âBehind every beautiful thing, there's some kind of pain.â
She mostly goes by her name, but sometimes people decided to call her Hud, Son, Steve, Stevie or just by her last name, Livingston. Not that she enjoys most nicknames but, those were just the ones that followed her everywhere and stuck around during her short little life.
| Age |
Twenty Three
| Birthdate |
October 31st (Halloween)
| Gender |
Female
| Sexual Orientation |
100% Bisexual and proud
| Ethnicity |
100% Australian
| Occupation |
She has two jobs, one that she absolutely loves and one that she has just to make ends meet. Her job to pay the bills is a job as a photographer at her brother, Jasper's and his husband's entertainment (mostly music) magazine. She works there whenever they need her which is mostly on huge events like fashion week, vans warped tour, concerts, premieres, etc. Her other job which is the one she wants to do forever is being lead guitarist and singer in her alternative and rock back, Hitting the Fans. A job she has had since she was fifteen years old when the band started.
Her hair is naturally dark brown but once joining her band, Hitting the Fan she decided to edge herself out by dying it pitch black. That was around eight and a half years ago.
| Eye Color |
Dark, dark brown but they look almost black in most lighting
| Height |
5 feet and 6 inches
| Weight |
118 pounds
| Tattoos |
Are you kidding? She's a rocker, of course she has tattoos! She's even lost count of how many she has. And she honestly doesn't feel like naming them all so... Her Tattoos.
| Piercings |
Again, are you kidding? She's in a band, of course she has a few if not a lot of piercings. She has two dermals on both of her hands, the top of her right ear, and her infamous plugs that she doesn't go anywhere without. Her most known ones are: her Pokemon ones, her Tri-force plugs, her ballon plugs, her Dragonball ones, and her first pair and favorite pair of plugs that are My neighbor
| Scars |
She has faint scars on her wrist from when she was younger and used to self harm.
{Adventurous, Sarcastic, Blunt, Risk-Taker, A Fighter}
Hudson is true to her family and the way she was raised even if she isn't the most amazing daughter in the world. She is as passionate, caring, and strong as her mother, Piper Livingston. She's a dreamer just like her mother was and in some cases, she's far more curious than she should be. She is open and adventurous just as her mother is. And she is not afraid of the unknown like a lot of other people are which may make her sound like crazy person. But, she welcomes it, she think without it, even now, than we would still be living in caves. So yea, She could be called a dreamer.
She loves to dream! The twenty-three year old loves to believe that if she wants to do something then maybe, just maybe.... she can actually do it. Which may be the reason she continues with her dream of being famous with her band right by her side. Some people believe that she is a little.... Out There and maybe she is but, hey that's her. Along with this, She's an Idealist who loves and always pursue high hopes, and dreams, and goals. Never shooting down another person's dreams no matter what they are. Again like her mother, she is optimistic, sue her; But the way she sees it it's better to feel everything and think everything is possible than to feel nothing at all and think nothing can be better. It makes her believe that, there's a light at the end of the tunnel. This fact leads her to sometimes thinks too much, a habit she's been trying to break. But, for the last twenty three years it has not been able to be broken. But like her father she is determined, protective, and a leader. She is not one to take pity from anyone about anything and isn't above snapping on someone who sees her as inferior to them. And, she lives to prove those types of people wrong. Which has made her father very proud. Something that she has always wanted to place from him; pride and acceptance.
The Australian is, in two words, cynical and sarcastic. She's got a sharp tongue, and is always ready with a quick comment or a sarcastic quip, though she never means to cause real harm to anyone even if they hurt her first. The girl is also one to always throw herself into everything she does even if that means having to keep at it for hours on end. Like her band she has done ever since she was able to find out just how much she loved music. And with those years, she has always hated to lose or being shut down, just thinking about losing makes her pissed off no matter what it is. But, with having good quality she does have a few bad ones just like every other human being who has ever walked the Earth. She is a very cynical person. Never believing that someone is a true and honest as they tell her. She believes that everyone is always out to hurt her or to use her in one way or another. She thinks that people only want something from her and then are going to leave her high and dry which is something she is not okay with. So, she tries to push them away. Most of the time it works to an expense but other just stick to her because they prove themselves. Another rather unlovely quality of hers is that she has a strict schedule for herself. Which has made her stricter on herself than how her parents were which is hard to believe but it is true. She has much control over herself and her decisions, always being the one to think of the outcomes. This is the part of Fiona that she needs to feel as if she has done something with her life and that everything that happened to her in her life means something. Making her quite determined.
