumped to buy the items. Though, when Anna reached out to touch the soft fabric, she couldn’t seem to grasp it fully- more like, she didn’t want to, not yet. Her anticipation died off quickly and was replaced with hesitation.
Should I buy it? If I do, then that’d mean I’d be working like a dog- didn’t I say that was alright? I mean I did, but I don’t think I meant it. Ah, maybe I should get one of these freaks to get it for me. That was my initial plan, wasn’t it? To have them buy me stuff. Perhaps I should ask a teacher or another student- oh but then they’d want me to pay it back. Same with these screw-ups.

With a final sigh of defeat and a light touch to her pounding head, Anna latched onto the fabric of the book bags and slowly pulled them off the rack- one by one very slowly. Those little buttheads better not nag me anymore… She growled in her mind as she turned sluggishly and paced herself to walk to the counter; trying to give herself more time to hesitate and give up- but she didn’t. Anna just kept on walking. Oh how great- why couldn’t the boys be born being 10 years older than her? Once again, she found herself hating her life and wishing a meteor would hit the earth.