But it also means she must be a Risk-taker on more levels than just one. Like,her getting tattoos, she loves getting them. She has a lot of different tattoos, some with a meaning and some it was because she was bored and her brother, Leo wasn't booked ... But, she does take care of her body like most normal people. At least now she does after getting clean and all. And, despite her many tattoos... and piercings... and drinking... and occasional smoking. The Assie does work out whenever she can or has the energy to do so. She is a very Honest and Blunt, and will speak her mind whenever she feel likes it, which doesn't necessarily mean all the time. For your information! But, despite her.... forthrightness, do not call her a bitch.
| Hobbies |
âŻSinging âŻSmirking: So she sands âŻPainting âŻSurprisingly Cooking with Cajun âŻPlaying Guitar âŻSong Writing âŻHumming âŻPhotographing People
| Habits |
âŻHas a habit of biting her bottom lip when either flattered or embarrassed âŻShe loves to wear bowler hats! No matter what the weather is. âŻShe is always messing with her nails when taking a test or answering questions, even if she is not nervous.
| Oddities |
⯠When she attracted to people they are rather old than her by at least three-four years if not more ⯠She has no actual religion but is not atheist. âŻUsed to be addicted to smoking âŻBlueberries, Apples, and Papaya (Allergic)
| Likes and Dislikes|
| Hudson's Skills/Talents |
⯠Singing
⯠Improvising
⯠Getting To Know People/Meeting New People
⯠Guitar and Piano
| Hudson's Flaws/Weaknesses |
⯠She is quite cynical and un-trusting in a relationship (any type)
⯠She has a mild case of depression but it doesn't show anymore
⯠She can be very hostile when she's in an argument
⯠She has a very big soft spot for people she may have feelings for.
| Secrets |
⯠She used to self harm herself which explains the faint scars all along her wrist.
⯠Her and her brothers don't really keeps touch with their parents. Seeing that their parents see the three of them as, in their words are "An embarrassment to the Jewish religion!"
| Fears/Phobias |
⯠Fear of Failure- She is terrified of failing and proving her parents right that her dream is idiotic.
âŻDishabiliophobia-Fear of undressing in front of someone: Yeaaa, she can barely look herself in the mirror when she is undressing. Why would she be okay with others looking at all her scars.
âŻGenophobia-Fear of sex: She has never had it when she wanted to, it was always out of rape. She just is terrified that it'll do two things: She afraid of that it'll always be out of rape and she'll never have it mean anything and she also afraid of it not meaning anything to the person she does it with...
| Place Of Origin |
Parramatta, Australia but raised in Boston, Mass from the age of 15
| Birth Date |
October 31st, 1990
| History |
Editing
| Family Tree |
Father | Alexander Livingston
Mother | Piper Livingston
Brother | Jasper Livingston
Brother In-Law; Jasper's Husband | Vic Alexander-Livingston
Brother | Leo Livingston
Sister | Daisy Livingston-Efron
Brother In=Law; Daisy's Husband | Max Efron
| Happiest Memory |
⯠"My favorite moment is more like a series of events. You see, when I got into my ex-relationship we did a lot of bad shit. Drinking, drugs, he would abuse me whenever he was out of it, but for some reason I put up with it because I was "in love" with the idiot. Which is where it started. I began using drugs and at first they were nice and they calmed me, my band mates were terrified of me "leaving soon than I was suppose to" but I didn't listen. But, during my freshmen of college when I graduated Maldoy... I began seeing how bad it was getting I was becoming dependent on them and that made my friends take action. They talked me into going to a program to get me help. Which is probably the best thing they ever could have done for me. It's been almost two years and I'm completely clean. And I've got control of my life again."
| Saddest Memory |
⯠"Probably the known time I was you know... using drugs. I wasn't myself to be complete frank. I put up with shit from my boyfriend at the time just to keep the drugs coming, meaning I also took the abuse just to stay from having withdraw. The whole time, my band mates were getting more and more worried but I just pushed them away. Nothing matter to me at that time but feeding my addiction. And that went on for almost two years before my boyfriend was arrested for abuse and rape, there went my addiction with him. And the sad part is that the withdraw was the worst part of everything. All and all... that whole experience... Not fun."
Yeah, yeah
Donât wake me up if Iâm sleeping this life away
Tell me that Iâll never be good enough
Sometimes it hurts to think it could really be that way
It wonât be that way
Iâm tired and Iâm lost
I donât wanna be found
I put my heart and my soul
And strength in this now
So forgive me âcause I wonât forget that
Yeah, this world has changed me
So you know when you ask me
Who are you now?
Did you say what you want?
Donât go back to the start
Iâm asking, who are you now?
Did they break you apart?
Wonât you fight back for what you want?
Sometimes you gotta fall before you fly
Weâre gonna work it out
Yeah, yeah
Donât, donât, donât wake me up
âCause I hate who I am today
So come on, come on
And just take, take, take what you want
Is it now what weâre living for?
Weâre always wanting more
You made me hate my own reflection
Question every choice I make
So I could try to be perfect
But I won't try to be fake
So forgive me âcause I really could care less that
This world has changed me
So you know when you ask me
Who are you now?
Did you say what you want?
Donât go back to the start
Iâm asking, who are you now?
Did they break you apart?
Wonât you fight back for what you want?
Sometimes you gotta fall before you fly
And sometimes you really live, youâve gotta try
We can change it all together, in the end youâre gonna find
That what we felt in our hearts was real the whole time
When you open up your eyes, I hope that you find
Who you are, who you are
Who are you now?
Who are you now?
Who are you now?
Did you say what you want?
Donât go back to the start
Iâm asking, who are you now?
Did they break you apart?
Wonât you fight back for what you want?
Sometimes you gotta fall before you fly
Sometimes you gotta fall before you fly
Weâre gonna work it out
[Frank Ocean]
Human beings in a mob
Whatâs a mob to a king?
Whatâs a king to a god?
Whatâs a god to a non-believer?
Who donât believe in anything?
We make it out alive
All right, all right
No church in the wild
[Jay-Z]
Tears on the mausoleum floor
Blood stains the coliseum doors
Lies on the lips of a priest
Thanksgiving disguised as a feast
Rollinâ in the Rolls-Royce Corniche
Only the doctors got this, Iâm hidinâ from police
Cocaine seats
All white like I got the whole thing bleached
Drug dealer chic
Iâm wonderinâ if a thugâs prayers reach
Is Pious pious cause God loves pious?
Socrates asks, âWhose bias do yâall seek?â
All for Plato, screech
Iâm out here ballinâ, I know yâall hear my sneaks
Jesus was a carpenter, Yeezy, laid beats
Hova flow the Holy Ghost, get the hell up out your seats
Preach
[Frank Ocean]
Human beings in a mob
Whatâs a mob to a king?
Whatâs a king to a god?
Whatâs a god to a non-believer?
Who donât believe in anything?
We make it out alive
All right, all right
No church in the wild
[The-Dream]
I live by you, desire
I stand by you, walk through the fire
Your love is my scripture
Let me into your encryption
[Kanye West:]
Coke on her black skin made a stripe like a zebra
I call that jungle fever
You will not control the threesome
Just roll the weed up until I get me some
We formed a new religion
No sins as long as thereâs permissionâ
And deception is the only felony
So never fuck nobody witâout tellinâ me
Sunglasses and Advil
Last night was mad real
Sun cominâ up, 5 a.m.
I wonder if they got cabs still
Thinkinâ âbout the girl in all-leopard
Who was rubbinâ the wood like Kiki Shepard
Two tattoos, one read âNo Apologiesâ
The other said âLove is cursed by monogamyâ
Thatâs somethinâ that the pastor donât preach
Thatâs somethinâ that a teacher canât teach
When we die, the money we canât keep
But we probably spend it all âcause the pain ainât cheap
Preach
[Frank Ocean:]
Human beings in a mob
Whatâs a mob to a king?
Whatâs a king to a god?
Whatâs a god to a non-believer?
Who donât believe in anything?
Will he make it out alive
All right, all right
No church in the wild
No church in the wild
No church in the wild
No church in the wild